Eye of a Needle

Deception & Bible Prophecy

The Rumor Mill and The Republic


I watched a show the other night actually part of the show because I missed the beginning of the show but found it to be very interesting about a ship called The Republic that sank with a billion dollars on board and I assume some people as well.

One of the things I found interesting was that our government didn’t know the exact location of the ship yet the Coast Guard did know the location of the ship.

I find that kind of weird.

My uncle was in the Coast Guard.  He lived in Louisiana, a salesman, and had a few kids 2 girls and a boy and a very fine wife who died of Cervical cancer. His son worked on an oil rig as a worker *laborer of some kind and they had a daughter that married a man that bragged about finding the richest source of oil in South America but he also bragged to his girlfriend (my cousin) whom he eventually married that we dated and we didn’t date. LOL It was a photo session and he was a photographer but I think he wanted to impress his future wife and I don’t think it impressed her very much because on one of my birthday celebrations I overheard her comparing my legs to her legs starting with the word SEE and I really didn’t want to hear that on my birthday. She has longer legs than I but she also has hair growing out of her nose and a short waist. LOL. I used to have a very little waist until I had kids and my operation made it much worse and I plan to thin down but nevertheless it’s tough to take someone comparing themselves to me on my birthday with family. It was kind of a surprise to me but not the kind one wants on their 40th birthday party. She was sitting close to me so who or what influenced her to bring it up then to her husband, so I could overhear? DID THEY DISCUSS IT OFTEN?

Now Trump and Cruz are comparing their wives. Trumps wife is absolutely beautiful and Cruz’s wife ain’t too bad herself? What are they really like in bed? JUST KIDDING. Do they wear their wives? Just because you fooled them once doesn’t mean you will fool them again. LOL.

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I think Ted Cruz has lost the election because of this picture alone. LOL. Lousy photo of his wife and looks like she’s got a strange mouth but her mouth looks eerily like Ted Cruzes mouth. They say people take on the looks of their dogs and pets or vice versa and perhaps that includes TED of course because people say it doesn’t mean it is true. I’m trying to figure out who she looks like.

On second thought I don’t think it would be wise for Joseph Biden to run.

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Looks like a picture I have seen of Billy Graham shaking his spear or maybe he doesn’t like Brussel Sprouts but if you had some sauce they can surprise you any way it looks like a sign of solidarity he is displaying. Amazing what Photoshop can produce.

One of the pictures that my cousins husband took of me before he met my cousin when I was younger my other uncle displayed in his living room and it was the same picture that his wife my aunt said: “Beauty is as beauty does” in a desparaging kind of way when the picture was being discussed and I’m pretty positive it had to do with her knowledge that I had had an abortion though I did not tell her but I’m sure my eldest probably did because of the problems we were having with her husband and even though she had had one herself but it wasn’t known by the family she grew up with and she told me and came home one weekend to recuperate from it when I was still a young teen. Anyway my aunt was my godmother, lol. Her husband on the other hand was very optimistic and told me that I could be anything I wanted to be. He was very similar to my mom in that way and I think he meant it. He reminded me of Victor Mature, the actor in the movie Samson.

 I think my cousin married her husband not because she loved him but because he was gonna be successful that is why it took her sometime to decide though they dated for quite a while so she probably grew to love him before marriage possibly what I mean was it was a hard decision for her and usually it isn’t a hard decision unless you are weighing other things besides love. I don’t think she had a high opinion of herself for some reason but through their marriage and dealing with his family and mine her self esteem took a few nose dives. His mom was an atheist and very critical of her child rearing capabilities and even though her grandson was very bright but introverted her mother in law made my cousin feel like a lousy mom even though she was a good mom, a very good mom! My little sister went to high school with her husband when they were in their teens and was the first to meet him and kind of felt he was hers. They were very close so when my cousin married him there were a few problems because of that controversy. They also went to the same church and were into the crusades of Billy Graham at the time though they may have only attended one gigantic gathering, if that, but it was it’s influence early in their Christianity. His dad happened to appreciate my little sister as most older men did because she was very funny and has a good sense of humor and pretty with a pretty smile and most older men like those qualities and his wife was a dog in comparison which makes one appreciate other women. She was very critical for no reason except she was a mother-in-law (maybe a wee tad jealous) and that’s one shabby reason but very prevalent in today’s society among women. Like my ex’s mother (my mother-in-law_ blamed the ex wives for bad marriages when it was their husbands that started the downward spiral of their marriages in many ways….excessive drinking….lots of boys nights out…..probably one night affairs because of the drinking….excessive sports and sporting events….abusiveness….and thinking their shit was good when it wasn’t that good. So the girls started their nights out and met other men and left their dilapidated husbands for better horizons whether they found them I have no idea but that’s what occurs often in that kind of a marriage.

My cousin was the woman my ex called after the category 3 or 4 tornado to check in on me because the of power blackout and because I have some health issues and before that she asked if there was anything she could do so I think he felt he had the right to call and when he asked her to check in on me one night while he was gigging she refused because her husband said he would not fix her tire if she got a flat tire which isn’t very kind and they are only a few miles from where we live so it was kind of selfish and self serving. He is in the oil business. There was no power and it was cold and had to have a fire in the fireplace. She could have invited me to her home for the night, but didn’t. I survived the night though and actually enjoyed the night. His lie about me dating him caused some problems and I told my cousin we didn’t date but didn’t want to rub it with details like it was only a photo session at the time because I didn’t want to humiliate him or embarrass him. LOL And now I do! Her husband told me once that it was impossible for Texas to have an earthquake when I told him I felt a small tremor once. He is a geologist but being a geologist he should have known that any part of earth and it’s crust is vulnerable to some degree. Oklahoma sometimes has small tremors but I guess Texas is immune? And Mexico also has tremors. LOL Any way his last name rhymes with Ted Cruzes last name but spelled a bit differently but sounds exactly the same. A homonym of the name Cruz. I didn’t know that he found the biggest oil reserve in South America and I had never heard that story before but that is what my ex told me the other night that he had said to him probably while drinking. What I heard was that he was involved in a certain type of drilling for oil and a certain way of finding oil to drill (possibly having to do with HAARP or sounds) which I think is controversial and possibly he was hiding his involvement in that kind of shale business and possibly it has to do with fracking *whatever that is so maybe that is why he told the ex something all together different but maybe none of the exhortations about himself are true. He is a wino so that may be why he brags. When he engages in wine tasting he means bottles and bottles of wine and thinks he can handle it. Anyway my ex ended up calling emergency personal in the area which came by to check on me which is their job since during a tornado lots of objects are dislodged during high winds and end up in the road such a nails that can cause flat tires which is one of the hindrances during the aftermath of such an event which can cause trouble for emergency personal blocking traffic and adding to their

verclempTEDness.

This was when the guy mentioned that my ex lied to the emergency personnel in a phone call which I found to be quite odd basically he said something like, “So your ex lied…..

I think he said husband but whose gonna make a big deal about nothing.

When my daughter was in the hospital a while back (not the first time) I saw my cousin in the lobby on her cell phone as if that was all there was in the area and I went to speak to her and when she looked up it wasn’t her. She sure resembled her. I’m a portrait artist so I have a keen sense of features. It was after a tumultuous visit with my daughter over a TEE SHIRT which made it even more suspicious that she was there as if she was watching me or following me or trying to reach me for some reason.

