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Deception & Bible Prophecy

Mother Teresa, Hospice and some BELIEVABLE Witnesses

Today I had a strange conversation when listening to some people of Fox News talking about a person who committed suicide during some attack in Europe and the man commenting and I don’t know who it is because I only heard it walking by the tv and he went into his explanation of ISIS saying ISIS fighters do not commit suicide and as I was walking into the kitchen from the living room where the tv was playing said bullshit. Islam teaches suicide and the rewards for suicide if taking the life of their enemy will be rewarded with a bunch of virgins but then maybe ISIS isn’t Islamic. He also said ISIS believes suicide is a huge sin. Then I said out loud because the ex was around if ISIS believes it is a sin to commit suicide they aren’t Islamic but are Catholic because Catholics believe it to be a mortal sin to commit suicide and the ex disagreed with me for some reason. I know catholics have been taught it is a mortal sin to commit suicide. I said the Ten Commandments meant murder not kill in the commandment Thou shalt not kill which more than likely is was and will be Thou shalt not commit murder. My ex said no it says kill and it’s not what it means etc as if he knows and has studied the matter or even read the bible once through or halfway through or even one book of the bible. He said to me that I don’t know what it means, hence I’m an idiot in his eyes and minimal brain. He’s missing part of the frontal lobe of his brain which you can tell by the slant of his forehead which once my dad mentioned to me probably referring to my husband at the time without saying his name, but I never forgot it. LOL It’s true. He obviously knew something of the future before I did. My ex started telling me how he avoids killing spiders on the job. He kills wasps and mud daubbers, flies and ants, fleas because he is allergic or reacts to them on his skin if he is bitten by one and other insects if he has to but I reminded him about the little mice, baby mice, he killed on the wall of our house which he sprayed THEM with Turpentine and he replied “When?” As if he hadn’t done it and I said when we had mice crawling up the bricks on the porch and then eventually he admitted killing the mice by spraying them with turpentine. Actually it wasn’t turpentine I think it was much harsher than turpentine and used in spray rigs sometimes and to clean oil based overspray after it’s dried which is tough stuff and also removes grease, thins oil base paint and a very odorous chemical which he used a bunch but I can’t remember the name of it at the moment but I will remember and add later. It was lacquer thinner. So why did he deny it in the first place? Then he admitted he didn’t want mice in our attic which is killing. He’s ridiculous and a liar through and through. Probably doesn’t kill spiders because he is one, but he does kill spiders because I have asked him to kill a few for me in the garage. I bet if he lived in Australia he would be killing spiders. I killed a few spiders in my life one in particular hidden in my daughter’s bath toy she used in her sand box outside and it was a black widow. She was only about three years old. I killed it a bunch. I saw it when I went to clean her toy in the kitchen because it was a mess and as I recall she brought it in to the house and I looked and there it was hiding in a Winnie the Pooh bath toy which had some moving parts and was a really cool bath toy of molded plastic with some deep crevices with a swing and other things. I destroyed the spider and I heard that black widows are territorial so if you find one usually there isn’t one too nearby unless it is a female with baby spiders. But I never felt safe about the sand box after it happened. Not only did I spray it with 409 or something similar I stomped on it and I ground it into the soil so there wasn’t much left of it. It was a small black widow but the way it’s front legs are long it looks wicked and it had the red mark as well and it’s poisonous especially to kids and animals. I don’t think it was pregnant but might have been and of course I would have annihilated it even more so if it were. LOL It was a ridiculous what he was trying to say. I said Jesus said (in the Gospel of John) “Jesus did not commit to man because he knew what was in man” and he obviously represented The Ten Commandments. Phil said I didn’t know what I was talking about.  It was a sign that Jesus said “commit to man”, don’t ya think? The manly church of Rome. Probably referring to the commandment Thou shalt not kill when in actuality it was Thou shalt not commit murder and is the meaning of the commandment.

Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.
Doesn’t say kill but he says murderer.
I didn’t murder the black widow. I killed it.

I rest my case for now.

I transcribed Christopher Hitchens Hell’s Angel a documentary on You Tube about Mother Teresa and her mission because for one thing he is British and some phrases and words are hard to understand and because the video is very fast moving and I wanted to give it the same treatment I gave to the JFK assassination when I transcribed the CBS series about the assassination of JFK. Boy did I learn a thing or two by doing it. I did it almost twice but never finished the last one for some reason. The reason I did it twice was because of what I learned the first time through and wanted to add what I had learned to it because it’s important stuff. When a parent says more than once a lesson it’s because there is a lot to learn and sometimes a deeper meaning or more than one meaning. Kids are hard in that they don’t listen or don’t always learn a lesson or when someone repeats themselves as was President Trump accused of doing people in high places acted like he was losing his mind. It used to be by repeating a lesson was how we learned by rote so you can do it in the dark. He has a young son and many of the people which work at the White House and in our government don’t want to learn like my ex.

Rote learning is a memorization technique based on repetition. The idea is that one will be able to quickly recall the meaning of the material the more one repeats it.

It works for most people, but not the ex.

He refuses to learn the lessons he should.

He refuses to even try.

Gary (my nemesis) preferred association type of learning which he taught his son which worked for his son. He had a learning disability early on and association can help jar the memory but memorization is also good and for the most part superior to learning via association and sometimes one helps the other. Mutual learning techniques. Association can be a tricky business: if you associate with something something else and one part disappears, then what? Forget both parts? I didn’t memorize the bible but it sunk in and when the prophecy in Daniel moved to the Gospel of Matthew I KNEW SOMETHING WAS IMMINENT. 

Obviously, there is a dumbing down going on in our country and probably a Catholic inspired idea to keep them in their fold.

Do you remember Nancy Pelosi’s technique? Don’t read it, just sign it.

How many pages was it she was toying with and it grew all through the Obama Administrations.

I believe the more you learn the more you remember.

There are some people who have an easier time learning than others because of pride and prejudice, and learning disabilities. Brain malfunctions. Synaptic impulses (brain synapses) don’t always have a developed receptor (receiver) or vice versa.  Style of teaching can also make a difference if someone learns or doesn’t learn no matter their capacity to recall. Art is a way to teach. Music and Poetry. There are lots of different ways to teach and to learn but only using one type of technique might be destructive such as CORE TEACHING. 1 plus 3 may be 5 blah blah blah or the whole is greater than it’s parts (Obama style or NIMROD’s STYLE) but THAT depends on the part, doesn’t it?

Or if the part depends on THAT, etc.


I recall a picture of JFK with woman and it was a picture of the back of his head in the photo but the part was different. The hair part. Anyway I am going to add the transcription but want to say I did the best I could and will add snapshots from the film of things I noticed or think are pertinent as I go forward and a link to the you tube for convenience for the reader (to let the reader understand;) I did it on Word so have to make a few corrections as I find the corrections because there are a few things not quite perfect as I’d like but I think it is important to display on my blog today not quite complete and because from Word to blog post it looks different and because reading is different than listening especially if you are hard of hearing or are waylaid by interruptions or interference, spiritual and/or physical interference.

It’s about Mother Teresa, hospice and a lot of her victims.

Hell’s Angel by Christopher Hitchens

Christopher Hitchens: –All over this unhappy globe there are heroic volunteers putting up a selfless battle on behalf of the wretched of the earth, but only one of these is considered to have an invisible means of support to be nothing less than a saint. What makes Teresa of Calcutta so divine? Irish Woman’s voice:

(probably a reporter)

–Long before Mother Teresa’s helicopter touched down about twenty past eleven this morning the crowds were gathering here at Knock.

Knock Shrine (Mary’s Hill)

Priest: –Among all of you who have made this pilgrimage to Knock this afternoon we are privileged to have with us as a special guest at THIS MASS a pilgrim who has come from afar (afire?), a woman whose worldwide symbol for goodness and holiness…

(Picture of John McLauphlin a tv news commentator of the show titled The McLauphlin Group who at the end said BYE BYE and became famous for his sign off from the show pictured here sitting next to Billy Graham and other people with a cross behind them and in white coverall with a big blue cross on their chests and girls in blue behind them similar to the colors of Mother Teresa on her head anyway. So sort of cultish stuff going on, IMO. Reminds me of the airport scene at Love Field in Dallas when JFK greeted the crowds behind the fence right before he was assassinated about 15 minutes or so later.)

Christopher Hitchens:

–Not many claims (Picture of Billy Graham and BYE BYE John McLauphlin of The McLaughlin Group anyway I think it is who is sitting with Billy Graham)

made by the Irish clergy are widely or uncritically accepted even in Ireland, but the saintliness of an Albanian nun named Agnes Bojaxhiu is a proposition that’s accepted by many who are not even believers. Mother Teresa herself receives extravagant adulation as no more than her due: Priest:

(with hand making some kind of statement. I think it’s a catholic priest hand thing they might learn in their training to be a priest to look priestly with a little tongue kind of trying to act like Jesus portrayed in some movies like Rhodes scholars have their hand signals when making a point with their thumbs even a baptist minister often shown on Fox news advertising who has a big following It’s also a Bill Clinton gesture and I think I have seen Obama use the same gesture. It’s ridiculous. Like little clique beetles.)

–Of all the women in recent history no one has captured the imagination like Teresa of Calcutta. I’m not being facetious and I’m certainly making no comparison when I say that no woman has made such an impact here since her lady herself appeared in 1879.

The Hummel Figurine, Mother Teresa being pious

Little girl in crowd looking directly at camera has her hand in praying position and looks familiar. I think I saw her in the JFK crowd at airport at Love Field.


Mary McLoughlin was a housekeeper to a priest who saw a vision of a few bible people and is expounded about in quite a few articles on the internet. It spread across the town at the time of the railroad (business) and their town got famous more than likely from the apparitions. 

Christopher Hitchens: –So how did this (says either the word box or auction/sale) of hyperbole and creduity (says either credulity or creduity) get started? –In that year of grace 1969 the scrupulously neutral and objective British Broadcasting Corporation permitted that old fraud and Mountebank mont mulgatch (don’t know who he is or if it is the right spelling and did it by sound but mulgatch, mulgridge or could be Mugwrench but turns out it is Muggeridge as I looked it up on the internet) to pay a devotional visit to the Calcutta shrine. Malcolm Muggeridge:

(talking and walking with Mother Teresa entering shrine or building he says algezen or the same sound as if her name but could even be referring to Al Jazeera son. Al Jazeera means the island, No man is an island? Of course, Al is a male name or something to do with algeria the country next to Libya and might have to do with an aul Saul, Paul.But it was weird he was talking like she was a he knowing how

he’s talk to he’s.)

(Al means “the” in arabic, Ja means “the spring” in arabic, zeer means urdu in arabic i.e. The leaper ??? Looked up urdu to see if it had a meaning but couldn’t find one but Abraham came from the land of Ur. and du means doctor.

Billy Graham is referred to as a doctor as well. Dr. Billy Graham.

Mary’s cousin in the New Testament was named Elizabeth and her baby leaped within her and was also known as John the Baptist who ate locusts and wild honey in the desert later in life so he was a barbarian and also wore camels skins when he was older so was a cave man demonstrated by his clothing. When Eliazabeth met Mary who was pregnant her baby leapt in her belly but of course when one is pregnant we get flutters sometimes and that is what she felt was a flutter and misunderstood the meaning of the flutter. She was probably 7 months pregnant or so when they had their meeting. We are talking about a doctor before midevil (medieval) times so. basically a dinosaur in the field of medicine. When Jesus was baptized by John the Baptist in the Gospel of John and John the Baptist resisted Jesus said to him “Suffer it to be so” like it was a hassle but had to be done for the sake of posterity and/or for the sake of others who were being baptized by John the Baptist and what they had to endure because of it. Like being possessed. People come from all walks of life and situations. Billy Graham was known for the adage Let Jesus into your heart or Ask Jesus into your heart as if he needed an invitation to screw with you. There are a lot of people named Jesus. LBJ awarded Billy Graham the BIG BROTHER AWARD if it gives you an indication of what I’m talking about. Billy Graham wrote a book called Just As I Am

if it gives you an idea of how highly he thought of himself as if he were God, himself or similar. When Moses asked God what his name was to tell the Hebrews who were slaves in order to free them from slavery of the Egyptian Pharaoh at the time and to demonstrate his power and to bring down from heaven the Ten Commanments it is written he said I AM that I Am but God isn’t Billy Graham, nor John the Baptist, nor similar, IMO., but i guess part of the process of educating people about God and even a cave man.)

–AL GESON (al-gers-son), when after I met you in London really the only thing I wanted to do is to come to see you and your work here and I’ve seen it and of course it’s a….it’s a shining light.

(I highly doubt he would have said what he said to her if she were a woman or would have even been interested in her work. Billy Graham started his crusades in England as well.)

plural noun: algae
  1. a simple nonflowering plant of a large group that includes the seaweeds and many single-celled forms. Algae contain chlorophyll but lack true stems, roots, leaves, and vascular tissue.

(film clip of babies crying in cribs inside the place both enter I presume)

In light of the expose about Mother Teresa by Christopher Hitchens I thought I should include a story on the news about a plane crash which happened yesterday.

Algeria military plane crash: 257 dead near Algiers

Christopher Hitchens: –Himself, arrogant almost to the point of humility, Muggeridge became persuaded that he and his team had become the divinely appointed instruments of what he claimed was the first television miracle. Ken McMillan cameraman: –Doing “Something Beautiful for God” we…there was an episode where we were ummm taken to a, a building that Mother Teresa called the House of the Dying and Peter Schaffer the director said, “Well, well it’s very dark in here. Do you think we can get anything?” And we had just taken delivery at BBC of some new film made by Kodak which we hadn’t had time to test before we left, so I said to Peter “Well, lets have a go.” So we shot it and when we got back several weeks later, month or two later, there sitting in the, in the (conversation is garbled) chair in the studio and eventually up came the shots of the House of the Dying and it was surprising. You could see every detail and I said, “That’s amazing. That’s extraordinary.” (Kissing ass) And I was gonna go on to say you know three cheers for Kodak but I needed a chance to say that because Malcolm sitting in the front row spun around and said, “It’s divine light…It’s Mother Teresa. You will find that it’s divine light, old boy.” And three or four days later when I was being phoned by journalists who (two words garbled) newspapers were saying things like we hear you have just come back from India with Muggeridge and you are a witness to a miracle.

(My older sister had a dog named mugger, a bishon-frise which she obtained by her dog breeding friends to breed whom she had met at church and to show at dog shows and eventually all the dogs ended up in the laundry room of their home during the time of the ski mask rapes in the area when they bought a home after a few others, but it was not in California. She got into dog shows and bishon-frises after the molestation when she and he moved to a two bedroom apartment in the same apartment complex but another building. At the time she didn’t know except for when he would masturbate in front of me pacing the floor when I spent the night on their hide bed couch unopened. I can’t remember if it was before or after because it’s been so long but she called him in to their bedroom by saying”Gary get back in here!” I was thankful she did call him back. I think it was before because I thought perhaps he was sleep walking. I gave him the benefit of doubt which was a mistake on my part. We had breakfast an omelet with velveeta I think which she made the next morning and I didn’t say anything. (My sister wasn’t into cooking and one of her best meals. Gary did the cooking for the most part as did their first son in law for a short time.) The dog shows and breeding was a stage she went through. Bulimia for a while, shop till you drop stage, decorating till everyone drops, shop till you drop, photography, shop till you drop, real-estate while shop till you drop stage, and of course plastic surgery using fraud of insurance scams, I think. Some people will go to a lot of trouble to have plastic surgery.)

 Christopher Hitchens:

–And a star was born. –This profane marriage between tawdry media hype and medieval superstition gave birth to an icon which few have since had the poor taste to question.

(not sure of the meaning of “poor taste to question” but obviously he is and so are quite a few others in this film tasteless. Perhaps being sarcastic because sometimes he is sarcastic.)

Man: –It’s like uh ….. ya ya you’re actually seeing a living saint.

(Looks like the guy who memorized the bible but with an accent, Jack Van Impe

Jack van Impe as I remember him a tele-evangelist except with an Irish accent.

AND KEITH DAVIDSON SEEN LATELY ON FOX NEWS IN REGARDS TO SOMETHING, A LAWYER, TO DO WITH COHEN AND I THINK THE PORN STAR SUING TRUMP) the guy represented with the woman on the internet as Jack Van Impe is not the same Jack Van Impe however she looks the same which is kind of a twist. I wonder why. Also noticed that David Koresh sure looks similar to Assad with curly hair and of course a new show is out about David Koresh excusing the government for their destruction of a cult, which it was a cult. There are a lot of cults the biggest two are Catholicism and Islam. Lots of lying going on. I remember. I watched it closely in utter amazement how our government rushed to destroy kids, parents etc caught in the middle. It was definitely avoidable and patience might have saved lives but politics got in the way. He was cornered and Janet Reno blew it big time probably cornered as well into rushing the situation by using tanks to ram walls/ buildings which started an explosion and fire broke out which killed some people. (76 people died at the Waco Siege and probably more). The FBI was involved as well as the ATF (Now the ATFE) probably under the influence of the BGEA, Billy Graham, a shill for Roman Catholicism. 

I have a good memory.)

 Christopher Hitchens:

Held between her fingers is the Rosary (ROSEBUD) enjoying the attention/praise and kind of like she is enjoying get one over on the public like cultists tend to enjoy. I can’t help but compare her to other cult leaders but she is a sneaky one and really blew it, IMO. She should have built a hospital in Calcutta for her sake and for others. It would have been noble and appreciated. The Rosary is kind of a shared neurotic dependance on beads because of a lack of memory to help remember which prayer to say to Mary amongst a few religions. Does she look sincere? She looks evil and like she pulled a fast one on everyone,

–“Give a man a reputation as an early riser, “ said Mark Twain “and that man can sleep till noon.” How does the reputation of Holy Mother Teresa look if just for a moment we switch off Malcolm Muggeridge’s kindly light.

(Not sure what he means citing Mark Twain except that Mother Tersa was a man and slept till noon?)

The bible in the Gospel of John says that the veil of the temple when Jesus was crucified was torn from “twain to twain” and was very thick which I think in a weird way was referring to Mark Twain. Mark Twain gave a description of Palestine when he visited and said it was desolate and I think it is a reference to time; from biblical times “the Diaspora” to the visit by Mark Twain which was before the Jews resettled and re-established Israel after WWll. Maybe the mustard seed of faith was about moving a mountain from here to there was intended to mean the veil of the temple but it is not written as such and also because the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed and because I think it was added later either entirely or partially as a new enlightenment since the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and to uplift the stature of a couple of people to ingratiate their character like the secret admirer which wasn’t a secret being written about in the Gospel of John with Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemas and their conversation with Jesus or vice versa Jesus’s conversation with them about being born again. A second chance. Many people don’t have a choice of who or what religion people are born into and experience helps to understand (in different religions or countries some under extreme duress) and learn and you can’t grow without experience and especially if you can’t remember your experience. Even though the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and we have learned man’s seed is smaller microscopically (microscopes had not been invented in biblical times) and since we now have microscopes and have learned to understand the difference between the two perhaps it will help people grow spiritually not just physically. The mustard seed is easy to plant and grows like a weed which can grow quickly and take over a garden like some plants and/or weeds do which is why you have to weed your garden from time to time or your yard or it will take over your garden or your yard. Regardless of the size of the mustard seed not being the smallest of seed just a little bit of trust in God or hope in God or dependence on God is enough to get more than one chance and God does work in weird ways and puts people through tests sometimes and/or the world and forces them to hope for better and is not enough to prevent life from occurring or to prevent spiritual growth in even an atheist or someone of a cult because I think God is gonna make us learn one way or another no matter what is thrown in our way to stop us from learning. I would be disappointed in God if I didn’t think anything is possible because otherwise we are doomed forever ALL OF US  because no one is perfect and I don’t think God is unmoved by the human and animal experience. I have learned a lot from animals. Kids learn affection and love via animals which is why I think kids should have pets to care for even little fish, birds, cats, dogs, horses etc. and to learn responsibility. You can tell if someone has problems how they treat their pets. Usually problems don’t occur in a vacuum. There are causes and effects besides physical impairments not the fault of anyone in particular and sometimes because of the fault of someone else. Kids having kids is also a very big learning experience for both child and parent and if you aren’t able to have one in this life I ‘ll guarantee you one in the next life because it is amazing and very difficult even under the best of circumstances and sometimes hard to learn in the best of circumstances. I just cannot fathom a God who would discard a person, soul and spirit) because the person was raised under an evil regime or died because of the stupidity of others, or never heard the truth not even a small tidbit of truth for whatever reason or only lived for a minute.  I don’t think one gets to escape learning from God no matter how hard one tries to stifle it in themselves or others because of the power of God. To me if God were any less God would not be God but only a statue weeping. I don’t think any rite observed or not observed or any covenant true or false is gonna prevent it in the long run. Might delay it but it won’t prevent it from happening. The true power of God. I don’t think the true God expects us to be shamed into observance of him as Islam tries to impose and as most religions tend to wield power over others and males over females. etc SOOOOO the harder you try not to understand the harder it might be. So try to understand and truth helps obviously. However I enjoy movies and fantasies because often there are little life’s lessons in the stories and sometimes it’s nice to view life vicariously because real life can be overwhelming and often movies are restful to escape for brief time periods. Relax and enjoy learning or make it hard for yourself. As far as the sabbath there are all kinds of sabbaths but the one written about on the Ten Commandments is to point us to the Gospel of John and Jesus written about in the Gospel of John and vice versa he sends us back to the Ten Commandments via truth. I’m sure there are some flaws over time that have been included but there is enough in both to spiritually grow and in experience and in nature to know our universe isn’t a mistake. Life is amazing though sometimes hard because of stupidity and lack of understanding (two different things but in my family we had a rough time because of lies some little and because of pride and because of interference mostly by fools and bad angels and help from above and we are still in the process and each of us will win.) There are good angels as well and why I know abortion should be provided to females depending on her wishes and desires and her experience. I feel comfortable in the invention for the sake of females and family planning as the pill or any other birth control. I do think males if they plan to be active sexually or don’t plan might start employing circumcising their desires or tie off their worms for experience sake in order not to impregnate a female before she is ready to be a mom, a good one. My mom and dad understood that and stood by me. Problem arises often because of lack of experience and youth and you have to forgive youth for mistakes made because youths will make mistakes. Never the less I believe females have rights bestowed by God because of the human condition. 

“Angels shall rise and fall upon the son of man.” so you might as well learn the Ten Commandments to help yourselves prevent yourself from stepping into some poop which everyone does even when at our best or learned of the Ten Commandments because we are human and sometimes forced to deal with a lot of shit thrown our way. It is easier and kind of simple compared to the rest of the bible.

Quoting Mark Twain out of context on Palestine

    Mahir Bose (author and journalist): –Mother Teresa is a Nobel Peace Prize winner. She’s a symbol. People in the west talk about her so Indians adopt her at that level. The fact that what she does on the streets of Calcutta is really irrelevant to them. They couldn’t care about it and most of them don’t even know, but Mother Teresa is the sort of figure you show to visitors. (When you study bible prophecy it is someone who wins the Nobel peace prize who does great harm to the world at least taught by some prophecy people in the business of religion but might have been a fulfilled prophecy and no one had the balls to say so. Obama got one too.  A lot of people get the Nobel Peace Prize. Roosevelt, Carter who gave away the Panama Canal and caved to Iran and even Kissinger How IRONIC, but this is also about Nations without Borders, Doctors Without Borders, Catholicizing the world in various ways, etc as well.)


  Christopher Hitchens: –Mother Teresa’s flagship institution is her home for the dying, a hospice, which purportedly sweetens the last moments of otherwise destitute lives. Mary London (Writer and former volunteer): –My initial impression was among the photographs and footage I’ve ever seen of *Belson and places like that because all the patients had shaved heads. There are no chairs anywhere. There are just these stretch of beds and they are like first world war stretch of beds. There’s no garden, no yard even, no nothing, and I thought; What is this? This is a, this is two rooms with 50 to 60 men in one, 50 to 60 women in another. They’re dying and they are not being given a great deal of medical care. They are not being given painkillers really beyond aspirin and maybe if you’re lucky some buphren (Ibuprophen derivative? something like it as a pain killer) or something for … for the sort of pain that goes with terminal cancer and … and the things that they were dying of. And, and, I thought, What’s the point?


Mother Teresa: –Right from the very beginning I wanted to serve the poor purely for the love of God. I do give them what the rich people get with money I wanted to give to the poor with the love of god. Mary London: –They didn’t have enough drips. Ummm, the needles they re-used they used over and over and you would see some of the nuns um rinsing needles in under the cold-water tap and I asked one of them why she was doing it and she said, “well, to clean it” and I said, “Yes, but why are you not sterilizing it? Why are you not boiling um water and sterilizing your needles?” She said (shrugged), “There’s no point. There’s no time.”

(She was in a hurry, that’s why.  Probably wasn’t getting paid for her devotion.  Had some plans to go to lunch with her nun friends.

WHO pays nuns? How do nuns earn money? being maids to priests? Cleaning after them like babies, grown up babies? Could the World Health Organization (WHO) be providing salaries for the nuns? Nuns have to eat too, right?)

Christopher Hitchens: –Mother Teresa’s cult of death and suffering depends for its affect on the most vulnerable and helpless, abandoned babies saved or the terminally ill the supply the occasions for charity and the raw material for demonstrations of compassion.

(picture of a sign with the words “I am on my way to heaven” in English)

Mary London: –The first day I was there when I had finished working in the ummmm women’s ward I went and waited on the edge of the men’s ward for my boyfriend uh who was looking after a boy of fifteen who was dying and an American doctor told me that she had been trying to treat this boy and that he had a really relatively simple kidney complaint that had simply got worse and worse and worse because he hadn’t had antibiotics and he actually needed an operation. I don’t kn, recall what the problem was. She did tell me. And she was so angry, but also very resigned which so many people become in that situation. She said, “Well they won’t take him to a hospital. I said, “WHY? All you have to do is get a cab, take him to the nearest hospital, demand that he has treatment, get him an operation” and she said, “They don’t do it. They won’t do it. If they do it for one, they do it for everybody.” And I thought, but this kid’s fifteen.

Resigned as well but telling it like it is, I think. Going against the tide is hard and it takes a while to coalesce information received and action. Sort of a shock and awe kind of feeling especially in a different country.

I remember when I was asked to find an oxygen generator which my ex knew of the place and the number and I found out information about the price of a used oxygen generators (he rebuilt them) and then something happened between the executor of my mom ‘s estate started bullying me emotionally about Mother’s day and other things. I was pretty fragile emotionally. So I wrote her an e-mail saying “do it yourself.” Plus when I talked to the place my mom resided called The ARC in San Antonio (ARMY RESIDENCE COMMUNITY/CENTER) told me the insurance provider in Dallas denied her an oxygen generator beforehand so we were going through some strange stuff. I got the run-around. I talked to some nurses one who lied her ass off to me about a previous visit when we witnessed a woman on the floor in a puddle of blood with her eyes open in shock in front of the nurses station but the station had high counters and the nurses were in a meeting at the time in the room inside the room behind the desk. I alerted them and they called the Emergency people who came and took care of her and she said it didn’t happen and it did and I told her I had witnesses and I doubt she was there 24 hours a day everyday but it didn’t matter at the time and talked to another nurse a male nurse who tried to help a little but was limited in what he could do not being the boss and kind of let me know his limitation. I was about 5-6 hours away. I called the doctor and his number didn’t work on his business card that I had retrieved when visiting so finally was able to reach him after some communication with the ARC and found out he didn’t actually do much there at all. He worked 3 hours on a Wednesday night at the ARC each week for all those people and traveled to West Virginia or Virginia in between doing his important work. The ARC only had one other doctor and I don’t remember his name. I did not talk to him. Things got real wild in the family concerning mom and the past babout Gary and lots of bullying from my eldest sister and being called the devil and satan by my little sister probably in her defense (probably kissing ass for 35 thousand dollars) and also banished from her home a half hour away in order to visit my mom. 

Whoever was in charge of killing my mom was determined to murder her and to get to me. I think. My eldest sister was in charge. I don’t know the instructions and never saw or heard of a will. I know my dad had one because he was that way and he trusted her or was testing her. Not sure. I know the second new husband of my little sister was interested in what was left of the estate and communicated with Gary who sent him a crumpled little piece of paper with some numbers on it but I have no idea how much but my little sister told me of the interaction between the two men. I know Gary and Lori were in debt big time partially because of a huge wedding of a marriage that went sour and probably because of losing money on the stock market in the past on a Gary scheme trading options and in huge amounts in one minute on a Tuesday in October and people started dying who were owed and then the plastic surgeries, etc. I think my little sister was being entrapped big time and silenced to make her look bad and she did look bad. The same with my brother whom my ex knew his finances and how much he lost gambling baseball. My brother was pretty good at it and a had won a Federal case against our Federal Government worth millions but I never knew how much and I know he did not lose it all gambling though I know he lost some money gambling….who doesn’t? He also invested his money in property. He was kind of private about his money so I doubt he told my ex how much unless he was testing him as well. 

Christopher Hitchens: –I ventured on my own butlickavitch (possibly saying for a look a bit/a look at a bitch? investigating I think is his meaning) to the missions of charity in Calcutta in early 1980. Who could fail to be touched by the work of the orphanage. Not I, though I did find myself a little put off by the mission’s motto: He that loveth correction, loveth knowledge. Sniffs – giving the Jesuit piety pissed off sign like O’reilly does who loved Jesuit style correction. No I think he’s pissed off inside his living soul and exposing it. You can’t fight it alone. You have to expose it first in a believable way with believable witnesses. –A bit of a workhouse ring to that, perhaps, but it was Mother Teresa herself who completed the wreckage of the effect. As we stood by the tiny cots she turned and said,

“This is how we fight abortion and contraception in Calcutta.”

–Now it might be argued that a campaign against family planning is low on the list of Calcutta’s many pressing needs, but as a leading member of the Pope’s fundamentalist tendency on matters of sex and procreation Mother Teresa has made this single issue into her global crusade. Billy Graham’s crusade was also global. Very few crusaders are global. His started in England after WWll because ROME LOST as did the Vatican and  Germany and a few others involved as their allies. Everyone lost to some degree but war is hard. Mussolini lost. Mother Teresa: “The greatest destroyer of peace today is the cry of the innocent unborn child. If a mother can murder her own child in her own womb what is left for you and for me to kill each other.”

Is the mustard seed the smallest of seed? NO 

The steps of his strength shall be straitened, and his own counsel shall cast him down.

clenched teeth as she says her schpeel

Christoher Hitchens: Tenderness about the unborn is an emotion that I share myself but tenderness about the unborn also becomes an overtly political matter when it’s preached by a presumable virgin who also campaigns against birth control.

How tender?

Tender about catholic induced miscarriages given a thumbs up because of membership in the religion? Illegal abortions given a thumbs up run by the mob of the Roman Catholic Church. Tender about third world negligence or any world – first world and second world negligence. Tender about 6 million jews. Tender about rape. Have you ever had a kid of your own? Tender enough to admit a woman/girl has a right to determine when she is ready to raise a child with her critical faculties in tow like being married and in a position to handle it and/or wanting to handle it. I got pregnant the first time I had intercourse at age 15-16 years of age with a stranger by a ranger and I don’t remember parts of the act of intercourse except it hurt and I wasn’t asked and didn’t even know how to do it and had done acid half of one anyway during that time when I was pregnant and other drugs at the time though I never bought them during that time. Does it sound responsible acting? I was in denial because I didn’t want to be pregnant. Everyone was involved in drugs and booze. REMEMBER? How soon man forgets and lays the responsibility on the female as in the Garden of Eden. TYPICAL. I was tender for myself. Sorry, I don’t buy your tenderness. I believe in a different God than you. I believe he understands mankind and the hard choices made by females who have the wherewithal to make the choices. Those critical faculties I used however I didn’t the night it happened. Should I pay for it the rest of my life as I have especially during the Catholic persecution and inquisition using hospice and journalists mostly on Fox News in the last ten years. Are heathens forgiven by God? Are believers forgiven by God. I KNOW I am forgiven by God and so are my parents for helping me and so is the army for allowing me to have a safe abortion in a safe place. The army that set free Europe. That one.

Men who are against abortion and women who are against abortion

have as much tenderness about the unborn

as I did when I planted my tulip bulbs upside down.

I have tenderness for living breathing babies when I see them being mistreated and used as a political football. Like when I saw a boy (a tot) in a cart at Sam’s baby seat by an Indian woman not seat-belted in the shopping grocery cart and she was shopping and not watching the boy and he fell out of the shopping cart because he was standing up not just once and fell onto the cement floor and I heard the sound of his head hitting the cement. He lived but I don’t know for how long and I don’t know how big a bump he got and I don’t know if it caused brain damage. It was sickening but she was hired to take care of someone else’s kid. It definitely wasn’t hers. I don’t even know if the parents were told. Resigned. Do you call the police and accuse her of negligence with someone else’s kid at Sam’s Club? I know Sam’s Club more than likely had cameras but I didn’t know it then.

I have tenderness for people being entrapped. I have tenderness for animals as well. My cat was mistreated to hurt me. Another pet was shot by a neighbor and killed. By the way I saw him later when we went to the store and I was with my daughter who saw him and we saved a person’s pet by intervening who was with our dog that night and took him home and found his owner a few days later. I guess it wasn’t good enough. Is anything good enough? However, this expose by Christopher Hitchens about Mother Teresa is a good enough endeavor and actually might make a difference with God’s help and maybe mine because I have tenderness for my parents who were murdered because I had an abortion and because I wrote about the mustard seed lie and many other subjects having to do with the gospels by comparing the gospels later and exposing some lies and also because of money lost on the stock market which neither my parents nor I were involved in and because of molestation and sexual misconduct on the part of my brother-in-law towards not only me. Incestuous misconduct and then belligerence and harassment when it suited him usually when drinking beer and possibly because my sister might have provoked him without telling me and retaliation from my older sister when it suited her. Like he never grew up nor accepted my intervention to halt it in a nice and civilized way for the sake of everyone including myself nor accepted a few other siblings intervention later on to do the same for everyone. WE DID OUR BEST and it wasn’t good enough. Not only them but the friends as well who knew didn’t do anything but say “It is harder for a person who had money to lose it than a person who didn’t.” Her friend Babs Kincaid and a suite mate in college at SMU Not sure of spelling of last name but married to Sammy Kincaid a banker. Our attempt wasn’t good enough for them. Everyone loves to use abortion as a mace against females, but what about the elderly and infirmed who were born and have souls and contributed positively to this world and fought wars for freedom and some even have spirits and put their trust in contracts, promises, wills, legal stuff and their kids. But the Catholics want to catholicize the world as if the catholics have a better idea of God: Mother Teresa and the Jesuit Pope Francis, et al.

WHY? What’s the point?

Jesus says to call no man father but your father in heaven and everyone especially catholics do it about priests, cardinals, and bishops. Catholics call their priests by a title undeserved which is why Jesus said not to honor THEM. Catholics are insane. Did your dad wear the shit these priests wear? Alter boy lace and stuff or a priest’s collar. Dogs wear collars, too. Catholics honor them with the tender title of God and the God of Roman Catholicism is a DOG. Not in the sense we all have as pets but like Mother Teresa.

Sorry, but it’s true.

Back to the expose about Mother Teresa:

Mother Teresa in front of a huge audience:

–Let us promise our lady who loves island so much that we will never allow in this country a single abortion.


(looks like a papal type apparatus used as well when Pope Benedict XVl visited Jerusalem and gave his speech on the precipice at the Mount of Olives, I think it was, and as other popes when sermonizing to big crowds away from the Vatican. Sounds like she took possession of Ireland at Knock; the madonna of Knock, Mother Teresa… egads)

–And no contresepes.

(french word for contraceptives)

Did my best for now to transliterate or translate the connection below in regards to contraceptives intrench.

“Revue des deux mondes (two worlds) – Page 774 – Google Books Result”


“Il semblait (assembly) que ces ruses (what or who tricks) d’outre—tombe (overseas falls-Hoover/FBI) eussent été (to be) imaginées pour aiguiser (alaska-place of eagles USA-HAARP-guessing) la passion de Mariette (to stir thé passion of Mary-puppet also Mariette, Georgia) et le piquer (and the sting) au jeu (game of chance) dans ses contresepes, dans sa lutte avec (wrestling with an angel) le mort ( of thé dead) qu’il (who) poursuivait (to follow) (who accuse). Le plus petit bibelot (small trinket), à Boulaq (Cairo, Azbakeya, and the River Nile), rappelait (rappel-comes down mountain? moses) à. son inventeur (writer-Franklin Graham?) un incident, un voyage, un ami associé à. l’entreprise, un souvenir de jeunesse (youth), …”

(holes in rubbers? Foxes have holes? youthfulness trick of faces which I have noticed )



 A laid back, very flirtatious guy who is strong and well endowed. He’s everyone’s friend and is sweet, but he can can beat your ass if you push him over the edge. (strong but effective)

I don’t know but it is very


 I think the magazine is about cultures and sending a message to the future from the past about tricking the land of the eagles. Not sure but seems like hinting at it. I did a little rappelling in my youth with the rangers. 

And basically saying BIlly Graham who said something about the journey and wrote a book about it and friend and inventor of the mission of Mother Teresa’s tricks. etc

Christopher Hitchens:

–Mother Teresa has no politics so she maintains and so many people believe, but when she came to London in 1988 ostensibly as an advocate for the homeless she bent the ear of the IRON Lady (Margaret Thatcher) and sought to steer her to the support of a bill limiting abortion. The sponsors of that bill who arranged the meeting were in no doubt as to her intervention, was political.


MIHIR BOSE (author and journalist) –She’s not a party political figure, but she’s a political figure in the sense that. One, she is part of what may be called the Catholic agenda the Christian, the broader Christian right agenda in the Catholic Church has been following what has GENERALLY been considered a hard line approach under the present pope. Now, now she’s part of that agenda and that is fairly a political agenda. I mean you know, uh, no abortion, opposition to birth control, ideas like that are, are fairly, you could say their there would be contested in the political arena. And the second factor is that she is also part if you like of the western agenda. Where the West is still part of the third world.

COCK CROWS and picture of a large group of Indian women with kids looking impoverished to the nth degree.

Christopher Hitchens: –The rich have a poor conscience. It wants, in fact, it needs to think that someone somewhere is doing something of the third world and the Mother Teresa myth ministers to this desire.



Malcom: –Here is a western woman who has forsaken her life albeit whatever life she might have had in Albania, um you know, for, for sacrifice herself for the people of the third world. It makes the west feel better, you know. This is, this is one of us again, once again rescuing the third world.

(Albania sitting awfully close to Italy to be a coincidence and directly above Libya. There is a prophecy but can’t remember which one about steps and from Albania to Algiers is sort of like steps besides throne spoken of in the Gospel of John lifting his heel against me. Albania is kind of lifting the heel of italy. Is it raise his heel or lift his heel either way it fits depending on which language we are speaking of.)

Conversation between Mother Teresa and Malcom touring some slums:

Mal: amazing

MT: amazing

Mal: He’s got his rations now.

MT: Yes he got it, he’s cleaning it…

(Cleaning rations? the eucharist laced with Devil’s breath? I wonder if it is addictive.)

Christopher Hitchens: –The subliminal appeal that she generates there is something of the mission to the heathen, something of the old colonial outpost, and something of Florence Nightingale; while in the silented abject demeanor of her patients there is something of the deserving poor. (Urban Dictionary -Silented: To have a thought or idea, and forget it right away. As if you came up with the idea while staring at one of the Silence, and then looked away. Coming from Doctor Who, where the order known as the Silence are “memory-proof”, so you can only remember them while you look at them, and you forget them) –The Great White Hope of this iconography takes on the Big Black hope (hole?) and the rewards are by no means all in heaven. –For someone whose kingdom is not of this earth Mother Teresa has an easy way with thrones, dominions, and powers. Why do the rulers of this sinful and selfish world find her so awfully congenial? Is it because she returns the compliment? She may or may not comfort the afflicted, but she has certainly never been known to afflict the comfortable.

That’s my job.)

Ronald Reagan: –…..some people…. Christopher Hitchens: –See her here posing with Ron and Nancy Ronald Reagan: –….in the truest sense citizens of the world Mother Teresa is.

(Reagan hands her something)

Christopher Hitchens: –The very hand that bestowed the medal of freedom to Mother Teresa armed and paid the death squads of Central America. Accepting the award with her customary modesty on behalf of all the world’s poor she croaked,

“I never realized that you loved the people so tenderly.”

Christopher Hitchens: –I must say I haven’t noticed that either. Reagan’s proxies murdered among many others four American nuns and the Catholic ArchBishop of San Salvadore Christopher Hitchens continues: –at the very moment that he was celebrating mass but visiting the slaughterhouse states of the region during that period Mother Teresa found nothing untoward.

“Everything was peaceful in the parts of the country we visited” she claimed

after touring the killing fields of Guatemala adding for good measure:

“I do not get involved in that sort of politics.”

(probably a few good apples amongst the bad and the Jesuits probably got rid of the nuns and archbishop while it was easy to do in ORDER to make martyrs is why. Probably because this was a Jesuit-influenced campaign and Oliver North was involved in the Iran-Contra stuff and gave the clue on his testimony/documentary War Stories With Oliver North about General MacArthur linked and so did the Jesuit Bishop in a documentary without meaning to in regards to the Philippines a documentary about WWll and torture occurring in the Philippines at the time and about his intervention and I think the bishop wanted to take some credit .)

(film of a man crying and a bunch of dead people under sheets)

–In 1984 a ghastly chemical spill from the Union Carbide Plant in the Indian town of Bhopal took two and a half thousand lives (2500 lives) and poisoned thousands more.

(Woman rasping saying something in a different language and upset and people putting eye drops in kid’s eyes)

–This was an act not of God but of a negligent multinational corporation.

(People angrily protesting)

Actually it could have been sabotage to gain favor.

(I think it was sabotaged from what I have read, but negligent to have situated the site in a highly populated area and not protecting it a little more seriously however might have been impossible to protect when state sponsored terrorists want to sabotage via a state that sponsors terrorism (The State of the Vatican) and isn’t likely to be thwarted. 


probably for cheap abundant labor but sabotage to popularize Mother Teresa

which made her popular amongst the rich to gain favor. Very Catholic.)

And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence,
neither was any deceit in his mouth.
(Mother Teresa aka algeson)

–Mother Teresa’s advice to the angry victims?:

(and she croaked)


(nodding her head)



Mihir Bosey (author and journalist): –What Mother Teresa’s done is she has accepted implicitly the idea that there’s nothing much that you can do for the poor except take them off the streets and, you know, then look after them. You cannot change their attitude. You cannot make them feel that they have an ability. They may even have the means to improve and change their lives. She, she’s not bothered with that agenda. She’s only bothered with the agenda of trying to rescue their souls and make them a bit better before, before they go on to the eternal life, which is very um, understandable, with, in fact, a very old fashioned Christian idea. It is, it is not a question of saying: How can we tackle the real problems of poverty?

(Mass with some priests face down lying on the floor and Mother Teresa claiming a eucharist)

Christopher Hitchens: –Like most people who claim to be apolitical Mother Teresa is in practice and in theory an ally of the status quo and when the status quo is threatened, a trusted ally of the conservative forces. This places her in bold contrast to those, even among the religious, who have rejected the fatalistic and submissive conclusions about poverty that are promulgated by Catholic traditionalists like her. Fr. Jean Bertrand Aristide: –With our hands, with our l-life, with our love we hask justice and we hask freedom and we take justice. Because, the justice is not like a gift which they give. No. Liberty. Freedom: They don’t give that. We have to take that. And if that we go to the streets and we took our liberty, we took our freedom asking for justice.

(People celebrating with some plants jumping up and down yelling)

Christopher Hitchens: –Roman Catholic Hierarchy has never forgiven Father Aristide the legally elected President of Haiti who it regards as a base heretic for his efforts to chase the money lenders from the temple he was banished from his order and forbidden to serve mass. Till the very last the Vatican was the only foreign power to recognize the military junta of (garbled) Haiti. And the ground for this too, was prepared by Mother Teresa. –In 1980, she visited the island and accepted the Haitian Legion of Honor award from Baby Doc Duvalier…She found much to praise in his corrupt dynastic regime telling astonished reporters that she had quote, ”Never seen the poor people being so familiar with their head of state as they were with the Duvaliers. It was a beautiful lesson for me,“ she simpered. “I’ve learned something from it.” –The Haitian people indeed could not wait to get close to the Duvaliers only their turn (tern?) moved forever to the French Riviera.