About ten years ago more or less she came to my aid and kept me company when I was severely injured and having major health problems acute peritoneal abssess and acute Sepsis when I nearly died and brought me peaches and plums when I was at my home recuperating which were very helpful for pooping since that was a very hard thing to do after my operation. I used to have to hold on to a chair for about an hour while on the toilet and it solved my problems. It was a wonderful aid and she spent a few hours a day for quite a while with me watching movies and talking, etc and when she spoke to my ex recently after the tornado she said could not spend time with me so I knew it was her) and then her husband quashed the idea of her assistance all together so she didn’t have to. I spent many days and telephone calls and visits uplifting her in many ways over the years when she was having family problems and when the schools and church were pressuring her about her children who were being kids. She was a bit old fashioned in a way that was good and her kids were brought up that way. When I first met my cousin she had the cutest voice and southern accent I had ever heard and my family all got a kick out of her drawl and she was pretty like Snow White and her daughter also has that look as well. Her son was in to computers and less into sports but she managed to get him into a sport he enjoyed that fit his personality and was able to bring him out of his safe zones which was the computer. So she took criticism well with help and overcame some of those criticisms whereas I think the schools and church would have liked to have seen her kids on drugs like Ritalin so they could have control of her kids. It’s easier than teaching the kids.

I found out she had attempted suicide once though I don’t know how or when or the details but she told me about it and I thought there was something definitely wrong in that marriage for that to occur. She was pretty independent and a lot like my mom and looked quite a bit like her in some good ways but anyone over a period of time getting negative responses and possibly in nefarious ways someone or something trying to belittle her can be brought down low to feel unworthy and inadequate and feel those feelings but she didn’t succeed and usually you do when you really want to commit suicide. But either way something was awful wrong for her to go to that length either to hurt herself or gain attention.

She also was the one that said that Gary was The Golden Boy of the family (his dad was President of Conoco Oil) and told me about his frat picture dancing nude on a table at a frat party that my sister his wife was proud to show my cousin or she would not have shown it. I think that got her into trouble with my estranged family the ones that protect Gary and his ways which are not good because of their reputations which mean more to them than the truth or fixing his problem which can hurt others besides me. My older sister is ruthless as I found out over a period of time and because of her misplaced anger got pretty familiar with that ruthlessness.

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I noticed that the woman

Aung San Suu Kyi

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 who was under house arrest in Mynamar (Myanmar, Mayanmar) was mentioned to have been ruthless in her quest for human rights and she is mighty skinny as if she throws up her food or something like my sister used to do to lose weight because she was an over achiever in some ways and would go to that extreme to lose weight or be comparable to others that are NATURALLY thin. I noticed she resembled my sister in her smile (her teeth and lips) in her profile when I saw her on TV the other night. She ought to wear skirts that let her walk instead of a skirt with the latitude of a one leg clearance but she likes to be noticed and thats one way to look graceful but REALLY SILLY. Even Morticia had some leg space. Obama made a big deal about the woman from Mynamar in the past as a heroine of some kind which is a very Islamic area isn’t it and one of the ten toes (Taus) possibly or near them which are south of that area and had great respect for her suffering but he feels her pain so it’s all good. Of course, he doesn’t but like Bill Clinton they say that but don’t mean it but they like it just the same especially in women. It makes them want to bite their own lips besides bite a woman that they rape in a hotel room such as Juanita Broaddrick’s lips. Of course they don’t make their own lips bleed just the woman in the hotel room. She looks eerily like the woman on the controversial Planned Parenthood videos making false claims and being rewarded by the pope of Rome, Pope Francis. I don’t know what the woman in Myanmar was under arrest for or what her beef was but hopefully trying to help other women in her zone.

Obama talked about a war on women early in his Presidential career and there definitely has been a war on women besides the Planned Parenthood videos that are flakey and felonious in their accusations without any evidence but a bunch of nutty women making claims with the help of the former obnoxious, over-acting, republican, IBM, italian, alarmist female presidential candidate Carly Fiorini. LOL. In the bible the word woman represents religions and women of course. A woman rides the beast By the way the black limo that the Presidents ride in is called The Beast)…the whore of babylon….etc….. So I think there is more than one meaning to what Obama may have said hinting it had to do with only woman’s rights but other things as well whether he knows it or not. Often I notice some things said that seem to be a thought of someone else’s but exiting out other’s mouths. The Borg syndrome. That is what the mustard seed is partially about. Spiritual voices in spiritual places making statements via people and half or most of the time they don’t know why they say the things they say when they say them and to whom and when they say them because often times there are good and bad spirits that use people that are good and bad depending on their station in death and life.

Back to the ship that sunk I guess during some war though I have not looked into it’s relevance though I think it is relevant partially because of it’s title and a billion dollars on board. Anyway during his escapade at the time of his failure to find the billion dollars on this ship this guy killed some man that was dating his wife who had given up on her husband goals and lost her feelings for him or something like that and was seeing someone else and he stated on this show that he thought that a man has a duty to attack something attacking his family but IF it merely was an affair that she had and she was aware of what she was doing than he deserved to go to prison for killing this other guy but I don’t know the details and could be the guy did something to her to make her concede to him and was attacking her and maybe the husband knew this man was crazy but that’s not what interests me about this ship. What I found interesting as i said earlier is the Coast Guard knowing the location whereas the US government being so out of the loop about the location of the ship or were trying to hinder this man’s search which might have much more to do with truth than a billions dollars. For one thing he has improved upon the ways sunken ships are found and salvaged which could be very important for learning lots of things in the future and of the past such as how it got sunk or who sunk it and why plus it bears the name of our form of government which is supposed to be a republic, not a democracy which is a newer idea and not necessarily a better form of government depending on how it works and for who. (A Republic for which is stands, etc Which Republic?) In any case I plan  to look into the adventure and the ship called The Republic and hopefully watch it again if I’m lucky because it sounded intriguing and there might be more to its demise than what meets the eye which may be why he is doing what he is doing and he seemed interesting in a piratish kind of way and thought how nice the adventure he that had gotten involved in included his son regardless of his success or lack of success for obvious reasons and because it has improved some sunken ship investigations/salvaging and for the future of raising some lost ships and some of the answers might help to know some things such a who and why that have derailed our country in many ways. Like the attack on the ships that have actually started wars and the Strange Stuff that occurred with The Liberty and/or the sightings of phantom ships that our government has silenced the witnesses to these important events and they might help us to recognize the enemy(ies) within our own government and their intent and how it is related to political events and religions but some parts of our government don’t want us to know the enemies within our government because they are the enemy within.

When I was a little youngster I remember one of our birthdays for the oldest daughter my mom had us play the rumor game and someone would write something on a note paper and whisper it in the ear of the person sitting next to her and it would go down the line of people (birthday guests) until it came out totally different at the end of the line and compare the two messages in the front and at the end which often were quite different. That’s like spiritual messages sent via one person or by a spirit and ends up screwing up everyone with the wrong message as it is passed along or can screw up an awful lot of people along the way depending on their preset thinking often or their personal precepts  and in governments and the religions of the world and their political goals.

MORE ISLAMIC TERROR COMING: ISIS HAS SENT 400 TRAINED FIGHTERS INTO EUROPE TO CONDUCT TERROR ATTACKS

Like the 400 Islamic radical fighters that was said to be in Belgium and the 400 radical Islamic fighters that have been sent by ISIS to Belgium and someone even mentioned ISIL as the culprit all reported that way on Fox News so obviously it’s a rumor and one of the rumors is more incorrect than the other and probably there is a reason behind the rumors and the persons or groups spreading the rumors. But can all of them be correct? Noticed that one of the Bekgium attackers looked like Tsarnaev the Boston Marathon attacker, eerily similar, and one of the three americans hurt were Mormons religious types mission-ARI-s from UTAH the same state where the NSA is located and where Ted Cruz gained the delegates of the State with the NSA and one of those Mormons is called MASON. Did they name him after the jar or after the secret group called the Masons or did they forget the -di- in the middle as in Madison. The Mormon missionaries were probably Masonic. DUH. Maybe they were in Brussels laying bricks?Anyway they mentioned there is a fourth attacker that they have not found. Maybe he is the fourth attacker and perhaps there are two more that were with him?