(Large crowd in a stadium waving red flags with yellow markings and clapping – a political type rally with words on large banner-


looks like Shimon Peres

–Mother Teresa admires the strength of the powerful almost as highly as she recommends the resignation of the poor. When she visited her motherland of Albania she appeared to take seriously St. Paul’s notorious assertion that ‘the powers that be are ordained of God.’ The Albanian authorities had proclaimed the world’s first officially atheist state. They had persecuted all forms of worship except that of their leader Enver Hoxha

Bektashi Order

–not wit abashed, Mother Teresa laid a bouquet on Hoxha’s tomb. Not content with honoring a Stalinist murderer and despot she also bestowed a wreath on the monument of the greater Albania a cause that was once smiled upon by Pope Pius the ninth and his friend Benito Mussolini. –Albania is from the secular reasons quite rich in orphans. So there was (a name I could not transcribe or find – Skopje? <Macedonia but then Kosovo and also the Ottoman Empire) an orphanage specialist to praise those institutions of the regime while keeping silent about it’s victims. –If it sometimes seems that the saint of Calcutta is never actually in Calcutta at all, this may be because she operates more as the roving ambassador of a highly politicized papacy:

(Film of Pope John Paul getting off a Vatican plane kisses ground and Mother Teresa with prayer beads in hands clasped at her face and nose excited acting, smiling and nudges a person next to her nodding and communicating from a far to the pope in adulation while kissing her beads then puts a large red and white lei around the neck of Pope John Paul. Not sure if this was before or after he kissed the Koran. Probably after. After claiming him he eventually couldn’t talk and developed his disease.)

–A magican (german? Could have said magisterum) foreign policy has taken her from the shores of Lebanon where the Roman Catholic militia perpetrated the mass murder of the Sabre and Shatila Camps to Nicaragua where the cardinal (not sure if he is talking about Pope John Paul when he was a cardinal or the Cardinal beneath him Ratzinger who became pope after. The Glory of the Olive guy. there were others as well probably even secret ones more than likely) was the patron of the (conduit Contrait? Not sure the word used) to Armenia where she helped mother church gain a foothold in the Soviet Union in return the present pope is known to have placed her on the fast track for canonization. This is the kind of politics in which she does indeed get involved.

Sabra and Shatila camps

Remembering the Sabra and Shatila massacre 35 years on

In the wiki account – linked first it blames Israel but it seems it was or possibly is a change in history and was perpetrated by the roman catholics which seems likely in order to cause trouble especially if associated with the Jesuits, but who knows… I don’t. The other link about the massacre. It mentions a group called Phalange (French) which means the bones of the fingers or toes. Finger probably fingering some which brings to my mind the story of King Nebuchadnezzar and the finger of god stuff and of an evil ruler in the Old Testament, Belshazzar. 

Picture of Robert Maxwell and him on phone in a newspaper page with the title He hijacked her as part of a money making ego trip and then another newspaper clip of the Daily Mirror with a picture of Mother Teresa and the title to the story is A letter from Mother Teresa to all Mirror readers and on the side a verticle title of a story KIDS WHO WILL KILL TO BET

(I think a personal dig at my family and to provoke me but I tend to get paranoid which I have a right to be because of my discoveries which have provoked the attack on my family and entrapped my family, sort of a pre-emptive strike or strikes before we knew what hit us, IMO. My ex as I explained somewhere in this blog post mentioned the amount my brother made on a case he won as a lawyer and he didn’t even tell me that I remember anyway lodged against the Federal government legitimately and lost some money gambling on baseball but not all of it as my ex implied.) –Robert Maxwell’s genius at self-promotion made a nice fit with Mother Teresa’s talent for fund raising. It became hard to decide which of the two was (using the rich not sure what he says but it is about three words English-ized so hard to decipher) or was it both.

Billy Graham was a successful fund-raiser as well.

–In the United States Mother Teresa accepted way over a million dollars from Mr. Charles Keating, a right wing catholic fundamentalist and anti-pornography crusader who was also a California savings and loan tycoon. (Mr. Maxwell resembles Mike Huckabee a past Governor of Arkansas (Sarah Huckabee Sanders dad) and FBI J. Edgar Hoover on the right or sort of a mix with a bit of scum like Mr. Maxwell all rolled into one and Charles Keating looks eerily similar to Ted Olson the Solicitor General for George Bush during 9-11 whose wife (often a guest on Fox News Barbara Olson) called from a nearby plane (Flight 77) being terrorized and was able to get on a phone and talk to her husband and he recorded it and told us about the box cutters to intimidate it’s passengers and could not seem to control or overcome the terrorists because it was so dangerous to overtake people with box cutters. GIVE ME A BREAK. Course if people like my ex were on the plane, it’s possible. She was later seen in Poland though I have no idea if it was a reliable tip.)

Mr. Maxwell

J. Edgar Hoover (FBI)

Mike Huckabee

Is it my imagination but doesn’t John Kerry and FBI Mueller

look an awful lot alike. 

I think so. 

John Kerry Heinz

Mueller of the FBI

Trump attorney Michael Cohen asks, “Says who?” – YouTube

Very similar but with a bit of Michael Cohen and Gary Hart. Interesting combination. Interesting and little bit of the guys in the other montage of Mike Huckabee, Mr. Maxwell and J. Edgar Hoover. hmmmmmmmmm helping Obama in the long run using diversions and probably not by their volition to be fair in regards to Benghazi. That is my opinion and ripping up our constitutional rights in favor of ISLAM,Fascism and the Vatican.


who who anyway Cohen “says who.” Does he say anything else? I don’t know.

I wonder if THE FBI broke into the DNC Headquarters when Nixon was President. Staged a break-in to take down Nixon because he exposed Billy Graham, hence Kissinger, and surreptitiously the Vatican and it’s shill Billy Graham and ended the war in Vietnam. It’s a possibility I would not discount.

Watergate Scandal The affair began with the arrest of five men for breaking into the DNC headquarters at the Watergate complex on Saturday, June 17, 1972. The FBI investigated and discovered a connection between cash found on the burglars and a slush fund used by the Committee for the Re-Election of the President (CRP), the official organization of Nixon’s campaign.[4][5] In July 1973, evidence mounted against the president’s staff, including testimony provided by former staff members in an investigation conducted by the Senate Watergate Committee. The investigation revealed that Nixon had a tape-recording system in his offices and that he hadrecorded many conversations. 

As if it wasn’t mutual?

“Either you love him or you don’t” said to Nixon (supposedly with the actress because he was notorious for going out with actresses) by Robert Clary the eve of the assassination of JFK which could have been heresy and sometime or other Bob Crane was brutally murdered of Hogan’s Heroes.

Christopher Hitchens:

–Keating’s problem was that he was using other people’s money. He’s now behind bars after the greatest scandal in American financial history, but while he was flying high Mother Teresa flew right along with him. She got the use of his private plane. He got a personalized Mother Teresa crucifix, which he used to store up treasure on earth.

(In the background I think it’s a secret service agent who says “Lets get them/him out of here.”)

–Why should the missionaries of Charity have such a special vocation for work among the rich? And does Mother Teresa pick frauds because they need her help more than the honest billionaires? It’s not a question that she’s ever answered, but then in the prevailing atmosphere of piety and adoration it’s not a question she’s ever been asked. –The Teresa cult is now a missionary multi-national with annual turnover in the tens of millions. If concentrated in Calcutta that could certainly support a large hospital and perhaps even make a noticeable difference, but Mother Teresa has chosen instead to spread her franchise very thinly. To her the convent and the catechism matter more than the clinic.

Isn’t it funny where words originate from

such as the words

catechism and catacombs

Mother Teresa: –…….135 countires and there are 400 convents all around the world …..

and says some other shit but I can’t understand it and then she laughs and says


(She or someone changed the numbers from previous recording from 500 to 400 convents and her speech is muffled much more than it was when I first heard it so perhaps it has changed because it actually has changed and 100 convents have been eliminated or it’s a recording change especially since it is muffled quite a bit and needn’t be muffled being recorded in close proximity and the rest of the film is easily hearable. TYPICAL. PERHAPS BOTH. Wouldn’t that be a coup! People do it…change conversation using sound studios to alter the truth. Japanese films) 

Next film clip is of Mother Teresa holding a baby and the baby looks scared and it almost looks like she sort of controllably shakes the baby and is talking to the baby. Kind of strange. Maybe trying to keep the baby from falling asleep which is usually the opposite of what most moms do. Of course, she’s not a mom. 

–Modesty, Simplicity, Humility. By these canonical key words we are taught that we may recognize saints yet Mother Teresa regards herself as mandated by heaven which is hardly modest. She lends spiritual solace to dictators and to wealthy exploiters which is scarcely the essence of simplicity and she preaches surrender and prostration (frustration?) to the poor which a truly humble person would barely have the nerve to do, when she speaks about private or public morality opposing family planning for example or defining abortion as quite literally the greatest threat to world peace? She takes on the grim and tedious tones of the zealot and the fanatic. In a godless and cynical age it may be inevitable that people will seek to praise the self-effacing, the altruistic, and the pure in heart but only a complete collapse of our critical faculties can explain the illusion such a person has manifested in the shape of a demagogue, an obscure antorist, and a servant of earthly powers.

I looked up the word he says as obscure anterest or interest but is affected a bit in a British way he does because most British speaking people do I think no matter what race and hence why I wanted to transcribe this you tube and add my two cents because it’s super important and a lot is lost in translation by watching and not reading and you miss some important information partially because it’s human, lack of concentration, and you miss some important clues by not studying it but you kind of have to know what to look for or want to understand the enemy of mankind. I wasn’t raised catholic but had a taste of it at the Episcopal church and the stuff going on at the time a lot to notice and I didn’t notice enough while experiencing it but I have worked at remembering and have realized some things most people don’t. The devil is in the details in this though revealing the scam a very deadly scam is more like the devil is all over the place.  

I have no earthy idea the meaning of the word he said. Two words together but I did look up both words separately and the following is what was written as the first answer to my search of obscure and I thought it was kind of funny in light of the things this you tube called Hell’s Angel’s REVEALS about Mother Teresa by Christopher Hitchens but I have some other ideas as well about what possesses her. And I think it’s Manson (son of man) IS Billy Graham. Or IS IS Billy Graham / Mother Teresa. Reagan said it about Mother Teresa in the clip shown on his you tube. A connection. I have seen some of the same things in quite a few people and it’s in her and him I have noticed in my studies using my talent as a portrait artist. A lot of people recently (religious tele-vangelists zealots) say what is is and of cours Bill CLinton said Depends on what is is. 

In some of the later writings after the gospels Saul who molted into Paul introduces his mom and the rest of his family and TERSA or  something like it is one of the names in the group and at the time I looked it up and the information is in one of my posts written quite a while ago. I tend to have changed quite a bit but it’s really interesting and quite a bit of it I still believe to be legitimate information but you should always beware. So here is the definition I looked up.

“What obscure, niche stuff are you into that you don’t generally bring up about at parties

because you’re pretty sure

no one will know what to say?”

It’s funny.

It’s funny like what my dad liked to do when I was young. He liked to twist words up. Say them backwards and discombobulate things a little for a laugh. A little laugh. I wonder for joy. Or play hand games with babies when you hand something to a baby and instead give them your forefinger: Kind of like what happened to me. He loved kids, our kids especially. He had a TIA later in life and really discombobulated his sentences and scared us quite a bit having driven many hours for the birth of his great grandkid. While it happened it wasn’t funny but afterwards it was funny because he was okay after getting medical help and we were at a hospital at the time for my niece so in a weird way it was a good thing however a nap still might have avoided the TIA. On the other hand maybe it was a sign besides preparations in the elderly and to take it easy but also a deeper sign. It’s that kind of funny. I remember the feelings I got when it happened and I heard echos and every thing was different. Yet, I wasn’t having a TIA.


I perceived it and the way Gary acted. Amused at the wrong time.


Sort of like described by the female contributor to the you tube about a nurse when she answered the question why don’t you sterilize your needles and she shrugged and said what she said.

The kid being born I saved his life a few years later when he was a still a young boy. He was unfazed then too. All he wanted to discuss with me was about my underwear. His grandchild was dangerously close to death and his name is quite a name for a kid.

Gary was totally unthankful and uncaring. Maybe he didn’t notice me yelling go back, go back to his grandson because there was this huge drop near where his grandson  was making a decision whether to look over the edge about two or three maybe four stories down in height but above us and he had fallen back from our family walk with my mom in a wheel chair at the Arc and with my siblings and Gary and the neighborhood below it. He did go back. Something happened there which was why he wanted to check it out because there were no barriers to protect a person from falling. as if it had collapsed like the bridge in Florida recently or something else happened. Half the ledge was gone. Missing. I noticed but didn’t till he made me notice by his actions. Anyway the sound the echo sound made when my dad had his TIA was like

 a big void

had entered the waiting room.

My mom and my older sister ran to look for a doctor. We were in the waiting room to see Kristen’s baby and Kristen. Gary was sitting on the wall across from me on what usually lines the walls of a hospital room but this was a waiting room. I jumped down from where I was and tried to tell my dad not to say anything more because it was coming out all wrong. I knew he knew what he was saying but the words came out wrong almost like backwards and it seemed the more he tried to communicate the less he could and I was afraid he would get frustrated and Gary kind of didn’t do anything. It wasn’t his dad but it was weird. The hospital gave him some potassium and treated him and he was back to normal shortly after and then it was funny in a weird way. Of course a TIA isn’t funny but how he talked was funny but not at the time he was doing it and I could not for the life of me imitate it nor could anyone else. I felt it and heard an echo a big one in the room as if the room was somewhere else. Altered, and in my own mind, reverberations. I don’t recall ever feeling the same sensations or hearing the same sensation before or since. Not like that. My husband at the time every time he would go to the Kircher home would get a headache for some reason. I don’t usually get headaches or it is very rare for me but every time we went to their home he got a headache. Something was affecting him only in their home and this was before cell phones. More like the air in their home and they did not smoke though he drank beer like a fish.

In any case, what occurred was diabolical as diabolical as the Manson murders, exposed in this you tube about Mother Teresa. It happened to us. CRAZY. Hospice was made more assessable via Medicare because it was offered for free during the Obama Administration when my little sister first called me about the proposition of hospicing my mom at her home but in a whisper she told me it was free but with no doctor input. As long as you didn’t use a doctor it was free. I found out about traveling doctors who can visit a home and suggested it to her by phone and she declined the idea which was when I voiced in e-mails a no answer to the idea to my siblings and they did too. At the time It seemed sinister plus I didn’t think my little sister could handle it because I had seen in the past some things when she would lose it that she did to me and her kid when he was small. Her heart was in the right place, I think she meant well, but I knew she could not handle taking care of my mom for long and I was afraid if something happened she would not be able to forgive herself. She wanted my mom to see her home and the deer and be able to watch nature out their huge window and or balcony which my mom would have loved, but not without doctor’s care. Like a suicide endeavor. Doctors care those who travel would have been easily affordable having thousands of dollars available. (at least 35 thousand dollars of my mom’s estate given to her by the first family – the Kirchers) The e-mails got really weird after it between the siblings as if someone else were writing them like her new husband saying strange things or like her but under the influence of something evil or macabre messing with me as did my older sister and I was afraid for my mom’s life and started writing letters to people who might help and no one helped. I wrote some letters to the family to expose whom and what I thought should be exposed just in case it was the reason for the decisions being made that IMO were deceptively made and for the wrong reasons and I wanted to be sure everyone knew kind of like putting the cards on the table for everyone to see. Then time passed and then my older sister called to tell me my mom was dead because she had hospiced her for two weeks without telling me. And then said she loved me. Not that my mom loved me but that she loved me but it was not sincere. It was as if she got the last say in the matter and loved it and obviously she was wrong. It was sassy and really fucked up but I was in shock. She will never have the last say about it because it was evil and she will wish she hadn’t or whomever it was that possessed her to do it and gloat about it over sex and money and the mustard seed, which isn’t the smallest of seed. I even heard some sound effects of my little sister on the phone for quite a while usually at the beginning of the phone call which Gary had made fun of her voice at certain times in the past imitating her the same way (I remember) when I made a phone call or answering one. A frantic, nervous sound effect of her voice saying my name. I have been harassed for a long time and it won’t pass and whoever it is behind it will pay the piper and will be sorry whether they have a conscience or not. We don’t communicate anymore at all and has been very hard. I saw her or something representing her at the hospital recently but was in three parts/three people. Very weird but I caught the meaning. Hard to explain. It definitely has to do with Billy Graham and the BGEA in a sick fashion. Fallen angels. Angels shall rise and fall upon the son of man, which is occurring in lots of different places, peoples, tongues and situations and I’m aware of it.

A spiritual war.

A big one.

I think knowing the difference between son of man and son of god helps and I think the Ten Commandments helps for a person to aim for as a standard to be a son of God and I think experience helps make a person know that. And also finding out that the smallest of seed is not the mustard seed, which kind of put a hole in the whole kibosh, didn’t it? Last, but not least the truth is important but not the way people like to test you or try to entrap you into a lie which was done to Jesus at a turbulent time amongst many imitators and frauds and those who…etc. God knows. Anyway the you-tube is very revealing and worth transcribing. I’m going to finish this one as soon as soon is.

The Pope is getting scared as I write.


PS: I’m glad I did take the time to transcribe one of Christopher Hitchens’s exposes and will post it when I decide is a good time to add to my next post which i just did.

I want to double check some things and figure out the significance of a few things. Christopher Hitchens pretty much outed the whole she-bang and whether he did it for humanity or for God

it is good.

At least for the creator of humanity who does have the last say and is the Creator

and is not Mother Teresa.

My repeatable lesson:

Mother Teresa says,”The greatest destroyer of peace today

is the cry of the innocent unborn child.

my  response: Because she hears the cry of the innocent unborn child?

Mother Teresa says: If a mother can murder her own child in her own womb

WHAT is left for you and for me

to kill each other.”

My response: A VERY DIABOLICAL thing to say and to preach and to implement.”

Don’t you think?

And she never had kids of her own;)

Because she couldn’t. God wouldn’t allow it. If you were God, would you allow it?

I still think what Malcom said to Mother Teresa was kind of weird, you know, the name he used.

algerson. He said it like a familiar first name.

Worst Chemical Attack in Years in Syria; U.S. Blames Assad

(Kind of feels like a time loop. The tornado warning the other day just like the day after christmas however a little different since the tornado didn’t touchdown and destroy homes, power lines, stores, and trees, tossing them from here to there. etc.  Everything else was similar timing of the day, the day temperature change, the sirens, etc and then a similar attack in Syria and the same reaction sort of something about a red line (I thought it was Netanyahu who had the red line demonstration at the UN and not Obama.) Obama has no lines. The tweets by Trump vs other Trump tweets are kind of similar. A pattern is emerging of someone tweeting in his name writing short staccato kind of tweets kind of like how George Bush talked in very short sentences and I don’t think it’s his personality in other tweets. People ought to study his tweets and see if there is a pattern. I don’t tweet so I don’t know but heard it on Fox and thought weird how choppy his tweet was and I know someone has done the same but usually his aren’t quite so weird. There must be a reason for the loop probably to get more information perhaps?) A little while ago a chemical attack is reported to have occurred in Syria reported by Fox News in the town of Goutha but there is no town called Goutha (I don’t recognize Goutha as a site in Syria) and noone will show the kids foaming at the mouth even though the accusers maintain that they have videos of it, hence there is no evidence of poisoning, just kids being sprayed with water by their elders and receiving emergency care and probably wondering why, what’s the point. Cute kids, though. If someone has evidence of foaming at the mouth because of a chemical attack it should be exhibited immediately for the sake of believability. In the Obama Administration it was reported a sarin gas attack in Syria but found to be false news and was poisoning by the rice shipment to the neighborhood which came from China through India to the neighborhood poisoned. Nuns were walking kids through the alleged sarin attack crime scene without any protection other than a painters mask on the nuns and not the children which does not protect you from sarin gas hence it was a false news story. So don’t believe it otherwise they would show it. When a person has evidence usually the person uses it to prove their allegations especially in wartime. It’s bullshit using really cute kids. Saw one video of one man with white stuff at his mouth (could have been cotton) but no one else and if they had a camera or film to shoot a picture of him they would shoot it of the others. He might have had an epileptic seizure but you know it might have scared the people around him people that are either superstitious or trying to gain political favor using his malady which might happen because of fear and the affects of war. Man on one film said people who just touched the victims were affected however it doesn’t look like it to me. There seem to be a lot of people hanging out washing the cement or tile floor with a hose which you would do if someone was vomiting or bleeding which happens when one bombs another but doesn’t mean it was a chemical attack or a sarin gas attack, does it? The French have evidence Assad used Chemical weapons on the peaceful civilians but  the English don’t yet but both are sending their yachts out towards the vicinity in anticipation.

Carly Simon – Anticipation

(I’m not a prophet either.)

“Russia offered another explanation. A spokesman for its Defense Ministry, Maj. Gen. Igor Konashenkov, said Syrian warplanes had struck an insurgent storehouse containing toxic substances to be used in chemical weapons.” Not like it wasn’t attempted before and the last one when Obama was president and Germany taped the conversation of the military and luckily they had their ears on the right military person who betrayed Assad and lied IMO How convenient. Sounds believable about the excuse given by Russia, but still no videos of kids foaming at the mouth so the Russian explanation is probably an assumption or who knows what? Almost every video I try to watch can’t be played for some reason. Probably doctoring them up to improve the effect. Add some foam, cotton or toilet paper possibly to hold the tube to the contraption on the face of the man in the video. The kids looked sick but could be food poisoning. WHO feeds them and where do they get their food? The UN? ONe of the kids was the same kid in a video of the even that occurred during the Obama Administration so I guess lightning strikes twice to some people, the kid leaning against the wall on the floor with the slanted haircut (english looking) style of cut however my mom used to cut my bangs weird a few times when I was a kid but I curled her hair funny as well when she allowed me to play with her hair as an upcoming hair dresser in the 60’s but not in retaliation. Learning. 

Who would stay in the war zone with their kids? Someone who can’t walk away?

Where are the mothers…are they foaming at the mouth?

“A 14-year-old resident of the attacked town, Mariam Abu Khalil, said she had left home for her examination on the Quran — scheduled for early morning because fewer bombings were expected then — when the attack took place. On the way, she saw an aircraft drop a bomb on a one-story building a few dozen yards away. In a telephone interview Tuesday night, she described an explosion like a yellow mushroom cloud that stung her eyes. “It was like a winter fog,” she said.

Sheltering in her home nearby, she saw several residents arrive by car to help the wounded. “When they got out, they inhaled the gas and died,” she said.”

But she didn’t die even though it was like a winter fog and it stung her eyes, hence it’s a lie because she would have been poisoned as well and would not have been able to talk about her experience or what she had witnessed

though going to take an exam on the Quran is bad enough.

Who would schedule an exam on the Quran for a 14 year old girl in a war zone? 


(I think it would be rather smart to bomb a perceived enemy territory with laughing gas and film it

as long as it isn’t harmful

and can be administered via a blast from a bomb.)

Like when some people tested Jesus and said their daughter was dying and he went to check it out and they laughed him to scorn:

one of the stories in the gospels which is a bit on the weird side of things in opposition

to some other stories in the gospels about a dying girl.  I wrote about it in a blog post but don’t know which one

because it was years ago and have written a bunch of blog posts since then.


The bible in the Old Testament says Damascus is the burdensome stone (it does seem to be a burdensome stone, doesn’t it?) and I don’t think we should burden ourselves with their civil war. Heard on Fox we are supposed to police the world. Who says it’s our job. Did Damascus or SYRIA burden themselves with our civil/revolution war and lots of people died. (estimated at about 620,000 men in the line of duty and many more people died because of disease, starvation, and the affects of war on a nation.) I don’t know how long it took to rebuild our nation. I think it would be better to let their civil-revolutionary war play out and so the nation of Syria can get back to living instead of interfering and making the war continue with our input without actually winning the war which is ‘adding on’ and extending misery in my opinion and making the war in Syria a business. Either you commit all your forces in Syria in full swing and get the job done which would mean a war with Russia and possible nuclear war ramifications which I think the Vatican would love us to do or you stay out of it all together. The town probably took Victoza. Assad says he didnt use chemicals however sometimes the military has spies who would influenced by Obama. The USA and mostly the UN are antagonizing the situation unless we are willing to start a draft of americans to serve the armed forces to liberate Syria which is a big sacrifice and will probably affect our freedom not protecting our own borders because we are too busy defending their borders, Can’t do it all. We could try, but we would be basically in a WWlll situation and no one knows if the results will last long enough to make a difference and more than likely would go nuclear and many many many people will die and those kids will die as well if we do, more than likely, there won’t be a kid left alive.

There won’t be a country left but a big crater called Syria.

I think Egypt and Europe should liberate Syria.

Halabja chemical attack

Sometimes the past has information. This article states some countries involved in producing chemical weapons and suppliers to the attack.

We ought to if we want to win the war over Syria and every else we should destroy the ideology of Islam by destroying their holy sites in Mecca and Medina of Saudi Arabia if we truly want to make a difference. Hit them where it hurts, otherwise don’t go to Syria. It’s pointless. Then after Mecca and Medina is destroyed turn your weapons on the Vatican and most of our troubles will be over.

Can Nicki Haley do that?

I watched part of the JFK entertainment show on Fox about JFK and it was kind of interesting in some parts but oh what a botched bunch of shit as well. The riderless horse with a stirrup backwards was her idea. (Jackie Kennedy) I grew up for a while on Stirrup Lane when we lived in Alexandria for about 5 years. I think it is not a coincidence. What’s the saying about mice and men:

The best-laid plans of mice and men often go awry

don’t they?

Couldn’t have learned to ride with out my mom and my dad who made it possible for me and for my little sister, too.

It was a sad show with lots of INTENTIONAL MAJOR GENERAL mistakes. Jackie Kennedy wanted JFK to be a martyr. That’s interesting. She was possessed obviously to have shot him in the head in front of everyone and she had help and to want him to be martyr is absolutely INSANE. IT’S VERY ROMAN CATHOLIC but catholics are so romantic. (“You ain’t pretty, but you”re good for having babies.”)  Boy did she play Bobbie Kennedy for a fool and Bugliosi as well: The details she gave in the car when they arrived at Bethsaida, I mean, Bethesda. “I thought it was a backfire at first.”

No, it was you! GEEEEEEZ

You learn something new every day, I do almost every day. I didn’t know those things.

I had a horse and I didn’t need stirrups;) I could ride bareback and jump bareback but of course it doesn’t matter whether I could or whether I couldn’t what is important about the prophecy is the bridle, the blood of saints (MARTYRS) rising to the horse’s bridle not to the stirrup, nor the backwards stirrup on a riderless horse having something to do with Lincoln probably killed by Mary Todd his wife in a theater and JFK killed by his wife or someone who looked like her and the false covenant made in the Synoptic gospels at dinnertime at the

The Last Supper.

I wrote some stuff about the false covenant one of a few made and you can find it if you go Merangue’s Blog linked below.

The false covenant spoken of by Daniel in the most obvious place

in the bible at the Last Supper in the Synoptic Gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke.

Synoptic Gospels were written by someone or something referred to as the Q source probably short for QUE as in spanish

for what

or an Acronym

Acronym Definition
QUE Quebec
QUE Quetzaltenango (Guatemala territorial division)
QUE Voice Transmission (radiotelegraphy)
QUE Quality in Undergraduate Education (national project; Georgia State University)
QUE Quake, the Universe and Everything
QUE Quantum Undetected Error

But actually I think it is short for Quell – to quell – a french word as in Notre Dame  meaning Your lady

  1. put an end to (a rebellion or other disorder), typically by the use of force.
    “extra police were called to quell the disturbance”
    synonyms: put an end to, put a stop to, endcrush, put down, check, crack down on, curb, nip in the bud, squashquashsubduesuppressovercome;

    “troops quelled the unrest”
    • subdue or silence someone.
      “Connor quelled him with a look”
    • suppress (a feeling, especially an unpleasant one).
      “he spoke up again to quell any panic among the assembled youngsters”
      synonyms: calmsoothepacifysettlequietsilenceallayassuagemitigatemoderate;


Also has something to do with 14 generations in regards to the Gospel of Matthew which I wrote about as well and the posts are on the same page linked with many other links from others who helped me

quite a bit.

I think it was a curse type covenant but may have been necessary to learn about time loops and revelation : a blessing as well.

Kind of like children. They can be both at the same time. I love my kids.

Another interesting facet of the show on Fox about JFK was the Cuban Missile Crisis and having to do with a deal made with the leader of the Soviet Union Nikita Kruschchev regarding Turkey behind the scenes which I never knew happened and the show about JFK said that no one else knew

so how did the film makers of the show about JFK on Fox station know? It might make a difference if we figure it out.

Sort of new information but I have no idea how reliable but on Thanksgiving Day JFK said something kind of memorable “Let the children play with the turkey,” before he was assassinated. Some kind of trade-off having to do with nuclear weapons and also that JFK’s vision was a safe world without nuclear weapons. Maybe there wasn’t a tradeoff but is purported by whomever made the show about JFK aired on Fox so I presume Fox knows? I guess we had nuclear weapons in Turkey at the time probably to protect Europe but I  have no idea whatsoever but since Syria (the burdensome stone of the Old Testament)  is Turkey’s neighbor it might be important and I recall Jesus of one of the gospels saying:

But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire.
I think referring to RAQQA and disputed territory between the two nation states Syria and Turkey.



In biblical times there was a council when Jesus was tried and was crucified!

What was the Sanhedrin?

Battle of Raqqa (2017) – Wikipedia

“The 2017 Battle of Raqqa was the fifth and final phase of the Raqqa campaign ( 2016–2017) launched by the Syrian Democratic Forces (SDF) against the Islamic State (ISIL) with an aim to seize the city of Raqqa, the de facto capital of ISIL since 2014. The battle began on 6 June 2017, and was supported by airstrikes and … “
more on the link if you are interested. So I think it was a threat. Not sure if it should be heeded. I don’t make foreign policy and I don’t know the leaders but one of the Pauls of the bible was from Turkey who was identified as letting out a bunch of murderers in the desert it says in the bible and he says he is a jew and where he is from etc Turkey…Makes you wonder who wrote the Gospel of Matthew, doesn’t it? Probably a few people adding on.
Hellfire is also a place on the Game of WOW which is really fun. Sort of a portal place THE BIG PORTAL and an achievement in the game of WOW to get there. It’s where you get better and more powerful weapons by doing quests in Hellfire. However it isn’t as much fun as the battlegrounds, IMO though I don’t do them anymore.
I learned quite a bit doing them and it was a blast. Someday, I may.

I don’t think you can overcome me because I have learned too much and I am doing the things I’m supposed to do which is be a witness as Jesus was a witness who said Follow me. All I can do is reveal the things I’m witnessing from the winepress of god –  it’s news including a lot of false news and propaganda and try to sift though it, exposes by individual witnesses like Christopher Hitchens, and those who witnessed the assassination of JFK and lied quite a bunch, and relate the many correlations in my life for my family and from my studies of the gospels and the bible comparing events told and prophesied. I have not read the Koran but it had the same mustard seed lie in it relating faith to the mustard seed as does the bible. Try to understand it does affect all of you whether you like it or not and you can ignore it if you want to but I wouldn’t ignore it NOW. We didn’t know when we were going through our lives the evil we were contending with or why and it makes a difference if we want to win Armageddon or avoid Armageddon which may be in Damascus all the way to Egypt and involving the Sea/SEE of Peter i.e. the Meditteranean Sea and the Papacy in Rome. I want to shut it down as far as the SEE is concerned because it is INSANE as INSANE as walking around a black box in MECCA. RIDICULOUS SHIT and causing harm to the world. SUPERSTITIOUS and SADISTIC. Like dealing with Hitler and his followers who were INSANE PSYCHOPATHS. MINDLESS SHIT.  When Jackie had Patrick a baby boy who died being born a month early (8months) and it affected them quite a bit and she got the royal treatment and then she killed JFK.. My transcriptions are very interesting and my snapshots even more so regarding the JFK assassination and Obama I think was there somehow at the sign sitting when the remote control was used to pierce him in the back to his tie. I know a blind sheik was at the airport. Love field. A few others watching who are very familiar people in government. Some interesting equipment was being employed as well. And even at Berlin when he made his famous Berlin speech if you look close as I did.  Our government is making abortion only available up to 15 weeks (ticker tape on Fox News announcement constantly pricking women however possible on Fox and via our government) and yet the REAL JURY is out on when is appropriate. I think it could be 17 weeks because of the things Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee. It was a riddle of some kind having to do with the number 153. I cannot otherwise think he would have done so since he said the other stuff as well about starvation vs feed my sheep. Hospice. (I think he was referring to it and about fasting as not necessarily a good thing. Something also having to do with the pyramid. 17 is the number of something important. But don’t listen to me because I’m just a peon. We will find out soon enough. But one thing politically and religiously speaking if insurance companies are not willing to insure the unborn, what does it mean? I think it’s because insurance doesn’t have faith which is why insurance exists. Banking on lack of faith and going with the odds instead. A big gamble but I think the powers that think they will be are gonna lose probably the difference in two numbers of weeks. (of years maybe?)  Geez if you had only said so two weeks ago you could have entered heaven. SORRY I don’t know heaven except the good in my family the people and animals I love and in the world. To me that’s heaven. Who knows what the end game is gonna be. I don’t but I know whom I believe the most. I sure don’t trust insurance companies (denying my mom an oxygen generator),  governments or religions and their promises anymore because for one thing they are liars and I bet it’s gonna hurt when it turns on them. I think it already is hurting people and more so those who don’t understand why but it will be doubly worse for those who don’t try to be truthful or more maybe. Is denying someone oxygen, starvation? Probably. Jesus said feed my sheep. I think my dreams will come true. I’m counting on it and it’s a good dream but I can’t ignore what I see as if it isn’t happening because it is happening to a lot of people. I used to know how to play bridge but I haven’t played in so long. Good game. I do know it involves trumps. But which one? LOL. I truly hope a woman has the right to what she wants in regards to her body no matter how pregnant she is. That is my belief until I hear different from God the creator of the universe I’m going with that belief until then. Many babies don’t make it even after full term in many places for political and religious reasons and negligence. Send the parent a shoe box or as in Jackie’s case a gun. I realize she might have had deep depression but it is what is on the CBS News and I have given her many excuses such as the possibility of  Devil’s breath having married a shipping tycoon in the business of the derivative and ingredient of a sea sickness medicine. I remember JFK also in his speech saying LET MY PEOPLE GO referring to Moses in his inaugural address. I don’t think it will happen unless someone destroys the places I have suggested at least not for men because Jesus did not commit to man because he knew what was in man. CRAP as a MAJOR GENERAL RULE. Thou shalt have no other gods before me. Those places represent other gods before me. Is that totalitarian? I don’t think so as proven to be the opposite by their own petard. I think it’s common sense. I believe in freedom of religion but the problem is these two religions with holy sites Mecca and Medina and the Vatican don’t. It is why people came to america to begin with, isn’t it? Made a constitution leaving women’s rights beneath them except the one to protect her husband. How convenient. It never occurred to the writers and authors that women matter. When mommies not happy …. no one is. The two religions are responsible for a lot of sorrows for many people. And I think if our country goes to Syria and interferes many more will wish our country hadn’t including our country. Fox war drums are getting louder and louder. Blood pressure is rising in them. Laura InGraham is drunk on her power but she is so obnoxious. Power of the press. The wine press of GOD.  She riles me and she knows it and I rile her. It’s my duty because she is a liar and a woman hater for some reason. Oh yea she plays the game with women but she doesn’t like other women unless they agree with her at a given moment and calls them smart if they tow her line. She wraps people around her as if she owns them and she does. Hannity, poor fellow. You can do better she isn’t worth a hill of beans and she will ruin you. I have known a woman similar in my life but better. She was still better most of the time. Laura isn’t most of the time. I don’t like her and I like a lot of women but I have had to listen I didn’t have to but I heard what she had to say not once mentioning Hospice, Mother Teresa, the Pope with a critical mind. She is a shill. She is in the thick of murder. REDRUM REDRUM REDRUM. She might just get what she wants and ooooh it might not turn out how she hopes. The reason I wrote against Obama dealing with Syria in his administration early on is because he was not to be trusted which he proved, didn’t he. He sure proved it in our country. By the way some of the pictures of Jackie look like she is infested with Obama. Or was. Hopefully something good will happen to the real one when the shit is over.

Saw Sarah Palin talking to Mark Levine on his show on Fox and she was very political both of which were adulating John Bolton and it was just totally unbelievable crap and acting as if Obama was a normal person and he isn’t. He is described quite a bit in the Gospel of Luke who described a fraud and a fake Jesus in parts of the gospel  i.e. the false prophet of ISLAM shit. I have done some work on this BIZNIZ as well. Both of which are in denial and does not help ANYONE. Sorry because I like both of them but it’s like not gonna move mountains what was said in their adulation of Bolton.

a surprising and previously unknown fact, especially one that is made known in a dramatic way.
“revelations about his personal life”
the divine or supernatural disclosure to humans of something relating to human existence or the world.
“an attempt to reconcile Darwinian theories with biblical revelation”
At this time I think revelation is revealing the lie about the mustard seed debacle
as silly as it is
and the resistance to the truth about it
as silly as it is
and about Hospice which is MURDER which is not silly
in retaliation
 for being revealed as a false premise and the religions who caused it misleading people to commit murder.
A war against the God of truth and the God of truth will win so

geddon board! 

As Bill Cosby said “the nuns mean bizniz!” when he first had to deal with them through his wife

who was a catholic and he had to donate money for a building before he was accused…


I think the Roman Catholic nuns wanted first dibs and obviously knew something ahead of time

always trying to be the middle guy.

Get the money and run so the other women had to fight for theirs. I doubt the Church of Rome is helping these women and if the nuns knew why did they have a building donation and not give the money the nuns received to the women he allegedly raped instead of building a building? Probably has something to do with Christopher Hitchens suggesting Mother Tersa should and could have built a hospital in Calcutta. That’s why. LOOPY DE LOOP

To CUM between man and women, girls and boys, and God.

I wonder how the nuns knew?

Sorry for my explicit description of the Roman Catholic Church and it’s clergy,

but the Catholic church is a masturbation of truth.

The scum of the earth and nothing more. Scumbags and mobsters.

and Fox news reply is : Putin said Israel is responsible for the attack in Damascus.

Who told them? PUTIN? Or was it my ex? Putin was right about the USA press, but I don’t need to repeat it,

we know.

Why is it the priests and bishops and cardinals dress eerily similar to Islamic clerics. Is it some kind of statement, or what? Draconian.

Brian Kimmel kind of set up the joke because of a book reading display by Melania Trump to some kids on Easter day when she said:


my transliteration of Melania Trump’s first words I have ever heard her say out loud and with a lisp

except her interview in defense of her husband and her only right stated in the Constitution.

I kind of get the feeling it’s a repeat of JFK and Jackie but I don’t know who is going to assassinate who first.


(Just a sick joke, okay?)

The Truth About the Chemical Weapons Attack in Syria

Is The ‘Ring Of Fire’ Becoming More Active?


(great show about survival tips based on true stories)

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Circumvent to avoid (defeat, failure, unpleasantness, etc.) by artfulness or deception; avoid by anticipating or outwitting: He circumvented capture by anticipating their movements. 3. to surround or encompass, as by stratagem; entrap: to circumvent a body of enemy troops. SPERM

Invading Turkey would circumvent a lot of Syria’s complications.

I guess to make a point my internet went offline and the phones in the house. So I went to the store and asked the people who run it if I could use their phone and they dialed for me the ex’s number. They are Korean. He answered and I said the phones are not working and the internet is down. And he said something like Oh I know what it is….he hadn’t paid the bill and said he did not get a message as he normally does before it shuts off in order for him to pay the bill to keep the internet on. A power play of immense stupidity. He said it might take sometime to do but it came on within 5 minutes. I’m not stupid. He cares about me so much because I could have had an emergency AND luckily I didn’t. I guess trying to show who he thinks is the boss but it isn’t who he thinks. LOL I told the clerks at the store I was glad they were here and thank you! I don’t know if it was by accident or not and I don’t care anymore whether it was or not because it’s a ridiculous ploy but in my educated mind with my marbles in tact (CRITICAL THINKING) I think it was purposeful on his part and taking full advantage of it. It’s what you call a catholic prick. I think Christopher Hitchens agrees!


and I think God appreciates it


as do myself. LOL

INFO WARS ALEX JONES has some good stuff sometimes and should never be silenced.

The ex just called and I have been home for a while and he said “FINALLY.” He couldn’t call me in all this time and I said I was online almost immediately when I got home and the guy at the POBIC (place of business for internet connection) said, Oh I see, it didn’t reset.

I don’t know who’s fooling who and I don’t care.

As far as James Comey is concerned his concerns probably grew as time flew by.  That’s how it is often! It was what happened to me and my family. A small little lie grew and grew and hurt a bunch of people, the people I loved, even the one who lied

a little lie.

Then my mouse started acting up and it was a wire on top of a wire causing problems. I figured it out at least temporarily.

I’m gonna add a little advice: work with Putin and get rid of the chemical weapons in diverse places. There is a civil war and a revolution going on in Syria and lots of bad players using kids involved which makes the job much harder to control and find chemical weapons.

Give him a hand.

I don’t believe he is as cozy with Iran as some purport. There are a lot of liars. Sorry. I think he cares about his country like we care about ours and these countries on the edge of insanity are near his country because of the Vatican and it’s bad ways Sainting Mother Teresa?. Whether you like Russia’s elections or not is irrelevant OR stay out of the mess in Syria and Turkey all together. It would suit the Vatican if we did what Obama wanted to do because both are in cahoots together. Obama would not have been elected if it weren’t for Henry Kissinger and the Vatican. You can see how Obama affected our country far worse than any other president playing the black card. LOL

Reuters says Putin failed his obligation. Actually says Putin betrayed his obligation. I don’t think he betrayed it, we did because Obama IS THE BETRAYER, THE DESTROYER, the vatican did by interfering and I would love to see though not really anyone else try to tame the area and find chemicals which can be hidden in a drum or a barrel in a hellhole around people who are known for lying a lot. Instead of adding more fuel to the fire help douce it. It has enough. Otherwise the prophecy may come true a few of them for those who try to make it worse. I saw the interview with Assad and Barbara Walters a long time ago and I thought he sounded sane and said “It’s complicated” which it is. He didn’t lie. It obviously is complicated when you have Turkey next door. Israel and the Golan heights on the other side India not too far away, You have Germany and those still in a hitler state of mind interfering. And last but not the least threat to mankind is the Vatican and their hand is in this not to help. Not to mention Obamas puppet in Jordan who added fuel to the fire like a dumb-ass. Jordan was not aiming for ISIS. It was something else it was doing for Obama. It is complicated. Wasn’t it Jordan that betrayed Israel? The six day war and Israel won. 

For many years christians lived peacefully under his regime. Does that count for anything?

Can’t say that about Obama, can you? Can’t say that about the Vatican, can you?

Israel may get a new devil. Sorry, but it is the thing Israel has said in the past about Assad:

“better the devil you know (than the devil you don’t).”

Obviously meaning they could handle him and had because of the Golan Heights.

It is gonna get real dicey if our country doesn’t step back.

We can’t even contain our own borders or protect our schools, airports, buildings in New York, embassies, and Fox for the most part are dying to go to war in Syria. Send your own sons! Doubting Thomas is calculating his hopes to fight the war in Syria. I hope he gets to go. I hope Geraldo gets to be the Damascus war correspondent as well. PURRFECT

President Trump, would you send your son to fight in Syria? Would Melania? I’m sure it is acceptable in Syria for kids to put on uniforms like it is for little girls in Turkey to be humiliated and slobbered on to be a martyr for the President of Turkey. I hope Laura InGraham gets to send her kids. Hannity, how about yours?

Send our troops to Turkey instead.

Remember what Obama said at a correspondent’s dinner about the children, I don’t care whose children they are flying in Manhattan after curfew or something like it referring to 9-11 jokingly and about MIchelle’s arms (no one should bare arms but Michelle) and then what JFKennedy said about letting the children play with the Turkey, soon after he was assassinated or before. Come to find out JFK gave something in Turkey to end the Cuban missile crisis in secret. Obviously something important about Turkey. Michelle said do it for the children at some point. The President of Turkey molesting a little girl (or planning to anyway) in uniform in front of a crowd to be a martyr is pretty damning evidence. I watched it. It might be the answer for the USA to consider in the shining light of everything we know NOW being revealed via Revelations.

Thank you Tucker Carlson for a good interview of a congressman who wouldn’t answer anything

and a former captive in Syria who had some good information.

Basically what I got from the congressman is we have some other reasons for being in Syria


which I believe are the Golan Heights, possibly oil interests as well. Didn’t Israel have an oil find recently? 

‘Foreign Policy By Viral Video’: Tucker Rips ‘Geniuses’ Claiming to Know Truth

About Syrian Gas Attack

I already saw it and hopefully it hasn’t been edited.

 I recall writing a post about the renegades/mercenaries from Saudi Arabia in Syria during Obama’s administration and it was obvious by their apparel which kind of gave it away. I think we ought to reassess our foreign policy and actually deal with Saudi Arabia who with the Vatican think they own the world and prove to them they don’t instead. I’ll add the pictures when I come across them.

And Stormy Daniels looks an awful lot like the actress Helen Hunt as well who played in the movie with Mel Gibson What Women Want

who thought they wanted him.