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By the way Tina Turner I think was the best entertainer I ever witnessed on a daily basis a few times a day. She really was/is a fantastic energetic piece of work however I’m not a buddhist. I have not studied their religion so I don’t know their tenets, etc. I don’t think though that they should burn themselves up to make a statement. I don’t agree with that kind of martyrdom or any kind for that matter. I think it sets a bad example. Like the Kamikazes of Japan, etc and a desperate act when all they had to do was surrender for freedom vs fascism. I think that is why animal sacrifice is preferable and sufficient (sorry Betty White and her animal activism but whoever or whatever isn’t my lifeline. We don’t eat humans do we? Except in the case of Pepsi which is a drink unbeknownst to the public for a flavor enhancer whether it is true I have no idea but coincidentally my mom worked for Pepsi and I’m sure that is why the rumor about Pepsi) but fascists prefer human sacrifice (because animals are so cute) as long as they get to choose who they want to sacrifice and when and where etc. and as long as it isn’t themselves (like Scott Walker in regards to tubular pregnancy which is absurd that he even exists), except in the case of the Japanese. I recall one of the Japanese Roman Catholic CLERGY saying that they were the mother of all martyrs when they tried to stall the NeoCatechumenal Way (a catholic idea) for 5 years because of the rise in suicides of young people and then the tsunami hit and caused a great deal of harm to them and our beaches on the West coast and to the ocean life. I wondered if that was manipulated by HAARP and whoever was in charge then. I know that the Governor at the time (Sarah Palin) was a friend of Franklin Graham eventually. Probably ran for President with McCain as a diversion to her because of the site in Alaska called H.A.A.R.P.  I wondered then did Franklin Graham have something to do with the tsunami thinking he was doing God a service being a shill like his dad who was a shill for Roman Catholicism because of some tweet from Obama about another is on it’s way? When thou gets old another shall gird thee and carry thee where thou would not……   is what Jesus said on the Sea of Galilee to Peter and may be referring to the CHURCH OF PETER WHICH IS ROMAN CATHOLICISM, isn’t it?.Roman Catholicism is a very Paternal religion run by Priests whoso far as I know are unmarried males. Then Acts occurred speaking in tongues etc ( and John walked away) with an Islamic Peter that lived with a tanner (of humans) which I think are the Jesuits (mob) that practiced Islam because of the time he prayed etc…….and then he said “Follow me.” Then in the Book of Acts they made up a story about Peter going to prison to self fulfill that prophecy to confuse and entangle Peter at the Sea of Galilee. That is what I think is the truth. EVIL ANGELS who didn’t believe but had faith in faith and a mustard seed that wasn’t the smallest of seeds.

(NO I don’t think skinning an animal alive is cool either like is done in China and other places or killing off the whales and eating fish parts to enhance one’s sexual performance. LOL silly stuff and I doubt it does.)

I don’t like see horses put down in horse races and had to watch three put down from afar. They did it with tents so we didn’t have to watch but I think they should use tents to lift the horse until it heals but insurance makes it preferable especially if your horse is a loser.

INSURANCE SUCKS what it causes. Maybe Betty White ought to look into that aspect of animal rights and human rights insurance.

Jesus said in one one the gospels or one of the three synoptic gospels that the sign of his coming was: A woman shall be grinding at the mill and one shall be taken and one shall be left. I wonder if he heard it through the grapevine and misrepresented the meaning by a woman vs a rumor or if he was talking about both? Could be talking about THE PRESS which might be a sign since it says somewhere in the bible something about

THE GREAT

WINEPRESS OF GOD.

I think that statement is in Revelation.

Could have been written sarcastically about the Press as a sign.

 I know that I heard on Greta’s show that Franklin Graham mentioned something about the Great adventure/journey of some kind having to do with GOd because he thinks he is God could actually be tests >TESTS THAT INVOLVE PURPOSEFUL FAILURE:  Roadblocks as in an ant farm, to cause failure or the feeling of failure to undermine the experience of people and make them his people instead: All roads lead to Rome kind of tactics which are many and usually quite evil like the road to Mexico that that one guy got caught on and couldn’t get off of and ended up in a Mexican prison. Franklin Graham’s dad Billy Graham was a shill for Rome and that is how they get their followers in impossible situations that make them their slaves spiritually and physically and do things they might not do otherwise if they were thinking correctly such a take $35,000 dollars of someone else’s ahead of time and store it in a savings account before hospicing to make it look right when it isn’t right in order to promote hospicing the elderly which is murder/suicide and should not be allowed to accomplish itself on our parents, our veterans and their wives and/or anyone or anywhere in the USA.

The world government has made it very difficult to be the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA and we cannot allow their ideas to flourish in our country or we will not be a country anymore but only a slave to the world’s ridiculous antics and OIL IS NO EXCUSE.

The world’s appetite is too big to afford with tax dollars from America citizens and using our people as their soldiers: the world needs to afford it themselves and sacrifice their own lives instead for freedom, fair trade and for their energy sources.

My suggestion would be to make MECCA<MEDINA and the VATICAN lose their influence and it would certainly help our INDEPENDENCE and help to minimize FALSE WORSHIP! THEY DESERVE TO LOSE IT SINCE THEY HAVE THE MINDSET AND DETERMINATION OF TAKING OVER THE WORLD AND HAVE EXPRESSED IT IN MANY WAYS using mindless SLAVES (fiorini), immigration, cell phones, subjugating women and girls and boys, infiltrating the PLANNED PARENTHOOD with a bunch of nuns to make their fallacious videos full of hot air and no truthful evidence, etc.

When I felt my mom’s hand on my shoulder before she died a while later she said B-O-B. The letters or the name Bee O Bee. That is what I heard.In a dreadful, worried and sad way: she said B-O-B.

Later after her funeral and recently I had a vision of her and she was quite happy and excited like we had passed some threshold or something. I felt like dad was right behind her and they were entering my bedroom. I can’t pinpoint what that point was or when exactly.

My uncle used to make advent boxes for Christmas especially for the Kircher family because I presume he appreciated their influence since Gary was “the golden boy”, my uncle was also my Aunt’s boy in the sense she favored him sort of like her patsy and especially after his wife died she had much more access to him and to his help. Beauty is as beauty does. My aunt was quite beautiful, blond and vivacious but she lacked some qualities that my mom developed and retained throughout her life. The fact she didn’t appreciate my mom says very little about her in my estimation and I’m a pretty good judge of character once I get the real scoop and experience a person. Good thing my aunt didn’t have daughters, that was a blessing! She only had two kids so I wonder what happened the other times my uncle and her intertwined, or did they?

In one of my blogs on one of my posts I showed a video of Benny Hinn an obvious charlatan and making people fall backwards and by his suggestion they do in hysteria and delusion and his reference to Billy Graham and his parable about the ant. You can find it somewhere on my main title site called Merangue’s Blog.  Lots of interesting posts included with many links to other peoples insight and knowledge that have done quite a bit of research which helped me with mine and might help anyone interested in helping themselves.

As far as my cousin is concerned she should have tried regardless of her husband’s threat not to help her if she got a flat tire. NICE GUY. I WON’T FORGET! I think she made a big mistake and what about LINDA? DIDN’T EVEN TRY TO HELP HER. SISTERLY LOVE:HOW BEAUTIFUL. I don’t consider my cousin worthy of friendship anymore because she is only a slave to her husband who is a slave to oil and he is one piece of shit as far as I’m concerned and that goes for his family whereas my cousin’s kids are pretty cute but it had nothing to do with her husband. I think it was her genes and her mothering that made them attractive for sure in many ways. Too bad you wasted those genes mixing with his genes because you demoted them because of it and hopefully you can find the truth with your kids and overcome the ghoul you married.

Most of the drive was clear of debris. I didn’t get a flat but in any case you exposed yourself offering help and not giving it and exposed your husband in a very treacherous way. GOOD LUCK cuz you may need it soon. I would hate for you to be in a fox hole with that guy if things get ruf. To whom much is given much is expected but he doesn’t really give it to you, does he? No, he doesn’t: YOU EARN IT!