The bible brings up the issue and a lot of people don’t want to deny women’s rights

but want men’s rights but I don’t think it’s gonna work


Stormy Daniels is enjoying herself too much to be taken seriously, IMO. She’s very pretty and looks an awful lot like Laura InGraham with big boobs, I guess sort of a Marilyn Monroe figure without talent. Marilyn Monroe had talent so I guess more like the woman who was beheaded in a car wreck Her name was Jane Mansfield and was also a sex symbol back in those days though I don’t think she did porn. I heard she was a smart cookie or was it Marilyn who was the smart cookie. It was Marilyn and the other wasn’t. I remember one of the two was really dumb and couldn’t have been Marilyn Monroe. A lot of people liked Marilyn Monroe and she was murdered. She didn’t commit suicide. I don’t even think she had any plastic surgeries either. She was a natural beauty. She made the best of what she was given. Murdered. I read about it quite a bit.  Trumps lawyer was robbed. Who the heck knows why but over 130 thousand dollars. I have not seen Stormy Daniels talent but she sure is getting a lots of attention for having sex. But she does not look talented to me just a drama queen. Hmmmmm. Can she sing? Can she play guitar? Can she play anything? Can she paint? Can she write? Can she speak 10 languages? How about 5? 3? 2? 1? Can she do anything? I guess you aren’t allowed to spank? Did the serpent beguile her? I know it beguiled Laura InGraham. I’m not sure of the lesson in this endeavor or why the FBI and the DOJ would be involved. Makes no sense. I think she needs a therapist. I do know women in the past didn’t have any ways to make money other than do what she does to survive and to feed her kids. Is it what the USA wants for their daughters, their wives, their sisters, their friends? I don’t think Laura InGraham is very smart either because she is on the wrong side and it may spell her doom eternally speaking. She ought to mention nightly for her contribution against women’s rights what was discovered by Christopher Hitchens if she wants to keep her soul. GOOD ADVICE to a deceived chick. Then maybe someday things will be better for other women besides ourselves.

Now I think I will add pictures to the work by Christopher Hitchens some of mine and some of his and do my other job.

I’m so proud of congress. FACEBOOK?

Yes I think Trump should fire Mueller. He’s a cog in the wheel of government.

One less bell to answer, One less egg to fry, One less man to pick up after….


Yes my e-mail account was stolen obviously because when I put my birthday into retrieve my account it won’t let me put in the month. The button of the month doesn’t work. So how does a person do it if it won’t let you. But I had to really jump through hoops to get to the point of it not allowing me to enter the month. A Dead button. The ex gave me his account number but not the right one for days. I don’t know if he was doing it out of stupidity or just being a catholic prick. Probably both.

I guess I’ll start a new e-mail. Why not?

Today my daughter was a curse. LOL Her boyfriend she told me complained about how much toilet paper she uses because she uses toilet paper too much in his opinion. IS HE NUTS? YES HE IS so I called after having a tiff with the daughter about my bluntness joking wise and she freaked and he hung up on her so I called and I left a message on his answering service (unbeknownst to her though I threatened I would) and asked him on the message if he would like us to pay for the toilet paper? I guess he doesn’t have a sense of humor like me. RIDICULOUS. I’m sure I’ll hear about it either from the ex, the daughter, and/or PATRICK, her sick boyfriend. She said who says that in regards to my humor and I said I do but who complains about how much toilet paper a FEMALE uses. A FREAKIN’ CRAZY SON OF A BITCH although supposedly his mommie is nice acting. I have never met her and don’t really want to because he is not good enough for my daughter but she may end up with a freak who was hassling about where she was and she told him and he wasn’t satisfied and he should have been. So out loud I said she was having sex jokingly (sort of) because of the toilet paper debacle between them (and might have done it anyway) and she was furious (LIVID) and he OBVIOUSLY is VERY VERY VERY unsure of himself and he should be. I don’t think they share love, but it’s all she has been offered boy wise because he still lives with mommie and her husband who I hear is very mean and abusive which is why they don’t sleep together in the same room and he takes after him. As you can see someone has to teach him and I can be a curse, too. When husband and wife sleep apart usually is a sign of abuse. A lot of things.

Mayor of London

London mayor is anti knife. Maybe I need to refer him to my blog post Person, Place or Thing, but I think the mayor is past the red line. Is London at war? A civil war? Political correct shit. Was it black? You should be able to expect more out of a mayor. A simpleton.

 A Turd in the Back Seat

They don’t call me Rosanne Rosanna Dana for nothin’.

Another false witness and she is scared I can tell but going the wrong way, darlin.  I recognize her too when I was trying to get an invention going through a company. She was the secretary or someone who was eerily the same and even sounded the same. Had me sign documents, etc.  Parsing words on Fox News about Obama and the lady interviewing is right there with her being an Obama follower the lady who always has a look of no understanding and I don’t think I’m exaggerating. IN A FOG. The guest lied.

The Vice President Pence is going to Peru in place of Trump.

I find it odd.

Another odd thing is Fox is using some of the same footage they did for an attack earlier with the same kids. I recognize the kid from earlier presumed attack. It kind of makes one wonder why use old footage of the same kid. The boy with the slanted haircut, if this actually happened twice or is this like the tornado warning? I think someone is trying to tell us it’s a lie.

Some big lists, I mean BIG LISTS  as in


of accidents during war by Americans involving military aircraft.

List of accidents and incidents involving military aircraft (1940–44)

List of accidents and incidents involving military aircraft (1945–49)

and it quite possibly is true of any nation at war usually there are accidents however Germany didn’t do it by accident. Not that Germany didn’t have accidents but piles of bodies in mass graves having bullet holes in them or crematoriums is different. Is Trump gonna be planning a war in the war room with the Pentagon generals instead and with his masterminds. Ridiculous. like Mattis, I would add a song but I can’t think of one this time. Usually it pops into my head but this time it didn’t. HMMMMMMM. The woman on Fox who I wrote who seems to look like she is in a fog I would have to say General Mattis has the same look as well but with an added ingredient, HATE. 

I get the feeling he has a bone to pick. There is such a thing as male makeup. It is called foundation.

I don’t use it much, but I’m not on the front lines like he is.


Zuckerberg is getting grilled by a bunch of computer duds. “I suggest you have a different user agreement” one of them said and treated him like shit as if the Congressman was superior. What about Obama Care? I don’t think so, but he sure is taking full advantage as if he is above the law. IS HE?  I think we have a Congress losing it’s ideology in favor of something more sinister. Gang man ship. I don’t think it’s gonna work. I think Congress most of them are in the wrong league. TRULY. Comparing what hotel he stayed the night before to privacy issues on Facebook is going overboard. It really is. Zuckerberg didn’t tell him which was cool and I guess the Congressman thought he really taught him a lesson. Does he not have a lawyer? Congress has something to hide. I suppose my teaching is being attacked via Congress and Facebook? I don’t use Facebook but read a few things on it. I had set up an account and didn’t like the exposure of it naturally. I heard about my newest brother-in-laws FaceBook lack of respect for my sister when she had had an accident. I think she was rear ended and ran into another vehicle and he announced it to her friends on Facebook. It was disgusting and left off she was unconscious which I found out later from her via e-mail. A user of women. The title was used abusively and disrespectfully and diminished the seriousness of the situation thus diminishing her. She deserves better and a lot of what happened to my family when it got real nasty seemed to occur when he joined our family. She met him via a dating service online. He was there to take advantage of a divorce and her settlement. Like a good catholic boy. “How much wood would a woodchuck wood if a woodchuck could chuck wood” kind of guy. He was at the hospital when my mom died. A very cold mother fucker and I said he seemed dead to me. Like the head of the DOD of the Obama Administration and ring bearer for the Queen at the Queens Jubilee. He told me once when she had an invitation for me to visit when we were still acting like sisters: Don’t bring your kids friends. What kind of man ….I have never known of one who gets so involved in order to control other people, like myself. I never did or got the chance to and would have brought friends of my kids if they had had a desire to bring a friend if I had decided to regardless of what he said because he was an ass or I would not have bothered to come for a visit. Plus I would have probably also used a visit in conduction with a visit to my mom and in conjunction to go to the beach with the kids and my sister knew it and she liked kids. She loved kids and was kind of a kid herself which was why partially most people loved her or liked her. Same with my parents. Kids at heart. It was a parting order from him. I have never met anyone as controlling as him and she was being controlled. She was afraid of him. He used her money from the settlement to buy a house with her on a lake and did not invest his own money. Married three times. One of his past young ex-wives was dead. He was manipulating and maniacal. All the ‘M’s of a sociopath. I remember what the DOD of the Obama Administration said once which was telling about Obama’s motives. Well, being a mutual Saudi kiss ass, no wonder. Motives matter. Motives matter in regards to murder or an investigation of a murder or murders of many people. Motives matter because either someone does it purposefully for a number of reasons or by accident. Motives are the difference between innocence and guilt, imprisonment, prison, and the death sentence and makes a big difference in catching a murderer if you can determine motive. That is how much motive matters. Believe me…it matters. For a DOD to not question the motives of an evil President of the ilk of Obama is reprehensible. Dereliction of his job and responsibility to the American people. He called my sister THE WIFE. My dad never referred to my mom as THE WIFE especially in the occasion he used it, but he never did anyway. He called her by her name DOROTHY and usually when talking about both of them he said “Dorothy and I” out of respect for her and his love for her. That’s the difference between a prick and a man married to a very wonderful woman. Difference between love and something else. Saying THE WIFE is worse than saying what a lot of guys and dolls say when referring to their wife my old lady or my old man having been married a long time usually out of fear and/or how they were raised and sometimes jokingly familiar. THE WIFE?  I got one email after a little time and it was kind of weird about cupcakes at this point things were not good. I kind of thought the person was not her I was in an e-mail interaction with and I think either talking about young girls disrespectfully or boobs. Could have been about food, but I don’t think so. It was maniacal sounding and sort of a double-entendre and soon after we stopped communicating. I felt like I was dealing with something evil.

A catholic saint by one of her names Mother Teresa’s motive matters to me and many other people and to God.

I think most of Congress needs to be replaced because they are getting a BIG HEAD. In truth I don’t know what the Facebook dilemma is all about and I don’t care I just don’t like the Congress at this time. Lack of privacy as if Congress has protected privacy of the everyday girl or woman. They have not and they know it. Isn’t Graham hard to watch. Lindsay Graham. What a disgusting asshole he has turned into. Hey Graham who was the witness you met at Bethesda the one who was scared and a witness of Benghazi. Can you answer that? why did you say to the mullahs of the Muslim Brotherhood to not act up or you were gonna get take back the tax dollars you gave them. OF course the muslim brotherhood did act up and what you said was of no effect. You had already crossed the line and sold your self short…your soul is trash …. I just thought of a song:


If our country decides to go to war it would be wise to go to Turkey and makes more sense. Why would the President of Turkey be pawing a young 6 year old girl to be a martyr? It was really gross and she was not happy meaning it was against her will to be pawed and used by the President of Turkey. It would help stem the tide of war possibly and a pincher kind of move but I don’t know if our government has the wherewithal. Depending on cruise missiles instead of getting out on the battle field (the hardest place to be more than likely) which would probably make generals rethink their missions and especially if their kids are on the battlefield which in biblical sense might actually be without their knowledge if we are dealing with what I think we are dealing with. THE END TIMES

Is Turkey using kids in Syria? Obviously it is.

Too many signs not to be relevant which is why Obama wants war so he can take as many people with him to hell. He has wanted access to those chemicals for a long time and even toured some places with chemicals and then mocked about some things in Indonesia recently when he visited as if he had access to other kinds of weapons and probably using them in Syria. Would it surprise you?

This Day in History: Nerve Gas Attack on Tokyo Subway (March 20, 1995)

Not too long ago this occurred and I have no idea if it causes foaming at the mouth but I’m pretty sure Obama would I know where to find something that does and use his favorite mode of transport, a drone.

A Qatarian (leader from Qatar) is on Fox news saying Bashar Assad is responsible for the last 7 years for the everything. Was Abraham Lincoln responsible for the all the deaths in the Civil War? We know Colin Powell said chemicals were taken to Syria but I think under the muslim brotherhood shit or before he might have accepted the chemical weapons under some kind of agreement with his brothers and was tricked….I sure don’t know, but the meeting with Sen John Kerry and Assad with their wives is kind of suspicious. If he was so afraid of Assad why was he there WITH HIS WIFE? Assad could have poisoned them, and he didn’t because then Benghazi happened and the fraudulent congressional hearings in regards to Benghazi while Sen. John McCain played games on his cell phone and John Kerry testified (sort of) an then last I heard about Kerry was he transported 30 witnesses to Germany never to be heard from again and then he had a bicycle accident in Paris after hanging in there with Hillary (no space between them) and taking over her job as well before the Trump administration.

Headline on Fox “Missiles on way to Syria” which could mean many things.


Oh yea also Putin supposedly told Israel to stand down and Putin is moving his ships from Syria minus one submarine. It doesn’t work? All of this so we may know and so the world may know and which by the way Trump in the past said he wouldn’t announce his plans yet Fox is announcing his plans and Putins plans. I’m repeating their headlines and news. Me thinks it is either a trap (for whom?) or who knows, because I don’t know. Might be propaganda. I guarantee Fox news is getting some ratings for their contributions to the war in Syria. How many submarines does Putin have? Can anyone tell me the answer? Just one? Remember the lost nuke we never heard if it was found and remember supposedly Putin had subs kind of close to our country.

I guess it’s anyone chess?

Kind of funny since the Gospel of Matthew’s Jesus said what he said cited

somewhere in this post about Raca,

and brothers,


It would be exceedingly smart to annihilate the ideology behind Islam and Roman Catholicism my way and might make the average joe happy. Half the battle is defeating the ideology. The rest might fall at your feet because of it but then again it might not depending on who you are and what you did to stop tyranny. Did you contribute or did you not contribute. School lunches don’t count.

I’m sorely disappointed in the nation of Israel.

If we get involved in war in Syria all the way or wherever don’t expect much of a thank you.

We sure didn’t get one from the nation of Israel.

I can’t be more unimpressed with Netanyahu, NYET at all.

Nyet for anything he has done, but for what he hasn’t done. I guess lines don’t mean anything.

Once upon a time…..Oh well

Sorry mom, I don’t mean you.

Lots of funny alliances in the Congress which don’t make sense. Like Grassley etc of Iowa the CAUCUS STATE

Sen. Chuck Grassley Wants Vote On Bill To Protect Special Counsel

Fire Meuller!

I asked the ex if he had heard from my daughter not telling him anything about the argument because I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop and I don’t want to manipulate a response and said he had and come to find out Patrick in the past worked for the INTERNET COMANY and all along I thought he worked troubleshooting over the phone computers with people who had computer problems (not an Internet Company dealing with computer routers and modems which is different than troubleshooting a computer itself working at home) and was fired for telling the truth (he was entrapped) but my ex said he is trying to get his job back from the INTERNET COMPANY. FUNNY I NEVER HEARD IT WAS AN INTERNET COMPANY (modems and computer appliances related to the INTERNET connections for a computer to the internet) which kind of is a bit of stretch from the story I was told. THE EX GOT KIND OF DEFENSIVE ABOUT IT and said he got fired for being a dumb-ass (telling the truth?) and for hanging up on someone which was not what I had heard. I can’t remember every detail but in light of what just happened him hanging up on my daughter, it’s kind of funny.  He was fired a long time ago in fact over a year ago. The ex is pressuring my daughter to find a job which she has been searching for but it is hard especially for females of a certain type of heritage though she does work hard when she works and is worthy. I know. He named two INTERNET companies one which just got wired recently. When someone gets defensive about something not really personal it pricks my ears to hear. Nothing was said by ex to me about my daughter’s and my tiff yesterday or from her boyfriend or from her so I don’t know what’s going on but I guarantee something is going on’ because it was kind of harsh. Too many common variables not to notice. I had heard it was a computer company which isn’t the same thing as an INTERNET company. Overlapping. You learn something new everyday however my ex is a liar through and through and is up to something or he wouldn’t be sooooooooooooo defensive. Both my daughter and her boyfriend on the way to the place of their abode saw a UFO together in the shape of a pyramid but upside down about a year ago. Mr. Perfect is fucked up and said to me “the customer is always right” which is not true. Sometimes the customer is fucking crazy and there is no way to deal with them which happened to my other daughter who was hassled on the job by a nut. Let me assure you the customer is not always right, nor is the employer, neither the employee.

Catholics are in a different category or so catholics think and are taught not to read the bible to find out the truth about Catholicism.

Now he just said steroids out loud and I asked what he meant and what he said from one room to another across his small abode and he said some crap and SKIRTED IT (LIED) like good old catholic prick and then he snorted. It’s what he does when he thinks he is right and he is wrong and he snorted again. I can’t tell you what a prick he is though I have tried my best he is taking full advantage of his religion and their crap even though he said he gave it up before I married him so we were married under false pretenses which is sooooooooooo catholic. He starved his mom and misappropriated her words and her actions because he knew it was painful (extremely painful) to have a feeding tube jammed up your nose even with the stuff used to deaden the experience it doesn’t always work depending on one’s nose and nodules etc and I had to be anesthetized in order for it to be done and I was in extreme pain and should not have noticed the nostril exorcize but I did notice. He knows it because he was there learning but I don’t think he suggested it for his mom counting the days it takes to starve someone to death (and to make her a martyr for Mother Teresa and the Roman Catholic DOGMA) for a few computers and a car to gain some upsmanship with his daughter against me : HIS MEMESIS.


He just snorted.

I think it’s pride or something like it when one snorts the way he does. His nose is out of joint or something.

He is going to lose everything he cares about which isn’t much in his eyes.

A while back over ten years ago he developed floaters in his eyes and tinitus in his ears.

The ex said Mueller can’t be fired because of something he read about a few others who would have to fire him. Rosenstein and down the line to the Solicitor General.

I think he could be fired. IMO and should be since he is abusing power and should put him under oath and have him investigated for his abuse of power. I have no idea if what he read is true but he seems to be interested more than normal in the affairs of Trump.

I hope Trump has the balls to fire Meuller because of Mueller’s abuse of power, but let’s see if he does. I think he would be supported by many in the USA even Democrats if he does have the balls to fire Mueller. But maybe he doesn’t so why would anyone want him to go to Syria to fight a war if he doesn’t have the balls to fire Mueller. A bit of a catch -22 if you ask me but it doesn’t have to be a a catch -22 if he has the balls to fire Mueller. I think I hate this guy.

The ex doesn’t believe that the Vatican hired Kissinger to help their reputation who propped Obama. He propped him. I remember his blurbs during the election of Obama the first time around. Our choices sucked but that’s part of the process. He thinks the Pope is a joke which in a way he is being the fool he is but takes full advantage of the catholic crap going on. Starvation of his mom and tried to make me guilty of it by association and did the same to his daughter who didn’t know and is not responsible in any way. She is in her own little world still. Most people are. MY EX KNOWS BETTER. I have told him over and over again and he refuses to believe me. He makes it hard for me to teach my kids extremely hard. You don’t have your ex falsely arrested but it was WHAT he did because he didn’t want to handle his daughter who was out of control acting up and had a lot of reasons for her behavior which most women/girls do. He couldn’t handle that I divorced him. It was the best thing I did one of the best things I could have done and did in my life and he screwed  me over. Some bad things happened to her at school before we got her out of school because of the process. She ended up in the ER because of it. I’m glad I divorced his ass because he is an asshole. I think he poisoned me with help from his friends which got me very sick not just once. I can’t prove it but in my heart I know because of his pride not for his kids, but his pride in himself. Sold them down the river and other women as well. A COWARD. I’m not talking about the boyfriends ….. in the sense of the river. I’m talking about their rights and equality.

King James Bible Proverbs 27:6 Faithful are the wounds of a friend; but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful.

Obviously, a prophecy as well.

LIKE NIXON who was taken down which happens sometimes when you get your hands dirty trying to do something right such as for exposing Billy Graham as a fraud and a shill, taken down by the press who are for the most part deceived by DEEP THROAT, KISSINGER and those who work for the Vatican. But at the time we didn’t know what we know now. He got us out of Vietnam which is another reason. He didn’t have to, of course, but he helped a bunch and as a nation we should be thankful he did. I’m sure it wasn’t easy because truth is hard but I bet there would be lots of people who have lived their lives who wouldn’t have if he hadn’t. He may have done it using some weird ways though I have not been convinced of his guilt on some things he was accused of, but it had to be done somehow. Our government is ensconced with a lot of shit. “The swamp” as Trump calls it. There is a funny movie (hysterical in parts) about the Vietnam war called Tropic Thunder but the war was not funny while it was waged and for some it never ended. One out of ten Americans who served in Vietnam were killed. 58,148 people killed and many more wounded. Amputations and crippling wounds were 300 percent higher than in World War ll, 75,000 Vietnam Veterans are severely disabled.

Many Still Missing

As of April 14, 2017, there are 1,611 Americans still unaccounted for from the Vietnam War across Vietnam (1,258), Laos(297), Cambodia(49), and China(7).

Vietnam War Facts, Stats and Myths

“France progressively carved for itself a huge colony, which would form French Indochina in 1887. France continued to rule Vietnam as a colony until France’s defeat in the First Indochina War and the proclamation of Vietnam’s independence in 1954.”

Also the leader DIEM dedicated his country to Mary and all hell broke loose. He and his brother were assassinated. Other weird things happened before hand. apparitions. It was still french for a long time. The war started in 1955-1975. Not a coincidence and something to do with xavier or some name and probably jesuit. I can’t remember everything. Perhaps St. Francis Xavier. hmmmmmmmmm there was also a a murderer of many people in Vietnam even before we got involved. MASS KILLINGS. Demonic shit. Like in Indonesia in WWll (Oliver North documentary before Douglas McArthur was able to intervene fully probably RC stalled.

There are plenty of times when I wanted to really mess my ex up, but I held myself back because of my daughters, my parents, and my beliefs. I was tempted. I know God will do it for me with help from my parents and kids (when they realize.) So I write and lay it all down as best as I can to demonstrate from a woman raised in the USA. I think it helps others and I think it is what I’m supposed to do. God didn’t say I should or say my name and direct me to do it like Bill O’reilly was told by God, he says anyway. I don’t respect his God at all. My ex thinks it will never happen. Of course, it will. WATCH and learn.

I do think war is necessary sometimes but I think it should be done in a serious manner with a goal and not just a reaction. Sober-like and with truthful information and the problem is the Vatican and many others of our supposed allies aren’t providing truthful intel and should. You don’t go to war on a fabrication of an event unless you enjoy it. Enjoy mass murder and I don’t think you can ever get information reliable information without the army involved nor ever win a war without the army involved. Just an ongoing conflict as we have noticed in most of the wars we are still involved in. I think Putin might have been poisoned during a dinner meeting with Obama regarding chemical weapons, a meeting in some weird place, I can’t remember where but might have been raised up again like I have been a few times. It’s a possibility. I have never met Putin, nor know him in the least but I watched the Obama Administration as closely as I could and did my best to expose him via his own words and how he twisted the truth. I know from what I could see Putin had good motives in regards to Syria and the chemical weapons to handle it and others didn’t have good motives in order to entrap Assad the President of Syria by birth and to eventually entrap Israel because of the Golan Heights. It is the goal of the enemy and we should know it by now and also to kill for the sake of killing. Craziness. But like the mustard seed lie some people can’t handle the truth, nor want to….. especially the Vatican.

Fox news and Major General Rattan’s unauthorized daughter is saying for Trump to get impeached. It will be better for him and talking to the other girl who lied a little earlier. HUH? Jesuit inspired of course.

Talk about deceived BOT her job depends on it and she likes her job deceiving. Perhaps both have to for some reason, nevertheless and regardless of their position my advice is

Fire Mueller.

He abused his power. Worry about it later. There are more important matters to worry about

and take seriously your choices before you jump into a PROXY war or into impeachment or both but don’t count on too many more loops because I’m sure there is a limit.


take her advice and get impeached by an abusive branch of the government.

How absolutely absurd but it was suggested on Fox News. It’s a bribe, but you can’t trust people who bribe. There is always a twist.

It’s like not making a hoop in basketball or missing a ball in football or baseball or tripping a horse on a race track for insurance and taking a few others down with you. We saw it at a race track and it upset me but I didn’t realize at the time why these things happen and realized are usually mob related. My dad didn’t either, I don’t think. Besides children, his family, he also loved animals and dolphins and I believe he loved horses too. He walked me home which took a long long time from a horse show I entered probably on a saturday through country backroads amongst the cornfields to get back to the ranch we housed our horse. It took a long time and it was quiet. I didn’t win. I hadn’t practiced enough and was a novice at riding and jumping. Little Joe refused to jump a very dangerous jump. A drop off about three to five feet. I fell off as he stopped. Sort of like jumping into a pit. I didn’t much care for it either and didn’t mind him not trying to jump down. I got a white ribbon. LOL I never tried to practice a jump like that even after because it wasn’t necessary even if you like jumping a horse and I did. We learned together Little Joe and I at the ranch mostly and I fell a few times but persisted. ‘Our backroads trip was very nice and fatherly. I don’t think he was disappointed. He didn’t say he was. We were both on the horse and our horse fell because of the asphalt and slipped and landed on top of him. I jumped off as I recall. Then Little Joe got up again and I got back on our horse and my dad took hold of the reins. Our first year owning a horse. We didn’t get lost and I know he mapped it out to get there a way I had never gone. He never complained having a horse fall on top of him on asphalt but I bet he felt it later. I will never forget it but I don’t remember what he was wearing. I wish I did. Sort of a quiet time with my dad. We didn’t have many of those quiet times because of other kids and events etc. A wind came and blew down his door off the hinges in between I think the TIA or before and his death. It literally happened for no reason. He fought in Viet nam for two separate years in Viet Nam while I was young teen. I was into myself at the time and things…friends, being popular, partying, skipping school  in the time of the Vietnam war when everyone else was basically doing the same thing and we were very wild. He was being hunted by the hunters. Maj General Rattan took him to hunt dove after he retired and he came home and didn’t enjoy himself one iota. It was dull and not his cup of tea. It wasn’t his thing. He wasn’t against hunting but I don’t think the sport of it interested him. He would rather have been home with mom than with the GENERAL. Can’t blame him for that. Not my cup of tea either. The Rattans. My older sister was friends kindly with Nancy but out grew her as well. Gary I think used her. Maybe General Rattan used her to call me about Gary and when I left in the mid morning. I don’t know who put her up to it. I never heard who put her up to calling me. Maybe someone mimicked her. I don’t know because she enjoyed flirting with Gary even after she knew so. He paid attention to her and I don’t think it was something which happened much to her as a rule because of her beauty. Molestation is a tough thing in families. It really is hard to cope with and Jackie’s daddy I heard had relations with her. Mine didn’t. I don’t know if it’s true about Jackie Kennedy but she has been cited as saying she was a hunter when needed. Whatever it meant it was not good, I do know her marriage and meeting JFK was a set up by the cardinal a very high up cardinal in the Roman Catholic Church I think his name was Cardinal Cush something like it who was also at a Naval base (annapolis) when getting news of JFK’s assassination. Now why was a cardinal of the Roman Catholic Church hanging out at Annapolis? Why was he called? (He officiated the funeral and their wedding.) Beats me, ( I guess he wanted to get there on time to be the great cardinal of the Roman Catholic Martyr. It must have been planned. we were overseas at the time. Later when I was with my older sister she told me some person by the same name who said he was a friend of my dad but not a cardinal came to see her son. Someone in the army. I don’t remember anyone by the name. It could have been Cushing. I don’t know why she told me because it was out of the blue on one of the last trips we were on together to see my mom. Like my invention I came up with the guys name was Kush whom I went to present my invention and and he said every part of it was good as far as a patent and there were a lot of parts and replacement parts as well. I had other ideas he poo-pooed but the one with the many parts he was impressed by, I thought. Had me sign papers with the woman who looks like the lady on the show Fox who was on Obama’s team who lied her ass off with the dark haired woman on Fox news with the glasses who said Trump should go ahead and let himself be impeached when I said what I said and flipped her the bird as I turned off the tv. Kush reminded me of my cousin who seemed mindless last time I saw him but the person I dealt with about my invention was like my cousin on steroids but much taller and was a patent lawyer. He shook my exs hands quite heartily. My cousin wasn’t mindless before. Playin’ me, I guess. So lots of deception going on. Probably only wanted my signature. So let me say it isn’t just China who steals our integrity our inventions and our ideas. It’s the Roman Catholic Church and all of their allies which are many and probably selling them to CHINA. Always being the middle guy between everything and everyone.

We had separate friends like most kids and siblings do. Nancy was hers, not mine and probably on her side when what happened happened. My dad warned me about Obama care early on so I wrote about it but at the time but didn’t know about hospice. But I saw it in his eyes before Benghazi occurred. My dad’s eyes are kind of unique and I have been horrendously harassed in evil ways since via television and the internet. using my dad’s face at Benghazi. I don’t know if he was there or not but its the one eaten up. Ill show you and you compare when I can find it among my pictures of the 6 blogs I have been posting on. It’s not on this one. I looked but was one of four pictures in a photo montage. To unhinge me I suppose. It’s his mouth which i know very well and his chin. I loved his chin. Very strong and you get to know people and their physical characteristics over many years unless plastic surgery is used like Laura InGraham on a regular basis. Now her eyebrowss are gonna start getting close to her hairline like Michelle. Boy did her looks improve but she had a lot of surgery though I think did her quite fairly compared to Laura. Eyebrows aren’t usually so high so she might think about lowering them to look natural or shave her hairline. I wouldn’t paint her because of it. It’s fakey. I wouldn’t paint Laura InGraham either because it’s fakey and everyone sees it they just don’t mention it, not usually. Oh Laura it looks great and it doesn’t. But I will because it’s true. I wouldn’t paint Cher. Way overdone. Might as well paint a barbie which is not my thing kind of like the pope kissing a ceramic jesus baby doll. Can you imagine trying to kiss Laura? She can barely control her lower lip when she talks. There has got to be a better way. LOL

Like putting fake petals on a flower that fades as flowers do. I think it may partially be causing some problems in the long run. People trading their looks for cheap thrills and overdoing it or whomever is doing it overdoing it because I guess it’s addictive, like tattoos, beer, booze, drugs, and cigarettes eventually it catches up with you. Perhaps why Laura is losing her frontal lobe as she goes but I think it is more than surgery making her weird. I think it’s

 her religion.

If she had the faith of a mustard seed

wouldn’t her lips just magically swell?

I guess her faith isn’t enough to move a mountain

from here to there either and she has tried her way but not so as to make much of a difference.

I think I have on my blog changed things far more than Laura InGraham using TV almost every day but go ahead take credit for not telling the truth about much of anything. I don’t care about your religion. It’s fakey. REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY FAKEY!

or find a different doctor. I think she is a follower of Dr.Billy Graham and he was fakey too.

Part of the hospice movement starving a parent might be related to those who think they have to look or try to look like they are 30 years younger without success. Kind of goes hand in hand doesn’t it. Wrinkles sometimes show character and fakey big lower lips don’t! Is she planning on a drought hoping to get a raindrop from a leaf but instead caught in her lip for a tiny drop of water. There are places in the world where the people put a plate in the lower lip and over time add larger plate until their lip adjusts kind of like how people make bigger holes in their piercings to stick something thicker in the hole (its a fad) and eventually they can actually serve food on their lower lip and don’t need plates. It might be more successful. I don’t know why pygmies do it but it’s tribal stuff I’m sure and I read it once but at the moment I have more pressing needs. It’s like House of Faces in the movie Game of Thrones out there. Isn’t it?

Watched Oliver North on Fox come out and lay out a map of all the possible sites in Syria to attack and showed his prowess in foreign intelligence and he looked a lot older than normal and even looked like George Bush the first President of the Bushes mixed in. How weird and why bother since most people don’t care about those places but I guess to inform the enemy for some reason. It didn’t seem like what Oliver North would do since he was kind of secretive except in his documentaries.  He is not the type of guy to inform ahead of time his plans or his possible targets.  I thought it was interesting. I saw George Bush with a veil of Oliver North, kind of a mix between the two. Amazing what can be done photoshop-wise and on film. After I mentioned about the people in Syria in clothing that seemed to represent Saudi Arabia. But it looked real whereas Oliver North didn’t quite look right to me. Lots of deception and DIVERSION. Sounded like him but I saw more than him in himself. I know I sound rather mean but I have been treated terribly and my family as well and lot of other people and have a right to be mean and will continue to try to get the truth out as best I can of the things I see and hear and read and add some shallow cuts as I go to whomever deserves them and Laura InGraham deserves far worse. She’s a caddy piece of dung IMO It’s devilish what is going on. An attempt to thwart the revealing of revelation and it doesn’t seem to be successful because I learned and there are some good people who expose evil and are still trying but we need to try harder. Let me tell ya our people have been being watched/monitored for a lot longer than 10 years. It’s been going on for a long, long time since WWll more than likely

but things change and they are changing.

Bob Dylan The Times They Are A Changin’ 1964

a little before his his time and it sure looks like things are changing quite rapidly. 

Depends on why you wanted the position as President, I guess. For yourself? or for the USA?  Can you handle the heat or not or would you like to work for Fox News instead as a Fox girl or something even worse which I’m sure there is.

She had the look of Obama in her eyes when I flipped her the bird and said FUCK YOU deaf girl as I was turning off the TV. Enjoyed it too to much. Kind of gleeful. She wasn’t all the way deaf and has had speech therapy since and all Schlickered up but she was schnoookered by Gary and I think her dad. Is it the best that could have been done to her. WOW not that good in comparison to who she gave away. Kind of resembles but not as pretty as Jackie Kennedy. a devolvement of Jackie. I was pissed which was the point of the news cast to test my ability to withstand and I don’t know if I failed or not by what I said and flipping the bird but sometimes it’s unavoidable. It was for the moment anyway. Obama uses every trick in the book, devilish. I’m sorry for saying what I said but I have limits and have been through much more than she has ever been through as far as I know and I am not willing to sell myself short for a few years on Fox news perpetuating lies. I hate hearing and seeing Obama in people it’s like seeing a very powerful demon or the devil

but whose end is nigh.

I hope someday I will look much better than I do but with the same genes and memories and with the people I love and have loved (and pets) on a beach enjoying the day and having fun or at my parents home playing Balderdash or the many other things we did as a family before Obama was thrust into the USA via Kissinger and the Vatican and hospice was implemented. I don’t care what happens to her and her family. Why should I care. She wasn’t my friend and I never would have wanted her as a friend not because she was deaf partially as was my dad to some degree (probably due to wartime noises and practice and the kind of diseases experienced by those times) whom I love dearly and so was I for a while as a child but because she is irrelevant to my life as irrelevant as the people next door which sounds terrible but true. In times of troubles good neighbors come in handy but I like privacy and of course have not had it for a long time unbeknownst to me for a long time though hints of it when I got pregnant as a kid. Such as when I called my older sister for help and she came to help me long distance to tell my parents. A priest sat next to her on the plane. How often does a priest in priests clothing sit next to you on a plane? It never happened again since and she has flown a ton more. She confessed to him somehow after getting into a conversation with him about me and felt like God was talking to her or the opposite. I don’t know what he said (she never told me) but priests clothing tends to put people off and make them confess especially younguns. She had not educated herself anymore than the rest of us about God to know the difference. It took me a long time and study to know the difference. It was not a coincidence. I even tried the one year bible and got lost. I listened and read and experienced and eventually I understood way more than most people in regards to God and the bible. It’s too bad preachers and priests don’t actually tell the truth. Probably not allowed to and would lose their collars and easy money. They were listening to our calls in the 70s.  I think priests were doing more than just listening I think probably setting us up to fall. She must have forgotten to tell him about her abortion before me. Hers was illegal and I guess it was okay by the priest’s god. I think it was illegal but I didn’t ask. It was done somehow via the Kirchers maybe? She came home for a rest after it but my parents didn’t know. I was a kid and did not really understand it at the time. I just knew it happened. THE GIG IS OVER NOW or the gig is up meaning what it means. Because we know the tricks and that privacy is only for the Vatican to hide behind but not for us like their wall. Oh the Vatican loves it’s privacy making dirty deals. As far as I know Nancy never married nor had kids in all the time we knew her or of her which was quite a long time because she was so so so I don’t know. Maybe she was a nun and I didn’t know it. Probably. Makes sense to me.

Sting – Why Should I Cry For You?

I have shed a lot of tears but not with your family in mind, sorry.

Anyway the ex just called me a bitch after telling me to turn down the music of Melanie (Long Long Time) and close the door. It was really late or early in the morning. I said I will close the door and yes my sire of my children bowing facetiously and he lost it and called me a bitch as I was closing the door and I asked if he lost it and he went into his excuses irately: because he has to work in the morning. But did he ever contribute anything meaningful to end tyranny and evil. No he helped it against me and against everyone else even his children and you can’t get much worse. He is a traitor as far as I’m concerned. A traitor to my family.


Great song and hopefully sounds better on your computer than on mine (I blew out the speakers) which I use to write on and music to listen to on the other and to play WOW when I have time. The computer was one the ex gave me he had used and replaced with his better one he got murdering his mom and offered me a new one. I said No thanks. He had offered me the computer way before he murdered his mom so I didn’t see the problem and will accept his used computer again if I need one if he gets a new one to replace the one he has. I have my limits. I draw lines too. One man’s trash is another man’s treasure and I use mine for a treasure one can’t measure at the end of the rainbow.

It has been a long long time for me, too.

The Sun and the Moon

He’s normal this morning but his client whom he talked to on the phone is upset with him and freaking out about his job and he may lose it. For some reason the paint is peeling off the woodwork. LOL At least it’s what he just told me. hmmmmmmmm which will affect me in the long run but maybe not. I have been forced in a myriad of ways to be here but who knows maybe I’ll win the lotto which has it’s own set of problems for winners sometimes being murdered, friends coming out of the woodwork, never trusting anyone but I don’t anyway, etc. I’ll let everyone know if I do and then I will go into hiding. It’s a sick world.

Mad World – Gary Jules

If I do at least I will be able to remove myself from him.

Now Sheppard Smith is telling some stories about Saudi Arabia and the US via Obama interfering in Syria. Why did it take so long to come out. Well for one thing I had pictures of mercenaries from Saudi Arabia in Syria and possibly it might have jarred some memories in one of my posts. But I do not believe Sheppard Smith regardless. He is a mouthpiece for what ever is good for him. (Probably the Vatican) Believe me Obama wanted access to those chemicals to use on whomever he wished for whatever he wanted to accomplish. Like right now he would love us involved in Syria and at war with Russia and get access to the Golan Heights because he is evil. Who attacked the towers in New York City?

Fire Meuller for his sake and for everyone’s sake.

To make a story short for the sake of everyone else: my ex said last night

that the customer is always right.

He went to the job the next morning which was today and turns out the customer was wrong

hence the customer is not always right and my ex was wong. 

My ex finally admitted though I didn’t ask for a correction but the rock he and his friends sat on at the Grand Canyon was not the Balancing rock but the Table rock balancing when the park ranger got the band to one by one leave the Table rock for a safer place. I guess it has been balancing for a long time (thousands of years.) I don’t know the difference between the two rocks but the Grand Canyon is not to be underestimated for it’s dangers. It’s a dangerous place and don’t bring pets or little ones. I wouldn’t even bring a teenager. Headlines on internet saying Get Ready Russia was what DOD of Obama Administration said to America a while ago? REMEMBER when he said Get Ready America. I remember and you wonder why people are on pain medications and other drugs? This is why. Politicians and the press having fun. Nicki Haley the outrageous UN Secretary (JK) is recounting what supposedly Russia thought about Britain because of the poisoned (false stories about some spies) I can tell by the picture of the woman, doesn’t look sincere and I don’t think Britain is responsible for the attacks in Syria either. I think a few honest people attempted to show Assad doesn’t have a reason to poison people with saran gas or chemicals when bombs are as affective and showing lack of motive though some don’t need one just hate but, maybe it’s the UN needing to be needed.  Secretary General Nicki Haley is making a name for herself and honestly I think she is ridiculous. She doesn’t convince me of anything. A total turnoff. Pretty though. I think she’s deceived even herself. When I watch her I feel like i’m in grade school listening to a teacher teaching us not to talk in class, pass notes or chew gum. Her presentation is lacking something I think its called convince-ability. Like Pence wearing a leather jacket on an aircraft carrier with a bull’s eye on his ass.. I suggest she find a job using her talent but then why not just waste tax payers dollars in the most useless entity in the world. I wish we could exit the UN since it is fraudulent, obnoxious and expensive. She has very good diction though. I think it’s the point as to why she is there. That’s my opinion. She will probably be successful in dismantling the UN by her formidable presence and scary speeches, which is cool. It just might work. Good looking jacket. I want one, the tweed jacket and looks good on her with her hair color, her natural coloring and the overall affect. Nice, where did you get it?


What does the Bible mean when it refers to the gnashing of teeth?

(Hopefully she will step back and think hard and be somewhat open minded about things I think she doesn’t realize or notice. QUIT ACTING. You might be being deceived and the same goes for the UN ambassador to the UK Karen Pierce. It wouldn’t be the first time, would it? Think about motive and take a little lesson from Tucker Carlson and a few of his shows on the subject of Syria and Assad and even Russia. I’m not saying it didn’t happen though it appears it didn’t by the evidence seen but if it did think about trickery/Obama think about who would have something to gain and who did gain and think about The President of Turkey pawing a young girl to be a martyr and think about the past and many lies we have seen regarding palestinians using kids for target practice and think about Christians living peacefully in Syria for quite a while and think about the Golan Heights and think about Palestiians living peacefully in Egypt for a long time until the muslim brotherhood occurred and think about when Obama was president and a military man set up of his regime and Germany was involved who happened to have taped a conversation which seemed like a put on and the mask used which could not have protected anyone from sarin gas. Think about it and because someone rules with an iron hand may be because someone has to sometimes depending on the different clashes of civilizations in one’s country. Think about 6,000,000 jews and the deals made via the RCC and HITLER. Think about it. HARD. Read my blog posts and learn what I have learned about deception and truth. and last but not least think about the history of the RCC and protestants burning at the stake. sometimes there are traitors in one’s own government as we have witnessed in ours. )


An attack in Syria occurred dramatically and I guess three scientific research places were destroyed. How come we didn’t know about those places before. No one mentioned it. Not in the news at all nor our government. Should be interesting in the weeks and months ahead. We’ll see because of the fog of war but both Britain and France were involved in the attack in Damascus but for some reason Germany wasn’t in the coalition. Kind of odd. I also heard one guy say that Europe does not want to deal a blow on Hezbollah and Iran. Why not? Something is not right, but then usually something isn’t right. I can’t remember his name but ‘Phares’ something like it. He sounded sane like he knew what he was talking about. Never saw him before but he was on Fox for a brief moment or two. Almost as if Israel is being held prisoner, a hostage of Evangelicalism i.e. Catholicism. Overconfidence is unbecoming.

Overconfidence is one example of a miscalibration of subjective probabilities.”

Melanie – Nickel Song (Original) – YouTube

Statue of Mary weeping.

The French President has evidence! I wonder if he will show it or are we supposed to trust but not verify.

Political correctness gone past the red line.

I hope the French reap a lot of illegal immigrants who start camping in Notre Dame and in all those tourist places. whYNOt?

The less chemical weapons the better, however I can’t believe Putin didn’t destroy 3 research centers in order not to have Damascus bombarded. More to this than meets the eye, for sure. Maybe it was 3 enemy research centers having nothing to do with ASSAD? hmmmm? I guess next Trump is going to remove Assad from power, right? because he is an evil man? Isn’t that language we have been hearing for weeks? A murderer of his own people? So if our country leaves Assad in power than their words are BULLSHIT about their reasons and perhaps hiding information? INTERESTING TIMES. Or is this gonna be kind of a forever war. I don’t know. TATA was on as well some guy and I have no idea who he is but TATA means bye bye in english. A military spokesman of something. Why would our government do nothing in regards to Hezbollah and Iran in Syria? Are Hezbollah and Iran good? hmmmmmmmm Why is Europe protecting them? For Israel? or against Israel? Why not an investigation of the facts of the chemical attacks or are we hiding the facts of the chemical attack. Supposedly Israel hit the site or sites but to no avail. I am very uniquely surprised by their ineffectiveness. Usually Israel is precise, but not this time. These are legitimate questions and ought to be asked. This is a spiritual war and people are being hoodwinked, I think, BUT I’m not. When is the USA going to kill the monster (trumps words) ASSAD? DID we leave Hitler in charge in WWll to continue atrocities in a multitude of ways? Comparing him to Hitler. PROVE IT. Did we leave Saddam in power? Nope. Damascus is the burdensome stone so who knows. I sure don’t. But I think I know the game and it’s spiritual with a lot of people in the crossfire. Could be just buildings without chemicals to pull the wool over everyone’s eyes done dramatically for spiritual reasons (Islam and it’s allies) because Israel should have been able to handle it and didn’t. They have in the past but UN and others restrict them from doing what needs to be done to avoid nuclear war with Iran sponsoring terrorism in Syria with the help of Saudi Arabia and I guess Nicki Haley. Everyone wants to be a hero. I know the game because my ex has tried it with me. Cut the Steel L-bar above my head holding up the garage door opener, so he can save me. Very evangelical. This is what is going on. It didn’t pass the mustard. He fixed it alright and then tried a different tactic but didn’t work because it was insane shit and does not impress me whatsoever. I have written about it a ton and will continue in my next endeavor to learn the things other people I respect though I don’t always agree can offer in their experience. There is a bunch of face stealing besides identity theft to have to contend with but hey it’s what is displayed whether it be deception or not I will respond to it as I see it and throughout this time as best I can.  We have our own war going on in our own country and wild fires which ought to be extinguished as quick as the attack on Syria. So I hope I see it.







I know God cares. I won’t forget but not sure I care to remember about you. NYET NYET NYET

I’m not impressed by any of IT. The rattling of sabers is not impressive. It’s NOISE.

Anyway, I can usually tell where I stand in juxtaposition to Geraldo. I think I’m in the right place at the moment.

What You Need To Know About The Suspected Syrian Chemical Attack

I still have yet to see foam. I think there might have been an attack

and a remedy for certain types of chemicals or poisons

like poison anectodotes and some got it and some didn’t because I don’t think these kids would be alive  

and the USA is being duped which is not unusual.

SOMEONE forgot to rinse her off. I wonder why fingernail polish and all.

Does asthma medicine prevent chemical weapon death? The elders sprayed something in the mouth of the boy in the video

and then put on some ventilation masks.

It’s not the kids faults. (nice clothes)

Another Stupid F**king War – See the rest on the Alex Jones YouTube channel.

Trump hasn’t been himself lately, has he?

Chlorine Poisoning

U.S. officials: Blood samples show nerve agent, chlorine in Syria gas …

Is Syria guilty of hitting a pool supply shop?

The girl in the picture kind of looks like the Indian woman i saw at Parkland who was in a stupor. I don’t know why she was in a stupor or in shock and being in a stupor didn’t say anything. She was obviously older. It’s the profile of her. Strange. We were in a mental ward of Parkland  Hospital during the renovation of the hospital, I because I told them I had thought about suicide because it was asked of me by the front desk. Of course I write about it and sometimes feel it. I was there for some medication on the sly and then I was guarded by a weird looking lady who looked like my mother-in-law but black and she was saying dumb things as well. I was in the mental ward a couple hours 3-4 but seemed like forever and released after I received my medicine and given some at the hospital really strong stuff for anxiety. They called me later in the day to see if I was okay and had made it home and I said yea. I had to really work hard to drive an hour away in heavy traffic high as I could be on anxiety medicine. Heavy duty stuff whatever it was they gave me. I saw her in a stupor in the same room and she wore her hair similar without the bows in her hair. I didn’t ask the lady in the mental ward if she was from India so perhaps she was from Syria. You don’t go up to someone in the state of mind she was in or not in and chit chat (*where are you from? cat got your tongue? etc) but she was one of the few women there. She didn’t move for the whole time I was in the mental ward and looking straight ahead eyes wide open, her hands not at her mouth just down probably high on something but catatonic. Like she had been through something horrible or seen something horrible. She didn’t move a muscle. You see things like it in movies but in real life pretty much the same however it was real. There were others in the ward both men and women. Tried to feed me some lunch and I accepted the tray and didn’t eat. It was gross. This was during the time my ex was being very bad, controlling and abusive in many ways  and I was learning how to cope with the catholic prick befuddled because I had divorced him so I had to go on the sly and he never knew about it as far as I know.Just everyone else who reads my blog. I have no idea who does or doesn’t. I don’t check my popularity or lack of and probably the latter. I add some tags sometimes I add categories basically is all I do to my posts and let it go whereat goes. I felt for her while I was there but not like I knew her, not even her name. I wondered what had happened to make her act the way she was acting or what she had seen to make her in the condition she was in.

I was thinking trying to give Trump, Britain, and France the benefit of the doubt perhaps they knew about these three buildings via Putin? Who knows. I have a suspicion it’s a lot of nonsense. How much do those missiles cost? I heard or read quite a few were launched to strike strategically and precisely and a bunch were shot down. Is it precision? War games? UN needing to be upheld PROPPED UP for the globalists using women. I don’t know if anyone recalls while Obama was President the attacks (terrorism attacks) on civilians many of the people involved blacked out like it wasn’t them doing it. Something was controlling them. Before the Vietnam War there were apparitions of ships (ghost ships) which LBJ didn’t understand nor anyone else what they were seeing or not seeing but we ended up in a war we didn’t win but killed lots of people in the interim and during it’s course.. Roman Catholicism seems to depend on apparitions and ghosts and Obama used cell phones and both work together sometimes and sometimes against each other for the same end purpose to deceive.

A general (McKensie) was on giving his assessment of the attack and what was employed, when and where and by whom. He did mention Syria retaliated with 40 missiles willy nilly kind of missiles which in my opinion was intended to give the military an excuse if civilian casualties occur which more than likely did but these places are out in the desert which might have had less civilians involved. The attack IN DAMASCUS probably had civilian casualties. He also mentioned that it set back Syria’s chemicals back for years however there was supposedly an attack on the same date last year and it seems it didn’t set back Syria’s Chemical weapons by years. ONE YEAR MAYBE OBVIOUSLY. LOOP DE LOOP of the chemical attack a year ago when Trump first took office.  The response was different however I think the initial attack “chemical” was NOT different which is the loop. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? IF IT WAS A FAKE EVENT or what some people call a false flag then neither response was correct. 

Karen Pierce the UK ambassador to the UN you are probably way off the mark!

She reminds me of someone in my past actually a close friend to my little sister who taught my sister to lie a bunch.

Funny girl, but dangerous in dangerous times. Actually I didn’t find her that humorous and had to put up with her because she was a friend to my sister. She thought that this is funny: Do your boobs hang low do they wobble to and fro ….. It wasn’t just once I had to hear it and she would bounce her boobs to add to the affect of the joke. Like watching Laura InGraham hysterical over Sean Hannity’s Don Cor’leone imitation. Uncomfortyable. I had to hear a lot while my sister lived with me. She was very big. I don’t think she was a good influence on my sister, but it’s a free country. I think  both were influenced by the BGEA (Billy Graham Evangelical Association.) I think she would have sold my sister and my mom and me….anyone down the river if it was profitable. She never married or had kids. When she would do her act you had to laugh to be hospitable but it was forced laughter. Very uncomfortable Her last name was York.. I remember when I went to visit my mom with my little sister at her abode at the ARC my mom looked down at her bosoms and said I love them. Something like it and we told her we did too. It was really cute. She didn’t breast feed us but she was a wonderful mom. At the time she was bring grilled by Dr. Denham who was an asshole around the same time period. I didn’t know it at first however the first time I met him I didn’t like how he treated her. He was trying to determine if my mom had mental problems or needed to be moved to a place for total care. My mom had had a fall on the stairway which is a big deal. I heard from my little sister who lived quite close in comparison to us to her. It was a lot on her plate to try to keep up with negligence and a new husband in her new house. They were drugging the patients which is the case for most patients at an older age but she had many lucid times as well. I caught the ARC in negligence. Severe negligence and had witnesses. I didn’t try to I happenstanced upon it. One woman when we visited one of the last visits petted my moms crippled finger—the middle finger as she took readings of her oxygen intake and heart rate using a pulsock at the time on the crippled finger. We asked her to take a reading for some reason. I don’t know if she resented it but the way she took the reading was threatening in a weird way. SADISTIC. It was as if she was not happy we asked and it was not normal. It was I think the same visit when we found a woman on the floor bleeding from her nose in a puddle of blood. Hectic time. I felt something amiss. My sister had made friends with a lot of people in the place so was not as aware as I was. I didn’t know anyone and I’m less friendly. My mother’s things were stolen, things my little sister had just bought would disappear and I met the nurse who had gone through her things and my sister had more trust than she should have had but they really pulled a fast one on her IMO. It was the same nurse when the woman we found in a puddle of blood on the floor in shock slopped up the blood on the rug with her feet and white nurse like shoes and while it may not seem abnormal to have cleaned it the way she did it was her who made me feel funny and how she did it. She looked like my god mother. I said so to my sister in front of my mom and my mom looked at me and said THANK YOU. We were seeing the same thing.  It helped her I hope and it helped me to know. My godmother did not appreciate my mom like she should have. She was a tea totaler and did not respect my mom because my mom wasn’t a tea totaler. My mom introduced her to her brother and she ditched her fiancé for him a week before they were to be married. My uncle was a good husband and dad and brother and son. He loved my mom and his wife. My aunt was very caddy. Peer influenced to the nth degree and thought she was perfect. She was beautiful and a good sense of humor at times but lacked understanding. Competitive with other women. When my other uncle an alcoholic most of his life and brother to her husband came into some money she most of his life had no respect for him and showed it behind his back but when he came into money she loved him. She played the other uncle as well. USED HIM. She was the one who said about a picture of me Beauty is as beauty does. It was unnecessary because I did not put the picture in her home of me. Her husband did and for some reason the conversation turned to the picture during a family gathering. I sure could have lived without the whole conversation. It was because I had had an abortion. She had her good points but judgmental to the nth degree. I didn’t tell her about my abortion but somehow she knew. My mom was being harassed at the place she lived.  I think when I noticed who she resembled to the nth degree it made my mom feel better and she was not feeling well and had recently come home from the hospital because of a UTI (Urinary Tract Infection) which happens in old folks homes often and even to the staff and falls tend to accelerate the condition which can be deadly. I didn’t realize a lot of things until time passed and it piled up the meaning of the things I noticed. It piled very high. Before my uncle died my aunt fell in love with another man which kind of was funny. Miss perfect. I don’t think it worked out and she was having to care for my uncle but he cared for her most of his life very well. Treated her with great respect but he did a lot of flying his airplane. Taking off from the abode to do his favorite thing. To get some space. Obviously my mom was aware and lucid but without oxygen it makes it hard. My little sister found my mom at a level of 77 which is near death (she had bought a pulsock on a visit earlier to be efficient as my mom’s caretaker when she was able to which I suggested and she did it happily my other sister who I think was in some kind of trance I suggested the same and she responded as if she didn’t need it. What do I need a pulsock for kind of attitude and she was in charge of the estate. She herself suffered sometimes from respiratory problems and she wasn’t a youngun being the eldest and I suppose the insurance provider however working her ass off in real estate because her husband lost his ass on the the stock market and might have been in the middle between my mom and my sister like acting as a little prick supposedly an accountant or had been educated as such. When my little sister came to visit my mom who was hunched over in her chair neglected (I think in the hallway where they put their patients sometimes between meals and so they can watch the patients) and we got involved trying to get her oxygen and phone calls were made etc. The insurance company provider refused her an oxygen concentrator said the people at The ARC. It was mind boggling to deal with for everyone involved not knowing who is telling the truth and who wasn’t because one lady lied when I told her about the woman in a puddle of blood and said it didn’t happen as if she was there 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. It was an automatic reaction. It happened. I was a witness. So it was frustrating plus our family woes got in the way of my mom’s health and well being. Then later she was hospiced without my permission or knowledge for 2 weeks and then I got a phone call that she had died and not invited to her funeral and exiled from my little sister’s home nearby my mom because of true accusations in the past and blaming my mom for the loss of a great deal of money on the stock market trading options and she had nothing to do with it: her brother did and my brother in law who made a deal with each other and both lost. It happened on a Tuesday in October and happened quickly so it may have been KNOCK KNOCK kind of event because a lot of people lost money quickly and probably purposefully. All it takes is a group of people who manipulate stocks and options etc. and lot of novices or those not in the conclave lose. It was rough.

We still don’t know nor have seen evidence of foaming mouths and the evidence but the French President who by the way depends on the UN for it’s power and back them up all the way. It’s hard to know what to do but hopefully it will be okay in the long run and short run. I think the Pentagon needs to contemplate REVELATION and the BURDENSOME STONE in the Old Testament and perhaps there is a reason other than mankind’s lack of belief which is definitely involved. Do your best is all you can do and open up those little minds. Might have been more appropriate to have investigated the french evidence and it’s motives, the innocent civilians motives in a civil war, and let the people see but instead got rid of it. FOAMING MOUTHS? President praises himself for attack. What would anyone expect: Oh I really fucked up, LOL No one knows it’s only been a day since.

And still nothing about Hospice/MURDER SUICIDE even by the Pentagon. DEAD SILENCE.

IT’S A SPIRITUAL WAR and we shall see. I think Revelation will be fulfilled sometime or other but looking like we are edging closer. In the Book of Revelation the Roman Catholic Vatican doesn’t make it through because of Mother Teresa and her mission which the RCC PROPPED (and many other reasons) and I guess the Pentagon supports as well the UN, the EU, The New World Order, Islam and our President and many more mass murder suicide by Hospice. I don’t think God likes it and is letting us know..

Strong earthquake on the east coast which I happen to love parts of  but I don’t think 4.5 is super strong but perhaps a sign or a warning. Maybe we will have a new one some day.

As far as I know or trust our government there might have been some people in the bunkers (prisoners)

that were blown up and should be investigated.

The morality of chemical weapons suck but so does the morality of other weapons which kill kids and parents, women etc.


The reason the UN is so worried is because it is easily made and assessable to anyone who has a mind to make them hence puts them in jeopardy. The UN and those in government really don’t give a shit about the people over there they give a shit about themselves and those coming here and because there are so many because they are taught not to use birth control and are the flood as in the days of Noah but not as in water but people. The UN ought to do something about it and get there religion which teaches people not to use birth control and the right to plan their families otherwise you are gonna get run over by the people. Grab the problem by the little balls in the Vatican to stem the tide.

Melanie Safka – Look What They’ve Done To My Song Ma – YouTube

I digressed a bit because of the interference of world affairs. Believe me the world does not like my interpretation at all. I am going to try to finish my transcription of Christopher Hitchens Hell’s Angel expose and add it above where it belongs. I had done more but somehow some of it got lost in the process of the goings on of the Great and Terrible Day of the Lord. Actually I finished Hell’s Angel but kind of digressed as well into my own experience – My two cents. Actually, I think I have more than two cents but I’m trying to be humble.



I’M BACK: listened to a little more from Christopher Hitchens about his great knowledge of the goings on all over the world which he has quite a bit but about his squeamishness about abortion and the wickedness of those who compare it to birth control. It’s why god gave WOMAN a WOMB, not man. I bet he gets squeamish when a female has a period/menstruates. I bet he wouldn’t like it but we handle it because it is our body and our right to determine whose baby we want to have and when and where and how. A GIFT FROM GOD.


ABORTION Is Birth Control and is not wicked, but Certainly not BRIT CONTROL.

When one doesn’t believe in God one can’t see the forest for the tree, but I do.


ASK GOD if you dare.

Believe me this tampax is tame in comparison to most I ever have seen. Many of globs, chunks of bloody looking stuff. I remember once when I was gong through some bad stuff at the office when at home in my front yard talking to a neighbor my body expelled massive amounts of blood and I had to back up to go inside hoping she didn’t notice. CUPS WORTH of BLOOD in one moment. Luckily I was in my yard and not hers. I was going through the change of life, naturally. It went on for a few weeks to a month while I was being threatened, ganged up on by a bunch of assholes at the office, I was being tailed, followed, I was being watched, being hit upon, I was assaulted at the office by my brother i law and most of the things that happened were to protect him from my reaction which I tried to be civil about and I almost died. I spent 10-14 days unconscious and for some reason God spit me out again to deal with the shit going on and so I do. I may be quite frank about reality but someone has to.

By the way, from what I have read of the bible Jesus never said he was the Christ.

Christopher Hitchens died on Dec 15th, 2011

Thank you for the expose on this GREAT EVIL called Hospice!

If I had not had an abortion

I would not have my two daughters

that I have

so I’m thankful I had an abortion.

I truly am.

I think I won.


Here is a picture of such a cute kid I found on the internet somewhere while writing the last blog post and just thought she is one cute adorable kid and had to add the picture.


“92-year-old ‘will instead focus on comfort care.”

As far as Barbara Kush is concerned:  


Sorry, I have to comment: she told her son Jeb Bush not to run for the office of President and he did and he assisted with assisted suicide against the families wishes in Florida as the Governor of Florida in favor of the man who might have caused her demise and the RCC mandate of hospice and also probably gave immunity to the Saudis and where the Saudis were trained to fly without landing in his state when he was governor and they ran planes into the Pentagon and New York town towers on 9-11. He crossed a few lines or in other words he double crossed the lines of normalcy and prudence because he was not right in the head and she knew it. HE was married to a catholic woman (I don’t know her or have ever seen her) and probably under the influence of Billy Graham as much s the rest of the family was and presidents since WWll except Truman who though he was a charlatan. We won WWll. Haven’t won any wars since but been involved in ongoing clashes without any reasonable goals or ends. which doesn’t help keep Fascism at bay, maybe it does to some extent, but reigniting WWll into WWlll by spreading our military super thin luckily with major advances in technology besides nuclear options and using it for power instead of attempting to stem the tide which was thrust at us for the sake of martyrdom and for the Vatican Jesuits. Learning how to protect nuclear power is hard in the days of terrorism when a state sponsors terrorism to do what it does such as the Vatican state trying to cause a nuclear war between the USA and Russia, IMO. I think it will end but when is the question. I KNOW WHY. Everyone talks about dealing with the ideology and does nothing about it but proliferate political correctness the same ideology in many respects with different victims deepening on the objectives to keep the Vatican afloat and most of the ways used came directly from the Vatican’s deep seated deception using the basest, coarsest parts of people as stated in the Gospel of John before Jesus was crucified. You can always find the sweet spot in people (facetious, of course) if you look hard enough and put them in jeopardy or by trumped up charges ( a pun) or to put it another way a pow (prisoner of war) etc or put their families in jeopardy and also via dumbing people down even the pope who is quite dumb but those behind the scenes however in the long run dumber. Trying to control the Presidency, or control the office of the President. imo. It’s a struggle but an unusually big one from the moment he stepped into the oval office. I like ovals. The pope is just an icon and promotes idolatry to the nth degree but not necessarily by his own choice. So as far as learning the truth, you might as well as each of us blunders through our lives. Don’t ya think? Pope Francis was accused of prostitution, but I don’t know the veracity of the accusation- probably why he was chosen to keep him in line. A read part of his family died in car wreck but I doubt he cared too much. It wasn’t noticeable.

The power is behind him probably the Secretary of State of the Vatican.

Hostage type stuff. Mob type tactics. 

There is an age when some people get dementia etc and she might have it. I don’t know. She often looks like she is inhabited by something like Billy Graham on some poses, whether it is her, I don’t know. There are drugs for dementia and other late life illnesses and conditions, but when she was younger she said the stuff she suggested way before Jeb ran for President but it was her wish when she said  it.  I think and a warning for us but maybe has been overtaken and weakened. I think she is making a mistake or someone is making it for her or through her. It affects the next generation. She had it pretty good in her life. I hope she is able to float herself in her families eyes. I bet she gets medical care regardless however others aren’t given the same privilege because she was or is a wife of President Bush. Double standard propping a bad standard. IMO At least she announced it or was able to beforehand so her family can be with her. I sure wish I had been given the same for my mom to be with her. Sometimes people do the oddest of things for the oddest of reasons and I have no idea of her reasons. It is a political stance a very dangerous one and easily abused for money or for other reasons. She had money, didn’t she, before she was married, as I recall. Oh well. GOD KNOWS. I’m not going to display them because everyone has seen them pictures. It is self-evident and maybe she has no choice. A very stoic woman like my mother-in-law.

“Stoicism is a school of Hellenistic philosophy that flourished throughout the Roman and Greek world until the 3rd century AD. Zeno of Citium founded stoicism in Athens in the early 3rd century BC.”
The fact, it was announced to the world beforehand is kind of interesting though. Should we follow in her footsteps? I don’t think so.

Senator Rand Paul: Do FBI agents Strzok and Page still have security clearances?

The answer should alarm you

Sheppard Smith reported Hannity is also involved somehow or another via the lawyer for Trump who was mishandled unconstitutionally testing the premises of our country’s founding writers of the constitution and writers of the bill of rights, the legality and power of the constitution itself and the bill of rights, testing the people who are supposed to uphold the law, and the people, and of course testing the winepress of god. I guess he got too close to something or possibly guilt by association. Probably Laura InGraham. Definitely Laura InGraham spinning off his show and he spinning down on her show. Its a strange spin off and while pleasant it is not easy to watch someone being seduced which is not too uncommon. Very disingenSuous. Very hard to do especially if it’s based on a lies, the spin off. Hence Stormy Daniels in a pink suit, no less. (Jackie Kennedy pink suit?) Some strange tactics. I think it is very twisted. The forever interaction between shows is very oily. Lathering. Yeasty. The most arousing small talk I have ever encountered. NOT REALLY. It’s so stimulating, let not your heart be troubled; Ye believe in God, believe also in me. It is however and immense amount of glad handing which is typical amongst all of the press (Comey and Stephanopoulis whispering sort of) as if in a league of their own. Anyway it’s rough out there.

Throw your nets on the other side of the boat and there ye shall find.

Helps to look both ways sometimes. 

I thought Mitch McConnell’s excuses were interesting in regards to the Omnibus bill: We couldn’t very likely go to the Dems and change our deal even after knowing nor learning something…… In his own words said a bit more eloquently: but, of course, you can. He was in an interview with Neal Cavuto on Fox news making  a lot of excuses halfway through the interview (actually the exuses were in the forward part of the conversation. You don’t have to stay locked in a deal if it isn’t finished 3 months before and was using Big Government as his excuse. If this is the way the Senate works he has to be excoriated for it, whatever it may be. What deal? Why didn’t Neal Cavuto ask him? It’s like an incomplete sentence which can be completed and it can even be completed after it is a done deal. It’s called a reversal. I don’t know what he was referring to because Neil Cavuto didn’t ask because I think he knew. Problem is the people don’t know what the two know betwixt each other. I was surprised there wasn’t some canned laughter after he spoke.

A Supreme Court Justice Scalise died a while back but not before saying “the constitution was a dead document” as opposed to? He either said is or was. Probably partially the cause of his demise which I don’t think was on the up and up at some hunting Large/Lodge in a county in Texas. He was a pro lifer in the sense he thought abortion is wicked (not his words but I surmise), but he was reared in such a way and probably never read the bible. It was a suspicious set of circumstances it seemed and he became a RC martyr but I don’t think it was his idea.

Maybe it will all be alright……..maybe it will all be okay…….


Noticed a verse

Philippians 4:13 “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”

Except move a mountain

nor accept that the mustard seed

is not the smallest of seed

neither the implications of both.

The riddle of it is Paul gets to do Paul’s things in you as long as lucifer is with him.

(called being possessed)

Dana Perino said Alex Jones doesn’t count but does Dana Perino count? How do you know if you do? Ratings? I wrote it first in regards to school lunches ….hmmmmmmmm.


“Even General Mattis had to finally admit, many months after the airstrikes, that there was no proof that Assad had, in fact, used chemical weapons.” Funny, I don’t remember it but I only remember it when Obama was President. Either there was blackout of the internet and the news for some in regards to it but I think referring to the first not the second one. Who knows. I don’t think either one (when Obama was President or Trump was President) has a good solid ground of evidence and espiciously in the race to bomb Syria however we are not privy to every piece of evidence but what has been provided has a lot of holes enough holes to fly Planet X through. I know he was tested as every President seems to be tested but I don’t remember Syria was the test for Trump till recently. I write a lot and maybe someday I will remember everything, but I think it’s part of the Great Deception. He dropped a mother of all bombs on a bunker but it wasn’t in Syria or so it was reported as such. Could Gen. Mattis be mistaken? How odd. Gen. Mattis is kind of a new addition to the Trump team, isn’t he?

Watched The Secretary General of the UN Nicki Haley answer a question on Fox News Sunday and it was a long answer as if memorized (seemed like forever she was all over the place) orated with clenched teeth trying to impress everyone with her knowledge of the world affairs as if it helps to know the mess the world is in and I definitely don’t think she can fix it and definitely the UN is not going to be able to handle the mess either, though it tries but to no


Watch and learn.

Turkey is worried…..hmmmmmm, I wonder why.

Syria ‘chemical’ attack: Experts finally visit Douma site

Good you tube about the factions in Syria, the Burdensome stone of the Old Testament. 

Merangue’s Blog

Seeing this video by Christopher Hitchens may be the place we should be bombing is Albania. she was only born in Albania but she sure fucked things up, didn’t she…. if she was a she? Mother Teresa declared war in her/he own words. And war it is.


My daughter and I treated ourselves to some crepes and tarts from La Madeleine but we didn’t have utensils. I have kind of been lax about doing the dishes. She found some plastic utensils in the drawer that I sometimes keep from meals eating at fast food drive throughs and then I think I said to my daughter,”We can do this.” Kind of a take off of the show The 100. Looking forward to watching the next show coming out sometime this month I think the 23rd. Interesting show and the response of the show with the three dragons a year away Game of Thrones. I’ve been kind of having a hard time with boredom and going forward keeping my goal in the forefront which is hard when dealing with some things besides the Great Deception I suggested the ex get some cards to play poker or other games like Cribbage or something and he said we had some but it’s been years. He looked for a bit. I said “we could gamble for money”. He said, “Why not just go to the casino nearby and I said because the casinos win and I want to win. (I have some goals in mind.) Anyway he didn’t find the cards and said he would get some in few days. We’ll see if he does. Already forgotten once. I reminded him again..

Everyone is Going Insane! Podcast

If I came to the Vatican and systematically killed every priest, cardinal, bishop and alter boy

would the pope saint me?

My Next Post may be

Grace Left The Party Early.

Or did she?

Barbara Bush Died.

Like a dynasty.

Mitch McConnell is wong.

Barbara Bush, former first lady, dead at 92

My ex last night told me he had met Barbara Bush at a gig. I never knew that one. News to me. I remember he met a woman where I worked (a dinner theater- The Wind Mill Dinner Theater) who said he was as thin as a reed. He didn’t meet her she just said it to him as she was passing by on her way home from her acting gig. Her name was Joan Fontaine. It was a strange thing to say at the time but he was. He also played the saxophone but she hadn’t seen him play as far as I know. You learn a lot about a person when you have babies and go through a divorce. He was not raised well but he was the fifth son and the youngest son of the family and his died died when he was a teenager. I never met his dad. His dad suffered many heart attacks before he died which was a complication for having been shot on D-Day (at least what I was told) but I heard and because of shrapnel in his knee or leg which was never removed. I think he had had 12 heart attacks before he died, maybe one more. He was already dead before I entered the show. I think it was a long death in a way but doesn’t mean he wasn’t involved as much as he could be.

I never met her but I liked her from afar and she favored my mom to some degree which is probably why, but I loved my mom best and loved my dad best as well, of course but I thought she was kind of a winner in her own right when she still had her rights. Anyway her son George just told a joke about himself and his mom which she told about him which was kind of funny in light of things. Something about drinking and smoking while she was pregnant with George and probably the only way she could get it done. Interesting family until the last one which wasn’t funny. SICK. Mentally unstable.

You would be surprised at the possibilities. With God anything is possible. Yesterday, I saw a family of robins outside a window at the hospital as I was leaving making a nest, really pretty ones as a couple of girls training to be nurses were hovering behind me my ex said  though I didn’t notice. I saw the robins. There was no reason for the nurses to be hovering but perhaps for one nurse to show one training where the exit was as if she didn’t know. People and employees come and go through the same door.

There is more to life than politics.

I asked the ex again while he goes to pick up some food he offered if he would pick up a deck of cards. And he got kind of riled and said “what is it with you and cards.” I said, “I want to win some money.He said, “Not from me. I’m not gonna gamble with you.” I said “over a long period of time.”  He refused because he’s a lot of fun. BOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG. I think it is the death of a relationship and a very slow death. He knows he would lose. killing me softly……Now he’s vacuuming. He cleans when things are not going his way. Cleanilness is next to godlessness. Takes after his dad. “I wanted you to bury me and me to bury you kind of guy.” to the end. which might be sooner than he thinks. One way or another it will end. A thousand years is s a day as a day is a thousand years, etc. It was probably good he didn’t go on a lot of trips with the family in the long run and in the short run. He missed a lot of fun but I stopped going to his gigs as well. I think I didn’t miss much even though I like music just not the bar scene. and getting drunk which is what you do when you go to see a band your husband at the time is in. What else do you do at a bar? I tried to dance but his brother wanted me to dance closer to him. We were already slow dancing. How close do you want to get? I didn’t ask. but he complained to me for not dancing closer i.e. rubbing pelvic to pelvic with him while the husband watched so I taught myself classical guitar and had kids instead, worked on some art and hung out with my sister but not without some of her troubles while he and his older brother argued about whether the female at the club was a prostitute or a girlfriend of the guy who owned the bar of which neither knew either. They were drinking. My options were limited but the trade off was better as long as I could balance it just right which I tried to do my best. I had MY ten day old baby in my arms suffering from Post Partum birth stuff after a caesarian birth and his cat was dying in front of me and he wouldn’t even come home from his gig to help because his gig was so much more important not ever considering me or what I was going through. He could not let his audience down nor his band for a few hours. UNBELIEVABLE.

I think all along he was hoping I wouldn’t have kids. He had a varicocele. We rarely had sex. They had operations to alleviate the problem and pills for adding testosterone to his sexuality which had a side affect to kill but I didn’t want him to take the pills and he didn’t want the operation, I suppose. He wanted to be a star. From his standpoint he didn’t realize he had a problem, but I certainly noticed he did. Having MY kids was a miracle. He went to Mexico for a gig at a resort when I found out I was pregnant after 14 years of marriage and I continued to work the job using a ladder and thought “this is fucking nuts.” I was very careful. Bad enough watching him fish in a scum pond in the middle of the woods with cotton mouths or some kind of water snakes all over the place popping their heads up as he was in the water fishing with his friends. I think either cotton mouths or water moccasins. Not sure which but only saw a bunch of their heads popping up around him. I thought he was nuts but I didn’t realize how nuts. He was not nuts about me of course, he was just nuts. He hated my guts.

There was an accident on Southwest Airlines which is normally a very trusted airlines. A woman was sucked to death and turned into Mother Teresa.

Kind of a strange story but the plane landed safely because of a few.

Sanctions Flap Erupts Into Open Conflict Between Haley and White House

Nicki Haley is standing her ground against the White House and the White House counsel (Kudslow? but for Pence) saying she was not confused. I think she was. You know what they say about insanity those who suffer insanity usually are the last to know.  She calls it confusion but I think it’s more. Something was wrong. Between the two or three the timing was off and the intel was a bit mixed up, putting the cart before the horse. By mixed up, I mean, intentionally. In essence, She was representing the UN before representing the US depending on who or what you believe to be truthful. Obviously the UN and the RCC are intertwined. Tough spot to be in. May be the clue about the hand by James Comey is the best clue he could divulge in his tell all book without realizing it, like my ex does from time to time. A bird in the hand. In any case Hardball is trying to explain how she got ahead of herself and I don’t think Hardball can explain it. I don’t think she can explain it either. A lot of people are trying hard to explain it away. This explanation will be the press fodder for a while.

It’s kind of obvious how it might have happened as I have tried to reveal.

Video shows monk seal pup playing with knife

Who gave the seal pup an orange knife! I bet it’s the rubber kind of knife you find at the dollar store. Cute seal. My mom could imitate a seal. Can your mom do that? Where the rubber meets the road. The seal wants to be a walrus.

Maybe Obama is the mayor of London, now blaming knives for knife attacks in London trying to be politically correct or the false prophet some call it right when right is wrong and wrong is right. Obama enticed the new pope who is not so new with a carrot probably after his fiends raped a few girls to get some dna via some eggs. He’s a dirty mother fucker but it isn’t gonna change anything. He is still gonna lose his soul. IMO. Of course I’m not GOD but what he did to our country and to others the tricks using some powerful drugs invisible, tasteless, odorless drugs to prepare his crowds for his speeches. It’s called cheating BIG TIME. It’s sad when someone has to go to such measures to get an applause. Can’t get much wimpier than Obama. Can’t even shoot a basketball as he demonstrated once. Remember? A no talent. “The future must not belong to those who insult the prophet of Islam” is what he said at the UN and I do it as often as necessary. Often it isn’t necessary….just depends on what needs to be said.

I want to know who the white hats are that were at the scene of the alleged Syrian sarin/chloride attack which was witnessed to be a normal attack without chemicals, he said white hats yelled chemicals, gas or something like someone might do on a plane and yell fire. The witness was on Tucker Carlson show (NOT ON HIS SHOW included in his show from afar). The ex said the UN uses blue hats. I don’t know. I do recall seeing Pope Benedict XVl in a picture I have with the Secretary (Of STATE – The Vatican) Georg Ganswein with a bunch white helmeted men. Company takeover and were celebrating. Chrysler Chevrolet or something like it when Obama awarded a company to Libyan President Ghaddaffi and then Ghaddaffi was bludgeoned to death after or before visiting Rome during a G-8 summit. The picture was taken around this time but a little after (which might mean before reported backwards) and is in one of my posts and the Hearsts son was there in his Lacey alter boy clothing.

Who is being referred to as the white hats at the chemical/attack in Syria?

The guy who straightens the braid on the back of the pope for the sake of the camera and likes to be noticed. It’s his job. I watched him do it when the pope stopped his car to honor a memorial of some martyrs on a bridge. Then Ganswein jumped out of the car knowing the camera was running/rolling to get in the picture. The braid was fine but he needed the attention. Some people need an exorbitant amount of attention and will do anything to get it. A real tough job.  He does more than adjust a braid. I read about a braid that was found during a raid of a site near Jerusalem in the old days It wasn’t Jerusalem but somewhere in Israel in some writings by Josephus and the clues left behind after the whole group were poisoned.  A pointed awl etched message a picture of A little tree, a scarab and a mausoleum. I read about it and I wrote about it when I was working on the subject at the time, which I’m not going to go into any more about it on this post but kind of like what happened in the 70s in Guyana and the Jim Jones cult. I don’t think it was a braid of a girl left behind.

What to do about it? It’s an easy one. Set them back a few years.

I know it sounds wild but their saint declared war.

 A priest who attended the funeral of Mrs. Bush said everyone loved  her. I didn’t. I didn’t even know her. I didn’t have a desire to know her because I have a mom although I like older women and have had a few older friends who I would classify as good people and I am glad to have known these women late in life. One which was in France in the French Underground  doing what she could fighting against fascism whose dad was taken away from her by Nazis never to be seen again. She was helpful to me at a hard time of confusion and could never replace my mom but she meant a lot to me.

True story.

I painted her with pastels and have not finished it which I need to do. 

I had another friend which I didn’t care for much but she was married to a friend of my husband who died in a car wreck though my ex says it was motorcycle wreck. It was a head on collision. He had had a fight in his yard with a snake while mowing the yard and then had a heart attack and told his wife not to bother calling a doctor or taking him to the doctor because there wasn’t time because of the distance being in the country.…. a week after having the wreck and he didn’t go to the hospital which I suggested he should because sometimes you can’t tell even if you feel good after a wreck especially after a head on collision. He didn’t go. Before his wreck we went fishing with my eldest daughter when she was young at their pond on their land in the country and she made a big deal about my daughters clothing. It was ridiculous. Giving me a lesson of some kind. She was in between being a girl and teenager and didn’t wear her best clothes to pond fish at their pond. The lady was a sour puss. I had to put up with some real winners. He died right before 9-11.. His name was Allen, but I don’t remember her name. On their land I never saw a motorcycle and had been there a few times and even saw what was in their garage which was open so the ex is bit mixed up. If he had had a head on collision at 50 mph on a motor cycle he wouldn’t have been able to have called. My cousin had a motorcycle. Mrs Bush has a bit of her in her but I think it has to do with Billy Graham and he can’t win. I think she got back her robin.

Paul Simon I know what I know

Last night, I asked again “Hey, did you get the cards?” And He said “No.”  I said “Are you planning to?” And He said “EVENTUALLY.” and something like “when I feel like it.”  LOL Parting is such sweet sorrow definition. A line from the play Romeo and Juliet, by William Shakespeare; Juliet is saying good night to Romeo. Their sorrowful partingis also “sweet” because it makes them think about the next time they will see each other.

You do not want to be in a Fox Hole with this guy. I think we are in a waiting game of some kind. 

HOLD HOLD HOLD Like being temporarily held back by my anemone,

good thing I’m prepared.


It’s in Russian so who knows what is being said and even though I took Russian language I didn’t continue learning the language so I don’t remember anything in regards to the language except a few letters. I think it is an attempt in a twisted way to blame Al Qaeda instead of the Vatican where I believe the blame lies or in conjunction. or a simile?

Comey and McAbe if you combine them together kind of look like Jeb Bush. Oh well.

Still no cards.

My ex took my daughter to get a personal loan to up her skills in her field to learn eyebrow tattooing (can’t remember the correct title for the skill.) So he went to Chase Bank to get a loan and the bank refused and said the bank no longer gives personal loans even with collateral – my silver – worth at least the amount of the loan. The suggestion was for her to get a credit card and charge her gas on the credit card and pay the payments for 3 months and have a job which she had but it went sour. So we are going to test the advice. In the meanwhile hopefully something else will come along. The bank person told the ex Wells Fargo and every where else would do the same or won’t do the same. So much for small business expansion in the USA. Silver isn’t worth the cost i.e. I think it is gonna lose it’s value since it can’t even be used as collateral on a personal loan. Before he went or while he went to the bank I was thinking about the braid and the story of Samson (the strong man) in the OT. Cut off the braid and Samson has no power. Braid being either the RCC/pope with the braid, The Secretary of State of the RCC who adjusts the braid or the State Department. Lots of lessons in the OT. I think it’s the meaning in our day, anyway in regards to dis and dat, thee and thim, etc. Keeps the people down unless you buy their product…..gas, credit card debt, or work for thin. We are going to test the banks theory of relativity and I will keep doing the things I do. The ex doesn’t really care what she does, he’s catholic. Boy, did he take advantage of my family when he could. Lots of quagmires to contend with for the average person up against the man.

The Man’s Too Big, The Man’s Too Strong – Dire Straits

Still no cards.

I have prayed about it and hoping for a response and I will keep thinking of ways and praying for ways. It may take a while but I think there must be a way because she is worth it. She really got screwed by the man and his friends which helps the man feel superior to keep a female down even his own daughter. It isn’t the way. It’s his way but it isn’t the way. I don’t think he will succeed as he hasn’t yet succeeded. 

Last week or so he told me he had a bunch of work for the next few months and a really big job offered to him worth abut 5 times as much as what she needs but now he doesn’t think he will take the job because it’s too big for him even though he was going to take it. It’s his life:  I said I would help him on his job and he said I couldn’t and I said I could and he said “it”s my life.” I hung up on him. I could do as much as his brothers did at this stage in my life when they were younger and they got paid rather well and I didn’t. Amazing. He is gonna try not to do the job because it’s too big…doesn’t want to hire anyone to help or get free help to help his daughter etc. This is a quagmire. THE SWAMP. I hope it’s painful for everyone else as we plod along and especially for the him. The man with a sloping frontal lobe.


I have heard there are realtors working by the hour now which will undermine the realty business quite a bit, I would think, but it is how it works to dishevel business and catches up with every other business eventually.

The circle is gonna get smaller and smaller and smaller till there is no circle. I just have to wait it out. I’ll keep you posted with my little notes.

I called him again to push him a little harder and he said he already has an ocular headache so I am having an affect on his little tiny head and I will keep pushing him. He said he doesn’t want to worry about it today and I said don’t worry about it work on it until it gets done and she gets her training.

A Young Brit reporter on site in the eye of Sheppard Smith is saying there are videos too graphic to show about the alleged chemical attack (Chloride/sarin) in Syria and talking about the delays for investigating by gunman and seems to me a link to the videos of the brains of babies being sucked out during an abortion. Trust but verify. Try it. Show the evidence. He says they have the videos so Fox News should show the videos and put the videos on the site of Fox News so those who want to view it or critique it may do so. We’ll see if Fox News does, but I doubt it. One of their witnesses is a female in a black hijab from head to toe giving her contribution about the chemical attack, sort of cryptically. And some others also but a few who didn’t look too comfortable with what they were having to have to say supporting the UN and it’s coalition. Didn’t look sound, nor sound sound, neither believed by me, myself and I.

A woman guest whose son is in Syria appeared on Fox News who said her son is lost in Syria and he loved what he did in Syria. She said even if at the opera they still want their son home. (words with the same meaning and almost a direct quote) Something like it. Very thoughtful and if he is hearing it I’m sure it helps. Reminds me of the James Foley family reaction and the Christopher Stevens family. Perhaps plant a tree or an asparagus garden in his name or in his service. The two party democracy is not working any better than a bunch of guys dressed in white walking around a black box in the same direction in the center of Mecca. It’s the same thing. Jesus said to Peter and those fishing with him to throw their nets to the other side of their boat and there ye may find. It helps to look on both sides for clues like when crossing the road.

Dana Perino gave her angle about Mrs. Bush while in repose and her decision to refuse medical treatment….
for the cause? Her mission? Very calculating to add to the repose of Mrs. Bush after she has died. Don’t ya think? We already heard about it before she died. Did it need to be repeated to sink in? Was it necessary to add? It must have been to Fox News. PROPAGANDA. Usually a personal THING but in this instance it was ADVERTISED and CHEAPENED MRS. BUSH. This is Foxes idea of discussing hospice without getting to the nitty gritty about hospice how it began and why and by whom and the many ways it can happen. through a good con job, not reading the lines, not reading between the lines, trusting the wrong people when dealing with a bunch of anemones and/or be afraid, cornered, with your back up against the wall, entrapped and/or be brainwashed, in a bind, and empty headed, enticed and/or be desensitized like a crab about to be cooked. It can happen a myriad of ways and puts other people at risk and at the mercy of the NWO and ought to be scrutinized and chastised for what it is. BULLSHIT
a veil for murder it you have a mind to which is part of the problem with the practice. Like witchcraft is kind of a practice. Trickery. Practice makes perfect.
And he said unto them, Go ye, and tell that fox, Behold, I cast out devils, and I do cures to day and to morrow, and the third day I shall be perfected.

I think he meant “a prefect.”

Prefect (from the Latin praefectus, substantive adjectival form of praeficere: “put in front”, i.e., in charge) is a magisterial title of varying definition, but which, basically, refers to the leader of an administrative area.


I decided to see the verse in context because I knew there was a reason for my suspicion of the precept and it was the next verse

33 Nevertheless I must walk to day, and to morrow, and the day following: for it cannot be that a prophet perish out of Jerusalem.

Sounds eerily similar to Paul and his writings. INANE maybe a bit INSANE and not the personality of the person or people in the Gospel of John, anyone or ANYWHERE IN THE GOSPEL OF JOHN. It is a sentence/statement which makes no sense one part of the sentence not having to do with the other part of the sentence. Only to a lunatic it might make sense. I don’t think it rates in the scheme of things to take this verse seriously. I think it misses like a backfire.

Will Dana Perino refuse medical treatment the next time she needs it? We’ll see someday.
I bet not.
I had a dream during a nap. It was a weird dream kind of avoiding work. Sean Hannity asked me out on a prom date. I didn’t know he had asked but I was reminded about it by him in the dream in his silver tuxedo so I went along with the premise got dressed in some strange outfit (some kind of prom outfit) in my dream dragging the outfit along half on half off. I said in the dream to whomever I was talking to in the dream and said “I don’t remember being asked to the prom” and then said “I sorta do” but I don’t remember it (it was suggested by Sean Hannity in the dream) so I woke up thinking this is nuts obviously been watching too much television after I had looked up Tibet in regards to the seal picture above in the post which i noticed when I went to look at the seal video again. There is a string either on the seal or the orange knife. Probably the knife. Bait. Cute seal though. Really cute soooooo cute. Must have been the coffee or some kind of dream spinner as a tan car drove by or a snort like an Afrin cocktail up my nose from a nurse ( a form of it in another name) the other day which was extremely too much on one side having caused some discomfort since and off and I have been on the verge of an earache and sore throat however I have staved off the affects for now. She was a bit clumsy and having a bad day, I think, but trying. The dream reminds me of the time I went to the prom and I wasn’t asked with a girlfriend and a guy friend. We showed up for the fun of it. She had extra clothes and I guess it was her idea or his. I know it wasn’t my idea. It was a spur of the moment kind of activity. We showed up as a threesome and a bit late. I don’t remember much about the night other than getting a dress and showing up. It was like playing dress up as a kid getting in our costumes. Probably how it occurred: she was called for an impromptu date while we were at her house probably listening to an album by the Beatles and it kind of went from there. I think all of us were bored and a little idea cropped up into our heads bouncing off each others minds and VOILA.
Watched Fox last night while eating with the ex and the advertisement came on about the First Baptist church which comes on frequently and asked the ex would you go to the church that says you can be next to god as it says if you go to their church and he said he had gone to the church. I think he played music and he said his boss and his wife attended the same church and officiated somehow for the church and she sprinkled holy water on their business doorways and it didn’t help to bring in business or whatever she was trying to do with holy water. The couple offered a salary job to my ex and fired him the next month. Something was wrong with them. He had worked for them for many years free lancing so it wasn’t as if they didn’t understand what they were getting into. It was offered by them. It was absolutely insane. The business kind of slowly died. Nasty bunch. Let’s just say very few decent people in the group. Had a secretary who was kind of cool. He ended up with their car before he died which he bought from them.
An ex wife of one of the people who worked there was present at an Obama press conference early on, I noticed. It was funny what she said, in other words she was rubbing his back verbally complimenting him and he hadn’t done anything at the time. It was early.
The ex finally bought the cards and said he wasn’t gonna play with me. I asked, “Did you get the cards?” He said, “I did, but I’m not going to play with you.” and after going to the store I asked him where he put the cigarettes he bought and he said on the furniture. So I looked on the table where he stood and where I was sitting when we were talking (about the cards) when he came back from the store and I couldn’t find them. So I asked him again nicely. “Could you lead me to them because I don’t see them” and he said “Are you blind?” because he had to get up and show me. So he showed me the furniture he put them on which is more than a piece of furniture with drawers and cabinets. He likes to fuck with me. When he asked where something was a few days ago I told him nicely where he could find the thing he was looking for and directed him to the place and I did not say, “Are you blind?” and I didn’t have to get up to show him. It was where I said it was otherwise I might have gotten up to show him but would not have said, “Are you blind?” The encounter ended up with a fuck you type slur towards him from me. He’s a pussy in my eyes meaning he’s an asshole, a dud and a little prick. His idea of friendship, not mine. How can anyone be friends with him? I told him before he went to the store, I said, “You know, my family liked playing games.” He mumbled something, but I didn’t hear it well enough to repeat it. More like he grumbled something.
I think he’s a bad sport.