He has to get you drunk on wine to cope!

I know my sister’s friend Miss York has some involvement in the crap that happened to my little sister and to my family. They hung out and Diane paid for a lot of things and they got drunk together and she was a habitual liar and taught Diane to lie (I think). She and my friend when working the dinner theater are two people my brother did not like and I understood about Meg but Jan I didn’t till lately because of her annulment in marriage as if it didn’t happen and a miscarriage at 6 moths or later in her pregnancy. I don’t think even her second husband knew LOL. It was probably purposeful. She reminds me of KT McFarland who I think is a liar but it has to do with their religion which are the same. I’ll never forget KT McFarland talking about Tsarnaev’s family and writing a book either on line or in print abut his family obviously because they were being watched and KT McFarland was in on it or she would not have had anything to write but that was a while ago and yet she did nothing to stop terrorism (that didn’t really occur)! McFarland is the auditorium at SMU where my kids and many other kids performed their ballets once a year. Diane’s friend was kind of fat and thought she was a comedian and basically was not funny to me but Diane laughed at everything she did. Her main joke was: Do my boobs hang low do they wobble to and fro etc. and she had humongous boobs because of her weight. It was a pain to listen to and try to be cool about her humor when my sister lived with me for a couple of years. It makes me suspicious of why my mom when Diane and I visited looked down at her boobs under her nightie and said “I love my bosoms” and we laughed but I didn’t put the two together and of course there was money that was stolen from my mom’s account making her less attractive to keep in a retirement center, I’m pretty sure. Miss York was also friends with my cousin’s husband. I’m pretty positive my mom was receiving cues from someone or somewhere and my ex didn’t seem to be bothered by her being hospiced  roman catholically (murdered) because she had dementia but that is debatable. We had a family friend who had dementia early in her life but no one tried to hospice her. She was still quite a lady and a good friend to my mom and helped my mom with me when I was hanging out at the park and hid in the back of a van when I was restricted from the park and vans. My mom seemed lucid to me and saw things others didn’t which is spiritual kind of stuff like I do but I don’t have dementia though because I have felt very low sometimes people have tried to institutionalize me but that is because I’m a threat to their faiths which are false. Pope Benedict XVl admitted that faith was the NEW ENLIGHTENMENT and obviously was added to the bible later to CHAPTER 4 OF THE GOSPEL OF JOHN and the parable about faith in the other gospels: the mustard seed which is proven to be false because it isn’t the smallest of seeds). So it also must have been added to the gospels, right? He ought to know! So my sister’s friendships were definitely a ring of liars. Liars like to cover up their lies hence the Newest Enlightenment: Mother Teresa and the hospice crisis and of course it is false but they want everyone to partake so that they may not be held accountable for their lies. TYPICAL OF A CULT. REMEMBER JONES TOWN, GUYANA…. essentially the same thing. The reason I brought it up is I watched a movie with the fat woman who is a comedian in the movie SPY, Melissa McCarthy who is very funny and attractive because of her personality and good writers as far as humor goes IMO but she reminded me of Diane’s friend and I bet if she didn’t have good writers she might not be that funny still the delivery is as important as the writers.

Their Youth DIrector at the church on Hunnicutt was a baptist by the name of BOB BANKS. He was married but wanted to date my sister. He ended up working for Gary Kircher at his deli as manager. He wound up divorced but definitely led the youth the wrong way. He also indoctrinated Gary Kircher. He was involved in some other cagey deal for Gary and to support Gary’s side when it comes to family sexual abuse. I was there’) He will pay for his deed someday, I hope. I don’t think there is any escape from it. Might as well just lay back and enjoy it, in fact, I hope you choke on it.

I do hold out hope for my little sister because the night I ate some walnuts in a dip she served at my elder sister’s home but told me they were almonds and I had my first COPD attack after the gathering on the way home. She later admitted on the phone that the nuts were actually walnuts during the time of the Listeria contamination of walnuts because I insisted on asking a few times via phone calls. So maybe she was hood winked, I don’t know and maybe she is learning that truth matters. I do remember her mentioning her husband David Sherman finding the almond/walnuts to add to the dip out of their pantry the night it was served to me.

My eldest sister on the last visit I went with my two sisters to see my mom before she died told me that her son had been visited by a friend of my dad called General Cushing (She might have said Cush but it alarmed me just the same). I don ‘t remember General Cushing being a friend of my dad and never had heard of him before except I had heard the name which was familiar: Cardinal Cushing officiated the wedding of JFK and Jackie Bouvier and officiated the funeral of President John F. Kennedy and when he was assassinated Cardinal Cushing was visiting someone in the Navy at Annapolis when he got the phone call pretty promptly but I had no idea he was a general or are Cardinals actually Generals of the Roman Catholic Church? Why was Cardinal Cushing at Annapolis? Cush is also an area of the world and represents a certain group of people. I have a feeling he is quite powerful in the church and if he was looking for my dad or information about my dad via his grandson he was up to no good. But my ex said army people do that all the time they look up about themselves in their books like a high school reunion kind of stuff for civilians (which I never did because it was not attractive idea because for one thing I went to 3 different high schools in three different states) and read about someone else they knew in the past and want to socialize with their relatives that they have never met before or been introduced to before which is true about some in the army because they are kind of a close knit group and friendly for many reasons (especially in foreign places and every base even in the USA is a different experience and until you live it you don’t know it and a new experience even for my parents) but he seems to know more about the army than I and I was an army brat and he wasn’t.

Therefore it doesn’t seem remotely plausible

after all that I have been through

with my sisters and him.

What is bad about their lies is it hurts other women and their parent’s rights to protect their daughters from encroachers. It’s the chicken way out to lie but typical of a false religion/CULT to encourage that kind of appeasement and cover up in order to perpetuate itself and they are rewarded for their lies. ITZA CHICKEN But their Father is the devil and that is why they have trouble with truth and they were indoctrinated by the BGEA and it’s offshoots who have pledged not to rat on each other for their reputations but also to retain some credibility which was Billy Grahams idea which is unbiblical.

BILLY GRAHAM EVANGELICAL ASSOCIATION.

Not all of us get an angel instructing the future husband

or their one night stand

to

 not put away their girlfriend or their one night stand

because she is pregnant.

PUT AWAY WHERE? RUSSIA and in PUTIN An asylum or a convent?

Very much like the movie about Salem witchcraft and their hysteria and lies and what it does to others. It’s sickening.

Pope Benedict XVl also admitted that maybe it wasn’t the fault of the Jews in regards to the crucifixion of Jesus and he retired kind of early for someone who was that aware! Who replaced him? A JESUIT named Pope Francis who thought it was cool to tell of stealing a dead man’s necklace (who was martyred) to gain his courage. Maybe it has helped him (I have no idea) as a reminder of courage. But people should not have to be martyred for the church to succeed. Truth would help because many people really desire the truth and the world would be a better place if TRUTH was held in high esteem.

Fox News has put on some questionable shows and in my opinion trying to silence people but also to intimidate people, start rumors, start wars, and they ought to CLOSE SHOP! They made their debut on the ClInton Lewinsky affair admitted by one of it’s news casters in a show about the beginning of Fox News and obviously The OJ Simpson trial where Greta Van Susterne and Mark Fuhrman (who is often a guest when it comes to murders and police stories that are misrepresented on Fox News) and how a few others got their start. THEY ARE WICKED except for a few that somehow have kept their integrity. THEY ARE EASY TO IDENTIFY and are probably the only reason FOX has been able to continue or tolerated.

These are unusual times, times I have never experienced or even heard of except in REVELATION.

TIME IS TICKING FOR THOSE WHO BURY ONE’S HEAD IN THE SAND.

To my cousin: I think your husband may be in for a surprise when he has to answer for himself and he will have no one to blame but himself though from what I gather of his traits he will probably blame you.

King James Bible 3:12 And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I did eat.

I remember that on Greta’s show which often endorses and features Franklin Graham son of Billy Graham  that Franklin had hopes in Barack Obama at some point a few years back or so and that thing my mom said to me B-O- B might have something to do with Barack Obama and may mean Barack Obama Baal:

Baal is in 17th century goetic occult writings one of the seven princes of Hell. The name is drawn from the Canaanite deity Baal mentioned in the Hebrew Bible as the primary god of the Phoenicians.

and it kind of makes sense because seems like everything went to hell when he took office though it wasn’t that great with George Bush either since 9-11 and his brother Jeb Bush while Governor of Florida the 12 Saudi Arabian pilots were trained to fly but not to land and instead went after Capitalism…..

(and a particular money management company that Gary Kircher had worked for a few years around the time of that infamous Tuesday in October when the market went berserk and he lost his ass on the stock market. “I don’t care whose kids you are you can’t fly airplanes down Manhattan” or something similar was said by Obama at a Press dinner and perhaps referring to CONOCO OIL. My abused niece watched on top of a building in Brooklyn as it occurred and then soon after moved back to Texas to live by the ocean and met her husband Mr. LEVI White  (obviously a slug. Was he a set up to my niece. Strange coincidence about the name being the same as my great Grand mother, isn’t it? And they were trying to hide abuse by Gary. It may have to do with some German style cultish type of christianity and proposing the right to end peoples lives at their discretion for political and economic reasons like in WWll. They used to steal the teeth of their victims besides their jewelry, their homes , their businesses, their assets, their parents, etc what makes anyone think their proclivity and propensity has changed just because they signed some treaties. Like I mentioned in some other blog posts Gary collect Nazi and Roman paraphernalia and while it was only a peripheral interest with sexual abuse and degradation to females An inbred kind of attitude. His dad hated Jews and dealing with Jews and his dad was President of Conoco Oil so I guess some of his attitudes were taught to him. His dad thought way too much of himself and put on a lot of airs and was drunk a lot I guess he had to in order to put up with himself: his other son and wife were both doctors and Unitarians. I heard that he did something that brought a great deal of shame to him during his presidency but I have no idea what it was but I’m sure it was to have him in the vice of someone or something, don’t you bet?

Probably the cult of Od

which I think is from Germany and probably has something to do with HER-OD and it’s temple. Hillary’s statement about cookie do-ugh comes to mind and her and Bill Clinton’s relationship with BIlly Graham which I posted a picture of them together praying in one of my posts on one of my blogs linked on Merangue’s Blog which I think may be mocking in a spiritual way the bread of Jesus i.e. his body.) During WWll some tested the SUStenance of bread by only feeding bread to their prisoners and very little of it which is documented in the book written by Elie Weisel called Night and I think the cult of OD is about replacement theology. The abused niece also had a sister and she married a guy named HEB after a divorce (possibly an annulment) from a Fuhrmanish type person that took after her dad. And then there is HEBDO that occurred in France. I wonder if it’s related? ) to eventually be a proponent of death by hospice against my mom, granddaughter to Mrs. White, for money and for the Kircher REPUTATION and the Kirchers at least a few times went up north to the Bushes hideout in Maine called Kennebunkport along with Bob Phillips my ex-husbands old friend and crooner from Texas. The Kirchers were regulars at the golf tournament yearly in Georgia called

the Master’s Tournament

an exclusive club of good ole boys ( About 300 of them)

FUCK YOU BOB PHILLIPS AND FUCK YOUR WIFE AND FUCK YOUR KIDS AND FUCK THE BUSHES AND FUCK THE KIRCHERS. I HOPE ALL OF YOU and your friends and allies ROT IN HELL FOREVER!

I hope your billboards burn! You are not such a nice guy after all – YOU ARE AN ASS!

I hope and will pray that everything you have accomplished, acquired and attained turns to ashes and into a parking lot and not into dust because that is how God made us from dust, not ashes –

PIXIE DUST.

YOU GOTTA BELIEVE.

YOU BETTER PRAY FOR MY MOM AND MY DAD

for their forgiveness and forgiveness from GOD

for your parts

because I don’t think

I can!

NONE OF YOU HOLD A CANDLE TO THEM

and believe me GOD knows the DIFFERENCE!


…..via the Twin Towers in New York using box cutters but they didn’t make it to the White House (of course they were tricked thinking that was part of the deal) but they made it to the Pentagon to really piss off the military. Got to have them on board or you can’t proceed. Remember TIME MAGAZINE MAKING OBAMA A MESSIAH of TIME MAGAZINE?  And then of course giving away control of the Panama Canal under Jimmy Carter because of the Iran Hostage Crisis more than likely which was ultimately ridiculous and really stupid. Remember what was said to the Rev. Wilkerson according to him to make 1000 peanut butter sandwiches for the firefighters of 9-11 in New York before it occurred and Jimmy Carter was in the peanut business. He must have baals the size of peanuts for that blunder. Rev. Wilkerson’s last post on his blog before he was killed in a car wreck was referring to the Grahams and the BGEA’s (Evangelicals) motto and that’s a sign. You can read about it on a post linked on Merangue’s Blog.

THERE HAS BEEN MUCH_O DECEPTION

Then we can’t forget what Barack Obama said at the UN:

“The future must not belong to those that insult the prophet of Islam.”

which is the False Prophet in my humblest opinion because I think the future does belong to those that insult the Prophet of Islam.

LOL

IT APPEARS THAT WAY ANYWAY.

(Now the future must belong to those that not only destroy but build, says Obama, LOL.

IT MUST NOT BE SO, LOL.)

I DON’T THINK THE CARTOONIST HEBDO IN EUROPE (PARIS) COUNTS

since after the attacks they were able to light up and draw attention to

NOTRE DAME

(Your Lady Of Paris)

where the COURT OF THE GENTILES IS LOCATED WHICH PURPOSE

AS POPE BENEDICT XVl

SAID WAS TO INTRODUCE AN UNKNOWN GOD

but forgot to mention HELL

which is typical of ROMAN CATHOLICISM TO INTRODUCE NEW ENTITIES FOR OUR ENTERTAINMENT AND BECAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW SHIT

and after the

EIFFEL TOWER BLACKED OUT LIKE SO MANY HEROS THESE DAYS THAT GET AWARDED MEDALS OF HONOR IN PARIS, FRANCE in FRENCH AND DON’T KNOW FRENCH TO UNDERSTAND AND DON’T REMEMBER HALF OF WHAT THEY DID (blackouts is a sign of mental control) TO INGRACIATE NOTRE DAME OF PARIS< ITSELF and draw attention to itself thinking they are the ETERNAL CITY but it’s not so. IF IT WERE SO THOSE PEOPLE WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN KILLED IN THE ETERNAL CITY. THAT OUGHT TO BE A CLUE!

A COURT IS A PLACE OF JUDGEMENT and that’s the real reason for the COURT OF THE GENTILES because the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH SCREWED UP ROYALLY

ABUSING KIDS OF ALL KINDS AND AGES

and it’s goin’ down

where it would not.

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 “Je ne sais rien.”

Also one of the seven princes goes with the Sinbad and the Seven Seas

and last but not least

Revelation 17:9

And here is the mind which hath wisdom. The seven heads are seven mountains, on which the woman sitteth.

The Seven Princes of Hell

The Seven Catholic Sacraments

The Seven Deadly Sins of the Catholic Church

The Seven Virtues

The Seven Archangels

The Seven Gifts of the Holy Spirit

OVERKILL especially in the PIETY department to the point of

intense vulGARitY!