Jackie Wilson – (Your Love Keeps Lifting Me) Higher And Higher 

Our House Crosby Stills Nash & Young – YouTube

The funeral in Houston (where Gary grew up before going to Connecticutt) for Barbara Bush who Neil Cavuto opined on Fox News ” she didn’t wear makeup…… and commenting about her bone structure and mentioned she wanted people to take her as Just as I am which is the title of the book written by Billy Graham who thought he was god. My mom’s structure was much different, luckily. My mom liked makeup. Only the hair was similar. It was the style for a certain age group. I guarantee Mrs. Bush didn’t look like my mom when she was younger. Mrs. Bush looked like a Graham. Interesting she is quoted by Neil Cavuto in regards to the book Billy Graham wrote, isn’t it? My mom didn’t read it. None of us bought the book as far as I know but the BGEA interfered in our lives in a foolishly harmful way. The lady at the store said the funeral was at a catholic church. Typical, it’s the RCC business; Funerals. I saw the chaplain or leader of a church in the waiting line to get seated from California the one with the glass walls. I don’t remember the name of the church or the name of the church leader, but thought it was kind of funny seeing him at her funeral. Not the Saddleback church /Rick Warren but as big.

It was a mock. or is a muck. In any case, miracles do happen and I saw a family of robins making a nest the day before she was said to have died.

Saw a snippet of Judge Jeanine and she advertised her book which I intend to checkout on Amazon though I may not buy but noticed a lot about loyalty the word keeps coming up with Comey’s book, Trump, the porn star, and others. It’s getting thicker in Washington DC I think.  What is loyalty without verification or truthfulness it’s like adding one person who is loyal lies to the next person who is loyal lies back which doubles the lies regardless of loyalty.  I think it is counter productive. Loyola stuff. IHS kind of loyalty which is Jesuit, isn’t it?

The ex had some pain on his rib or sensitivity and so I gave him a pain reliever ibuprofen because when he went to work and complained about ocular headache to the doctor he was working for (a he or a she) on their home who gave him a funny look and then he started having a twinge on his rib and I think the ibuprophen helped him for a while and today he explained and was complaining about his aches and pains to me in the last week. Ocular headache and heartburn for three or four days and the sensitivity on his rib etc and we discussed it kind of at length as much as you can. I told him “you don’t know what pain is” meaning he has not experienced pain like I have experienced pain. And then he said you (meaning me) better pray for him (himself) ……and a bunch of other stuff in the same vein and I said “why don’t you pray yourself¿”. Basically he was trying to say if something happens to him we’re screwed and he did say it. Everything depends on him and how good he feels a fact I consider to be a kind of a catch -22 of his making. A threat of some kind. Heal thyself. I’ll send his body to science to figure it out and hope for the best for me. It’s a sick world and he is a sick person in the head. A pussy, a dud, and little prick. I rest my case as far as my description goes. In the old days in INDIA and in EGYPT when the male died so did the wife, the servants, and the pets and everything worthless was thrown on to the fire. I’m not his wife. I think it’s in the air what happens now. We’ll see but it may take a while to find out so don’t hold your breath. There is sort of a space between us as far as communication goes.  The fact is he doesn’t know how pain really feels which is partially why he lacks empathy. I remember when my pulse was up over 140 for no reason in a resting state a couple of years ago or so and he said to me “Mind over matter” and went to his room to go to bed. It wasn’t in pain but I was scared. He could have cared less in fact I think deep inside he was hoping for something worse. You can’t say anything TRUTHFUL to this guy without being threatened. In regards to the ocular headache his daughter he said, she said  “Oh dad, it’s nothing”. All he needed to do was take an exedrin or two but refused because it had the opposite affect when he used to drink a bunch of coffee but only has one cup these days. Anyway going from dark roast to medium roast coffee because he thinks the dark roast might be affecting him. He used to like to drink italian style coffee called espresso because Mark Jaco (A Mason as in Masonic)) did who was a friend of his whom he admired but didn’t drink it at home only when he was out to look cool. Superior.  It’s a pose of some kind. Same with Jaegermeister but does drink it at home.  Everyone does stuff like it to some degree in some facet or form hoping it does make you look cool. Usually how fads get going. When someone is scared if you have an ounce of empathy you don’t say “mind over matter. ” I handled it I took a half of a Xanax which was all I had left in my prescription and tried to settle down. It helped. Which is when I went to the hospital on the sly to get more. But he loves to scare me his way like cutting the L bar on the garage door contraption over my head and then notice it and fix it or mock me when I’m emotionally upset then deny it or smoke out the house with a fire he decided to have in the fireplace impromptu he said it wasn’t planned yet I tripped over the firewood earlier in the day so it was planned. Was smoking out the house planned as well? I think so. We had to call the fire department. Like telling me he hates my guts when I took him up on an offer HE made ten seconds before in regards to my cat before my cat died. AND deny it a bunch but then admit it was because I divorced him was the reason and then deny it again and again. I think it’s insanity of some kind. I’m not a psychiatrist just an observer of these things but also I like to write about it as well. It helps to remember, IMO. I’m being punished for divorcing a catholic alter boy and I would do it again and again if I had to:( to be divorced from a catholic alter boy.) which I don’t because I don’t want to. I would never date one again either. There is something wrong with them. Nevermore ready to do the things I? do, do?; and say what I? say. say; and feel what I? feel, feel; and hear what I ? here, here; and see what I?  si, si …….

George Bush, Sr was in hospital with a few minor illnesses probably caught at the hospital reported by Fox news, and it was also reported he wants to live to 102. And on Drudge was this story: How did it get discovered? Who smelled Uranus?

Uranus smells like rotten eggs…

Mark Levin had a guest on a few days back about electric armageddon via attack of the electric power grid. All I can say is generators are probably a good investment and about the only thing a citizen can do to help in times of electric power grid mishaps. The government has known about this for a long long time and I’m sure we have the capabilities to do the same in retaliation and if we don’t we’re idiots. When I say retaliate: I mean everyone. I’m sure we have set up a protection against it. Anyway I felt like it was a personal attack for having written what I wrote about him but I tend to take things personally being a bit paranoid with every reason in the world to be paranoid which I have been quite open about and the reasons for it. I did not make up the problems we face. I may have participated unknowingly as most of us have.

Why Did Yankee Doodle Call a Feather ‘Macaroni’

The French President Petron Macaroni gave a very nice speech after a very stiff entrance by both couples: the Trumps and the Macaronis. Speech was very worldly and I disagree with him about almost everything. He didn’t mention women which is the thrust of the matter, imo. TYPICAL. Didn’t mention Hospice. Mentioned mostly a roman catholic view with a EXTRA sauce. He lives there and we live here. His world view is basically SURVIVAL and ours is also being attacked. We can agree on one issue: TERRORISM. Mother Teresa’s hospice is terrorism. Sneaky terrorism. Nationalism is not a bad state of mind to have just depends on how it is expressed but political corruptness has soiled the word itself. THE FRENCH ARE NATIONALISTS. THE ENGLISH ARE NATIONALISTS and should be. Also Colonialists. They believe in manifest destination as just about everyone does in every category of species. Jackie Kennedy’s horse was called Macaroni, wasn’t it?  I didn’t get much out of the speech except what you would expect of a French President who was involved in the bombing of Syria based on false information. Perhaps he brought the information he said he had in regards to proof of a gas attack by Assad/Russia in Syria to President Trump on the sly. Probably why he came to the USA or to convince him on the proof or maybe to combine their intel nevertheless the attack ensued. Hopefully got some kind of truthful interaction though it must be tough without privacy. World wrestlers are gonna play wrestling in Saudi Arabia soon. How bizarre and going to evangelize the Saudis? KInd of slutty if you ask me.

The ex brought up the Northern army having to do with Revelation and Israel. I asked him where he heard about it or read about it and it just came to his mind meaning Russia (northern army because it is north but so are a lot of other places and states.. It occurred to me  with the US threatening to move our embassy to Jerusalem and Trump recognizing Jerusalem as the capital of Israel perhaps the bible scholar/prophecy legends have it wrong. Perhaps the northern arm is the union army. Either the union army from the civil war/Abraham Lincoln or the union army/the EU or both but could be a whole bunch of people included n the description. I don’t know but it is a possibility or two. Probably Jesuits but I don’t really know the invasion he is sopping of. It could be Syria and even Turkey.


Lots of places. he is talking about armageddon, I think. I think it is a a spiritual war having to do with hospice/murder suicide Jesuit inspired thanks to the Jesuit Pope Francis being gracious to those the RCC church deems unworthy using all kinds of temptations and tricks (TATs). Isn’t Albania (birthplace of Mother Teresa) north of Israel? Albania is to the east of Italy (the boot) and I think it is the heel of Italy or the heel of the Vatican (it’s bread, inheritances, businesses, population control,  etc). Of course, there is the movie called Das Boot about a Russian submarine disaster. Anyway in the Gospel of John, Jesus says someone will raise their heel against him (says me) and Obama did it (on the desk during phone conversation in photo op talking to Netanyahu early in his administration almost immediately after getting the presidency) and Mother Teresa, both facilitating the other in our country using medicare etc., in India using a disaster (Bhopal) to kick start it and all over the world in many, many countries now and using abortion as an excuse and declaring war but it’s only an excuse the real reasons are obvious. To corrupt, to cover up, to steal and to rob and having to do with the NWO type tactics. FASCISM essentially. It can be used in a multitude of ways for a multitude of reasons to maintain the RCC and it’s utter nonsense. Family planning for themselves not allowing families to plan their families and to keep it’s power over the world which it misuses and it will be destroyed because of it’s unruliness and it’s use of deception.

When my mom was being interviewed by Dr. Denham at the ARC (Army Retirement Community) for mental incapability because she was old I guess he asked her the date and the what day it was. When you live in a place and don’t get out and aren’t on a computer it’s hard to know. I get mixed up all the time about the time, date, day but I am very alert and she deserved to be treated with more respect but I didn’t realize what he was up to at the time and since I wasn’t in the know as far as her estate or in the know as to what some people may have been up to. Also the drugs given to her. I didn’t know enough. She was so much fun to be around and if she had had some things to do in the retirement community it would have helped such as a hobby. She was an artist: really good one. I’m not sure about this but I think she may have donated her kiln to the operation but it changed hands ownership wise and failed to do right by my mom and others obviously finding one woman in a puddle of blood on the floor was a sign. Falls are how often the elderly get UTIs which make them sick, sometimes very sick and also can cause sickness in the nurses and staff so it is to their advantage to do a better job for the elderly for their own health. The rules in Texas about the elderly were misused as well. In the old days people bound their patients/the elderly or mentally deficient with duct tape or some other devices and was made illegal to bind a person which is good but you can protect them like you would a baby.  It isn’t hard to do but there evil people in this world who like to take things too far. The accident regarding the woman who was in a puddle of blood could have been avoided. Like putting someone on a ride at a carnival without a protective bar to keep them in their seat and there could be buttons on the bar to let everyone know all she wanted to do was go the bathroom, and instead she fell, which is what she said to the emergency people who same to take care of her and all of this occurred smack dab in front of the nurses station but they were in a meeting in another room and the station desk was high enough they didn’t notice her on the floor in a puddle of blood and we had to alert them and then later denied it even happened. I wish I had gotten the woman’s name but at the time I thought it was a freak accident until the establishment denied it happened which is shameful. Then the things I noticed kind of got a little more disconcerting. but still you hope for better until your sister calls you and tells you she hospiced her for two weeks without telling you and your mom is dead and then says I love you. Reminds me of Billly Graham talking about God. God loves you he was said to have said. My sister was influenced by Billy Graham and the BGEA: BRAINWASHED.

 I don’t think Billy Graham was JUST as IAM.

I think he was a charlatan like President Truman said and those of you who follow him are screwed and you ought not to follow him or his son and daughters if you believe in God and believe in truth or believe that truth matters. IT DOES!

In the gospel of John it mentions someone saying He was just and I wrote about how it left off an end to the sentence and it was who I think judged Jesus and sent him to the cross. Joseph of Arimathea. (son of Matthew) but I think it might be a transliteration The RCC is good at changing it’s tune.. Don’t know for sure but it was in regards to the court he was taken to. Here is the blog post about it and how it affected me at the time I noticed the wording.

Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST)

and since the prophecy of Daniel was standing where it should not taken from the book of Daniel and put into the Gospel of Matthew instead during the Obama administration time frame it is suspicious. Someone imitating possibly someone else like we seem to be having to deal with these days such as people impersonating people and causing great confusion.

Today was national day of prayer and Trump brought up Billy Graham and IMO he is mistaken about Billy Grahams goodness. He mislead our leaders which is why we are having the tousles we have a s a country. I believe Billy Graham had a lot to do with the mistakes our leaders made such as the disposition of the Panama Canal and many other stupid mistakes however it takes time to find things out about the person who thought he was just as IAM. He wasn’t, obviously. I heard there are 60 million evangelicals in our country which surprised me to hear this high a number. I don’t him it’s good but for the sake of freedom to worship who you want but believe me you don’t want to worship him. WHAT MAKES HIM SO SPECIAL? He drew big crowds. He had a lot of RCC help and press help to get the attention he got by William Randolph Hearst for one who made the press puff Billy Graham because he was a shill for the RCC. Have you noticed when the pope comes out on his baloney there seems to be a crowd of many people awaiting his words for a moment or two. It happens because word gets out the pope is gonna speak and I imagine it is required of the people to attend. MOB THING. UNION KIND OF MOB THING. He was not good for our country and probably caused a great deal of troubles for a lot of people. DOES A LEOPARD CHANGE IT’S SPOTS?

France supposedly is replacing churches with mosques (by force or by other means) ….has something to do with the Jesuit idea that conception is the beginning if life compared to most women in the world who don’t agree. I’m sure Mother Teresa was inspired by the idea. In one sense it is true from the point of God who created the universe conceived  the universe in God’s mind and created the universe. I wonder why God made Mars and all the uninhabitable planets and stars.  Problem with Jesuits is Jesuits worship and make a vow to the devil, hence Mother Teresa so……If conception was the beginning of life why do some not make it in the first trimester, second trimester, third trimester, and so forth and obviously insurance companies agree. Anyway the Jesuits will lose their shirts.

What is interesting is how Mother Teresa a Roman Catholic twisted the meanings of kill and murder when talking about abortion and her Calcutta anecdote as I think the Roman Catholic Church did the same with the language of the Ten Commandments.  Hospice is murder. Not like the patient has a gun aimed at you as an enemy combatant in war when you are fighting against an enemy. I believe the commandment about killing was transliterated incorrectly. Obviously the Hebrews killed people in battles and wars but murder is different. Obviously God forgave them as well when they fought wars and killed people. If the commandment was thous shalt not kill but doesn’t say who or what….a spider, a mosquito, an owl, a deer, a tree, etc. Recently a baby in the hospital in New York was cut off (murdered)having some disease recently and against his families wishes but the doctors conspired to have him exterminated (not hoping for a miracle which can happen)……. I sure didn’t hear Dana Perino complain. Maybe she didn’t hear about it but it was in the news.

When the temple was destroyed the holy books were taken north to Rome (from Israel) by the adopted son of the Flaviouses and son of Matthew and obviously the holy books were altered and he was also hired for propaganda purposes. In the book of Revelations it warns anyone who changes the words written in the Book of Revelation will be cursed. There must be a reason the threat is included in the Book of Revelations IMO because the bible has changed such as the prophecy of Daniel moved in part to the Gospel of Matthew during the Obama Administration time-wise to give undue importance to the Gospel of Matthew. (Let the reader understand) over the Gospel of John. It was a sign….a BIG ONE. Roman Catholic Church made two commandments out of one in the past so it is not an unusual practice or HABIT for the RCC  to change the Ten Commandments nor the bible to fit their agendas. I think Dana Perino has done some work with Doctors Without Borders I think is the name of the entity she supports which is catholic inspired and hopefully a good cause. Borders are important but so are people. Assisted suicide used to be done on ships in international waters. So there is QUITE a bit of a conundrum going on, a mix up. Does she think the families wishes of the baby should have been honored? Hard to tell, isn’t it. I know she worked for the Bush Administration as the press secretary who is now Sarah Huckabee Sanders for PresidentTrump. I know Doctors with out Borders was recently in  a conflagration of some kind I think also during the Obama Administration. The Obama Administration sucked big time and as far as the press going after Trump for Russian collusion is getting ridiculous since anyone in the RIGHT MIND would have had Obama IMPEACHED for crimes against humanity using Obama Care, Medicare and other ways to sneakily kill people in the armed services offering hospice for free without doctors care which is absolutely insidious, treacherous and sinister: an evil plot to tow the RCC agenda and the Islamic agenda and the NWO to destroy good people and motley to destroy the USA because it won WWll. We are in WWlll. No one got to the truth in regards to Benghazi and I believe Obama is definitely involved in the crimes and coverup with a bunch of crap and books written about it full of crap. because of it I think a lot of people will be destroyed if the truth isn’t pursued in regards to Benghazi in reality and not in fiction. I know the wheels of Congress are slow but instead of going after President Trump in regards to Russia why not reinvestigate Benghazi and have President Obama answer some questions. Trump definitely should not take Fox’s Lisa Kennedy Montgomery’s advice about impeachment is the most ridiculous bribe I have ever heard. It would be bad for the country to go through impeachment shit using Clinton’s lawyer: How ridiculous. He should fire Mueller and show some backbone.

Reminds me of Prince Charles going to the pope to have his marriage recognized or to get permission to marry his dream boat

Camilla Parker Bowles.

Is President Trump a man or a worm?

Hopefully President Trump will NOT accept the Nobel Peace Prize

because he would be in bad company

if he did.


and sweden is crediting muslim country for their delicacy of some kind of meatballs. Next the swedes will be eating eye balls.


Ruby Tuesday – Melanie Safka – YouTube


As far as the Correspondents Dinner:


Sarah Huckabee Sanders went to the dinner which is strange since Trump didn’t go she shouldn’t have gone to the dinner but then maybe she doesn’t represent Trump, but Vice President Pence. I think she does a good job standing up to the press in her briefings, but who can tell who she represents? 

Maybe it’s time for Trump to stand up to the press and represent himself once in a while.

Why was Sarah Sanders at the dinner if she cares about Trump and his feelings about the correspondence dinners having disregarding the dinners. I think it rather odd for her to have been there if she didn’t have to be there.

Her dad liked her toughness, but who cares. I think it was a put on —the whole affair to make her look beset upon and to look tough which I don’t think needed to be done. Politics/Propaganda is a slippery place full of snakes and a lot of crocs. She already does it on a regular basis, I think unless the questions posed are posed for her to answer a specific way to look tough at the press briefings and what is the deal with the comedians hairdo? Oh well. I think Sarah Huckabee Sanders should learn to keep her hair in front of her ears instead of behind. My feminine advice. It looks better;0. Why not just let Mike Huckabee take the job himself and show us where she learned her toughness from. We know he kind of plays bass but where is his real talent? Schmoozing his daughter, musicians, and the like. I would love to see him do it for a few months. I am impressed with her departures from the podium at the briefings most of all. I like how she does it. It’s cool. If she is actually not putting on a charade and is actually representing the President then she does do a good job better than all the rest I have ever seen. I think she is pretty (to each his/her own) and I think she dresses fine. What do you want as a White House press secretary, a beauty queen? a forever first lady? what a weird thing to want to be. Doesn’t she have anything better to do? Did she bring back her girls? She doesn’t want her husband to be subpoenaed which he should be to answer for what he has done which is nothing good. He will answer for it but probably not by a bunch of wormsIt’s just a matter if time when God sees fit to deal with him appropriately for his crimes against humanity. I doubt she will want to be forever first lady then.

The problem with the briefings are the questions.

Kelly Anne Conway does a great job as does Anne Coulter. All three are my favorite women in high places representing conservatism. I even have some in the not too conservative arenas I happen to respect for the most part. Donna Brazil being one but not all of the time. Everyone has something to not like. By high places, I don’t mean in heaven but on earth in the USA. I don’t agree with each of them on a few issues but for the most part: I think Nancy Pelosi is a scam as many others in our government which needs to be scoured. I think Mitch McConnell needs to go as well. Mucking things up against our country


What I don’t understand is why no one that I know of didn’t verbally assail Laura InGraham. She deserves it.

As far as the porn star/russia probe/urinating on something on Russia goes and Mayor Guilliani there seems to be some liberal taking out of context of what he was saying on Sean Hannity show in regards to all the junk which is why it would be expedient for Trump to fire Mueller and let the press opine endlessly about it. I think he was thinking differently from a lawyers point of reference to what was asked. My impression he wants a three hour session with Mueller with predisposed questions etc. WHY BOTHER? I think a lot of people are trying to bleed Trump with a bunch of leeches. He doesn’t need to be bled he needs to stand up. Laura is on her high horse about abortion of course because she knows I think she should have been aborted. The world would be a better place without her but we must try to tolerate her virgin blabber but I choose most of the time to turn her off because she is so transparent. I see right through her as most people do because she is fakey. To watch her with Sean Hannity is like a lesson in verbal intercourse without the pleasure. It’s disgusting. She is like a needle trying to pull a thread through a dodo bird. By the way, is Laura InGraham sterile? It might explain a lot. I think she is the type of woman written about in the story about the wisdom of SOLOMON where two women have a dispute about a baby. One woman had a baby and another woman was trying to take her baby because her own baby died. She is an another. Today is not SOLOMON’S day so she is gonna have to figure out another tactic.  How may years ago was it? GROW UP!


The word that comes to mind in regards to Laura InGraham is YUCK.



Judge Andrew Napolitano: Mr. Trump, don’t help Robert Mueller destroy your presidency

If Trump follows by using a Clinton lawyer and capitulates with the FBI he is bound to be bound to the Clintons, Loyola, the Jesuits, the BGEA, Samaritan’s Purse, the Vatican, the mob,  etc. who are trying to maneuver, manage, manipulate, machinate the President of the US. I disagree with this article, but it has some wisdom in it except for being silent. Hard to believe someone would tell the President to be silent. Trump should accuse Mueller of colluding with the Vatican as a response.

Hit the ball out of the ball park for the sake of the country:

 Don’t be silent 


Melania Trump is floating her not so new ideas about kids online and looked beautiful doing it in her muted mustard colored jacket the fashion trend lately and she wears it well. It’s sweet. Will it delay Revelation? It’s a good effort in the mean while. Be Best in the meanwhile and teach your kids (if you are allowed) about the truth. GOD KNOWS!

I don’t think if will delay Revelation.

Did she delay the death of a child at the hospital recently who against the families wishes was allowed to die? She is the first lady and she could have if she only had heard about it in time. Did she stop Mother Teresa’s war? Is she willing to say Mother Teresa is not a saint, but an evil person? Is she willing to say the Roman Catholic Church is evil? What is stopping her? What stops others from the truth?  Will she admit the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed? Not too much to ask is it? Read about it in the bible! It’s why Revelation happens because she and others are not willing to tell the truth.

I DON’T THINK SHE CAN STOP IT. I don’t think anyone can.

SHE IS THEIR TOOL !!! Probably, sincerely a tool which is okay but it’s a little too little and too late. It’s a better attempt than Michelle Obama and initially more attractive and appreciated IMO and a reaction to the woes of the Obama administration’s results which were WHORE-REND-US.

I just made Melania Trump my tool as well.

I don’t consider her new package of not so new ideas in regards to her program Be Best a form of plagiarism

but more tailored to her style.

It’s a good idea.

But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am straitened till it be accomplished!
I wrote about this verse in a previous blog post which you might find TO BE kind of interesting in light of Revelation.
Notice the spelling in the word strait. No g and no h thus or hence having to do with a few of the straits in the area which I think have to do with oil distribution more than likely and banking possibly and definitely has to do with the RCC. Kind of an interesting verse.

Strait of Hormuz and others even unto the Strait of Sunda and it’s volcanic eruptions etc.

Hawaii volcano eruption: governor requests emergency assistance

Not everything can be controlled by treaties, agreements, alliances or by mankind. Some things are in God’s hands. The eruptions in the Sunda straits (in Indonesia) was felt all the way to Portugal when it erupted with a bang years ago and quite interesting. I wrote about it also in a previous post because it was so interesting and having to do with the meaning of names sometimes. You can find some of my posts linked on Merangue’s Blog and some are linked via the articles themselves (not all my posts are cited on the blog) and a progression of my knowledge while I was learning a bunch of stuff which has helped to

Krakatau (Anak Krakatau) Volcano, Sunda Strait (Indonesia) – facts …

  • The US states of Oregon, Washington, Vermont, Montana, California, Colorado and Hawaii permit assisted dying for terminally ill patients. The US capital Washington DC implemented a similar law for the city’s residents in 2017The volcano in Hawaii is said to be near an eruption spewing rocks big ones. Anyway in the bible it talks about big chunks of somethings falling (I think it is in Revelation) the size of talents.  I think it is around a TON (since the weight has been around a while as measurement (which is 2000 pounds), but I don’t really know and not sure anyone does. So I have linked an article about the size of talents next.

    Talent (weight)

    It could be a sign for our times because it is worldwide news story. A big sign along with many other big signs.

    The news says it will only affect an area within 10 or 20 miles of the volcano.

    The Gospel of Luke also talks about talents and the profit of those talents compounding profit vs saving and it is very weird basically stealing talents, profits of talents, and in regards to a persons value based on talents. Measuring people by their profits. It doesn’t sound like a messiah to me (but like Obama a very calm guy, a sign in itself) but a user of people like the RCC in regards to making money on sin sometimes entrapped into the sins to make money called indulgences. Sounds more like very evil shit than a messiah and very Roman Catholic/Islamic fascist extremists like Jesuits who make a vow to the devil to be Jesuits. Doesn’t sound messiahish to me. Sounds more like a pimp for prostitutes.

    Roman Catholic Church in 1500

    How much do we owe China? What is our National Debt?

    I know how to handle it: Forgive our national debt!

    Takes a great mind to come up with a great idea.

    Anyway the Gospel of Luke also calls those who save are foolish yet in the gospel of Matthew it says whoever calls his brother a fool (Raqqa, something sounding the same which means fool but also a name of a territory) is in danger of Hellfire. and somehow is connected to I think a disputed territory between Syria and Turkey which has been in the news quite a bit.

    Is it a sign? I think so.

    What does Netanyahu, mean?

    Is it a sign? I think so.

    Not a yahoo or in other words not a fool in Russianish language

    or means Not a who?

    Either way it’s something significant.

    Besides if you save or spend money like water shouldn’t be a measure spiritually. Depends I guess. The problem if you do either in this world  often times and especially in this day and age of computers some asshole will come and steal it in a multitude of ways besides regular crime white collar crime as well and high taxes (obviously you have to run a country but the reason for the Federal and State and Local taxes and their debts with inflation have exploded exponentially along with the housing bubble recently to make slaves and abuse of the IRS politically and probably religiously to encumber and trap people like us: the USA, via entrapment and other ways and means is the order of the day, it seems. the Jesuit Order, hence devilish.

A scientist David Goodall is heading towards a place to commit assisted suicide at the age of 104, hmmmm

how coincidental

I don’t think it’s a good idea and puts other people at risk and peril for the other side of assisted suicide

called assisted murder

disguised as assisted suicide

for lots of reasons, mainly money the root of all evil.

I think someone should go and cheer him up instead and change his course because it does influence others even young people when miracles do occur and sometimes in weird ways. Supporting assisted suicide (assisted murder suicide) is a bad habit and might have dire consequences and influences people to be put down against their wishes or under duress which can easily be manipulated, managed, maneuvered and machinated.

The M’s of a sociopath and for sure the M’s of a psychopath and those who would like to lord over others. I think Dana Perino may be one of them. Not sure because sociopaths are hard to spot. If she isn’t a sociopath she ought to campaign against assisted murder suicide for the reasons given. I hope she does because

“it’s the moral thing to do”

as George Bush said about giving money to AIDS victims. I recall a bishop in the Roman Catholic Church said it was their due to have contracted AIDS because of sexual practices being homosexual. Even babies get AIDS and hemophiliacs which has nothing to do with sexual practices so it was eye opening to read what a Bishop of the RCC revealed on the subject of AIDS. Makes you wonder not for joy if it wasn’t helped in certain countries and populations. I think it was. We had an outbreak in our blood supply and it infected my boyfriend (not at the time he contracted it) and his brother both hemophiliacs and both died eventually of AIDS. Neither were homosexuals and the only two children of their mother. One was a social worker and the other a dental technician. I don’t think they deserved it. Anyway before he died he told me about the people in charge of the blood supply when it was contaminated and he was suspicious righteously so of the reasons for the contaminated blood supply. 

Does a leopard change it’s spots?

I’m glad George Bush is pushing back, he should.

Jesus said in one of the Synoptic Gospels that life is in the blood (Gospel of Matthew, Mark and Luke written by the Q source). Obviously life was not in contaminated blood, but death. I think the Jesus who said this was talking about a convenant, a false one. I think A false covenant occurred at the Last Supper in those same gospels written by Q before he was crucified. If you compare the gospels you should see a remarkable difference in accounts in them and compared to the Gospel of John. I sure did and I’m a novice but I took the time and stumbled upon some things worth noticing mostly because of the shit I had to endure in my family which hurt my family and me. I probably wouldn’t have otherwise needed to, but I did.

By the way does anyone know the meaning of a coven?

  1. a group or gathering of witches who meet regularly.
    and the definition also says close associates…. (like the Jesuits, secret societies, and so forth.)
    The sign of the rainbow was a good sign, IMO it was a promise and a reminder to remember.

Now Martha McCullum is advertising on Fox News giving someone, she says them, the news, I presume, straight, but from where?

Notice her name CULL. Don’t disregard the meaning.


to reduce or control the size of (something, such as a herd) by removal (as by hunting) of especially weaker animals; also to hunt or kill (animals) as a means of population control.
When shit happened to my family my kids were going to Cullins Lake Point HS. when my dad died and later my mom was hospiced without my permission and horrible stuff happened to our family. Martha McCullum reminds me of my little sister though much more groomed for giving the news for the FOX and still in the fog of war as far as I can tell but more visible. Like Nicki Haley of the UN who has been learning quite a bit but more in line with Laura InGraham’s angle disregarding the truth.
And Jesus saith unto him, The foxes have holes, and the birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head.
Eventually the truth will win her over.

Is Hillary Clinton wearing a back brace?

Hillary Clinton was caught on camera with some protrusion on her back under her jacket. The article says it might be a back brace but could be a file and I don’t mean a fingernail file. Must be tough going to see your daughter and being photoed by the press. Maybe moving Chelsea out of her home piece by piece so her husband won’t notice starting with the leaf of a small dining room table.

Melania Trump’s Online Safety Pamphlet Seems Lifted From The Obama Administration

Much depends on the meaning. I recall often the double entendres when Obama and Michelle orated and hopefully Melania is sincere and not a lunatic like the previous administrations first lady. Her husband thinks she is sincere.

Putin had his election celebration for a 6th term. Russia must like him. Speaking of the Russian President:

 “The President is elected in a two-round system every six years, with a two consecutive term limitation. Prior to 2012, the term of office was four years. If no candidate wins by an absolute majority in the first round, a second election round is held between two candidates with the most votes.”

I bet it riles Ovama to see his election success.

Got to see some big news about the Iran deal and Macrons response. Does he get to speak for England and Germany as well? Too bad. Also Obama’s Quid Pro Quo in regards to the Iranian Nuclear deal which is not his legacy.. Learned a bunch and I think Trump is on the right track. I find it funny the Obama leftovers trying to put Trump (and the USA) in a box because of Obama’s deceptions about the Iran nuclear deal previously and permanently put the world at peril. Who helped to get Obama elected? It was the Vatican (Jesuits) and Kissinger. So as far a Europe being put in a corner because of Obama’s deal … thank the Vatican and the Jesuits for Obama

and be grateful Trump is redoing the deal and turning the clock back on a bad deal,

though it might not be as profitable in the short run in the long run you might be able to live.

According to Fox News morning show Mr Tipsy Steve Doocey just said that Rex Tillerson was said to have said “You know, Mr. President we need to stay in this deal.” How does he know what he said? Give me a break!  The press is fucked. Steve Doocey is like a dick who can’t get it up. I have no idea what deal he was talking about but Steve Doocey is the most obnoxious spokesperson of Fox and Friends. Obnoxiousness seems to be his MO. He is like a cricket you can’t find in a room when you are trying to get some sleep. The new Secretary of State Pompeii on his way back from North Korea with three POWs on his plane who in the process were asianized. Funny we never heard about them before Pompeii took the job. How long were these guys POWs? a monk or two?

Richard the gorilla poses like human for cameras…

How does North Korea get POW’s since they never leave the country.


Anyway it is beginning again to look like BS, but we will see because these are the days and in part of the GREAT DECEPTION.

Signatures are kind of interesting and tell a lot about someones personality and are sometimes familiar looking. Trump has an interesting signature which I want to compare someday to another signature. Reminds me of Billy Grahams Signature from a letter he wrote to JFK blackmailing him.

Trumps choice for the CIA if she was for water boarding is too bad. I believe sleep deprivation is just as powerful incentive to get truth out of a prisoner except time wise depending on the urgency. I don’t think water boarding leads one to the truth from a prisoner and besides we have this thing called the Geneva convention which says we have to treat a POW with a certain amount of respect. What about truth serum? It doesn’t work? There has got to be a better way than water boarding a prisoner. Some would say sleep deprivation is torture but I think it is a better way than water boarding or the catholic persecution tactics in the past: wheels with people strapped to them and put under water to get an answer from the prisoner you want instead of the truth. Laughing gas might work even better. I don’t think I have ever heard Trump say he is for water boarding of the torture nature so when I hear people say he is for it I am not convinced he is for water boarding. I think Obama is for tapes of people burning in cages with Islamic music (his favorite) propaganda and the beating to death of Libyan Muammar Gaddafi, and the breaking of arms and legs of people in high positions, etc. So when he complains of water boarding I have to wonder not for joy what is his aim or purpose. I know it’s not good. One thing for sure if he ever was put into a combat position he wouldn’t make it. He’s a coward and freak. I can’t help but remember how disrespectful acting he was at Mandela’s funeral. In my opinion he is a Caligula kind of guy who enjoyed torture. What was said at the UN by Obama in regards to the prophet of Islam in nutshell was evil and caused a great deal of evil and I’m sure was only a small tidbit of the evil he has caused. I’m not sure we have ever had a more evil person in the office of the Presidency as Obama. The worst things happened to my whole family under his watch which coincided with a lot of other terrible things such as the NWO (The New World Order ), the NWOR (The New World Order Religion) both with teeth, etc. IMO but it’s losing some and a few other things;) I have no idea what the Army manual is for torture on the field while in combat. I always thought it was directed under the Geneva Convention type rules. Obviously while in combat tensions are extremely high and things happen that shouldn’t (such as the My Lay Massacre) but the Army does have rules. Everyone seems to think water boarding was legal and I don’t think it was or ever has been legal. I do know when dealing with the people who murdered a bunch of civilians in New York on 9-11 we are dealing with vicious animals who don’t understand anything but viciousness but I still think we can and could employ better techniques being an intelligent people and have the moral authority which under God helps.

The torture films that were destroyed is a big deal.

Doesn’t make sense to have filmed the torture nor the destruction of the film, but I think the guy in charge at the time ought to answer about it in front of congress. What’s his name? John Brennan. I bet it wasn’t just CIA operatives doing the torture. I bet someone in a higher place might have been on film. Someone above John Brennan. While Haspel seems very bright once during the hearing for confirmation she made a mistake in her answer to one congressman and then corrected herself which was interesting but I don’t think she’s right for the job unless she tells us who was on the film besides the POW. I really don’t think her excuse why the films were destroyed makes any sense. Did she think Russia was gonna steal the films? I wish they had we might be seeing them and seeing who is being protected. She injected her sob story about CIA agents dying in the line of duty which I know is important and I do respect some people who do the job but I guarantee there are lots who should be in prison for what they do. She went into a story about a woman CIA agent who had three children who went to Afghanistan after 9-11 and how the woman with the three children was one of the first with some others from the CIA to be in Afghanistan “boots on the ground” as a response to 9-11 and also killed and I replied: She shouldn’t have been there and who informed them they were there. We are talking about 7 or so people. Doesn’t it kind of tingle your spine. Martyrs for the CIA. Who told them the CIA was there? These are the things that need to be worked out and is called part of “the swamp.” First of all, Afghanistan was where the Saudis trained people, but their homes were in Saudi Arabia and they were citizens of Saudi Arabia and the Saudi terrorists also trained in Florida to fly planes without landing them. Were there “boots on the ground” in Florida? There should have been “boots on the ground” in Saudi Arabia. Doesn’t the CIA know anything? Does the CIA see a correlation betwixt these terrorists who were Saudis, neither Floridians, nor Afghanis, but were Saudis? The timing is wrong because John Brennan wasn’t heading the CIA at the time of 9-11 however he must have been involved from the sounds of it or is she getting mixed up about 9-11 and Benghazi. I think so. Anyway as she left the hearing she strutted her stuff and I think she thinks she has it in the bag. She might, but I think she is kind of wishy-washy on her answers whether if the President wanted her to do something Congress and she considered to be illegal or immoral would she tell congress. Senator Rand Paul is holding out in regards to her almost written acceptance speech which is a good gauge for me sometimes. I usually respect his perspective but I guarantee he knows more than I do about the whole deal and Senator John McCain is against her being the head of the CIA . I think she should resign for destroying the videos or allowing the destruction of the video tapes because there was more than CIA operatives on the tape that she is protecting. I don”t think she was forth coming in the hearing just very smart and tricky. She did make a mistake soI don’t know why some on the Republican side are acting as if she was perfect in her performance which it was a performance. I don’t think she should get the job because she is a woman which I think is the incentive in some strange way. I bet there is someone more appropriate than her to fill the spot. Her strut was enough for me to realize she has a problem.


A virtual walkin’ sort of talkin’ vagina.

I think “she’s ready to fall in love again.” as the dating service ad croons on Fox news. How does all of congress know her so well? Some of these guys and gals haven’t even been in congress long enough to know her. Very fishy fishy fishy. I bet she has things on some people that aren’t nice. Just a feeling on my part but I think it’s a good one. I think she might be part of “the swamp.” The hearing should have been more aggressive in regards to the destruction of the video tapes and also more aggressive in regards to the taping of the video tapes. IMO she is bad news. Then Fox News threw in the mastermind on 9-11 request and of course no one cares what he thinks, but it was inciting emotion (very little) in her favor. Most people don’t really remember 9-11 as well as they should and the meaning behind it. It is a gray area in regards to the reaction to 9-11 IMO but one thing for sure that isn’t a gray area is where the terrorists came from which is Saudi Arabia. Now the Saudis are in talks with the RCC about building Christian Churches in Saudi Arabia. Great idea. Do it. Don’t delay. How about a thousand of them. A thousand points of light for the New World Order. Oh yea the Saudis want nuclear capability if Iran peters out. No one wants Saudi Arabia to have nukes but in essence it is what they have if Iran is allowed to have nukes.. It’s like a European/middle-eastern wild west of India, anyway It guess it depends on which way you are looking.

Iran is lobbing rockets into Israel I think I just heard and read. Actually says at the Golan Heights which is significant because of an alleged strike in Damascus by Israel and I thought it was Britain, France and the USA. Hmmmm. Oh yea and Russia said to stand down to Israel. Heard a minor reference to something by Israel mostly Netanyahu via the Mossad proving that Iran was lying which is probably why Trump is breaking off from the deal with Iran. Kind of getting dicey however I think Israel will fare well against Iran.

Remember the Six Day War?

Maybe the prophecy: Possibly the Prophecy about Sodom and Gomorrah is about to be fulfilled. I recall a story in the OT about Sodom and Gomorrah located in the wilderness of sin and guess where Mecca and Medina are located?….in the wilderness of sin. It is being characterized as the biggest conflict with Iran against Israel since 1973 and some even think it might start WWlll, but we are already in WWlll which is what 9-11 was the beginning of WWlll as well as Mother Teresas’s statement of war. It’s all connected, yet very confusing because of the different fronts involved and kind of like a tape worm war.


“On October 6, 1973, hoping to win back territory lost to Israel during the third Arab-Israeli war, in 1967, Egyptian and Syrian forces launched a coordinated attack against Israel on Yom Kippur, the holiest day in the Jewish calendar. … 1973 Yom Kippur War:

I think the reason the conflict is being compared to 1973 is because of the Yom Kippur war and the Golan Heights. I think it is the only thing similar about it pretty much and was suggested on Fox which might be a distraction or a way to point elsewhere when In my opinion the Saudis, the Vatican and Iran are the culprits. Anyway Fox said Netanyahu was with Putin at some meeting and we are supposedly gonna move our embassy to Jerusalem in a week which seems awful soon and IMO a bad idea and since Benghazi I’m not impressed with the State Department and think it’s full of swampy creatures who seem to be governed by the Vatican/Jesuits since providing Susan RIce during the Obama Administration the excuse about a video tape which obviously isn’t the reason Benghazi occurred. Jesuit Federico Lombardi the Jesuit  pope’s side kick provided the excuse. IF it was the reason for what occurred in Egypt and at Benghazi Libya there is no way to deal with ISLAM other than abruptly and cutting off the ideology as quickly as possible in the way  I think would be wise having to do with the holiest sites of Islam. It’s common sense. Obviously the Jesuits need to be constrained, curtailed, censored, outed and outlawed: Made illegal to be a jesuit and straitened. otherwise


Luke 12:50 – “…….how am straitened till it be accomplished!”

Obviously this verse means it isn’t an easy thing to do, but necessary.

(not the means, but the decision because it’s a big one.)


in the past in many of my posts I have stated that the Golan Heights was a major goal of the enemy of Israel because it was won in a war Israel did not ask for and were betrayed by Jordan and others. The Golan Heights is a barrier and similar in substance as the barrier reef in the ocean.  Protective and important to Israel as is the Great Barrier Reef is to Australia and the countries nearby and also why borders and barriers are important. Assisted murder suicide is not a barrier to some religions/politics who would love to systematically, secretively, and insidiously kill our loved ones using horrendous ways and means in order to lord over us in place of God.

Also Israel is looking forward to an embassy in Jerusalem by the USA as if we really make a big difference though there will be 2000 american soldiers I think I heard there, but it’s nice to have friends… and I guess all the other countries might start embossing in Jerusalem eventually to make it an international city and Israel are even minting a coin in honor of Trump on it but not to be used as currency. Hopefully as a country we will live up to the title in an intelligent way. I guess Monday is the day a day after the 70th anniversary of the state of Israel. The coin will be more of a moment-o and probably a good investment and can be put it on your fireplace. Still it worries me about the embassy. it doesn’t really worry me as much as it alerts me. The Vatican already has their state department on location in the form of Notre Dame in Jerusalem. Supposedly there is going to be some resistance via Palestinians and more than likely Hezbollah types backed by Iran to protest. Probably camped out in Notre Dame as we speak.