Jesus in the Gospel of John says the prince of this world cometh and he has nothing in me but that was quite a while ago so could be we are on the 7th one (prince of hell) in any case my disclaimer is I understand that shit happens and it has happened to my family and I will have to learn to forgive them under the worst of times for me and my family because we are only human and aren’t necessarily accustomed to this kind of shit we have had to deal with in this country in the last 10 years and before that which we didn’t understand because we are not prophets and evil can be very evil and beneath our perception and understanding,

BUT THIS AIN’T NORMAL SHIT: IT’S INTENTIONAL AND IT’S EVIL

ALL GARY HAD TO DO WAS NOT DO IT But I think it has more to do with money and control freaks who could give a fuck about humanity and most of all females and their right to protect themselves before and after.

INALIENABLE RIGHTS!

IT ALSO HAS TO DO WITH THE TEN COMMANDMENTS AND THE GOD WHO SERVED THEM TO MOSES. THE REST WAS SERVED BY AARON AND MOSES AND THE PEOPLE WHO WERE VERY BACKWARDS AT THE TIME BECAUSE THEY HAD BEEN SLAVES FOR A LONG TIME.

IT HAS TO DO WITH THE FALSE BELIEF THAT GOD IS DEAD BECAUSE OF ROME and doing away with the Ten Commandments in many places not to mention altering the Ten Commandments that were written in stone. The Roman Catholics combine some and exclude some for their convenience. It’s plain ole trickery.

BUT GOD ISN’T DEAD.

ANYWAY IT’S KIND OF  REVOLUTION? REVELATION GOING ON ALL OVER THE WORLD AND AS FAR AS THE EUROPEAN UNION IS CONCERNED AND THEIR WOES THEY BROUGHT IT ON THEMSELVES (TERRORISM) BY FULFILLING PROPHECY PURPOSEFULLY WHICH IS REALLY KIND OF DUMB. THEY NEVER LEARN> HOW MANY WORLD WARS DOES ONE NEED TO HAVE AND LOSE?

THANK ROMAN CATHOLICISM AND YOUR LADY OF NOTRE DAME!

I think much deception and misunderstandings (intercepting messages to cause confusion) occur via cell phones and of course that was the free token for a vote for Obama and a sign at Benghazi was the cell phone in the mouth of one of the people dragging a person around the burning building which could have actually occurred in Las Vegas because of the style of the compound looked very similar to places I have seen in that area and it was the place that the Obamas went the day after it occurred and whoever they were had State Department passwords in order to communicate, etc. and obviously had diplomatic immunity and the popes sidekick Jesuit FredeRIKO Lombardi gave the excuse to the State Department and Susan RIce first as they held some mock riots elsewhere to make things even more confusing and the Red Cross and the British Embassy left before the raid at Benghazi because they had inside information or were actually on the inside of the whole affair. Don’t forget the British left their post at Fort Bastion in order that a few Americans could be killed. The British need to figure out who is who in their country because they have some problems in their government and in their royalty as far as nazism WWlll FASCISM is concerned. England is where Billy Graham began his crusades  and boy did he fuck it up. Probably be wise to demote the royalty for starters. They obviously have a problem when it comes to their own genealogy. They are of German descent. They claim to have come from the Royal Line of David and if they did David must have been a dweeb. So King David was German? Ludicrous. HAVE YOU SEEN PRINCE CHARLES? HE’S A BOOB! PERHAPS ONE OF THE ROYAL STAFF (HIS NANNY) DROPPED HIM WHEN HE WAS A BABY. LOL. MAYBE it was his conversion on the way to Damascus. Obviously there were more than one King David. BUT IF NOT AND THEY ARE THEN ALL IS LOST. The best part of their family are the women they marry. And then we have TED CRUZ from Canada! There is no comparison between Queen Elizabeth in olden times who was a mover and a shaker and Queen Elizabeth now who is a patsy obviously for Billy Graham and his son Franklin Graham. Might as well dispose of royalty to improve the countries prospects.

It must not be that a prophet perish outside of Jerusalem.

Sounds kind of french, dozen it? Came from the Gospel of Luke, I think, possibly the Gospel of Matthew.

Maybe the false prophet will perish outside of Jerusalem. Seems appropriate!

LET’S HOPE

I had a panic attack or close to one thinking about Kristen and Gary. I asked in my mind how God would have handled Gary and the situation we were dealing with at the time with him and walked by the TV and someone on the TV said they would cut off his stuff talking about a child molestor (I think it was a prison show) but the TV is not God (anything electronic that you can hear such as a radio or TV that has a listening device built within it can also hear whoever is listening to it and whoever is watching TV can be seen and heard. CHECK OUT MY POST TITLED I WAS A RADIO in a segment about the assassination of JFK linked on Meringue’s Blog), however it was weird that it was said as I walked by the TV after asking that question and of course I don’t think that is how you should handle someone like that. I think they should be humiliated to the nth degree and lose friendships, etc and have psychiatric treatments because the child usually is their kid and usually the kid loves their dad. It happened a long time ago but it still bugs me a lot. Anyway I asked for assistance from the ex and he was not very helpful. He doesn’t care, though he thinks he does and says so but has proven that he doesn’t. In the past he worked for a company that was a real doozy. The woman that owned the business with her husband used to sprinkle holy water on the business and it’s doorways. She died and her husband took over and had a problems with his health such a a brain tumor and eventually died of stage 4 cancer and used a hospice. My husband bought his car from his brother at a lower price than he would have sold it to him. How convenient. He gave him a raise in salary one year and the next month took it back, LOL so he wasn’t very nice but maybe there were reason that i don’t have any way to know. Their business sucked and their business practices sucked and the people put in charge sucked BIG TIME and treated their employees like shit and without them would have had no business. But that is par for the course when you go around putting holy water on your doorways to improve your business. I guess they were evangelicals. I’m pretty sure that was their religion: Angels shall rise and fall upon the son of man. There was a war in heaven (rebellion) and 1/3 of the angels fell. When the owner of the business died my ex asked if it was okay that he didn’t go to the funeral and I said yea it’s okay if you didn’t like him, etc. He was a shitty boss. But the ex tonight said that I don’t understand hospicing. I do understand it. It’s a ploy to kill gently. Kill them softly with words etc. I don’t think they are necessary since a hospital can do the same thing and shouldn’t have to comply with hospice clerics and nuns. I heard that when my mom died because the hospice interfered with how the hospital wanted to deal with my mom and she died while they had their conflict with each other and that sucks. Hospice is a stinky business. Mother Teresa was sainted for her part on the hospice crisis by the Roman Catholic Church therefore I know it is evil and while it sounds so sweet and progressive etc it isn’t and can be and will be misused as it was for my mom and that is it’s intent and her intent because she didn’t know shit and Rome’s intent and evangelicals intent: evil angels intent etc to rob and to steal. As far as her spiritual prowess she was exposed by Christopher Hitchens an atheist or an agnostic but his expose of her was good to do and at least he cared about the truth which is important and IMO more important than all the religions in the world.

What I’m partially worried about is that my ex wants to get my daughter a car on her birthday and I’m afraid he wants my car, lol, but says he is going to give her his car and buy a truck. She does not like his car. I don’t either.

He could give a shit what happened to my family and said to get over it. It’s the past blah blah blah but I loved my family and he didn’t. It’s easy to say that when you don’t care like the Nazi’s in Germany that didn’t care and probably said the same thing to those that took notice of people on trains. I will never forget him leaping about his mom’s good health and therapy right after my mom died without therapy and his blaming her dementia for her bad luck. His mom was catholic and rewarded and my mom wasn’t and punished. It wasn’t dementia that killed her it was their revenge and they used her dementia as an excuse to rob her of life and her estate that she and her husband earned protecting our country from thieves like them. His lack of sympathy and comfort to me when my mom died STINKS TO HIGH HEAVEN. He had NONE! HE IS SO FUCKING CATHoLIC IT’S GROSS. HE USES PEOPLE. I think Catholic means LOOK THE OTHER WAY! I think that may be what they are taught like they were taught not to read the bible but worship the bible which is INSANE but the least they can do is not go to their churches and not support their causes. That would be a big help and teach others the same. Where did the quote “ignorance is bliss” come from? The Catholic Church. Remember Pope Francis said that he was glad not to know the details of what was going on around him. That is the leader of the Roman Catholic Church.  Another of the Catholic Churches great inventions is “Cleanliness is next to godliness” (yea false godliness) which is stupid because sometimes you have to get your hands dirty to get something done that is good but that is what my ex tends to do he engages in some form of housework when he has lied his ass off or done something wrong and instead of admitting it he lies or forgets and then lies and then starts the vacuum. That is not enough. He is like a flamingo. And the same goes for evangelicals which essentially are Catholic. IF you don’t start doing what is right and getting your hands dirty you will be overrun by your own inventions such as ISLAM and it will be ASHame. Deceiving others causes uprisings by those that were deceived. IT is only natural for it to head in that direction and it is heading in that direction, isn’t it? And maybe that is Gods punishment to exorcise the Roman Catholics and the Evangelicals until they CAPITULATE.

What if everyone ran their business that way not knowing the details. Eventually it gets taken over and that is what has happened: THE JESUITS and they have accomplished quite a bit of deception and GREAT EVIL because

Have you heard any of the candidates or press pools press stations bring up the hospice crisis? That is because they are turning the other way and acting ignorant. Have you heard any government officials bring it up? How about the military? How about Paul Ryan Speaker of the House? Great acceptance speech and yet meaningless: Bring up the Hospice situation or FOREVER HOLD YOUR PEAS. IF YOU DON’T BRING IT TO THE ATTENTION OF THE AMERICAN PEOPLE YOU ARE COMPLICIT AND WILL FACE JUDGEMENT!  IT IS WHAT YOU GET PAID STEALTHILY TO DO and it is your job to do it.

I KNOW YOU KNOW. IT IS PART OF MEDICARE.

Ryan moves stir White House talk

EYE HATH NOT SEEN NOR EAR HEARD NEITHER ENTERED INTO THE HEART OF MAN THE THINGS WHICH GOD HATH PREPARED FOR THEM THAT LOVE HIM

and it works the other way around as well and you don’t want to GO THERE!

Better get busy and speak!

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The Byrds – “Mr. Tambourine Man” – 5/11/65

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If they can come up with a drug that enhances a man’s lebido they should BE ABLE TO come up with one that depreciates a man’s lebido so that he won’t desire his daughter or his son or his sister or his sister-in-law. I think that may be how it should be handled and forced upon men that take liberties with kids and has a problem at family reunions exposing himself or sneaking in on his BELLY to his sister in law in her sleep to molest her while she slept in bed with her sister his wife. I was in shock looking into my sister face a foot away while he did his thing until I kicked him off quietly for her sake. That was the beginning of my experience with my sister and her husband’s problem. The next morning when we went to breakfast I was in shock as he acted like nothing happened. I think that is what should be done to men like GARY KIRCHER and the wife will just have to bear it. Instead she got a nose job, boob job, enlarged her vagina, face lift and neck job, paid 250 thousand dollars a year and all sorts of other stuff. I beared it for years going without sex 6 months at a time because my ex was deficient that way because of an injury as a child and a scrotum that had little blood supply getting to his worms which I was not warned about before marriage. I did not insist he get on that drug to improve his lebido because of the risks involved. of course he could have had his scrotum fixed but he didn’t have the desire. LOL. My sister should have had to face it herself for her kids. If she loved her husband and her kids they could have still gone on with life and possibly all the other shit would not have occurred because of her reputation and theirs which did great damage to my family that I grew up and to me. The biggest problem with incest is the silence about it and the lack of understanding concerning it. Drinking usually is involved and a spiritual vacuum within the person for many reasons such as the deception within most churches about the truth about God and so are subject to evil and evil intentions. Taking pictures of me hugging someone as a greeting or any other reason is insane in order to incriminate me. One has nothing to do with the other. Hugging is not a sin. There were other things done to incriminate me which were cruel and unusual and it should have been the other way around but I didn’t know when these attacks would occur so a camera was not an option for me. I didn’t know when I was going to be attacked because I could not predict their intentions. It took a long while to coalesce the situation I was dealing with and I had good intentions and it wasn’t enough. I didn’t know when I was in the back seat of their vehicle with their son driving that his dad would reach over the front seat of the car and grab my thigh in front of his son while his mom was talking to a client in the house. A camera would not have helped or stopped the harassment. It was an impossible situation. What do you do when a person takes their young tot to the jacuzzi at night for a jealousy lesson in front of their mother his wife and my sister, me and my mom. Who was supposed to intervene? Me, my mom, OR HER the mother of the child? She lived with the man and she knew his problems. How does one give a jealousy lesson in a jacuzzi at night? whether anything happened or not in that jacuzzi either way it was obscene. Was he trying to intimidate us…showing us who is the boss……messing with us….or who knows  but you have to admit it is insane. How about a jealousy lesson in the daytime in the house without house guests. Wouldn’t that have been more appropriate? Why then? He wanted the attention and who knows why. Probably to piss off his wife by my mom’s reaction and my reaction which was stunned. He tended to abuse brunettes for the most part so his wife must have been the person he had disdain for in a weird way because she married him and his own sister who was brunette and so she his wife and kids would learn to hate my mom and me. When I wasn’t invited to my mom’s funeral the kids said they didn’t blame me for not coming….I wasn’t invited…. but I knew my mom would understand me not coming because of the situation that was forced upon us and the discomfort my presence would cause and if I did hang out with family it gave them undue credence and they would probably have tried to make me watch that boring movie about a girl who ruins a marriage by lying about rape by the husband with the girl that stars on the movie the Pirates of the Carribean (Keira Knightly) called Atonement and then I would have to offer them the movie Deliverance starring Burt Reynolds. It was very confusing dealing with their troubles and their foibles and we did the best we could and it backfired on us because of spiritual depravity in low places. I didn’t change my first name from Elizabeth to her current name but Gary’s little sister did change her name. I WONDER WHY! WAS SHE JEALOUS? It’s not like they were gonna admit it either as my brother said it’s called self preservation but SOME of my family tried very hard to make it easy for them and had that 2nd meeting (keep it within our generation etc) and it wasn’t good enough for them and now it’s gonna take a lot of work on their part to fix it. Forgiveness was offered without admittance and denied by those that should have accepted it and should have been thankful. Instead they did the opposite with a lot of help.

Diana Ross – Upside Down

Anyway I have had some good signs and I know I’m on the right track and I have great hopes for me, myself and I and the people I love eventually. You can see that an awful lot of coincidences regarding my family, IT MUST MEAN SOMETHING and I think it’s gonna be good! We really were quite a family with a few quirks, I mean, jerks.