V.P. Pence and others including the President and his wife Melania are going to meet the plane with the three former Kim Jung Un  POWs in the middle of the night because it’s politically a good way to be noticed kind of like the SOS for the Vatican to be noticed whenever he can with the Pope. Relevance?. Not the first time POW’s have been released from North Korea in an attempt to solve the Korean dilemma so not sure if this is a loop of diplomacy. Probably. Faith was brought up on Fox News in regards to the POWs. Kind of clumsily and so I noticed. An attempt IMO to boost faith around the world especially in light of the demotion faith took because of the faith lie about the mustard seed being the smallest of seed which it isn’t. No telling if this is staged, or not, using people. Would it surprise anyone if it was? Remember the woman who had a baby in prison in Africa somewhere even though her clit was removed and the Pope made her his icon for a while. I wonder if these men still have their family jewels. Some Fox people talking about PTSD and the woes of being a prisoner of war in North Korea which must be difficult. Will these guys be able to perform when they come home? We’ll see, I’m sure. When faith was brought up in regards to the POWs on Fox I knew it was a farce, false flag, propaganda, etc. Fox didn’t have to use it as their fait accompli and would have been more believable if it wasn’t brought up and might have made people think about it without saying it but lacking faith of even the size of a mustard seed blew it big time. Does anyone remember the hostages freed from Iran in the 70’s?

I do.

They didn’t bring up faith as I recall. It wasn’t an issue at the time, but it is now because of the mustard seed revelation.

Fox News wasn’t around at the time.

John McCain planning his funeral and doesn’t want Trump at his funeral. The lady on Fox said her and others hearts and prayers are with him for his recovery. I hope he gets well after he retires. He would not have won no matter who was his running mate.

The fix was in



Just like a guy to blame the woman but the reason she was picked was because of H.A.A.R.P.

High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program

which is located in Alaska. Also because at the time she was quite popular which helped bring in election funds. Franklin Graham took Sarah Palin under his wing also which is kind of interesting. I don’t know who is the governor of Alaska and I don’t really care but I’m sure he or she was more than willing to let H.A.A.R.P. be utilized for OBAMA and his friends to teach lessons of little value and further the RCC global warming and climate change propaganda for money of course and the RCC agendas. two sides of  coin Republicans and Democrats and the woman’s vote is a cash cow but nevertheless it was revealing. There is a purpose for it or was. What was it Obama said of Sarah Palin? Fish with lipstick on or something similar because of his high regard for women especially white ones. The others were bought for a free phone. Obama paid billions of dollars to Iran to free some hostages and mock about Michelle’s arms while Trump freed some hostages for nothing from North Korea. Although behind the scenes is another story of which I have no idea, but like the Senator who rubs Pelosi’s back Charles (Chuck) Shumer said North Korea shouldn’t have had hostages to begin with, I don’t think she’s the only one but the same goes for Chuckie baby. Pelosi kind of had the hots for the mayor of Chicago (Rahm Emanuel). It was so obvious. Of course, Obama liked his much younger while he doted and he dolted his wife and her friends. School lunches? HMMMMM  It’s a virtual hot bath in Washington D.C.

Neil Cavuto asked Sen. Ernst what she thought of McCain’s feelings and she beat around the bush and wished him well. What a weird questions. What do you think Neil? I know what I think (wait and see how he feels when the time comes) but what do you think? He can have anyone he wants at his funeral if he wants to …isn’t it the point of whomever was trying to make a point even as dumb a point as it might be??? Shall we right it down?


Some other famous person was announced to have said on Fox News he is going to use assisted suicide even though he isn’t dying. I thought it was kind of a strange advertisement since it had nothing to do with the subjects being touted on the Fox News which were The Iran Nuclear Deal and North Korea. Nagging about assisted suicide. Did any one ask him how he was going to handle his death even though he isn’t dying. Why would Fox news include it in their repertoire for the day. Definitely something odd about it and if I could remember who it was but I didn’t recognize his name but obviously well known to some. Sort of a little footnote. I say “Hey, do it now.” even though you aren’t dying but I don’t mean it but makes me mad we are being inundated by the subject of suicide assisted suicide and I think it is not a good thing promoting assisted suicide for the psyche of young people and old.

Germany is telling some business people to pull back from their business deals with Iran so I guess some one in Germany doesn’t want Macaroni to speak for Germany, but I don’t know who. I doubt everyone in England is too upset with Trump since leaving the EU was a huge sign.

Father Zach Petkanas (Father Jonathans twin brother, the one who campaigned for the death of a young girl on Fox and a few other channels whose hand moved in her mom’s hand and was at the time doing the bidding for Jesuit Pope Francis and Mother Teresa’s death squads against her mother’s wishes and promoting murder-suicide either because she was black, a female, not catholic, or for the political/religiously motivated state sponsored terrorism of the Roman Catholic Church) was on Outnumbered on the couch with the women discussing the swap in North Korea adjudicating the Bill Clintons 1/2 million dollar bribe or payday (to speak to the Kremlin backed Russian bank). Do Roman Catholic priests shave their heads now? Fox is in high pitch mode. It was a good interview!

As my little sister would say:

Pray for Zach. 




Senator McCain, his daughter and the sign

DC has hit an all time low I presume Sheppard Smith meant because of Trump and a White House staffer saying John McCain doesn’t matter anyway. Kids say silly things sometimes. One kid says to the another kid “nobody likes you so be quiet.” IT’s normal and often done jokingly. Obviously, John McCain matters and even to the person who said it in some form or fashion. Hard to take from Sheppard MR KAPOW SMITH when someone has an accident that hurts. I have seen him so many times make fun of people getting hurt. He’s a jerk and does it with a strait face. McCain’s daughter loves him and is overreacting for him. Is she gonna hospice him without doctors care? As far as torture working on John McCain (the songbird). everyone has their limits mentally and physically. I don’t believe he was a hero but is a hero to his daughter and he did serve though I don’t know for sure why he served. To be a senator? I saw how he acted blinking his eyes to be believed etc so I don’t think of him as a hero. I NEVER WILL. I’m sorry. I feel sorry for him but I have heard he is not nice but a young man said my dad was a son of a bitch when he went to get his uniform pressed and my dad laughed it off. HIs Volksawagon was stolen by a guy who went AWOL and he didn’t make a big deal about it. The Army might have but he didn’t. McCain is A MAMA’s BOY and not a good mama, like mine though I don’t know his mom but I have a feeling way down deep inside.. A fellow POW of McCain died during the Obama Administration and it seemed kind of funny timing (like the timing of the death of SEN. INOUYE just in time for a Hawaii vacation for the President and his wife to attend his funeral or service for him during a tumultuous time when a hurricane wreaked havoc on New Jersey possibly seeded by HAARP) and possibly it wasn’t an accident or natural death even though it may seem that way.  I think to shut him up. I think a lot of people may have died because of McCain and his ties to some people which is not above board but I don’t know how it happened. I don’t think it is Sen McCains fault the POW died (but Obama’s)  as far as the friend who died who was a POW as well and possibly to scare McCain. He should have retired then. The least he could have done: he should have been paying attention during the hearing with Hillary Clinton in regards to Benghazi but was playing a game on his cell phone and now he has brain cancer.

Is it a sign?

In my opinion it was very bad playing a game on his cell phone while in a very important hearing and he should have resigned as a Senator then when it was discovered if he had any thing honorable in him left and maybe if he retires and goes home he can regain some honor by honoring his daughter and she him.

I wonder would Senator Inouye have been caught playing a game on his cell phone during a hearing he should have been involved in.?

What could Meghan McCain think?

It would have made a big impression if he had. I think his daughter if she cares about him would not be on the show she was on with Joy Behar trying to get someone fired for a minutia statement under the circumstances of her dad’s condition but she means well for her dad. Perhaps she should be fired for making a big deal about it. However it is said I’m sure in devotion but a bit much and over the top. I think John McCain should retire and get well hopefully for his daughter’s sake. I wish my dad could have come home the day he was supposed to come home but someone gave him a pill he could not swallow the day he was to go home from the hospital and ended up in Septic shock. He aspirated on it and i guess they didn’t attempt to do a tracheotomy even though he was in a hospital at the time so excuse me for being pissed off about it. I sure didn’t ‘hear about an attempt to save his life: They did it on MASH. How does she feel about it. IT HURT ME it hurt my mom as well, of course, and then later my mom was hospiced without my permission, consent, or knowledge for two weeks before I got the phone call that she was dead. How does McCain’s daughter feel about it? McCain was involved in Benghazi and knew some of the people involved such as Ambassador Christopher Stevens for one and traveled to Libya etc and my dad’s picture was displayed on the internet as being there in a montage with his face eaten up with worms as if he was a borg. How does she feel about it? How would she feel about it if it were her dad’s picture at Benghazi OR HIS face and someone else’s dad was involved as a Senator in what occurred in Libya and Egypt the reaction to a videotape supposedly ( and the two coups) and has some knowledge about it and definitely sent money their way? Should he be fired and lose his pension from the Senate? Did he sign Obama Care into law without reading it? Did you ask him? I think he is doing the right thin in regards to the CIA agent/torture dilemma hopefully.I don’t know her but I don’t like her swagger and did not like some of her answers and I don’t like the destruction of tapes in regards to torture. The swagger is disconcerting and also a sign and makes me distrust her in every answer she gave. I have never seen anyone swagger so much. She might be qualified but is she good enough? What is her deal?  He should go home and be with his daughter if they REALLY care about each other and not on a talk show and maybe a miracle will happen and if not be grateful your dad wasn’t seen at Benghazi with his face eaten up. I wasn’t even invited to my mom’s funeral. WE LOVED EACH OTHER.

Anyway I think a lot of people are mired in some things they don’t understand in order to destroy them and should take it seriously. We are dealing with some big evils: Evil can be worse than you think or can even imagine and Joy Behar is a dud at this time. LA LA LAND and is not helpful, IMO.





Seems to me many people put faith above truth and no wonder we ended up with Obama as President.

How can someone put faith into a lie unless it’s a lie and isn’t faith. I have lately been hearing more about good faith vs faith lately kind of like global warming vs climate change. i.e. I think the RCC might be responsible for this as well

Maybe if you honor him and he you he will be able to warn you like my dad did me about Obama Care after he died. I didn’t understand it in total at the time (it woke me up) but I learned a lot because of him and because of my mom and hopefully have made a difference.

I think we have.

Of course, I won’t know till  I know.

I hate to be a narcissist (aren’t we all to some degree? depends on which degrees as well and who can know but God which ones are relevant and how much of each degree is relevant):

“Each degree is split up into 60 parts, each part being 1/60 of a degree. These parts are called minutes. Each minute is split up into 60 parts, each part being 1/60 of a minute. These parts are called seconds.” the next link goes into the subject more intrinsically

Angle Measurement: Degrees, Minutes, Seconds

but I think we have done more than all the press on TV and Radio and writers of books to change things though it would have been difficult without some press such as who’s on now Catherine Herridge. A very good journalist/investigator. Very believable and sincere talking about th FBI and Department of Justice overstepping their authority and breaking the law. I don’t think some are quite the caliber as she such as miss gossip goody goody two shoes: Kennedy of Fox News who is not believable and sometimes possessed so I can’t blame all of her fits on herself but on what possesses her and I think I know what it is: JEALOUSY

The Most Dangerous Species On The Planet

Everyone has something wrong with them, don’t they? She never gossips so she says in other words and I do not have faith in her testimony about herself and her kids.  The lady in red in my post. AS I SAID….AS I SAID…AS I SAID…AND AND AND

I know what possesses her and have witnessed it attacking me so I naturally returned fire which I testified to in


as any one would and

even Jesus turned over the tables and I still hear from time to time her speech impediment

so I know who she is and who she is not or who she says she is or was not.

(I can see it in her eyes the windows to the soul.)

She is a sparrow and Is not a sparrow worth more than a dinero, a peso, etc. ? Yes

and like birds in the hand can be helpful sometimes but not as truthful or inquiring as she should be in her juxtaposition

and resting on her position which is questionable at best or she would not have done what she did with her visibility at the time towards me which I witnessed it and because I mean her no harm but I had no other choice but to testify the way I have though it may be alien to many people. I have been isolated for this kind of reasoning. So many things happened I had to lay it down which is weird because as a kid I didn’t even keep a diary though I received some as gifts. I would write in it once or twice and forget about it.

I had a good child hood so no wonder and full of joy, but grace left thanks to the RCC and especially because of the Jesuits

who who who.

It’s not nice to be a spy on your friends and their families who did you no harm but because of your FAITH based on a lie about faith

How does one trust yours? I don’t but still

I love birds too even beautiful cardinals in the animal kingdom where cardinals belong,

but not in the church.

Had a visit by a pair of cardinals today. They always seem to come in pairs.

Let me add it’s kind of weird to recognize someone from your past acting like someone else. Excuse me if I’m perplexed by it. I have a right to be perplexed by it because why would you need to try to be someone you aren’t. Same goes for your dad. I’m not sure if it is a memory thing, brainwashing, or replacing like in the movie about women who are replaced such as in the movie called

The Stepford Wives


Is it your new wineskin? Whoever has done it did a shabby job of it if I recognize you and your speech.

King James Bible
And the angel thrust in his sickle into the earth, and gathered the vine of the earth, and cast it into the great winepress of the wrath of God.

We must take things in stride and realize this verse could be being sarcastic because it’s possible because of the deceptions going on and because of persecution by the RCC and with DNA type science which I think was going on even in the 60s. In Revelation it says to come out of her meaning the Roman Catholic Church because of the description is unmistakably  the Roman Catholic Church and it has obviously felt some wrath because of Revelation and being exposed for it’s crimes against humanity and kids and hoping instead to hospice by murder suicide and punish people for being independent of the RCC or wanting to be independent of priests, bishops, cardinals, and popes who know nothing about God but only prop themselves in place of God..

Maybe it is providence I recognize you and maybe it is time to leave for you. I don’t know but I don’t think I would linger too long. Maybe go and take care of those kids you mentioned. GIve up the job for your kids you mentioned. I DID. And when I tried to get a job later in life when my kid were older I was invited to a job I got screwed purposefully and ROYALLY with the intent to entrap me and demote me and demean me and many other terrible things to me and my family I grew up with and the one I made. Maybe it’s your turn. I wanted a home to get away from the nondenominational church school which got too expensive for most families who did the same. The school no longer exists. It out priced itself. I wanted to get away from gunfire and nuts in the neighborhood shooting them off on July Fourth and NewYears Eve into the sky as if bullets don’t fall. I wanted to get away from peeping toms etc. wanted to leave because of the neighbors, one who tried to strangle my kid and broke into our home. A six year old or so. Or one who picked up dog poop in his yard with his bare hands and his dog was a german shepherd. Another who brought me food in a bag which smelled like moth balls on sort of a regular basis. I heard he had a plate in his head and like to direct traffic but was also arrested for it and he liked to walk around throwing and flipping a baseball bat into the air and catch it. Kind of  big guy and out of his mind. Another set of neighbors were gypsies and the kids would start conversing with you in your house un-invited. Or another family whose husband cupped his hand over his wife’s breast as he talked to you. I wanted to get away from the gypsies and live the American dream and it was ripped away from me. It was a farce. I’m’glad I don’t live there now even so. It turned out to be a TERRIBLE neighborhood full of some real shits and a few good people mixed in. Very few. Think about it and take it seriously; there may be a reason i recognize you and maybe you know the reason. I can’t even express how weird it is and now there is a row about General Kelly talking about assimilation. He should know being in the military is tough to assimilate to civilian life as it is for immigrants to assimilate to another country which is why immigration needs to slow down especially in the age of terrorism because assimilation takes time. Seems like all the news stations are talking about General Kelly all of a sudden. WHY? IS HE GOING TO ISRAEL on MONDAY? I’m sure he has a bed and breakfast at Notre Dame waiting for him. I hope it is as fun as the one I went to in New York which was masonic owned by a trumpet playing doctor.

The trip to Jerusalem might be a trap and the same goes for the upcoming US embassy in Jerusalem.

Seems like everyone knows Gina Haspel and I don’t ‘believe it

and even Hannity saying she is a hero. How would Hannity know Gina Haspel or whether she is a hero?

Does the press vet the CIA? or vice versa?

Defending torture. Why? Assuming it kept America safe and it didn’t, did it?

Is Hannity toting the party line or the one world religion line? How could Hannity know her? I don’t think he does.

It helps to know who the enemy is and most people don’t. It might be the CIA by giving wrong intel. Or the press giving false news sometimes unbeknownst to them sometimes. It helps to be open minded (to the truthers for one) and to the possibility being fed false news to the press and to include “the truthers” testimonies but even then it is tough to distinguish who is telling the truth and who isn’t or who is being mislead and giving false information which is why the truth helps as much as possible. The more of it in the mix the better even if sometimes it may seem conspiratorial. Conspiracies happen. Who would have something to gain by giving false intel? I think I have established pretty succinctly who might want to give false intel and for what reasons. I may be a nominal person in the world but I have gained some good knowledge and it’s FREE. I don’t know why I recognize Gen. Kelly but he was in the army not the marines when we sort of knew him. I think the reason is is because he wasn’t really in the army nor the marines but in the Jesuit army playing everyone and possibly without knowing it. Brainwashed probably as a result when he went missing in the CONGO and was an MIA for a while. I think it was involuntarily but might have been voluntary. I can’t imagine who sent him to the Congo or why. I never asked. I know he had previously been stationed in France. He was not my friend, nor was Bugliosi but boy did Bugliosi lie his ass off. The one bullet theory of the assassination of JFK he supported in one of his books. You have to be an idiot or brainwashed to believe it. I THINK GEN. KELLY IS  a sociopath by his tone. Calm, but under someone else’s control. Though I don’t know this one very well only a feeling because of the experience I had. My life. Part of the reason for my revelations in my family which seem to some I’m sure as a betrayal is because I could not spend the time to change the family history into fiction which would defeat the purpose and or change the personal pronouns used which would be totally impossible for me. I would have needed a ghost writer and I don’t have one.

Is General Kelly xenophobic? Is he homophobic? I have no idea. A statement about assimilating is a bit out there to judge him on. But some people would think I am too harsh a judge however i’m not judging him as much as warning about whoever it is acting as him in his improved wineskin.

Melanie Safka – Leftover Wine

I think forcing people to use solar panels on their homes is xenophobic, sociopathic, and fascist. I think you should have to buy my art for your home and I think it should be enacted as a law at two thousand or more dollars a pop if Californians or home buyers or home owners in California have to buy solar panels. Might be why there has been a rise in wild fires in California. I have heard the solar panels or some solar panels absorb too much sun so I would be very careful and against being forced to install them in your homes but if you have to have solar panels then I think those that are forced to install them by the moonbeam Governor of California the population of California should be forced to have an in ground swimming pool built to get into in case of a wild fire which saved a few lives (which was amazing) in one of the latest wildfires in the wine country area of California. Not like the sellers of the solar panels is gonna tell you of the perils of solar panels or the possibility of the reason for the wild fires which might not have been campers or lightning or a lit cigarette but the harm and liability of the solar panels themselves.

Take note: Whatever you do don’t leave your bathroom door unlocked when you go to the bathroom if he is in your house;)

Allahu Akbar is a reference to Barack

(akbar backwards without the “Ç”)

but I don’t think he’s great.

I think Barack is Rretible.

and probably why the nations rage especially those nations who have faith in his name.

As far as i am concerned his name is shit however there are others who share the same name

who aren’t fucked up and aren’t psychopaths, unlike him.

King James Bible
For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

Lightning also comes out of volcanos and from the ground so shall lightning strike in funny ways because it is not a sign but science and has to do with electrons and ions. Barack supposedly means lightning. Son of man is not god. Son of man is a son of a man which is self evident otherwise sons of men would be a lot smarter and we wouldn’t be worried about energy when one bolt of lightning if harnessed could generate enough energy to provide electricity for everyone living in a big city for a few months so we ought to try to harness it’s energy and learn to control lightning to become energy efficient.  I hear that the volcano in Hawaii is supposed to pummel out a bunch of talent-sized rock formations, but who knows. The verse above may be referring to Barack Obamas sudden rise to power via the C (the SEE/the vatican) and how he betrays them in return and vice versa.  Egyptian President Hosni Mubarak also shares the name. There are many barracks/baraks/akbars so maybe islamic people are raging that Ehud Barak is great. LOL but I doubt it, but his name doesn’t have a “c” in it nor does the Egyptian Presidents name include a “c” who was beset upon, IMO because of a palace or some kind of expenditure deemed inappropriate even though it would have brought in some business to his country, I think is the truth. My family had the same problem in a way and I think a lot of other people were beset upon for spurious reasons.

Who can foretell a volcano and how it might erupt.

Like popping a pimple.

By the way, Obama backwards may have to do with the word abomination.

The Abomination of desolation written about in the New Testament mostly in the Gospel of Luke, I think. He sure did a good job of it and what he said at the UN should have stirred you, alerted you, alarmed you if you have read some of the bible The New and the Old testament part about the person who speaks in dark sentences written about in the Book Of Daniel and about the destroyer of people but you have to remember he doesn’t own your soul though it may seem like it. Not sure of the prerequisite (who can tell?)  however I believe in the end



The confusion is part of the roadblocks, bumps in the road, etc but I don’t think it can overcome the truth if I did I don’t think there would be any hope for anyone but it does help to remember and we should try to do our part in that endeavor for ourselves and others and not sweep it under the rug. It would be idiotic and senseless.

Jerusalem seems to be under siege in lots of different ways. A collage of influences and not sure any of the participants are good

like threading a needle and the thread is too big.

Tuesday is a big day for Jerusalem and I guess going to be some celebrations of what I’m not sure. 70th anniversary??? which is today but It’s Saturday and/or Sunday is the next day and Monday is the opening of the US Embassy and Tuesday the celebration however in some parts of the world it’s dífferent. The TIMES are different. Also there are some fires going on in Gaza at the border. So things are quite voluminous and could be good, bad and/or ugly. We will see. Hopefully good, however fires aren’t good. If you read Drudge today lots of things aren’t good but usually news is bad news and I’m sure there is a reason for the amount of bad news but somehow involves the press since it is how we hear about it or read about it or see it. I think it is a resistance to the truth causing the problems to destroy and to deceive. lack of understanding, unhappiness, confusion and discontent. Of course teaching a set of people that when they commit suicide killing the infidel you i.e.get 77 virgins or whatever amount it is, doesn’t help. You would have to be an idiot to believe it but is taught and in some places forced upon the population in stages and often times terrorism is staged and so are the reactions for political and religious resins usually involving money or support,. I think the revelation about the mustard seed has riled many people but Jesus said many shall be offended in me and I think we have stumbled upon why.

Why Do Terrorists Commit Terrorism?


Camelot 04: Follow Me

(still I wish the air conditioner condensation didn’t drip into my bathtub and other things much more important and will keep going with the things I think I should. Jesus said, Follow me and I’m trying by being a witness as best I can and to relate it as best I can.)

 I think a really great idea would be to build a Disney World at Padre in Texas!

I have good ideas sometimes even among the sobering thoughts.

Of course, I didn’t make volcanos or their eruptions, etc. I was thinking about Narcicism and I am aware of my limitations

but a lot of people aren’t aware of theirs and as the saying goes:

 The best-laid plans of mice and men often go awry!

I’m only reflecting what I see.

 I hate the show called Shark Tank. I have seen so many really good ideas go down the toilet by small minds. One was an ice skating rink. Some people think they are superior because they have money. Amazing and I have seen people close to me change because of fortune by no other reason than luck and probably things hidden a human flaw but a big one and seen other people steal their fortunes because of inventions used feloniously. Intel. And I have never seen anything like the last ten years. Pretty Terrible with a few good things in there but mostly bad.

It’s the New World Order which is anything but good and I don’t think it lasts very long.

Anyway it’s attacking me again, but I can handle it because I KNOW it will end. There is a guy on there with a guitar lesson type device coded and was singing Amazing Grace. My response: for what? What is amazing grace for? Do you even know or remember? Many people don’t which makes them superior in their own eyes which the Book of Acts is about.

the 13th apostle. Barnabas: meaning of his name is To forget, the Son of Consolation chosen by a straw.

Our hearts and prayers are with you…..We feel your pain. etc Recently there was a bill under the same name and I may’ve my spelling wrong on either which called a homo something or other. I sure hear it often compared to before ten years ago.

You have heard about the expression about a straw, haven’t you? I’m sure you have.

Do you think it would have been wise to allow Obama to conduct a war in Syria unfettered?

I beg to differ and I did and I think it was wise. Strategy matters and I can’t imagine anyone would want the destroyer in charge. I don’t think any of us would be left if he had. His motives were not good and still aren’t.  Anyone who thinks he should have attacked Syria (though he actually did but was on a leash) I think learning about the false news with the help of “the truthers” helped to delay a catastrophe. It’s political folly to think otherwise when people say Obama should have reacted. HE should never have been elected however he was and I think a lot of people learned from it. Part of revelation. Perhaps people should have reacted to hospice/murder/suicide and stood up but didn’t and still haven’t. It is a form of genocide. How many billions of dollars did Iran get from Obama? Did he recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel? No. I think our military might have been decimated if he had been unleashed. Anyway still not sure about the embassy. I remember part of prophecy was the division of Jerusalem in three parts but i have no idea if it’s good or bad. I don’t know if it isn’t kind of divided three ways already with the RCC/Palestinians/Jews or will be. I’m not impressed with the State Department because I think it is heavily influenced by the Vatican, hence Islam. Senator Kerry then heading the state Department hiding 30 or more witnesses in Germany never to be heard from again isn’t impressive, imo.

Besides remember there are 7 Trumps in Revelation. I didn’t write it but it’s true. I can’t know the full meaning but I have an imagination and can see some possibilities. I sure wouldn’t rest on your laurels, yet about Israel or Jerusalem. I think we have much to go through for a while especially since I have noticed a moratorium on the truth about Hospice for the most part which indicates some problems ahead even for Israelis possibly in the same vein. Like a trojan horse. I think moving the embassy may be premature and ill thought and seems to be hurried.

Hospice was a Roman Catholic dirty trick what makes anyone think the embassy isn’t?

I think it’s a trick

and could lead to bigger problems than we have ever witnessed.

By the way, what ever happened to the display at Notre Dame in Jerusalem of the

Shroud of Turin and it’s 3-D image? DID IT EVER SPEAK?

I don’t know where Judea is located but

Luke 21:20  
And when ye shall see Jerusalem compassed with armies, then know that the desolation thereof is nigh.

Definition of compass

to devise or contrive often with craft or skill plot” … persons … who have compassed my destruction … “

 —Charles Dickens

2encompass a lake compassed by mountains

3a bring aboutachieve… none can compass more than they intend …

 —Alexander Pope

b to get into one’s possession or power obtain 

He compassed a vast estate.


could not compass the seriousness of the problem

We are supposed to head for the mountains of God and I think the mountains of God are

The Ten Commandments.


Because the RCC and ISLAM have no grace or they would have decried hospice a long time ago but then so would Laura InGraham if the RCC and Islam did. She’s an independent thinker.

Here is a map of Jerusalem and it’s boundaries and it’s kind of a mess:

Understanding The Map Of Jerusalem, Or Trying To

Melanie – Some Day I’ll Be a Farmer [1971] – YouTube

Anyway it was the show of Judge Jeanine that made me think about this verse. She did her homework in some ways as far as the city of Jerusalem but doesn’t mean she has it right. I don’t think she is. I know she thinks so. I respect her in some ways, her opinions and I think she means well but I have been doing this a long time and I have seen a lot of things. I don’t think she could have survived what I survived. I don’t think she could have handled it as well but I’m sure she will be tested. There sure are lot of them. However she might be right. Some things I’m unknowledgeable about. and people tend to hone in on on thing and not others. It has been a long time since I have read the bible. I deleted a picture of a roasting pig with an apple in it’s mouth because of her and my respect for her love of pigs which are supposed to be smarter than dogs however I think it depends on the dog. I think she does a good job from her perspective and helps educate people via her show. I spend a lot of time reacting like a volcano sometimes to news that pisses me off and forget to appreciate some insight and hopefully I will take the time to listen to her again on the subject of Jerusalem. the reasonI do react is it’s like a flood some of the news some false and some true and hard to deal with the politics of news and I get attacked a lot but she has never affected me in a bad way. Having your family in pics on  the internet and many are distasteful and dishonoring my family hurts deeply and caused a lot of emotional harm to me the kind that makes you feel like suicide. DEEP WOUNDS and I think the intent of those pictures to make me give up and die, though I brace myself with their memory.

Judge Jeanine Pirro: Trump sends the world a message in recognizing Jerusalem as Israel’s capital

She made mention of Obama not attacking Syria when he should have and that is one reason I differ.

I have done my best not to deceive about the things I know or think I know – Im only human.. There are things I don’t know obviously and I try to stay away from those things till I know more. Anyway supposedly with the embassy comes 2000 troops, probably UN troops – peacekeepers. I don’t think they represent the best interests of Israel. The UN never did before. I’m sure Bolton will be involved. It’s serious what is going on and seems the reaction is very ho-key. Not spewing about Judge Jeanine but the reaction of a lot of people. But you won’t find God at the First Baptist Church advertised on Fox however you will find a lot of like-minded people some of the sponsors of Fox. I think one day everyone at Fox will be ashamed for the silence about hospice and the death of my mom who was superior in every way to each and every person who works at Fox and even at the White House, in Congress, and many other places including the RCC and even added up amongst them all. Same goes for my dad. None of you measure up to him or ever could. And I think it will hurt you more than you hurt us when you realize it by your silence for one and two for your devotion to the RCC and it’s persecutions, and you will, probably sooner than you think.

I hope you take that to the bank!

Will the State Department/Embassy defend Israelis (JEWS) or the Temple Mount’s terrorists

or will they just be hiding them (Benghazi’s 30 witnesses?)

and/or arming them?

I think the consulate-embassy is gonna be contentious and a deadly mistake but Trump recognizing Jerusalem as the capital of Israel is a positive step in the right direction. Do we really have the right to interfere in the division of Jerusalem. I don’t think we do. who says Palestinians have a right to the land? I don’t think Palestinians do from what I know but what do I know? As long as there is an Islamic Holy site (third holiest) in Jerusalem it gives the Palestinians the right or at least it is the controversy. I think it’s cowardly to allow it but it’s not my land. I think those that do get involved in dividing Jerusalem usually are making a mistake and I think it is written about in the bible  sort of like the curse of changing the words in Revelation. I remember when George Bush got involved and then we had the floods in Louisiana (Katrina) and most bible scholars thought it was related to the accords at the time and it probably was and his mom in essence committed suicide of her own accord. It doesn’t sound very nice to write but it’s true as far as the stories go on the internet and in the news in regards to her death. I didn’t make a big deal about her death but her family and she did and the press did blasting it all over the place promoting hospice/murder-suicide in every way possible because I didn’t know her but the Bush family was heavily influenced by the BGEA and Billy Graham. He got George Bush to quit drinking supposedly and the Saudis attacked us on 9-11 and we attacked every where but Saudi Arabia in return. Kind of sobering, isn’t it? Hey its true.

Was the previous SOS fired because he was against moving the embassy to Jerusalem? 

I think moving the embassy to Jerusalem is a RC power play but I don’t think it will work.

Kind of a replacement theology race but do you remember this?

a new Jerusalem comes down from heaven at some time or other.

It is written about in the bible of all places, but I don’t know the meaning

but don’t you wonder why?

And also after the Vatican is destroyed written about in the bible of all places.

a new Vatican does not come down from heaven: Don’t you wonder why?

Hawaii volcano raises concerns of eruptions along West Coast

Isn’t it kind of weird we have a new person (Secretary of State) in the Trump administration called Mike Pompeo (name similar to Pompeii (and Huckabee)- Mount Vesuvius is best known for its eruption in AD 79who helped to free three hostages in North Korea and Hawaii’s volcano eruption within days, and more than the usual eruptions in Hawaii. IS IT A SIGN? Anyway I read there is a geothermal plant in Hawaii which the volcano may threaten. I looked up geothermal plant and it uses steam turbine and uses the earths core for it’s fuel to produce another fluid. and then producing electricity. I wonder which one is threatening the other. Maybe it isn’t a good idea. Did we have geothermal plants before the Obama administration? I don’t know, but it is kind of coincidental, isn’t it? I know the Obamas liked to vacation in Hawaii. And then the book he wrote about his father (Dreams of my father which I never bought nor read but excerpts in articles about people IN A DISPUTE on the beach though he used different words) which no one knows for sure who it is. Could be Kissinger as far as I can tell. Would it be ironic if he was going after alternative power sources as his MO to sell to the global warmers was in order to destroy and/or to activate destruction via volcanos? he visited a few volcano sites as President and renamed a mountain which is kind of weird as well.

“The name of the highest mountain in North America became a subject of dispute in 1975, when the Alaska Legislature asked the U.S. federal government to officially change its name from Mount McKinley to Denali.”

This was on the internet in my search about Obama renaming a mountain, yet I don’t remember Alaska legislature being involved in 1975 in a dispute about the name of Mount McKinely. Denali means Great One and in another article The High One obviously because of it’s heighth. I think I would have heard about it but not even a hint but doesn’t mean it wasn’t going on but to not hear about it means it wasn’t taken seriously even a hint by anyone.

I thought it was interesting to add this blurb from the internet:

“Is Denali a mountain or volcano?”

“North America’s highest mountain should be a volcanoDenali sits about 60 miles above where the Pacific Plate grinds beneath the North American Plate, as do the Iliamna, Redoubt and Augustine volcanoes. If you draw a line from the Aleutians to volcanic features in Interior Alaska, the curve goes over Denali’s summit. Feb 7, 2015″
Why should it be a volcano? I don’t know. DID OBAMA MAKE A MISTAKE? LOL


why do the nations rage?

Galkona where H.A.A.R.P is is located a few miles east of Anchourage and Mt. McKinley is north of both.

Gal is a young woman…..CONA is portuguese for cunt.  Kona in Hawaiian means lady.

Geez, the Portuguese sure are nice, aren’t they?

Not sure if it is relevant but this is where HAARP is located  a research center which microwaves the atmosphere, the oceans and the seas and land areas and can wreak havoc on weather and storms, droughts, floods, hurricanes, tsunamis, earthquakes and other malfeasance inspired ideas, but hopefully not volcanic activity.

I don’t know if hydrocarbons are involved in the science of global warming but HAARP is involved in the science of inflicting global warming. I think it is and which hydrocarbons also supposedly cause holes in the upper atmosphere allowing more radiation into the earths atmosphere and also is dangerous but maybe not as dangerous as a Senator playing games on a cell phone while investigating via a Congressional hearing the details and the coverup about Benghazi. I think he should have been fired as a Senator but because he was injured in Viet Nam McCain got a pass,

or did he?

Lots of people making beau coups of money on it and why God does intervene sometime or other to prevent the destruction of the planet earth by a bunch of little pricks wearing altar boy lace coverlets at the Vatican.

Meghan McCain is celebrating Mothers Day amid her dad’s health problems and her appearance on a show with Joy Behar thinking it might improve her reputation which I don’t think is very good anymore, thanks to her dad and her hatred for people who aren’t naturally blond. I don’t know if it’s true but seems like it because she is all over the news trying to get someone fired for a comment. Boy I bet she has had some comments of her own she could be fired for, everyone does.


(new form of blackmail or distraction but is being very doctorial. I think he needs to learn the adage about mice and men which might help him accept failure. This you tube is Iran showing respect for America)

Reminds me a bit of the guy on the show called Dateline. The voice talent and the main dude in the show. He ought be taken off the air. It’s a sick show profiting off the tragedies of others and I think it is meant to torment people and the way he talks like a humongous SOCIOPATH or worse. Somebody should investigate him. DEVILISH. DEMONIC. I bet he is an evangelical. reminds me of the show Greta Van Susterne used to do about mysterious deaths and disappearances which hopefully will if it hasn’t already been taken off the air. I don’t know her religion but somewhere between Evangelical and Catholic, I think. Disgusting. Very misleading for the people involved and watching as she was about every investigation she was involved in whatever capacity she played. SICKO I have a feeling if he is still alive or not Dr. Kevorkian would be a good actor in it or participant. I would not be surprised in order to have the show the show creates those tragedies feeding on itself. Like the Jones town Guyana shit. Very sick. Definitely Grahamish. The Dateline show had some photos of my parents on it as well in a trailer park. Supposedly the woman killed her husband and the husband was lying down as if the picture were taken when the person was dead in a funeral parlor before being set up for a funeral. I remember how my dad’s chin was tucked down in a funny way because it was an open casket andI did not like seeing it but at the time I was not aware as much and suffering and then the crap about the limos. But I remember my mom took my sisters chin and said something kind of funny to her and it alarmed me later once I realized what she was meaning. LIKE SHE KNEW before she died on the last visit I had with her. You see signs were given to me for a reason to help me handle bullshit. She told me she knew about my art she meant my posts because she taught me porcelain art painting and my sister at the time I was not suspecting anyone of the deceptions join going on being other than family problems due to my older sister’s husband molestations stuff taped our visit and I asked for the tape a copy of the tape and she said she would and then didn’t. It had proof of what was said and she didn’t want me to have it. So sat the time she must have been playing me. Later in e-mails called me the devil and satan though I can’t be sure it was her being on e-mail. Could have been and more than likely was THE DEAR NUMBER TWO HUSBAND she met online the shit David SHERMAN from MIchigan playing her for her divorce money from her first husband the one that looked eerily like the DOD of OBAMA who did not question Obama’s motives which was his job in part or any other DOD. The one that said GET READY AMERICA. Remember him? I was not allowed to stay at my sister’s house exiled ( I had her stay with me for about 2 years during her divorce earlier to help her). Lots of struggle between her and I think the BGEA or whatever was holding her down. I wasn’t told about the hospice for two weeks of my mom sometime after the last visit.I was told after she died by my older sister. You can’t imagine what it is like and I am not forgiving of the BGEA.  I wasn’t invited to the funeral and later pictures on the web of my mom’s back laying down with my older sister as if she were taunting me. WHy? HER HUSBAND? SOME SICK SHIT and I think because of the BGEA. THE TEETH of the NEW WORLD ORDER. VERY EVIL TEETH. Billy Grahams daughter is married to a dentist. THE GRAHAMS ARE NOT GOOD. POSSESSED BY EVIl and I HAVE WRITTEN QUITE A BIT ABOUT IT in my blogs and I HAVE QUITE A FEW AND WILL CONTINUE TO EXPOSE THEM for WHAT the BGEA is. EVIL and small minded.) My dads spirit and soul wasn’t there anymore and OF course my mom didn’t kill my dad. She loved him and he loved her but in death the people involved in the business of death don’t care and will pay a heavy price for defiling and desecrating my parents. I don’t appreciate it and know why it was done. To torment. But I know better and .I am praying for your destruction for defiling my parents to torment me. I also know others are being tormented the same way as I was being tormented and it is sick and it won’t last long. It’s tough being found to be a charlatan, isn’t it? I know the show is affiliated somehow with Fox, the press in someway. and I sure don’t think Fox News should be trusted to go to Jerusalem acting as if they are good though I think a few try. I remember when my parents door was blown off it’s hinges and I think is when it might have happened. Beset upon. Whoever is responsible will go to the deepest part of hell, I hope. I promise you that those involved in the sick shit won’t survive either unless you give it up. I don’t know where or how the pictures were taken except possibly via my sisters or those in the business. I kept my photos. Both sisters (one said she threw all the pictures away) were involved with the BGEA at some point and I think it overtook them but they can get out if they want to and the

game (for them will be) over


Evangelicals (in the know) are evil angels avenging. (!/3 of the angels fell)

because angels rise upon the son of man. some rise and some fall.

I have been through a lot of hard things I think because I wrote about the mustard seed lie. It’s pretty small of people to go to the extent that was done to me and my parents and family and the family I made and the family I grew up with over my right to write about it.

THE BGEA doesn’t like the mustard seed lie being exposed because it puts the blame where it belongs. SO SORRY. I didn’t make it up.


My GOD is better than yours since He didn’t teach about the mustard seed being the smallest of seed.

He knew WHAT was in man and the onus is on them to prove it.

Back to John McCain:

To me it is odd McCain was the only witness to his own torture because in wartime in the jungle I would imagine it would make others sing to see his torture. Maybe he was responsible for their capture is why Trump said what he said about him but he was Obama’s point man however that can be done in various ways using drugs and chemicals the kind that are tasteless, odorless, invisible. and as potent as Devil’s breath and make slaves of those under it’s effects weeks at a time with out memory of it. Still he should have been listening and investigating Hillary Clinton and others instead of playing on his cell phone at tax payers expense and trivializing what occurred at Benghazi and the evils of the Obama Administration and our State Department and I think people died because of him in order to control him but whether it is his fault

I don’t know,

but how will we know if he isn’t asked more about it without torture but in front of a camera running played live on tv and on Fox News or other stations. Did anyone ask him why he was playing games on his cell phone during the hearing and why not? Because he has a war injury? Because he is a Senator? Ask Sen Ernst. Beat around the bush and didn’t bother because he was under Obama’s control and no one dared the Pharoah of Washington DC. Why was McCain in Libya? Why was he with Christopher Stevens? Did he have anything to do with his death or whatever it was that occurred? i think McCain knows more and should be asked to testify to the Congress in regards to Benghazi. He was on the Ways and Means Committee hence he is innocent of all wrong doing in regards to the coup in Egypt and propping the Muslim Brotherhood which is not good. Lindsay Graham as well should be questioned. Someone needs to hold the Ways and Means Committee to task as to what and why were they giving money to the Muslim Brotherhood for the RCC? So you could be the first to celebrate in Jerusalem on their 70th anniversary as if you were on their side. Hedging your bets? HIghly doubtful if you were giving money to the muslim brotherhood. I know who was influencing you: DR BILLY GRAHAM, MOTHER TERESA, the JESUITS (The pope and the RCC’s dogma which is false) and OBAMA, NONE OF WHICH WILL HAVE A GOOD LEGACY in the end and the end is near or as some people say close at hand. GET PREPARED. You both owe an apology to the people of the USA and elsewhere for your part and could beg for forgiveness out of stupidity and for your refusal to accept truth when it comes your way but would rather women and the elderly (veterans and their wives) to pay the price because you are so brave.

The truth might help you but you are too afraid to try.

It might give you more perspective in your thinking. Might open up a lot of things for you and others if you did. The fact is the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. Maybe you could try to figure out why it isn’t the smallest of seed for starters. We could have a congressional hearing about it and it might do some good or is it beneath you to find out. You would rather the ring of fire to teach you? It would be quite a hearing and could invite all the top bible scholars and scholars from different religions that share the same lie and work it out. Find out why those scholars didn’t inform us, find out who knew first…..and many other things. Senator Paul when did you hear about the mustard seed and who told you? Who did you tell? What were you told? Did the CIA threaten you if you told anyone? ….etc.  I bet the ratings would sky rocket on the channels that show it. Oh, that’s right we aren’t supposed to talk about politics and religion.

Trump asked about renaming Denali as Mt. McKinley – CNNPolitics

“Oct 25, 2017 – During the campaign, Trump railed against Obama’s move to rename the mountain Denali. “President Obama wants to change the name of Mt….”

Can we rename Mount Everest to the name Mount Hospice

or rename it Mother Teresa in honor of the NWO

and the RCC

*maybe it should be a volcano.

Pompeii and Herculaneum, as well as several other settlements. The eruption ejected a cloud of stonesashes and volcanic gases to a height of 33 km (21 mi), spewing molten rock and pulverized pumice at the rate of 6×105 cubic metres (7.8×105 cu yd) per second,[2] ultimately releasing a hundred thousand times the thermal energy released by the Hiroshima-Nagasaki bombings.[3] More than 1,000 people died in the eruption, but exact numbers are unknown. The only surviving eyewitness account of the event consists of two letters by Pliny the Younger to the historian Tacitus.[4]

New fissure opens up in Hawaii

Pretty interesting photos and you tube. I don’t know how these guys know where the rocks the size of refrigerators will go. What if another volcano spews out the Kilauea rocks since I think volcanos are connected.

“Seven Volcanoes that are thousands of miles from one another  all erupted within days of each other starting on November 17th 2013.”


maybe it’s a sign they are connected to each other.

Kilauae is a funny name Kill a UAE.

Just kidding but will look up the meaning of the name Kilauae: Spewing or much spreading.

Lava obviously and if you alternate the letters

like the language of Islam in regards to AKBAR to Barak you get Vala

 a demon or a stone cavern in the Hindu scriptures


Anyway I just remembered what my mom said to my older sister when she held her chin the last time I saw her:

She said: Can you beat that?

She knew.

I don’t think she can beat that, do you?

It was a message and i don’t think my sister or what possessed her liked it because she hospiced my mom. It was the BGEA that possessed my sister and fucked her up. Messed her up badly. She didn’t even remember a family member had saved her son from drowning. I had to remind her. She wasn’t thankful when I saved her grandkid because she didn’t care. Her husband cared about my underwear. Never said “thank you. We love our grandkid.”

If you play a game unfairly in the first half of a game and you cheat yet play fairly in the last half and win did you win the whole game or just half the game? Did you even win the first half? It’s an illusionary win (a delusion/deception) though it may seem real, It isn’t. There are reasons it’s a delusion but eventually you will figure out those reasons because it will come back to haunt you in a multitude of ways and it is only a false peace OBVIOUSLY

About 60 deaths in Israel so far and protesting in a bunch of places. Everyone is excited some in a good way and some in a bad way.

I don’t believe in a two state solution but I don’t live in Israel and don’t intend to. I used to want to see Israel but I don’t really think it’s that important to me compared to the other much more important  things i want that pertain to me not that Israel isn’t important. IT IS important to Israel and politically correct.

As far as terrorism goes truth would help but instead people teach false premises and I think are indirectly the cause of terrorism. Let me tell ya it was alarming to wake up one day to find out what you had learned isn’t true: jesus came so that we might have life. That if you believed in him you would not perish. You fight in a war and have to kill during the interim or have an abortion that he would forgive you or already had forgiven then because of the sexual infractions against children by the biggest moral authority cult on earth THE RCC that it doesn’t matter if he does because the RCC doesn’t forgive you. And then to find out the RCC caused the wars and more than likely indirectly caused the unwanted pregnancy. NO longer are women important but are to blame for over-population ETC especially when they get older. It’s hard to wake up to women like Laura InGraham who hates other women unless they stay beneath her who for some unknown reason was not blessed to have her own child but to steal someone else’s to look like a good mom in case it is needed while she throws every other woman those who even had kids after having an abortion (because GOD allowed it and didn’t allow her) under the bus. Having kids takes giving up a figure for months at a time and changing sizes and bone expansion etc. It is hard on the figure but Laura didn’t need to worry about it because she was frigid and had other things in mind like the RCC persecution of other women while seducing other men before our eyes before her show whom she in truth HATED and their parents who defended them against the political whims of the RCC and Laura InGraham.

The untold truth of Laura Ingraham

Says she took an oath and shouldn’t have to deceive with the intent to deceive. Maybe someone should investigate.

Nikki Haley is responding at the UN chiding the UN about the violence in regards to Jerusalem and the embassy move by the US from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem.

Hey Nikki Haley

if everyone accepted that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and the implications of the truth about it

maybe Islam might accept that Jerusalem is the capital of Israel and the implications of the truth about it.

Remember the story about Sarah and Abraham after meeting some angels who predicted her pregnancy but she didn’t believe it because she was barren she thought anyway and then had her handmaid Hagar have sex with Abraham. They gained Hagar by being abducted by an egyptian ruler because abraham was afraid and knew they would kill him if he was her husband so told her to tell the egyptian they were sister and brother and then Hagar ends up having a first born named Ishmael via some rite of childbirth and both chide Abraham, Sarah anther real son she eventually does have. Then because of the chiding Hagar and Ishmael gets tossed out into the desert to fend for themselves but an angel also helps them. I think there is a lot of read between the lines of the story and deception and everyone having to lie to the other because of hatred, paranoia, and entrapment and barbarism.  Perhaps now we can fix it by accepting the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed or the symbol of faith. I have not seen anyone move a mountain with their faith so it is also kind of a chide about faithlessness to keep everyone powerless or feel powerless and an excuse for not moving a mountain with faith and fix it by accepting that Jerusalem is the capital of israel. If not toss out the Palestinians out of Jerusalem into the desert like before in the story about Sarah, Abraham and Hagar or accept the terms above which is also the truth. 

While writing this paragraph about Hagar a highschool in Santa Fe Texas (*a city outside of the Houston  area of Texas) called Santa Fe HS  has been attacked by someone (possibly a student) with a shotgun who entered an art class and shot about 7 students who are dead and others. Laura InGraham said via Harris Faulkner one middle aged-man is in the hospital is in critical condition or some kind of condition fighting for his life or his leg which there is an artery in the leg so it can be serious and have herd the same for a female in the hospital . I have no idea how Laura InGraham knows but she must have some connections not realized or is involved, IMO. It would not surprise me if she were involved because of her persecution in the past of females who have had abortions and her prejudices towards them relentlessly and to get her job a prerequisite. Also explosive devices have been found in the high school and surrounding area and there is a person of interest, Jason Chaffetz says, which might also be involved in the attack who might have helped the terrorist or gave the terrorist entry into the high school or armed him/her. I might have misunderstood who provided information and may be Laura Ingle/Angle/Ingle (not sure of spelling) and not Laura InGraham nevertheless I wouldn’t be surprised of her involvement even indirectly being a schmuck. Now the total of dead is between 8-10 students and/or faculty killed and what is weird about it is it happened before school usually begins at about 7:30 in the morning and usually school begins at around 8 am and hearing about it at or a little before near noon. I think it’s weird. I think there is more going than meets the eye such as locating device but I tend to be paranoid because of my writing the posts that I do which tends to offend others but I feel I should write it like I hear or see it and think it as well. Of course Laura InGraham is for the NRA and the 2nd amendment (or is she?) and Obama isn’t. Ever since Billy Graham/Franklin Graham, the BGEA were punished for their views about the Mormon church as being a cult by the RCC/Vatican and Obama during the Obama Administration for the NWO no telling if she and the BGEA are flipping sides because it is more profitable and covenant or there is a power struggle between them and people and kids are getting caught (and some killed) in the middle. Something terrible going on because it should not be happening at all but has surged in numbers and occurrences since Obama took office who was groomed by Kissinger and he was hired by the Vatican to improve their reputation for child abuse, bank fraud, and money laundering but none of them are the boss. GOD IS THE BOSS!

Gov.Greg Abbott is talking on FOX News doing his job in regards to this tragedy and what he plans to do to help everyone and to stop these attacks. I don’t think he understands the scope of this tragedy and the cause but most people don’t.

Texas gov.: 10 dead in high school shooting – live updates

IT IS DEFINITELY SPIRITUAL as well as physical and NOT JUST A THREE DIMENSIONAL type crime. From the sounds of it and from what is reported it was attempted murder suicide which is a big problem especially since 5 states in the United states are at this time allowing hospice murder suicide a Roman Catholic DOGMA as a bargaining chip against abortion and family rights but the differences are immense in its attempt to be the boss (thinking itself to be GOD) and justify itself as the moral authority yet ignore The Ten Commandments and change the Ten Commandments in order to control families, prevent family planning in every way possible so it can plan our families for us (2nd Commandment says to honor your parents including mom not honor a nun, a priest, a bishop, a cardinal or a pope in fact not even mentioned in the Ten Commandments to their chagrin because the RCC hierarchy means so little to God), determine who marries who, who can divorce and who can’t, determine who is worthy and only forgive catholics by indulging catholics and award 77 virgins (to demean females as if 77 of them is worth one man) to those who commit murder suicide for them in alliance with Islam (yet not insure fetuses?) and try to put down those it wants to kill like animals as the zealot Father Jonathon of Fox news exemplified for his beloved Jesuit Pope Francis a couple of years or more ago during the Obama Administration who also sainted Mother Teresa:


to RAM A DAN who I don’t think are lost, but can’t be found.

Yeah, Trump says this has been going on for a long time but not to the extent it has since the Obama Administration where it has increased exponentially. It happened every few years or so once at UT and now it’s almost weekly and testing Trump like 9-11 tested George Bush but he did hit a camel in the butt against his own advice. I think Kuwait may have had a hand in his confusion like the Yazidis in Syria did Bret Baier about self smothering under a blanket to avoid rape to keep their chastity because Yazidis are more moral than the average american woman when more than likely the Yazidi women killed each other which happens when you are captive like happened during the holocaust people turning on each other and like what is happening now in our country as well because IRON AND CLAY DO NOT MIX (you would have to be a dumb-ass to have fallen for the bs not to mention but I will his shows about Benghazi and their explanations for what occurred PROPAGANDA but it started his book writing which from the excerpts and titles I read is quite dull and presumptuous replacing O’really and must have been part of his indoctrination WOULD HE GO ALONG? and he did) and definitely Billy Graham a shill for the RCC.

Texas school shooting suspect Dimitrios Pagourtzis wore ‘Born to Kill’ shirt, posted about guns, reports say

The Good Guys lyrics 

The Good Guys – Melanie

I believe God always has forgiven even before Jesus but expects us to try to be our best (especially when you become realistically aware of God which takes experience and living and making mistakes) and that truth matters. Laura In Graham doesn’t believe in truth and has been aware of God so she tries to fake

The Fig Tree – Blessed are the Barren

All this 70th anniversary stuff, the embassy, and the recognition just in time for the 70th anniversary seems just too good to be true after everything I have seen. Therefore it is unbelievable to me. I think it is a trap of some kind but I don’t know for whom the bell tolls especially with the temple mount sticking out like a sore thumb and in light of revelation. Maybe it’s a reprieve of some kind, but it doesn’t ring true. And maybe I’m right maybe there is more than one Trump we are dealing with. There are 7 Trumpets in the bible and I think we have seen two but I don’t know, maybe more. Isn’t it funny about his son’s name and the reference to Blessed are the barren written about in the gospels which I wrote about in the post above. I guess we will eventually see. It’s kind of eerie and so is the following.

President Trump Puts ‘America First’ On Hold To Save Chinese Jobs

Does this sound normal to you? It doesn’t to me. Sounds maniacal especially if phones with these parts can put our military in jeopardy which is what i got from the news about it on Fox. This sounds suicidal and deceptive. It probably is. CHINA CHINA CHINA

Melania Trump is recuperating in a hospital a good one I think and Mueller is in trouble with some new allegation involving a Russian oligarch but I think it is diversions of some kind. It wasn’t Russia who sainted Mother Teresa, was it, and I do think it’s the crux of the matter as far as God is concerned and His purpose which I think matters. I hope so. The moral authority sainting Mother Teresa is NOT A GOOD SIGN.



Which is why the terrorists that were caught and were held in Cuba at Guantanomo Bay and then the Cubans who did the water boarding/torture were killed, isn’t it how it works to avoid the international agreement called the Geneva-thing-a-ma-jig. and why Haspel and cohorts destroyed the video tapes to protect themselves from blame and not to protect the tortureres and CIA operatives as she says. Something like it which is why she should not be in charge of the CIA.

i was gonna add some stuff in revelation but noticed some other stuff that doesn’t sit well with me also in revelation. I was gonna add the imagery of the catholic church which I think is relevant however there are other things in revelation that seem to be not relevant IMO and since the prophecy of Daniel was moved to a new place (to the Gospel Of Matthew) during the Obama Administration which is quite recently biblically speaking I can’t really trust or have good faith in some other things contained in the bible. I think I’m right but I know a lot of people think I’m wrong like Laura InGraham and all her friends. I don’t think dirty tricks are good however she doesn’t seem to mind those dirty tricks which is why I think faith is dead and as Pope Benedict said faith was the new enlightenment and I think he was correcting a false premise added later to gain followers probably to gain Islam because the mustard seed teaching is in the Koran and probably where it came from. An attempt to tame a very wild, destructive and barbaric religion so it might have been in earnest. God knows. And should have behooved them to lighten up but does not seemed to have worked which will work against them, IMO and against the Jesuits who use them for their purpose to punish and to prop themselves. Not sure which is the greater sin BUT IT’S BIG. (Things are different now, arms wise, aren’t they. We now have weapons of huge destruction that can even things out quite a bit and hopefully won’t need to use them but we might and if we head for the mountains of God we might not need to and let Him do it however I don’t think it would be wise. We won wars when we accepted the Ten Commandments as the underpinning of belief and the foundation in God. which is why Obama tried to disarm the USA and arm Iran and he should be investigated for doing so but for some reason none seems to want to hold him accountable which is extremely dumb because Iran is gonna spill it’s guts anyway so might as well ) Obviously it was false because the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed even in the plant world unless words don’t matter, but then why have a bible and why rest your belief  on a word called faith? seems rather desperate to me. I haven’t seen anyone with even the faith of a mustard seed move a mountain from here to there except in movies like The Englishman Who Went Up a Hill and Came Down a Mountain about a surveyor of land which is a funny movie and not even Jesus was witnessed to have moved a mountain from here to there unless someone left it out of the bible. Maybe it is in terms of ideals and not physically and if it is the case I think I won or Laura InGraham would be complaining about the Omnibus bill and she didn’t mind whatsoever as long as a Republican was President because she has conviction.

President Trump Just signed a spending bill that fully funds Planned Parenthood.

Hannity says that we have formed an alliance with Egypt, Saudi Arabia, and United Arab Emirates against Iran with Israel. I don’t believe it. I don’t believe Russia is allied with Iran. I think they have as much of a relationship with Iran as we do or have in the past. Billions of dollars worth of a relationship. I think it is Every Man For Himself these days against females and it ain’t gonna work. Good try. Saudi Arabia I believe is in alliance with Iran and allowed them to fly in Saudii Arabia to attack Yemen. I think it just depends on which way the wind is blowing as far as Saudi Arabia is concerned. I think Saudi Arabia is in alliance with the RCC. So the strides that have been made in the MIddle East are tenuous at best and things in the Middle East may be at it’s worst ever and on the brink of a catastrophe. But we shall see. I think the truth shall be the victor and I don’t think EMFH will succeed.

I’m not sure I trust Hannity’s judgement. I KNOW I DON’T.  He has been led astray quite a bit in the past in regards to the guilt or innocence of perpetrators of crimes based on politics and race. Trayvon Maritin was a good example. Even though at the time it was contentious I don’t think giving the killer a pass of an unarmed boy on his way to the store to buy skittles is someone to trust in regards to right or wrong, true justice, etc. IT was one of the best interviews I have ever seen him perform with a total denial of the intent of the killer because of his political views about carrying a weapon. I was not impressed with his vision and his heart should be troubled. Later the perpetrator of the crime of the killing of Trayvon Martin committed more crimes with a gun. REMEMBER? I think it occurred in Florida but you ignored it. It was obvious the killer was guilty of causing the death of Trayvon Martin. HIS DAD (I THINK IT WAS HIS DAD) GETS RILED AND RIOTS ENSUE WHILE HE RAGES ABOUT BURNING DOWN THE BITCH AT A RIOT IN ST. LOUIS MISSOURI BUT NO ONE BOTHERS TO ASK: WHAT BITCH? Greta Van Susterne did make a show about the murder of Trayvon Martin and it was not truthful a few shows for ratings and she traveled quite a bit with the Christian Evangelical Franklin Graham to raise funds for children in central america and/or Haiti using kids traversing a land fill of trash which any moment could collapse eating burritos the kids found on the mountain of trash without intervening for the kids sake to avoid botulism or tetanus but for the sake of those sought after funds. Reality television gone mad. Obviously the press has as well because it is insane (The winepress of God) and reality TV is bullshit some might even say unnatural, self serving, and sick as if we are to believe people don’t act differently when being watched with a camera running vs how life should be…private but given the right only to mosques who harbor the enemy and attacked us on 9-11. It was OMNIBUSICAL and similar to Laura InGraham’s folly. Hannity is under the influence of Laura InGraham sickeningly and has yet to bring up Hospice/Murder Suicide and the evils of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHIURCH and I think it is called appeasing for oil and I don’t think God is impressed. However the God of the Winepress loves it. I KNOW I”M NOT IMPRESSED. If you are gonna walk the line you ought to bring it all out yet he doesn’t, does he? I’m for self defense as well and the 2nd amendment but fairness is kind of important as well and it wasn’t fair. IS Mother Teresa fair in her idea of using murder suicide as HER justice against abortion. DID GOD SANCTION IT? OR DID THE POPE SANCTION IT. DID HANNITY SANCTION IT? DID LAURA INGRAHAM SANCTION IT? DOES FOX NEWS SANCTION IT?


cat got your tongue?

Obviously, Laura InGraham Sanctions It. WHO MADE HER QUEEN OF HEAVEN?

Have another beer, or a six pack.

Faithers are kind of finicky.

and walking a fine line with lots of squiggles and mis-stepping quite a bit and attempting to turn a lie into the truth and truth into a lie which is NOT GOOD but a sign of the times and is partially to blame for revelation, the apostasy and armageddon and terrorism.

Don’t blame me, blame them.

The Omnibus Bill kind of exposed them, didn’t it?

Revelation isn’t over so hang on to your undies

I think there are still some bumps ahead and from my understanding it gets bumpier.

Sure seems like a perfect storm is building. It sure would be helpful if you and your friends would accept the truth but pride prevents you even though it could make a big difference if you did because you think you have the cat in the hat and are all that because of the opening of the US embassy in Jerusalem and future talks with North Korea.

I don’t think you “get it.

You aren’t all that.

Enjoy the contentious opening of a US embassy on the 70th anniversary of the State of Israel

which was not served up on a tray, but may end up leaving on one!


It seems like every time I see Netanyahu on TV during this time he is on cloud nine overly so as if he is on some happy drug and should be kind of more suspicious/subdued than he is considering the past. Its a bit weird like he is not himself and like he is in Shangri-la putting leis on everyone he meets.

Margot Kidder died. An underrated actress imo but lots of fun to watch. Seemed very real.

Margot Kidder, Actress Who Played Lois Lane In ‘Superman,’ Dead At 69

I feel like because the reason for her death is not determined yet this news might be a trap of some kind the way things are these days with so much false news and news trying to promote murder-suicide.hospice often and recently with many prominent people being used some of their own will and some not of their own will which is the problem with it. IF we find out it was by hospice or suicide  I’m not sure I will believe it.  She was a good actress and seemed really wholesome in her way. Very natural. I didn’t believe and still don’t believe that the comedian Robin Williams committed suicide. I think he was used as an example. It’s easy to do. The circumstances didn’t sound right to me. Sounded like murder otherwise I think he would have done it differently and less violently because he sure didn’t seem like a violent person. i remember the circumstances as between two doors strangled to death which sure sounds like mob business.

This map is why I think Palestinians have many other options besides GAZA and the WEST BANK but were thwarted by the coups in Egypt by people in our government and at the Vatican, Saudi Arabia and Iran. At one time Palestinians actually had a good chance in Egypt and were assimilating really well. How many holy sites does one need to have proof of GOD?

I don’t think you need any.

I think having children, grand children, and great grandchildren and sometimes great great grandchildren

of your own

is proof enough



By the way, Lazarus in the Gospel of John was a raised after being dead for four days.

I think the meaning of that is a BIG ONE.

For one thing beloved a thousand years is as a day as a day is a thousand years and then maybe less depending on God.

20 fissures have opened up on the Kilauea volcano in Hawaii. I wonder if the magic number of fissures is 22 before something terrible happens? It would be a sign for sure if it did. Maybe a good one.

I heard on Fox with Bret Baier and Dana Perino the country of Saudi Arabia almost a continent  (it wants to be incontinent) is working with the USA in regards to the State of Israel. Of course it is. Trying to influence a stale mate. Saudi Arabia is where there are two holy sites holier than the one in Jerusalem. Of course Saudi Arabia is trying to tie everyone up. I don’t buy their innocence or good will.

Is Saudi Arabia willing to give up three holy sites for peace?

Someone ought to ask them like Trump and let us know the answer. Might be more productive than talks with North Korea.

Because the cycle of the lunar calendar does not match the solar calendar, the dates of Ramadan shift by approximately 11 days each year. In 2018, Ramadan is expected to begin in the evening on Tuesday, May 15, in the United States, although the date is only confirmed once the moon is sighted.

What if the the moon is not seen?

Maybe a good reason to blow it up if we don’t want to deal with it on earth. It is only a satellite and we still have the stars to guide us. We could say ISIS is responsible for the disappearance of the moon. Because of the craters on the moon which tend to help deflect some asteroids in the past which there is one making a close encounter with our planetary system pretty soon maybe it will help us.  Anyway there are threats to burn Haifa and Tel Aviv to the ground but not sure why. Because of an embassy, RAMADAN, the 70th anniversary, Iran, North Korea, Syria, recognition of the capital of Israel, Haley, Trump Obama, the Vatican (jealous), Saudi Arabia, the Gospel of John, the mustard seed debacle, or me? Pretty ridiculous. Honestly, I think something drastic needs to be done. I think Ramadan would be a good time to do it for the world to see. You gotta have conviction to do it. You have to believe.

Dogs burnt alive in abandoned car in Arab Israeli city

Outcry in Mali after albino child beheaded in ‘ritual’ murder

One of the 82 women in Cannes protest says root problem is false view that men are ‘best’

Jesus didn’t think so because he knew what was in man. He did not commit to man because of it knowing the mustard seed was not the smallest of seed but I think he did commit to women of courage and the men who stood for those women and their daughters, and their rights, etc.

(a lot of people losing their minds but WHO KNEW.)

 I was thinking that the 153 fish caught at the sea of Galilee might have to do with the order of the gospels. Possible. Matthew Luke and Acts. MAL in the order of their writing might mean – SICK, ill minded, demented, self serving – Malchus who i think was Paul who arrested Jesus and his right ear was cut off by Peter but healed by Jesus. The person whose wound was healed spoken of in a verse

King James Bible
And I saw one of his heads as it were wounded to death; and his deadly wound was healed: and all the world wondered after the beast.

which I think has a ton of possibilities. Paul at the island when a snake came out of the fire and bit him and the people worshipped him as a god and Luke was with him whom he used and vice versa. The island that looks like a bee called


when and where Pauil had his SHIPWRECK : The island was very important at one time strategically because of it’s location but it’s name is similar to the word MAL, isn’t it?

The verse also refers to the RCC as everyone already knows the circumstances which the RCC has been trying to dispel.

Billy Graham, The Pope etc


There are lots of codes in the bible and some are easy to decipher.

Jesus of the Synoptic Gospels said we would not be given more than we can handle and he lied, didn’t he.

How Palestinian youth would solve the conflict with Israel

I agree about the one state solution and don’t think the Palestinians are lesser of a people (in a way relatives) but are being used by Hamas and Hezbollah etc and using kids as martyrs which I do think makes them lesser AT LEAST the ones who put them in the deadly skirmishes for attention (and even the Turkish President uses kids as martyrs) for the press and I’m not sure the Palestinians can do anything about Hamas and Hezbollah except teach the truth which Palestinians don’t do. It’s tough I know because my ex has made it hard for me to teach the truth to my kids because of his upbringing as a catholic and the divorce thinking or hoping he was gonna bury me and me him which is what he said to me and It made my determination to divorce him and made me even more determined and a lousy reason to stay married. I have a feeling marriage is gonna decline because males have been very bad going along with the Islamic/Roman Catholic persecution of females and females are noticing and the men really don’t deserve kids, IMO. I love my kids but if I had known the future I would have never married. i’m gonna try to teach them not to bind themselves because it’s a losing proposition in this day and age. Oh yea and men/mice trying to use racism to cover up their complicity to put women in their place for the RCC and Islam using abortion as an excuse as if we are the cause when cowardice is the real reason allowing women to take the brunt of the NWO because men and many women as well think it will help them to survive and it won’t not realizing this is the GREAT DECEPTION.

If I were Trump and I’m not…. I would cancel the attempt/summit to have a meeting of the minds with Kim Jung Un who maybe smart as whip but out of his mind and make stiffer sanctions instead and forget the deal with China and also forget the debt to China (FORGET IT because we also have an ace in the hole called mutual destruction) and worry about Iran instead before it gets an ace in the hole and i don’t think russia wants to share an ace with iran though the vatican hopes it does. I know Sheppard Smith has his fingers crossed. I think it was a test of Kim Jung Un by Trump and he failed and a test by North Korea and CHINA CHINA CHINA to mess with Trump. Probably was BS anyway. RATINGS and to get everyone excited about how great he is for people on Fox like Jesse Watters, Laura InGraham and a biblical hero for Israel since some ruler in the past of Persia. It seems to have been a concerted effort on everyone’s part to mock the USA without realizing it. A weird condition of the possessed. AN OVERREACTION like the Nobel Peace Prize was a prize given for appeasement to Obama to put in his library about himself. It’s possible. It’a a ridiculous prize for people like Chris Matthews who got a thrill up his leg for Obama for no reason other than the color of his skin. We need a new chapter in the Book of Matthew of the bible called the Platitudes. Blessed are the silent for they shall not tell the truth. Blessed are the weak in spirit because they don’t know shit. Blessed are they that seek a Nobel Peace Prize for they thought appeasement meant peace…..

North Korea Threatens To ‘Reconsider’ Trump Summit, Cancels South Korea Talks

Says US backed rebels killed Ghadaffi after Obama gave him a car company chrysler during or near the time of the G-8 meeting in Aquilla Italy and during the visit by Ghaddaffi to Rome. Doesn’t pay to go to Rome nor to deal with Obama, obviously, but it was Obama (US OBAMA REBELS) and Rome/Vatican backed rebels which killed Ghadaffi by beating him to death like the mob. It was for someone to consume as a warning using the mob to threaten other leaders in the area to capitulate to the Vatican Jesuits and to Obama. it worked on the king of jordan. 

The Mystery Of The Fiat-Gaddafi Connection

See how Obama and the Vatican screwed things up for North Korea by setting up Ghadaffi when he could have been tried instead for his part in the downing of a plane of Lockerbie Scotland when more than likely it was someone else like Obama and the Vatican but we won’t know because instead he was killed conveniently. I think it was why he was killed or to be a scapegoat, Why did he give a part of chrysler to him? Or did the company have something to do with the downing of the plane over Lockerbie Scotland? the following article was on WND website and isn’t gonna help to get anyone to the table and certainly isn’t great and probably false news if it isn’t false news it’s stupid.

Trump warns Kim Jong-un: Make deal or suffer Gaddafi’s fate

Murphy Brown revival to take on Fox & Friends

Looks like it might be funny.

and add to the Beatitudes or replace a few of them:

Blessed are those that make people laugh in tumultous times full of briars and thorns, because it helps sometimes to laugh at ourselves and be thankful we still have morsels of freedom even after the Obama Administration however we must not forget what happened to the unsuspecting innocent and ourselves because we let our guard down and should never do it again and believe those responsible will be exposed for their betrayal and be betrayed themselves.

Blessed are females and their families who had abortions and later had kids of their own when it was best because those who were attacked for no reason by standing up for their children’s rights and the rights of females young and old (like my parents and even my sweet pets killed for the fun of it) other than spitefulness by the pompous false churches like the church of Laura Ingraham making a deal with the devil using every trick in the devils hands to silence us, to humiliate us, to persecute us, to divide us thinking their shit didn’t stink and it did stink TO HIGH HEAVEN which the Omnibus Bill demonstrated thinking she had the upper hand and made full use of it to fluff up her nest shamelessly and to distract for the sake of the false NWO church for those families will help us and our kids with help from God and be raised on the fourth day…. the day that matters to rejoin their families and live for our hopes and our dreams having routed out the betrayers to enjoy the day together. We still have more to go but that is gonna happen. “So hold tight” to plagiarize from Melanie (and Melania using the word best or the meaning to do the best we can do under the circumstances we find ourselves in) which I often do because I love her music and because it resonates with me. Yea we have our problems, but so do you and I think your problems are ahead of you and ours behind us.


Hospitals See Growing Numbers Of Kids And Teens At Risk For Suicide

I bet you didn’t know all this stuff did ya. It would be a good idea to take it seriously.

The church sure shouldn’t have screwed with my family because look how we reacted.


life insurance isn’t gonna help you but the opposite it will kill you so don’t buy it and if you have it get rid of it. 

Some day there won’t be a press, either. It’s not too far away so those in it ought to prepare, but

 hwas three sheets to the wind and he didn’t pay attention to my warning because he was three bricks shy of a load of sh..,

but not you Bret. LOL

(Nevermore ready to fall in love again…..)

‘It wasn’t the big one’: Massive ash plume explodes from summit of Hawaii volcano

 now at 21 fissures

The last time my sisters and I were together visiting my mom in the hospital at the time and after my older sister going to the women’s retreats in North Carolina….. Christian women’s retreats after befriending an English lady across the street from her and after her operation when the white-haired woman “an angel” she called her helped her when the german surgeon cut her ureter (corridor between the bladder and the kidney) on mistake but luckily caught the mistake in time to save her life and was sued and then I think she had a face lift (Insurance fraud and a bribe) but anyway she told me on the trip that “three was the number of perfection.”

She had learned this as a novice of Chrisitanity in North Carolina the home of the Grahams (Billy Graham and his family). The angel said it isn’t a good idea to have surgery on a Friday because of the doctors schedules being so heavy trying to make ends meet through the week (because of insurance and insurance fraud.) She was there for my sister to corrupt her, the angel, but under the guise she was helping her.. My sister had previously had a boob job and her nose adjusted  using a diverted septum as the reason for the plastic surgery to look like my little sister’s nose which is very pretty (people used to say she looked like Raquel Welch who had had a lot of plastic surgery or resembled her. She also was a BGEA “jesus freak” in-doc-trinated as a teenager I used to say. She thought she was a virgin even though her boyfriend snuck in the window of her bedroom of my parents house and they had sex without intercourse which I thought was awful liberal of her to compare to me who had had an abortion at 16 years old the first time I had had intercourse though I wasn’t asked and barely remember it because it was hard for me. I didn’t enjoy it and I didn’t want to be pregnant but to compare me to her for her sake. I refused the next date because of it that is how much I enjoyed it)

I told my older sister I didn’t believe in perfection since I had never seen it (in people.)

So via the deviate septum plastic surgery and the boob job she was primed for the corruption to please her husband and to help her jealousy because he abused other women and girls. He exposed his penus at family gatherings etc for the fun of it and to harass me because a few years before he had molested me before I was married or had even met my husband in my sleep sleeping next to her after a party we had all attended for their business a wine and cheese tasting party and she didn’t want me to drive home because of the wine and set up the sleeping arrangement and he snuck up on me on his belly I think because he wasn’t standing by the hide a bed and molested me and I did not scream but I kicked his hands off me quietly and discreetly, and the next morning I was in shock. Later when married after a family gathering reunion and a party at my parents home in another city her husband stared acting  up again and I didn’t appreciate it. Wanted to carry me to my car and I declined his offer but he had been drinking. I was wearing a peasant dress my mom had bought me and I guess he couldn’t handle it. He did a few other things and followed me to my car anyway in front of his wife, my sister. It was like a demonic manifestation of some kind and it was surreal and I couldn’t sleep the whole night because there was no lock on the door of the room I was assigned. So I left my parents home early in the morning and everyone wondered why. I wanted to go to sleep. I was worn out. My sister was acting funny towards me at the party probably because of how he acted. Resentful. Then soon after got an artist in the city to paint her over a period of time in oil a huge painting of herself with  her first daughter. It was unreal.Not an 8 by 10 or 11 by 14 inches but a about 8 feet tall. A sign of some kind. It affected her deeply but me as well however I didn’t realize how much it affected her. I wanted to move on with life and with my family without the hassling. Nancy who was at the party her best friend growing up called me to ask why I had left town early in the morning and I don’t know how she knew since she wasn’t spending the night at the house that nigh but I didn’t put two and two together at the time because I was upset. So I told her why and she advised me to talk to either of them. So I told my sister when she was back in town about it. I didn’t enjoy it either. She didn’t believe me and told me she was going to call my parents to tell them I was attracted to her husband was why I left and picked up the phone and I left her home upset of course. t just wanted it to stop for everyone’s sake. And then we had our meeting  a few days later at my sister’s request for the family and she stayed in the kitchen clanging pots and pans like she really enjoyed it during the meeting and he said he would go to church and it didn’t help.

Of course, there are three synoptic gospels written by an unknown source called Q and when you compare them they don’t jibe. Lots of exactly the same wording so therefore the same author but under different names or it was copied to give credence to itself. Each of the synoptic gospels helps the other as if three is the magic number but totally disorderly to each other as far as the order of events in the gospels. OUT OF WHACK. So whoever helped and added to the three Synoptic gospels didn’t know the order of events.and wasn’t a follower. Jesus in the Gospel of John said that Peter would deny him THREE times. IS IT PERFECTION? I don’t think so. 

When we had the discussion about the number three we were on the elevator going up to revisit my mom after having lunch out on my mom’s dime and I said what I said as the elevators opened up and three men got on the elevator as we got off the elevator and the men laughed heartily about my comment. I think the men were going down the elevator. Not too long after our visit to see our mom our mom was hospiced without my knowledge for two weeks. I wasn’t invited to the funeral of my mom and had previously been exiled from my little sister’s home even though I had her live with my family for two years off and on while she was in a divorce highly contested divorce because of some lousy christian lawyers who screwed her and she had to get new ones. I tried to help her because she tried to help me in regards to my older sister and her husband and she was accused of having an affair during their separation even though he had had some affairs during their marriage. It was a rough divorce and a lot of people wanted to partake of their business profits they built together as a team because it was a very successful business even written about in the news as being a top 100 business in the area a very big city I think even a lesser number more like ten. He had another family before her which she helped to raise because the son hated his mom, etc. SEE HOW IT WORKS? THE BGEA is to blame imo for hospice for shilling for the Roman Catholic Church evangelicals disguised as baptists. CRAZY shit but shit it is. It’s about money and about fraud and about theft and the abuse of women, abuse of power and perfecting and corrupting women with surgery to please their husbands but it didn’t stop him from abusing other females but gave him a license instead via the church. We remained friends and family because we loved each other and soon after my sister was getting 250 thousand dollars a year to spend. But I still didn’t put two and two together. I loved her and thought she loved me and thought we could get past it but he didn’t stop. He wanted to punish me by exposing himself from time to time when he drank beer and felt like it or was in a belligerent mood kind of thing. I never knew when he would act up and nor did she. We tried to handle it as best we could other than cutting off his dick what else could we do as a family, a very close family. We did our best and sometimes he was okay as well and then he would pull something on us at the oddest of times. I wasn’t the only one he messed with. Who plays footsie with the other sister in law under the table at a family reunion out dining? He did. There were others as well. He had problems of some kind and something spiritually was screwing with our family and we did not deserve it. Has to do with oil and the oil business because it was the oil business his dad was in and was President of an oil company working in Saudi Arabia and their teachings about virgins. He didn’t want to wait to be martyred? I had heard through the grapevine (my sister) his dad hated Jews but was also a christian. and enjoyed making Gary jealous of his brother because he was a doctor who knew nothing about ranching and were Unitarians, and I think got into money trouble because of it. and then came the options treading brain storm by Gary and lost a bunch of money on the stock market and blamed my mom and me for their loss and years later hospiced my mom without telling me and against my mom’s wishes because she told me she wanted to live to 105 to outlive her grandmother which should have been doable. Gary, his son collected roman artifacts and Nazi artifacts.

So needful to say

when I hear someone say Judeo-Christian values or sharing Judeo-Christian values

as some kind of litmus test,

I’m not impressed!

Does it mean including the Ten Commandments? Does it mean sharing some history together?

Does it mean democracy?  Does it mean not communist?

Or does it mean Jerusalem the apple of God’s eye which could mean temptation

if you consider Genesis and depending on which god you are talking about.

When one says it as a catch phrase it can mean many different things to different people and be totally deceptive not necessarily because of the person saying  the phrase but because the phrase itself doesn’t specify the context of the catch phrase. Like a catch-22. It can mean a lot of things and can mean nothing or somewhere in-between. My brother was agnostic and respected judeo-christian values and he also said to me I YAM THAT I YAM when I tried to talk to him about God and he did not like it one iota. He cared more for whether he got the pizza the way he ordered it by the person serving it to him than the God of the Ten Commandments but I don’t think he understood what I had learned. And getting your pizza right is important when you pay for it and expect to get what you ordered. Religions ought to think about that. He was also into the spiritual book called The God Particle so he was searching which is good but it was obvious Christianity turned him off as it did me. A political football used to get votes or to cover up sexual abuse. I respected his honesty but not his demeanor at the time he said it (he was district attorney so had  a bit of an edge) though because he had been screwed with by christians quite a bit. Christians aren’t exactly great examples and don’t walk the walk of their faith and many don’t even try but use it and have made the word faith a litmus test in itself and it is based on a lie so no wonder. We all take it for granted quite a bit but I do think the Ten Commandments are brilliant and a good standard for all religions whereas the New Testament (the Synoptic gospelsI) seems to undermine the Ten Commandments as a standard when it is supposed to be the foundation of the religion. I also appreciate the honesty of Christopher Hitchens expose and he is an atheist and more honest than most if not all christians. That is a terrible thing when an Atheist is more truthful than those in the 3 largest religions of faith in the world. So no wonder shit is happening these days when the Ten Commandments have been tossed out like a dirty disposable diaper. I think without the Ten Commandments we might have to kiss this world goodbye or it us. Hospice is definitely not a theme of the 2nd commandment of the Ten Commandments: Honor thy parents. I don’t believe hospice honors our parents and can be misused  immensely for many subtle and insidious reasons brought on by many deceptions and entrapments so I’m pissed about it and have a right to be upset about what happened to my family and to my parents all because of IMO incest and sexual harassment and degradation of females to keep them subservient which my brother loved about his wife and a roman catholic. Not incest or sexual harassment but subservient to some degree. Some men like women who serve them and some women don’t mind and some like equals like my dad did my mom, not that they didn’t have troubles, but overcame them so there must be something special about equality. She loved to rub his feet. She was so sweet about it. She loved him. A give and take kind of relationship. Forgiveness as well. Both had good marriages. My brother’s wife was a good wife and mom, sister and daughter and also had a spirit. She gave him a good hard time sometimes when he deserved it. So there was some cool stuff in their relationship because he took it well. However, my brother’s wife developed a twitch but not sure why. The funny thing is my older sister was dominant in their relationship and he took it out on other females but I think the reason was because he took it out on females first and she became a domineering person because what happened to me by him happened early in their marriage so he is to blame for her attitude, IMO. And I know why she loved him too. He had some good qualities as well which made it harder ofr I would murdered him. Not really, but I would have been worse than these posts in how I handled it and perhaps got a cleaver and snuck up on him or had it in my pocket when he did his stuff to me. It shouldn’t have been happening and should have stopped and instead I lost my family and shouldn’t have. It was totally unfair and UNJUSTIFIED and almost killed me and still sometimes does. She did not start out that way however SMU had a deep and lasting affect on her and I don’t think it was good.

 God did not say in the Ten Commandments women shall serve men or be subservient to men, did He? 

However, I am not ready to forgive the hospicing of my mom against her will and mine. I don’t think I ever will be. I blame the BGEA and the RCC for it’s deviousness in how it came about and it’s insane excuses.

Anyway Netanyahu’s over the top demeanor and the Hawaiian volcano losing it’s top going on at the same time also seems coincidental, but very distant as well. Watched Hardball for a few minutes in regards to Mueller whether Trump should fire him and his guests all said he should not fire him but were conservatives and supposedly were regular people off the street or in an audience (HIGHLY UNLIKELY) and it was really really fishy. Of course he should fire Mueller. How stupid. Mueller is trying to get him impeached and will do it in anyway he can as if he has nothing better to do and has overstepped his duties. He’s Obama’s stooge and the Vatican’s stooge. He should be investigated and his ties to the Vatican. Same goes for Chris Matthews. Investigate the investigators. The ex just told me Mueller said today he can’t indict the President. Talk about wasting everyone’s time and money. It obviously was a diversion and probably something has been sufficiently covered up somewhere and he should be fired. Of course, Mueller could indict him if he wanted to but for some unknown reason is backing off, or is he? I agree with Putin as far as the nuts are concerned within our government but I do not know Putin. Never talked to him. But I still agree with him on this point and I think the Vatican operatives are ensconced within our government and intelligence agencies are to blame. His mind will probably change depending on what happens with North Korea, Iran and others. He is into it for the wrong reasons: To control the President. Laura InGraham with her big contorted plate like lips (hoping for donations) is probing  Rudy Guiliani to find out what is Trump’s plan B, plan C, and plan D as far as Mueller is concerned but acting as if she is on the President’s side and the side of the American people. LOL I don’t think he is gonna tell her but then you never know….. oh yea, and the press. LOL She might have an easier time getting the information she needs from Rudy Guiliani if she showed some cleavage but she doesn’t want to be obvious even though we all know what she is up to but she doesn’t realize it. Sort of funny to watch him handle her mostly after last weeks misunderstanding (I’m not sure what it was) which got everyone buzzing and is in the hot seat making up for it. When she asked him a few things his eyes get real big. Very funny. Not very. But funny. Some people have a hard time deceiving and he is not IMO a deceiver. I remember hearing how he handled 9-11 which he handled well and how when unemployment was a problem in the city he got very personal about it got people jobs and acted like a good mayor. I think he is one of the good guys. Obviously lawyers have to swerve quite a bit sometimes but I think he does it honorably but boy did he have to take some flap about nothing IMO It was more like a misunderstanding. Some of the press tried to make him look bad in pictures on the internet and I don’t think he deserved it.

Melanie Safka – Alexander Beetle

Below are some examples of pictures on Foxes page on the internet of Rudy Guiliani the only two that stood out and both make him look weird and not how he appears when you see him live. Like my older sister used to take umpteen pictures  of the family the amount of which was staggering she could have made a mountain out of the amount of pictures she took and had developed and passed around and made us view and somehow she picked the worst of me whenever possible for others to see. Or gary taking videos of my thighs with my kid on my hip as a tot to see his daughters new but used van walking to the van from the house so he could needle my sister acting as if it was accidental and it wasn’t. I know it wasn’t. She may not. At the time I was fit but I did not take the videos and wished they had erased it which they did often of themselves if it wasn’t attractive. Strange but true. Weird stuff. These pictures make Guilliani look like he is a nut and I don’t think he is so why is it on their site? Maybe Laura is involved in the site on the internet: She didn’t get the info she wanted from him so make him look bad. retaliating. OR maybe she doesn’t like my lip jokes. I never said she wasn’t pretty I just think her lips look funny and how she talks with them is even worse. UNNATURAL. I think she needs a better lip injector. I did notice when talking to someone she wasn’t trying to illicit information from and in agreement with her ideals and prejudices her demeanor was quite different and she used her lips less and was less aware of them. So there is something to  her intent and how she uses her lips. When you go on the news and are seen nightly and lashing out at women and girls who have had abortions and needlessly since it wasn’t really important to her other than to lash out at women and girls for the sake of the RCC and for the BGEA as the Omnibus bill proved beyond a reasonable doubt; you have to expect some criticism. I don’t think she likes to be criticized and

 in truth she blew it.

and it’s an important issue to have sacrificed on the alter of politics for conservatism and for power because many women go through it and have to make the decisions and only have a small window of time to do it in and usually are desperate, confused, afraid, hurt and not ready to be a mom and others like to point at them for those decisions only to use as a leverage or a short term gain. Roman Catholics like women or girls to entrap men and promote it using pregnancy as blackmail. It’s sad to see though I’m glad she did for this expose on human behavior because it was illuminating and callous and a religious club used to subjugate females and in her case other females and especially now because of the war imposed upon the families of those females using religious warfare of hospice by the RCC and used as an excuse to kill/murder with intent to lord over their souls and an attempt to destroy their spirits for a hefty paycheck at Fox News. MAL VERY MAL. She must have had a lousy mom and dad or never learned to handle jealousy. She has no idea the harm she has caused (does she care?) even just to me and my family. Humongous harm, pain and suffering, deep sadness and psychological torment for merely a whim.

Apocalyptic. I wonder if there is a lipstick with the same name that puffs your lips or a dip stick.

What do you think of her ad…self consumed? She thinks she’s all that: enough of her because she is a bore and I mean it literally like a botfly. I think I got under hers as well;) but it took great fortitude to get to the point about Laura InGraham.

Worlds scariest insect?

I don’t think I was the only one it mattered to because I didn’t write the bill or sign it. She oughta take a hint because it’s a BIG ONE and even a sign from heaven above.

Cyndi Lauper – She Bop

*Excuse me for the mixup between Michael Brown and Trayvon Martin but similar cases. I think it was Michael Brown’s dad who said the “burn the bitch down” raging in a crowd and being stoked by his friends or people that like to take advantage of someone in mourning. Oh well. I think it is spiritual and he was mourning. Probably involved the same people though. NRA and anti gun lobbyists and Obama who did a lot of harm between the two antagonizing and needling and probably forcing people to perform for his cause to strengthen Death to America advocates using kids like Hamas, Hezbollah and some Palestinians and the Vatican who also use kids terribly for political gain. I guess like Mother Teresa hearing babies crying as an excuse for hospice Hamas, Hezbnollah, some Palestinians, and the Vatican hear children throwing grenades as an excuse to kill Jews and make it hard for other Palestinians who can abide jews and I’ve side by side with them without wanting to hurl rocks at them.

A few years back the evolution of computer gaming played by the public had a technique used so that one player might see something a player with him might not see because he wasn’t at the same level of the quest in order to see it as the other player and I think it is being used in the news by the press or something controlling the press and causing GREAT CONFUSION. Like a filter for one person and not for another. I think it is being used for propaganda purposes and to have an edge your opponent doesn’t have. Sort of like cheating. Kind of how technology might be being stolen as well but while the technology can also have good purposes and can be used for bad.

I can’t remember the name or the term used and when I do I will add it but I think it might be what is going on. Sort of like redacting a document one player might see each and every word and another player doesn’t. What made me think of it was the demonstration on Tucker Carlson and a few other shows where some people heard one word and others heard another. LAUREL and YANNY or something like it and some people thought they heard Laurel and some people thought they heard Yanny of the same word said. Anyway Bill Gates is hassling Trump about diseases? How weird and trivial.  Does bill gates know the meaning of EMFH?

Bill Gates describes interesting encounters with Trump

It’s getting very very messy in politics:

Now some defunding of Planned Parenthood,

but not all,

because he has conviction

Amazing what political blackmail can accomplish, but so do volcanos.

I love the army because it served me well and it didn’t have to

So I could write my posts and expose people like her and her shit which I did quite a bit.