I had a friend who suggested I wrap myself in saran wrap and meet my husband at the door because my husband at the time was not sexual. Let’s put it this way most of the marriage he was that way. He didn’t tell me he had a problem with his balls before we got married and I think he should have told me though he didn’t really know till a doctor told him he had a problem. Never the less he is a lunatic or I wouldn’t have to worry about my car. I didn’t want it (sex) anymore with him. I was more or less hinting about divorcing him at the time and because eventually you lose interest and there’s no shame in divorce for good reasons. He ended up being a twinkie and I don’t like twinkies. He stands up for nothing because he doesn’t care. It’s something to do with being a Catholic, I think though it could be something else but when I saw his eyes flashing and asking me if I was feeling alright when I said I was jittery I knew he was possessed by something because he really could care less and has demonstrated it plenty of times in plenty of ways but puts on a good show for his kids and whoever is watching. (I have listened to his conversations with men and I know he talks big with them, lies out the kazoo and I think he has not come out and I’m his protection or something and that’s not right. That’s what I think. He definitely has no respect for women and in my opinion is a lousy dad.) I’ll never forget how he strutted about after hocking my silver that my parents bought for a wedding gift because his brother mooched off us for a long time and got paid for it and I got paid nothing and I did most of the work in comparison to his brother who loved to act like he was working lol and then our van was repossessed and the silver was hocked to a friend which his brother tried to rape his daughter and nothing was done about it and eventually bought it back from this man as christmas present to me which was the stipulation that I would get it back and it was absolutely disgusting. Not the silver but the whole situation. He enjoys the wrong things like the TV show watching people bid on warehouses of stuff people have been IMO forced to leave probably because of the RCC’s and their allies fuck overs of peoples lives. He and his brother used to love pro wrestling and I found that disgusting as well since it’s crap. I lost my wedding ring on a trip because my hands were so swollen from working while not getting paid and he hocked his. I lost my mothers diamond ring that was given as a engagement ring. I bet he hocked it. Found the kids wearing it my diamond ring and then it disappeared at some point. My pearl that my dad brought back for me disappeared. Then he wouldn’t sell the dream house of his because he said no one would buy it and some one did buy it which I had borrowed money for his dream house from my brother with a contract that was broken. He did it to fuck me over and he had a lot of help because I divorced him and when it came up the idea of divorce he said he wanted me to bury him or vice versa and I pretty much knew I was doing the right thing at that point. Too many things over the years add up. (He is not his own man. He goes where the wind takes him kind of guy. When Gary asked him to bring over the lawn mower after I had been fucked with by Gary at the office and many other things in the past and at the present and future and I told him not to and he did anyway. No backbone. Like a newt, as in Gingrich.) I divorced him in a no fault divorce and it wasn’t good enough for him. Anyway I wouldn’t stoop that low for sex using saran wrap, thank you and all I did was stop desiring it from him. I guess she did it with her husband and it worked. LOL. I can take care of myself much easier and not degrade myself even further with saran wrap. LOL She was the friend that got a teaching license and her daughter was being bullied at school and they were having to deal with COMMON CORE and she said the teachers and the students were crying all the time and I suggested homeschool when we visited at the grocery store. Then had the same damned conversation three months later about the same damned thing in the same grocery store. She needed the money though she didn’t say it but I know that is why she didn’t pull her kid out of school plus she was a teacher in the same establishment and could watch over her kid whereas I couldn’t. We did pull my kid out of school because mine ended up in the ER a few days afterwards (she was bullied) and the school was gonna take 6 weeks to figure it out and we didn’t have 6 weeks to figure it out. Mental and physical abuse is potent especially when it originates because of jealousy and cult behavior and cult punishment for obvious reasons enumerated many times in my blogs. Last but not least he said I was worthless and so many other things have occurred and were said. Obviously he thought my mom was worthless as well. People like my ex and me shouldn’t have to be together but economics B/C of cults makes it impossible to move out. I have written a lot of lousy stuff but it’s true. I have thought lousy stuff about him but I wish he would find someone that he respected and could learn from because it might help him. And I wish I could be independent RICH (lol) and leave. I have learned on my own accord and can never and never will respect him and nor will he respect me and nor do I care and that’s a bad deal.

Catholics need to divorce Catholicism or I think in the end they will regret it.

That’s my vision. Read REVELATION and it should convince a Catholic to denounce Catholicism.

FOUND THIS PICTURE MONTAGE A WHILE AGO IN THE BENGHAZI PICTURES ONLINE AND WONDERING WHO THE PICTURE IS SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT?

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MY DAD? It looks like his mouth and chin and I’m sure it was meant to deter me and to freak me out and other things. I loved his chin but when he was buried they tucked his chin into his neck which was obscene.

Elton John – I’m Still Standing

partly because of my mom and dad and their example which I will never ever forget.

There have been other Fox deterrences such as the picture of the woman who killed her husband who pulled a plug on a kayak in the Lake Erie crap which was on Greta’s show. My little sister was gonna buy kayaks for their lake home and I presume it may have to do with what happened to my mom and the hospice that interfered with the hospital when she died and David her second husband who was at the hospital at the time and I don’t think he gave a shit and possibly hinting he pulled the plug. I don’t know. I think he wanted the $35,000 in short order and has been living off her first husbands divorce settlement. He was the one that told me not to bring friends of my kids on a proposed future visit to their home (before I was exiled and called Satan and the Devil) and staying in their garage renovation where I was suspicious of his intent because of the possibility of carbon monoxide poisoning. He is the fucking walnut guy.  Like I said when you hugged the guy it was like hugging a corpse. Weird feeling. Most men don’t make stipulations about a visit of family. They don’t even think about it usually. I think he had ill intent for me and my kids. And often teens don’t want to go on trips without a friend so it was kind of stinky. What is one more kid or two? He is a control freak and has little respect for my little sister calling her his dear wife when tweeting her friends that she was in a car accident instead of calling her by her name. This is his third marriage so she isn’t that dear. Greta is a follower of Franklin Graham and the BGEA. (Billy Graham Evangelical Association.) Her husband didn’t even invest any of his own money in their home. I tried to warn her and deal with some family issues that had to be laid bare.

SINCE BENGHAZI THINGS SURE HAVE HAVE DETERIORATED IN THE WORLD, HAVEN’T THEY? I DON’T THINK IT WILL IMPROVE FOR QUITE A WHILE YET BECAUSE OF THIS KIND OF REACTION TO INTIMIDATE ME. I THINK THINGS ARE GONNA GET WORSE, THAT’S MY PREDICTION BECAUSE SOMETIMES ONE PERSON IS THAT IMPORTANT TO GOD.

YOU HAD TO HAVE KNOWN HIM TO KNOW THAT. He was a good man and a great dad and I know it didn’t go unnoticed by God.

So if I were you I would get your shit together and put down the false religions and false premises!

I agree with Trump: we should get out of NATO all together. FUCK UM because they fucked us. The USA!

We can call it THE GREAT DIVORCE.

Congrats to Bernie Sanders.

Between Trump and Sanders we might have a good chance.

Fox News ought to move to EUROPE: BELGIUM to be precise. France can protect England and vice-versa. Turkey can protect Rome and vice-versa. Japan can protect Australia and vice-versa. ………You can get nuns to fix Japan’s automobiles like in the movies. The Japanese can hum a precision tune to them while the nuns fix their cars. And Taiwan can help.

Saw a show on some channel with Dan Rather and Melissa Etheridge and enjoyed her story about herself and the interview and her cancer discussion and she talked about Angelina Jolie as well and her operation. I was never a fan of Melissa Etheridge not because of her choices however she and he looked quite young so it had been taped a long time ago. When I saw her on Mike Huckabee a while back she was older and not very talented at least the song she sang sucked and how she preformed sucked and she seemed emaciated not physically but mentally and spiritually and her talent seemed like it had eroded. I had seen her preform before a little bit and proudly and was astonished how bad she was on the Huckabee show and the song sucked the choice of the song as well and wondered at the time perhaps that is all Huckabee would allow on his show. It was like a shadow of her former self and she had lost her MOJO. I wonder what happened between then with Dan Rather and recently (before the run for the presidency) to the Mike Huckabee Show. Evangelicalism?

To be honest I was amazed he had her on his show. I never was a fan of Huckabee except for his stand on taxes during his run for the Presidency: The Consumption tax.

Advisors Tell Trump, Cruz To Stick To Just Attacking All Women In General

Funny!

I don’t like shows when the boss plays with the guests. It’s kind of gross. Kind of like a boss that screws his employees. I think he should allow bands to play what they play without his talent. Not saying he is talented either or untalented it’s just so intrusive. Ed Sullivan had a great show and was very entertaining with his personality how he introduced the bands and the talent and much more classy and I bet he was much more talented but he showcased others instead. Huckabee reminds me of Bob Phillips. MEDIOCRE. I think it’s a matter of pride but still he is “right on the right on” about taxes. He has some good ideas but too malleable, too soft to be President.

We Asked Actor Morgan Freeman ‘What Is ‘God’ to You?’ Listen to His Curious Response — and Hear What Shocked Him Most About His New TV Series on the Almighty

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