Kenny Rogers – Three Times A Lady

Too bad it had to be like this because it really didn’t,  

I did what I had to do because I felt it was my duty to show Laura InGraham is a snake in the grass. It’s a thankless duty but maybe my rewards are in heaven. Powerful position she is in and abused it, IMO. The press devours each other often and ruins the best sometimes and the reason is is it is a powerful part of government in the wrong hands or it would not have hired her. Do you remember the Fox questions of the candidates?

ARE YOU AGAINST ABORTION? was their prerequisite to get their candidate and got him but there are more than it thinks.

Is it any wonder that the  2nd amendment is under attack since the 2nd Commandment was attacked by the RCC and Mother Teresa and those who support the notions of evil which I think is the reason. LOGIC and COMMON SENSE and I still have both. I think the 2nd Commandment is gonna win. Men have a right to defend themselves against thieves and murderers but so do females have rights and still do.

Sheila Jackson

Sheila Jackson was on Fox giving her advice about the 2nd amendment and school shootings. She’s pretty smart, low key and has some common sense but what does she think about the prophecy in the Gospel of Matthew about diverse places though I couldn’t find in the word search of the bible online but luckily knew it well enough to look up rumors etc and found it; the reason I couldn’t find it is it has been changed to divers places leaving off the e and it was not this spelling before on the online Bible Gateway at least on my computer.

Matthew 24:7 (KJV)

For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom:

and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.


Definition of pestilence

1a contagious or infectious epidemic disease that is virulent and devastating; especially bubonic plague
2something that is destructive or pernicious
  1. having a harmful effect, especially in a gradual or subtle way.
    Anyway I looked up subtle in the bible gateway and remembered it was used in the bible in Genesis for a description of the devil.
    Do you think the school shootings is a pestilence? I DO.
    Famines can be about starvation but also untruths or lack of the truth and this started during the Obama administration as far as the alteration of the bible with the prophecy of Daniel standing where it shouldn’t and ended up in the Gospel of Matthew to support the Gospel of Matthew. The attempt to make the Gospel of Matthew started during the time of the 2nd Vatican and the assassination of JFK as if not being the first of the gospels in the New testament wasn’t enough. I have a good memory having read much of the bible and always wondered what it meant. It was a sign of pestilence. and the clue was (let the reader understand) in parentheses so you had to have read it to know that more than likely Obama is responsible for the pestilence going on.
    Rep  Sheila Jackson made a statement about the number of school shootings and it seemed rather high for the year 2018 perhaps she meant the amount of victims (but mentioned the number 28) not the amount of school shootings. Misspoke I think but I think she means well and should be included in talks in Texas about school shootings since she represents Texas and has some good ideas but don’t give Obama a pass as if this is Trumps fault. School shootings have been going on since Newtown in the Obama administration and his agenda is to disarm the US citizens and not the IRANIANS (billions of dollars donations from Obama) and other divers places. Fast and Furious etc and everyone who still has a brain knows it is suicidal to disarm the US citizens as it was for many people in divers places in the past who were disarmed. Don’t forget what he said at the press dinner about Michelle’s arms pumping her up for his sake, not yours and not hers. (same thing happened to my sister on the pamphlet of my mom’s funeral I received to make her think she earned the $35,000 she deposited in her savings account of my mom’s estate before my mom was hospiced which could have been used for doctor’s care ANyway her husband was at the hospital when my mom sided my soother sister said. I have no idea I wasn’t there  because I didn’t know. Pumped her up to go along and to shut her up. SUBTLEty) It was a dark sentence what Obama said at the UN and Daniel talks about dark sentences as well. It certainly woke me up about him besides what he said at the UN about his God and insulting him as if many christians haven’t been insulted by urination and feces on their images of God. But noone knows what he looked like. What he said was subtle but it didn’t get past me.Just because he has darker skin than the average white person doesn’t make him your race. He was uplifted RAiSED by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican and believe me he doesn’t care about race he only cares about destruction but the race card comes in handy like free telephones to distract against the rights of women and their bodies black and white and why so many african americans have been caught in the cross hairs because he is the Destroyer written about and also included in the Gospel of Luke and if you had half a brain biblically speaking you would recognize him as the destroyer in the Gospel of Luke. I did. He is only using Michelle but she doesn’t realize it just like Hillary and other women whose husbands are assholes and partially why she didn ‘t win the presidency and because she saw something in regards to Benghazi and Osama Bin Laden and Ghadaffi and no one wanted her to remember hence the head wound. I remember Laura InGrahams taunt about it as her excuse for not testifying early on. I bet Laura InGraham knows more than she is letting on. I bet Franklin Graham does too. (Mr.more Christians are gonna die”, zealot).
    *Also note that in the past there was no punctuation which can alter the meaning of sentences.
    A lot of misspeaking going on so be careful although it’s tough with so many false news reports and deceptions purposeful deceptions for propaganda purposes for the NWO and it’s agenda TESTING GOD which is a sign also of the end:
    Revelation, Apostacy, Armageddon, Apolyptic shit and so forth. For some reason in the Book of Revelation there are seven trumpets. Do I know why? no, but it is interesting we have a President named Trump. I do know Jesus in Gospel of John said Feed my sheep he did not say, starve his sheep which often Hospice does (my mother in law for one) and then blames pain killers for the deaths because it is also used in hospice and offered for free if you don’t include doctors care by Medicare or Medicaid. So a lot of lies in hospice care! If it is so harmless why lie about it? Why the silence about it? The last words of Jesus in the Gospel of John are relevant and a sign of the times we are in. Why was hospice free without doctors care during the Obama Administration?
    If you are on the up and up
    maybe you could bring up hospice
    and the pitfalls involved
    as described above
    since you have the spotlight
    at your disposal
    at this time
    thanks to a school shooting
    in Texas.
    Don’t forget: you might be being tested as so many have lately.
    The ex and I were discussing the deep state after watching Jesse Watters for a bit. I asked him “who do you think is behind the deep state?” and now he says he doesn’t know and he said, “but I know it’s not catholic.” Of course, it is. It’s the Vatican and Islam the two biggest cults in the world. Watched Levin rage and others about the constitution being abused because he is a constitutionalist schooled to be one and while I think it’s a good document it’s only as good as the people who uphold or don’t uphold it and the Vatican doesn’t uphold it. Islam doesn’t uphold it. If truth doesn’t matter should the constitution matter? I don’t think so. If you can’t even admit some truths plain and simple truths what different does it make anymore. Blame it on females. why not? The constitution doesn’t protect females but females are to protect males by not testifying against them. How about females? It has to do with the Book of Acts and Sapphira. (MAL) My ex called the police on me when dealing with my daughter who was out of control attempting to cut the fringe off my purse and in my room being bad because she has been messed with being bullied at school as a teenager and other things the ex did to confuse her because I divorced him and had me falsely arrested. I wasn’t rough but the cops arrested me anyway. I was weaker than her because of my wounds in the past. But it’s a man thing. Sleep with your daughter (not saying he wanted sex) but a power thing when he shouldn’t have slept with her and I stopped it nicely but he never appreciated it like he should have. I could have taken pictures, but I didn’t. i did write about it on my blog and is my right. I didn’t abuse it but used it to prove my points.
    It is why I think those in the press should prepare for the end because believe it or not the press right or left and independent are being used to taunt and lie because they don’t get the whole story leaving out truthers 100 per cent. Watched Martha McCallums ad for Fox about what Fox does and going the extra mile to get to the truth. Something like it anyway. NOPE sorry. NOT TRUE. Not even 50 percent true. I like her but she has to lie to keep her job. I sure don’t see any disclaimers on the ads for the anchors and ought to have them but don’t need them or include truthers and don’t ridicule them.
    Perhaps the press is part of the DEEP STATE
    or at least those who own it and edit it and control it.
    The reason I say the press should prepare is it is coming, the end as we know it, anyway. The signs are there. I know it sounds unbelievable and yes some of the signs are self fulfilling prophecy (not by me) but does it make it less of a fulfillment? Maybe, but I don’t think so which is why it would help if people or the powers in charge didn’t try to fulfill prophecy and started to take the truth seriously for their sake as well as everyone else’s sake. I have watched some good press (some of the best talent) taken down by bad press in the same company using abuse of power, intimidation, and lawyer deals like O’reilly used to shut people up. INTIMIDATE THEM and Pay them off. Like the mob. I’m not comparing Trump because I don’t know but I do realize the moment he became president he was attacked. Everyone including myself gave Obama some chances and he failed ASTRONOMICALLY. Mostly females were taken down because one cult is overtaking another cult and if only both could accept the truth instead both are gonna be destroyed, IMO, probably by each other. SOMEHOW. I have no idea how but I think it is a matter of time
 and not even Jesus knows the date, neither the time, nor the hour I have read
but I do know people will be still marrying when it happens and then sudden destruction cometh (to steal a biblical term)
So better prepared than not prepared, right?
I do think disrespecting the female is part of the reason using the race card. Disrespecting the elderly is also a reason using abortion as an excuse to hospice the elderly. Disrespecting the truth as well. lot of reasons. Disregarding history and rewriting it is a reason.  Changing the bible doesn’t help but is a sign. A BIG ONE. PRIDE PROBABLY IS THE REASON.
How do we prepare? I think truth helps.
I’m not talking about carnal stuff because in my opinion everyone is carnal to some degree eventually,
I’m talking about the mustard seed lie which is a cardinal sin if it isn’t corrected and should be quite simple now that it’s done and not by changing it to save face like I heard in the past recent past that ‘is’ was changed to ‘was’ in the Koran. I have no idea if it is true it was changed but it was suggested in regards to the mustard seed being the SMALLEST of seed because it was not the smallest of seed in the past either which should be a wake up call and the difference between the Jesuses written about. One Jesus knew and another didn’t.
Pope Benedict XVl admitted faith was the new enlightenment but doesn’t mean the enlightenment was true. I think he was trying to help his fellowship by trying to show them the truth and was replaced in short order by a Jesuit. I don’t think Jesuit Pope Francis was trying to help when he sainted Mother Teresa, do you?n I know this sounds finn but I saw a little of my dad in him. I think my daad helped him have courage to do it. when he retired and left in a white helicopter I felt like it was my dad a little being in the airborne. It was an emotional feeling and I wasn’t a follower of Pope Benedict XVl and against catholicism at the time. I felt something familiar. There is a spiritual world and it is watching good and bad. and learning which I believe God has allowed to help us but also a demonic one as well which I think Armageddon is about and Revelation to reveal. While I enjoy humor and sometimes am humorous we should take it seriously as well and not ignore hospice and the RCC solution to murder their opponents faith vs believing using humor because it might turn it’s ugly head on you when you least expect it to be a martyr for the RCC and it’s dogmas/ideals putting it’s faith in gullibility to rob and to steal and it’s most abused enlightenment based on a lie taking for granted the freedom we once had and are losing little by little as a whole and some of us a lot in part because of the RCC’s lies and deafening silence of the gullible AND THE KNOWLEDGEABLE and because of the NEW WORLD ORDER which I believe is against God but warned about by Pope Benedict XVl a NWO with teeth. He wrote a book but I didn’t read it or a catholic kind of thing (having special names for their religious apologies) called Truth in Charity which might also be a sign there is problem with it or why write about it. Maybe thinking of his legacy, who knows, but still I think it was a sign or a hint to his pasture/flock whether or not he meant it this way or that way. I think the tables are turning. People are gullible when they start learning about religion and faith etc and experience helps a lot but it’s one thing to be a novice another to take advantage of the gullible which is what the RCC/ISLAM and most of its daughters do. When I say the tables are turning I think there is gonna be a reckoning of those who took advantage and don’t try to stop Hospice when in the know about it whether you have been involved. I’m teaching you so you know to protect your loved ones and stand up against it or suffer the consequences, We were not warned and you are. We were messed with in a big way. I’m not sure the serenity prayer is gonna help anyone in the case of Hospice. Maybe in the case of addiction but not Hospice because there is a big difference between the two. It’s gonna take intervention as in responding to the war drums of hospice by the RCC and Mother Teresa and whatever was driving her madness similar to responding to Hitler’s solution which was contained for a while by ignorance and silence but it didn’t last. I don’t think the serenity prayer would have won WWll, do you? The press needs to be more informative in regards to what is really going on and I will hold them responsible for the deaths by Hospice and for the silence and ignorance because I KNOW THE PRESS KNOWS and God knows the press knows as well who is trying to help and who is trying to hinder. Not that I can do anything about it but write what I see. Be a witness. I certainly have my suspicions and I think you know who. GOD KNOWS too. Revelation mentions the press so it is a big deal if you are in the press. It’s an important job and profession and most are very well paid and should not be taken lightly because people’s lives are at stake. I think criticism isn’t bad if it helps so not all of my witnessing and writing is also good will to some degree but I have my reasons for some of my written attacks besides the fact it is important to know and important to me. I think it might help the religions of the world to accept the Ten Commandments as a foundation which might be helpful because I think it was made and meant for the world and if we differ on the meaning because sometimes meanings change in a person as they grow but still a good bias and basis.


Heard on Fox that someone said “altered realities is hurting democracy.” I wish I had paid enough attention to find out who, but I didn’t. I was probably busy with something or someone.

Some might say I dishonored my parents by writing my posts about our family problems and because the older generation were private about their problems, their families, etc but that was when we had privacy and we don’t have it now. We thought we had it then and we didn’t which I think I proved and we have zero privacy now. So I’m setting the record straight from my perspective because I have seen deception and how pervasive it is and is very tricky. People acting like other people to make them guilty. I remember the phone call from my mom saying my older sister had received a phone call from my daughter and I was in the background prompting her and I wasn’t. I didn’t even know about the phone call till she called so someone doctored it up to make my mom think I was lying and egging on my kids to harass my sister and her husband. I have no idea what was on the phone message but I talked to my kids and they admitted they had called my sister and her husband and left a message to tell the truth. It was cute of my kids but it hurt me deeply as well what my family thought at a time when I was deeply hurt already and being harassed. Of course my ex and at the time my husband still was a sound engineer so it was a bit scary and noticed he took my older sister’s side quite often and she played him. I remember when we were at her house during a calm of the storms and she asked me in the kitchen if I would reconsider remarrying my ex something similar or getting back together but so that he could over hear her in the next room. It was kind of gross. I wanted to remain friends for the kids and then I got sick, very sick (but not like the first time when I was as close to data with peritoneal access and sepsis for man-days in the hospital and told I was the sickest in the hospital and it was big hospital when I woke up ten days later and 14 days in the hospital in critical condition) that night on the way home from the gathering. And then my little sister admitted later about a dip she had made which had a different ingredient than she told me initially at the gathering and the ingredient her 2nd husband (the one I don’t trust at all who looked a lot like DOD of Obama administration) provided the ingredient around the time there was a food allergen of that ingredient at that time. I can’t remember the name of the allergen but was on recall because of the danger of it. So I was on pins and needles worrying about my own sister, her husband, my ex and my other sister of setting me up to get very ill because of my divorce (and because of my mom) and I had the reactions one is supposed to have of the allergen. It pertained to nuts but was a weird experience and then I was told I had COPD. Some very weird shit happened. It was also around the time my little sister admitted to me she had trashed the pictures of my parents and their friends (SOME OF WHICH WERE NOT THEIR FRIENDS IN TRUTH BUT WERE THE OPPOSITE….PLANTS LIKE THE ONES DESCRIBED IN THE OLD TESTAMENT CALLED MANDRAKES) because she didn’t want to deal with it. In essence I was poisoned. She was hiding evidence? So she lied initially about it and I wondered why and still do. I’m glad she admitted it though because it helped me. Anyway I picked the wrong day to quit smoking! It is very hard to get it together when people are doing it to you. Poisoning you on purpose. Also the same night when my cousin asked me “when was the last time you saw your mom?” Strange question from someone who barely saw my mom, never visited her, and his mom didn’t like my mom and his mom or a facsimile of her was the one I noticed swabbing up blood with her feet (and looked like my aunt, his mom) of a woman who had fallen out of her seat at the ARC and we came upon her in a puddle of blood and the Emergency people came to the Army Retirement Center to take care of her when my mom looked up at me and said, “Thank you.” because we noticed the same thing about the woman. The resemblance was real and we weren’t crazy and were on the same page. Shit was happening that should not have been happening but as you go through these things it takes a while to add it up and realize something is going on which shouldn’t be happening. This all happened during the Obama Administration so he was definitely not good for our country and I think involved indirectly for the RCC and the RCC for him on the conspiracy to Hospice hoping to kill a bunch of people empowered and enabled by him via medicare and medicaid one or the other offered hospice for free with THE STIPULATION NO DOCTOR’S CARE luring and tempting the naive and those who might have something to gain or those entrapped in a bind by hospicing some people (thereby entrapping them as well – a damned if you do and damned if you don’t choice but better not to do the devil’s work) usually for money and possibly worse like Iranians do to americans by making them hostages to get their way and have done this since the 70’s. Tricky stuff. So I think I have honored my parents and not dishonored them by being a witness and I believe they know and are helping me with help from God. Believe me it still hurts and I’m sure it hurt my parents deeply as well.


The reason for the ‘no doctors care’ involved is because of the possibility of lawsuits and exposure. Mostly the latter in order to kill more and to entrap more. Maniacal type control tactics typical of the RCC and of course for the purpose of population control. So it would be better if more people talked about it even if involved in the past in it’s traps in order to be freed of those traps.

So when i hear people flipping out about Putin and Russia attempting to help our country against an evil leader as Obama was it’s hard to take and notice the press never bringing up the RCC/VATICAN/JESUITS who I believe are involved in lots of evil to ruin our country AND USING HOSPICE it is obvious who owns the press and why but not everyone of course but a majority filtering the information we are allowed to see and omitting the truthers on purpose, but it won’t work.
NO I don’t think Trump should testify to Mueller and instead should fire him for being an RCC-Obama Mandrake/operative to upset Trump’s goals for the USA. The real collusion is the RCC/Vatican/Jesuits, not Russia. Unless it’s both. Honestly I would not take Kennedy’s advice to go ahead and be impeached. HOW INSANE but what can you expect from a plant. It was on Fox and I heard her say it. She also said there would be a reward if he did allow himself to be impeached. She didn’t say what the reward was but it would only be temporary anyway and you can’t trust thieves and I think Trump vied for the Presidency because he wanted to do something decent and impeachment isn’t a good way to go. Mueller is obviously possessed and so was Kennedy of Fox news WHEN she said it and those pictures would prove the connections of her and Gen Kelly and others physically but it isn’t necessary to prove my point just an aspect. If you listen to her carefully she is usually misleading. It not hard to with all the deception but to advice a sitting president to go ahead and be impeached? What would be the point? Someone at Fox should ask her live on air.
As far as the school mass murders I don’t believe there are less than a while ago but more as was said on Fox by Kimberly Guilfoyle (however she may have been giving some information from some other source) unless it is fake news but I think having electronic devices like at the airports or something to detect weapons including knives *metal detectors at the entry points of each school is a great investment for each school district to protect the kids. I don’t think the entryways should be limited because of fires and other reasons such as a way to escape for the kids and faculty giving them more exits to escape fires the better besides the windows. In fact, the more exits the better. What about the windows? why don’t kids leave via the windows when a shooter is in the school? Are the windows locked? What about ceramic knives? So we need detectors that can catch both types of weapons. In terrorism it’s difficult because if one thing doesn’t work terrorists tend to figure out another way to kill. If someone has their mind set to kill kids or unsuspecting adults it’s isn’t hard if they are determined to kill. Think of the airplanes on 9-11 engaged in murder-suicide. Who would have thunk or thought except for Japan in WWll (The Kamikazes.)
I know if something like what happened at the Texas school and my kid was attending I wouldn’t let her go back. I would home school because you know what is said about lightning:
I remember being at real-estate school and met a woman who had been struck twice by lightning. She didn’t look like it (She was blond and her hair wasn’t frizzed and please don’t take in a racist way) but it was her story which she told me when we were on a break in the class. I never finished the school because I was harassed at the school by the teacher which was innocuous enough by itself to be handled and I did and I was hyper-sensitive but I knew he was up to something and ended up in the hospital fighting for my life soon after though most of the time on pain medication the strongest type you can be on so the doctors were ACTUALLY fighting for my life andI’m sure my parents and my kids were praying for me. I was totally out of it unconscious most of the time. I was planning to go back to real estate school when I got well so as not to waste the money I had earned working for my sister and her husband to go to school but gave up on the idea knowing if he harassed me at the school there must be a close knit group who probably would have made it difficult for me anyway. SO I wasted my money trying to improve my future and was essentially blacklisted psychologically, emotionally and physically or he would not have tired to hug me from a distance for no apparent reason other than possibly someone attempting to film or snap a photo from a distance.
I’m on a different road and one I think in the LLLLLLOOOOOONNNNNGGGGGGG run a better road for me that is more up my alley. ART and using the talent God bestowed upon me and my mother nurtured being aware of my talent and nature and aware of hers. I would like to be more proficient at making money to help it along especially when I don’t feel artistic.  I want to paint more but it is hard to be inspired these days because of the crap going on in our world. I can’t get to see the things I want to see being limited purposefully. ISOLATED.  I’m a realist for the most part. I’m sure my brother in laws suggestion to my family tipped my family to his nature. He suggested I be isolated to come back to the fold. HIS fold. Can you imagine the person who molested you in the past and harassed you quite a bit over time (years) suggesting isolation for you to your family? My little sister told me over the phone his suggestion when we were still talking and still acting like a family. So she was definitely pressured in a multitude of ways to turn on me later. It is an uncomfortable subject when you love everyone involved. It’s a toughie. My family really had a rough time of it early on before we realized and learned what we were up against. I did anyway hopefully for my family as well. RIDICULOUS.
There are pictures of Billy Graham when he was middle aged with people I recognize in my past mocking me even a landlord in the past (25 years ago and before I had kids). How did whoever put them together in the picture know it? Even my sisters didn’t know him, nor my parents, but someone did, however my ex did which is kind of scary because we live together: I have no choice and out of the kindness of his ever loving heart he pays the bills. He’s catholic or whatever gets him by, IMO.
Does a leopard change it’s spots?
So I figure at least I can try to improve myself and my kids though limited purposefully in a multitude of ways because I might exceed expectations or out do him if not limited. MANPOWER. But he does open jars I can’t. Maybe there is a reason so I do what i have to do to get by and maybe someday i won’t have to. We disagree on most everything vehemently. The kids are important though and love their dad even though he sold them down the river and starved his mom via hospice though he wasn’t present while his brothers did their duty screwing every other person who didn’t want to be hospiced and hospiced against their will. He says his mom wanted it. My mom didn’t. He chose to skip seeing her before she died to see her at the funeral instead to play the good guy. It’s like a pestilence, IMO. I saw her at the hospital the same one I almost died in years before a year or so ago and she did not look well. Maybe a different time span. Very strange experience. She looked like a nut and acted like one too and lied her ass off. I saw some other people as well advertised and looking beautiful on the tv who was also at the hospital and it was not her best look. UPSET. CRYING. FREAKING OUT. OVER WEIGHT. HARRIED. ON A STRETCHER fidgeting with her cell phone frantically in the hallway near me. I wanted to tell her to put the phone away it isn’t gonna help ya but didn’t feel she would understand in her state of mind. I observed it to remember. She was in a divorce from a catholic. A very prominent talented beautiful person in the acting field but what’s in your wallet? Maybe I witnessed the future or maybe a spiritual kind of vision but real. I don’t know why I saw it but I guess to give me perspective about beautiful people trying to make us envy them and to corrupt us. Things are not what sometimes it seems to be. So if you are in the same position remember it won’t last. A temporary imposition so try not to lose it or go crazy and gun down kids or something stupid because whoever is causing it wants you to. Write it down and post it and pray. Be a witness. The whole ordeal was eye opening which i have written about “the door alarm” in this post or a former one. It helps to write it down even if you don’t post it or publish it. To keep a journal to remember things you should remember and a testament against them.
When my kid was being bullied at school she had a friend whose mom would not driver her home even though she was spending the night with her daughter and was in charge. Actually the dad was supposed to be in charge and the mom somehow got involved. My daughter was spending the night at the dad’s house not the mom’s abode and he took them to a party or gathering which grew into a big drug party like what happens when some parents are out of town leaving their kids behind. I couldn’t believe it. What kind of mom would do it to another person’s kid when in charge of the kid for a short time. She got her in trouble too and we had to deal with the police about it because of the time of night when kids aren’t supposed to be out and missed the curfew deadline by 5 minutes or so and would not have been if she had done what she should have done as a mom. She did it on purpose but luckily the police were nice about it however she had to do some work for the city. She was a divorcee but well off. I did not know her. Pretty stinky shit. Whether she knows it or not she was tested and found wanting. I didn’t go out and hunt her down or make lousy phone calls but she deserved them. She was trying to prove a point but did it the wrong way. She said something about wanting me to see something either about my daughter or about the shit going on and I saw what she did. She did not have to. She could have talked to me about whatever was bugging her. I think she must have been a nut.  She took her kid home but not mine. That is wrong. When someone spends the night at your house you watch over them and are responsible for them. This happened during the Obama Administration. Lots of people went nuts during his administration and I know it is not a coincidence. Of course, there may be more to the story I don’t know about. I was a kid once too and made up stories about spending the night a couple times probably once that I remember and turned out to be a scary night but I don’t think it works in this case because there was a mom who knew and didn’t do the right thing and should have. She wanted my kid to be in trouble. She was on the cheerleading squad and boy what a competitive sport among the moms it was. We pulled her out of school because of the bullying and my daughter ended up in the ER after one incident. Serious business, bullying in schools and takes the principal six weeks to investigate an incident. Geeez what a sham. IT should take about an hour or two but obviously in it for the salary and not for the kids. If parents had to take 6 weeks to investigate bullying in the families, there wouldn’t be families and all the kids by then would have forgotten the details and moved onto some other sport. A favorite of ours was the rubber band game shooting each other in the house. Teachers not monitoring kids properly is probably part of the problem at the schools.
Anyway the spirit world is a alive and while we can’t do things prohibited by government agencies to those in the physical world for one reason or another but the spirit world sure can affect things we don’t know about to let us know especially during armageddon and revelation. some of what I have seen that others don’t notice is real, even though confusing sometimes. Our parents who have died are helping, I believe, for their kids and their generations because they too can see things we can’t see to fight against some wrongs and to fight the deep state like the wrong of Hospice.
Martha McCullum
was in a interview with LIndsay Graham a few minutes ago and asked some very good questions one of which he skirted and she let it go and shouldn’t have let it go and should have pulled a Chris Wallace and pursued an answer and didn’t so she must not really know what she is asking and is basically reading smart questions and is only a model figure because she is pretty and blond asking smart questions without a clue waiting for the end of the discourse, a pause, to start another question and not a journalist or she might have pulled a Chris Wallace but she also said afterwards that Trump wants the Nobel Peace Prize. SINCE WHEN? I know it has been suggested to him by some embers of congress and Jimmy Carter (who gave up the Panama Canal) but I don’t recall he is pursuing it. If he is pursuing a Nobel Peace Prize than he is nothing more than a schmuck. Anyway we need an Andrea Tantaros back in the news room. She knew what she was doing but got sexually harassed because she did know what she was doing. IMO. Sorry Martha. Perhaps you should take a break and learn before taking on the big guys in Congress. I said earlier she seems to be in a fog and I still maintain she is still in a fog (of war.) against women I guess she was there to make Lindsay Graham look good. Politics is sleazy and basically he was posturing using her.  I wasn’t impressed with his version of Trumps deadline in regards to North Korea. I apologize to blonds who are smart like Ann Coulter and take a lot of shit because of her opinions (I don’t agree with every thing she says but appreciate her contributions) and I apologize to dumb blonds too who don’t and those in-between.  I just don’t like to see fakery in the news.
On Bret Baier’s show: California is in a political dispute about Hospice and terminal diseases. Terminal diseases are only terminal until a cure is found but you won’t find it by allowing suicide and will create a plethora of other problems if you do.

 Hawaii’s volcano is still causing trouble and was said by the news and I guess the scientific site is in jeopardy as well called the Geo-Thermal using lava it taps for electricity but I heard it was going for the core of the earth to tap into where lava also resides . There was a terminal disease in the days of Jesus called leprosy. Molokai was an island that i think was used as a home for many people with leprosy and nearly eliminated the disease, but didn’t but a good effort was made and got some guy famous but I can’t remember his name. A priest. Looked it up and it is Father Damien from Belgium

How do people get Hansen’s disease? (LEPROSY)

I do think the geo-thermal plant might be accelerating the volcano somehow. Like I think the window solar treatments required on homeowners to invest in in Califonia have been sited to store too much heat which might be causing wildfires but the fires blamed on other reasons. I don’t think any one should be required to install these windows but moonbeam governor of California is trying to make some bucks maybe indirectly. I think it is a possibility which should be considered before requiring the change. I would imagine overheating apparatuses of any kind can cause fires in dry areas like magnifiers can do as well besides melt a slug on a sidewalk using the sun light. I think a bit more research ought to be required  just in case. I still think getting into the science of lightning would be more beneficial in the long run since one bolt of lightning has enough energy that can fuel a city for months of electricity and I don’t think solar panels can do that. LOL Why waste a good thing. Learn to harness the lightning bolt instead. It was the lightning bolt that got us the ability to have light bulbs in our houses to see at night so in the wintertime we didn’t need to sleep 14 hours a night or read by candlelight unless we wanted to however eating by candlelight is still fun when you want to impress someone.

A really good movie besides the two series I enjoy the most on tv is about a whale and about the overuse of whale blubber-oil and whale hunting and called

In the Heart of the Sea

a really good movie and under-rated although most whales live in the Ocean and not the sea because of the wide open spaces.

The two series I enjoy are THE 100 having some very interesting dilemmas thrusted upon some people in dire straits and the other one called Game of Thrones however Game of Thrones is quite riveting especially the dragons and main characters and even though sex is interesting overdoes it. I think we ought to include bathroom scenes as well if we want to get down to the nitty gritty and how plumbing really makes a difference against diseases like the bubonic plague etc and against crocodiles attacking you while trying to clean your clothes in parts of Africa and other places under siege, etc. But I’m not one to talk since I include some scenes of my own in a wordy way but I leave it to the imagination as well like the post about camping in New Mexico with a family of 16 Apaches *about the number of family members whom I did not know having planned a different vacation all the way to Colorado but was waylaid by a friend of the ex and his Apache-mexican girlfriend and her tour of her families mesa and how I avoided coming out of my tent for about three days and having to shit in the woods worrying about bears at the same time. I’m sure it was an attraction unbeknownst to the next campers. Or the story about Gary (my brother-in-law) in Germany cutting his poop in half using a utensil in the hotel room he stayed at to cut it in half to be able to flush it down the toilet. Would you want to use the utensil he used? How would you know? I hope he threw the utensil away. He sure loved buffets.

While we are at it see if there is a relationship between the tse-tse fly which causes sleeping disease and disorders and the possibility of the tsetse fly causing Ebola since both attack the blood but Jesus of the Gospel of Matthew said life is in the blood but not always a good one he failed to mention. I doubt you would want to make a blood pact/covenant with someone infected with aids.

Not all bug eradication is a bad thing.

Eagle snatches fox holding rabbit in mouth in dramatic images

some good comments

ON Tucker Carlson, a President Trump (one of the seven trumpets of revelation possibly) is stumping for Pro life somewhere in the USA but he signed a bill anyway about abortion. Actually it was the Susan B. Anthony annual gala who was for abortion trying to or threatening them in regards to abortion legislation maybe for their activism or against it. He was elected on this feature in part but was the mainstay of Fox News reasons to be accepted as a candidate. Somehow someone got a baby who was gonna be aborted and convinced him it was real who lived by some magic. Probably scientifically engineered for religious reasons and legislative reasons. Reminds me of what Marco Rubio said, Somehow someone convinced you that by attacking me will help you.” talking or reacting to Jeb Bush running for the office e of President who as governor of Florida allowed a woman to be exterminated via starving her to death against her families wishes and where the Saudi Arabian terrorists of 9-11 were trained to fly airplanes obviously given some help via the State department rules (for some people from some places such as political asylum from prosecution if involved in some illegal activities such as rape) without landing them and married to a catholic though I have never seen her and thereby I think betraying his brother who was President at the time and tested him and their family was influenced by Billy Graham as were many presidents. Sort of an in house thing. Like a Wind Swept House a book i read most of but never finished it but got the gist of at the time.  His mom did say don’t run for President before the election cycle. My sister and her husband via his family piers brushed up with the Bushes because of money and oil also had an affect on her and she had had an abortion so it is kind of weird but it was a secret and I’m not even sure my parents knew as her plastic surgeries though her middle daughter questioned her after seeing pictures of her when she was young with a pug nose turned in to a nose like my little sister via plastic surgery for a deviated septum. a thing my little sister kind of resented her secrets about improving herself when my little sister was anything but secretive a a rule and kind of an open book type person about her improvements and resented her competativeness with my little sister because of money competing about size of house, size of pool, jacuzzi, men, business, children, weight, boobs, face lifts, etc So abortion is a political football and trying to get votes as usual.Jealous though I don’t think she would have been if Gary had treated her better of had tried to improve himself spiritually by not causing trouble between the females in the family by sexually abusing/and/or sexually harassing them and trying to corrupt his son. I have never seen any President stump so much but must be more important than exposing Hospice and the right to life taken for money. You cannot say it about abortion. Money had nothing to do with it but MY BODY DID and the army protected my right (armageddon) to protect my body against an invader who should not have invaded my body and not only that I wasn’t prepared to birth a kid which is a woman’s and girls right FOR ANY REASON. If a person gets aids by someone invading their body with aids does the person who received it have a right to fight it? Aids is a life too. It is a living disease or it would not spread. I think I am being attacked because father’s of the RCC and faithers cannot get past being tricked by their faith, their christ, and their naivety. GET OVER IT. The mustard seed is not the smallest of seed and the faiths who want to hold on to it’s myth based on a myth and a lie are gonna have to handle it even if faithers “the many” are offended in me. There may be a good reason for the lie which I think was to appease ISLAM but it’s still a lie and the timing is right to have a discussion about hospice and ought naught to be ignored. Abortions are not a new thing but have been made legal to protect the moms, sisters, daughters, lovers, loved ones from bleeding to death in a dark alley. My little sister had a friend and had her reception at her home in California and she had umpteen abortions but I never asked her why because it wasn’t my business. I figured she knew why and must have been the right thing to do for her either for her health or her marriage. Most people aren’t in the loop as far as abortions go and don’t realize who they are condemning by condemning abortions and might be someone they love deeply like their wife, sister, girlfriend, brother, daughter, granddaughter, aunt, uncle, prostitutes, or their church and even themselves and their sons for having sex before marriage with anyone or using birth control in marriage for family planning in essence condemning everyone. Be careful what you do and you don’t have to vote if you don’t want to avoiding the trap. Trump should be stumping against hospice instead. I think this Trump is entrapping people but I don’t know why. Maybe he didn’t like the jewish messiah and preferred the catholic one because it was expedient as Caliphas, Caliphate (something like it) said to make a scapegoat not realizing grace comes at a price not just at the beginning of the faith but at the end of faith when the RCC is destroyed for disregarding grace and by selling it. Semen is life as well because the little tadpoles in semen moves around and millions don’t make it to the place too impregnate a willing partner or an unwilling partner. When I did get pregnant later in life I was willing. Two times. God knew it, I think, and I was blessed by my kids and so were my parents blessed and their tree as well. The family tree.
Caiaphas was his name.
“A caliphate is an Islamic state. It’s led by a caliph, who is a political and religious leader who is a successor (caliph) to the Islamic prophet Muhammad. His power and authority is absolute.Jun 30, 2014″
I have given my advice and I think it is well thought out and good advice as well. You do on not have to appease ISLAM if you don’t want to.

“People also ask”

Then Pope Benedict XV1 was replaced by a turd aka the Jesuit Pope named Francis and he resembles my mother-in-law in some ways; his frown.
Whats kind of funny relating back to my family we went on a trip to Branson Missouri as a family and I went not because I relished the thought of going to Branson (I had been in the music business via my husband and had seen enough on the road with some real nut cases one who imitated Elvis Presley for a living and so did his audiences imitate Elvises audiences and other music bands) but because of my family and after being late to pick up my parents and my older sister by an hour or more from a show they went to see because we lost track of time which was hysterical in a way. My parents were nice about it but my older sister was LIVID. I’m sure she blamed me of the three but I didn’t have the keys nor a watch on which I never wear so it was between the two who were really to blame, My brother and little sister. But no one was to blame really but the excuses we were trying to come up with knowing she would be LIVID were very funny on our quick trip back to pick up my parents and her (And we got lost as well which is hard to do in Branson so arrived even later) and we were high on marijuana which my brother brought thinking we had more time. It was very immature of her and self serving and you could tell because her nose got weird, out of joint. flaring at us. I loved her real nose because it was pretty and soft on her and it was a bit pug but so was Marilyn Monroe’s nose and she was beautiful. The nose job hardened her face where my little sister it was meant for her face. I think her boob job was a good idea because of Gary and the same for my other sister but to lie about it geeeeeeeeeeez She is in some ways was very inhibited but by what? Unrealistic expectations of a person’s reactions or actions. (When my mom was late to pick me up from school working her ass off trying to make my sister feel as good as her piers and as good as her in-laws I would get so mad at her but I was in high school, oh well. I can’t tell you how many times my sister was late. Every trip we took I was supposed to meet her at a certain time at her house packed and ready to go and she was usually about two hours later. It was uncanny. A contradiction of somethings and every time we hung out or almost every time we hung out to gather at her home she would try to get me to spend the night and I would make my excuses usually true excuses as far as I remember true but I thought she must be nuts a little for asking but then I guess maybe I was nuts for hanging out with her but she was my sister and we were good friends living in the same area. Very confusing) Anyway back to Branson Missouri: We went to a breakfast the next day at the hotel we stayed at and my dad went out of the room I suspect to the bathroom before it had been served and he came back to the table we were seated at and the food was served and he said “Is this my breakfast/order or did I throw this up?” I can’t remember the exact wording but we all laughed quite a bit about it because of the timing of his response and the way he said it, not necessarily the response itself. You had to have been there and also understood my dad and his kind of humor. With live comedy a certain type of comedy, timing is everything. It was kind of inane but funny and we loved him.  His style and magnetism and we respected him even though we were not perfect kids by any means and we were not kids anymore but remained that way which I appreciate in some ways. It is what my older sister needed IMO and possibly has in the meanwhile I don’t know because I don’t see her anymore after what happened to my mom. The other things added up by me after it occurred though I had been adding them up in a haphazard way not realizing the seriousness of what me and my family were dealing with on a day to day basis in the slow grind of living with some thrills intermixed mostly when we were together. She had over the years copped an attitude of superiority (because of money) which sometimes coalesced into a behavior of haughtiness. Sometimes she was wonderful as a sister, a friend, a daughter, and a mom and I don’t think she was acting usually when with her family and the one she grew up with but when she was with her piers or because of her piers and acting and doing what was expected of her (because of money) or depending on Gary and his attitude sometimes belligerent. He wasn’t at this family outing. She developed some strange mannerisms and character flaws which were hard to handle sometimes and I fear it overtook her especially when she was united with the BGEA by happenstance. Early on got into Bolemic phase, dog breeding and dog showing, shopping and decorating, many hours at a time and then looking at houses and then getting into real-estate and succeeding. She found her niche for making money and Gary helped with the advertising which was a necessary and creative aspect of her career and their business. So he found his as well via my sister. But both of them were not done with me now that they were “all that” in a spiritual and physical way because of money and success and eventually my family I grew up with affecting them too but not necessarily understanding her problems which was hard for me too being the brunt of her problem. I expended more time and energy learning about it and other related things in their life and the timing of those things. I had more to gain by learning because I lost so much in clouding the family I grew up with which I did not intend or measure up beforehand. I was doing a lot of reacting to things that were alien to me having grown up with my family but the changes occurred mostly when the marriages occurred. She was the first marriage of the family and boy did she get a whopper. LOL
She met him in college to become a journalist at SMU at a fraternity Barn party
and poured a beer on his head anointing him from a loft of the barn
so he would remember her
and he did.
Hopefully, there is a reason for it besides her kids and their kids.
I think there is a reason for it. A multitude of reasons.
God is amazing though we don’t always see nor hear neither understand but I’m depending on His intervention for me and my family and the family I grew up with and you should too but disregarding truth is not a wise hand and prolongs your agony and everyone else’s, too.
So try to do better and to be better and don’t commit suicide, nor hospice, neither murder and I will keep trying too. Which is not easy being isolated and hated for my writing? It seems no matter what you do try to be good and try to be fair you get messed with even more especially these days. Not enough perks “but you gotta go on” because someday it will end and I want to try to stay the course for those I love and the people that love me which are few and my sweet pets. It’s a struggle and then try to improve yourself at the same time is like nearly impossible sometimes. When beauty is all that matters to people as far as being female after having kids and nearly dying for my sister and her husbands mistakes. then see miss perfect didn’t have kids but got some anyway and besmirched almost everyone I know about family planning/abortion as if somehow she is better when she wasn’t and isn’t but she tows the party line based on a big lie and doesn’t care. sleazy and sneaky as a giant moray and an expert in defecating on most women and mothers and men don’t care what she does but coddle her out of fear. MAL WHO WOULD WANT TO TAKE THE CHANCE ON ADOPTING YOUR KID TO A WOMAN LIKE HER? BEYOND MY IMAGINATION OF ANY WOMAN OR MAN WHO WOULD TAKE THE CHANCE! LAURA INGRAHAM IS A VIRTUAL ADVERTISEMENT FOR ABORTION but let not your heart be troubled isn’t she worth more than a sparrow? I DONT THINK SO! LOL I would rather have the sparrow, thank you.) Search your soul and try to understand. Take the time to do it since you have warning when we didn’t have notice not that we noticed anyway at the time because it is confusing to be only a mere human making choices of the choices given and presented to us sometimes good ones and sometimes bad ones.
Anyway tonight the two (Hannity and InGraham) acted as normalized as possible except for the part about his son. Congratulating him about his sons tennis match or some activity/sport as if she could be stalking Hannities son as a spy – an evangelical spy spying on another to keep him in line and fellow member of the press using peer pressure. I think Hannity ought to e troubled by this familiarity. Don’t get on an elevator with her alone. Lock up your pet doors. Hide your guns. Lock them up. It was the small talk of Hannity and InGraham. Yea I see something going on here that might not be on the up and up. LOL Honestly. While it may be interesting to chit chat about how close you are you might let one show stand for itself and let the other show fall AS IT MAY!
That’s what I would do.
I think she is “the Deep Stare.”
SOME PEOPLE would say I’m being too hard on her because she has a good job yet she hasn’t accomplished a thing in the job nor moved mountains with her faith (interview with the President does not count which I think was part of her Christmas gift she asked for if he was elected and the other lip injections and what nots) or because I’m one of the people she likes to persecute because I had an abortion when in reality it is because i found some truths too hard for her to bear or comprehend because she did not understand the light.

John 1 King James Version (KJV)

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

The same was in the beginning with God.

All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.

In him was life; and the life was the light of men.

And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

I don’t think the word was faith!

That’s what I think

(some truths became her stumbling blocks)

I think the word was truth.


Remember The Wizard Of Oz? You Probably Never Knew These Facts

Don’t give up Dorothy! Never give up. None of us should give up but people like Laura InGraham sure make it hard but part of the fun is succeeding over her.

I burped, literally!

It’s a struggle and not always a dance. Kind of a mix and timing makes a difference as well. Boy could our parents dance together – a family joy. Melanie sang a song about it making the time right I will find and fit into this because I love her talent. Possibly the longer version is on a Melanie album on you tube. This may be the shorter version.
By the way we did have a change of time which might be playing havoc on our world because of a tsunami in the Indian Ocean felt all the way to the Caribbean (in 2004 or was it 2006?) and caused a blizzard in the north and last but not least altered the earth’s axis the thing that holds the earth and the world in it’s place.
The area hit hardest i think was heavily into child prostitution and child pornography. I can’t prove it but I read about it in the past.

Tracy Chapman – Subcity (1989)

written or performed during the Reagan administration.

Fisherman catches record-breaking lake sturgeon in Minnesota

Veteran who wanted to commit suicide thanks cops who saved his life

Talks with North Korea are off the table now because IMO he does have faith in the words of Trump that it will be good for his country but that it won’t be good for him. IF you were Kum Jung Un would you believe he will be sheltered and protected from any attacks after seeing what happened to Ghadaffi and to his half brother?

Now Trump is axing the talks and North Korea is responding to his rejection on Huffingtons News.

Here is what Abraham Lincoln said about the tool called an axe but this may be an altered quote because I think the numbers are off and words tend to degrade over time. LOL

Ain’t that the truth?

To Cut Down a Tree in Five Minutes Spend Three Minutes Sharpening Your Axe…..

If I had four hours to chop down a tree, I’d spend the first two hours sharpening the axe

Give me six hours to chop down a tree and I will spend the first four sharpening the axe.

If I had 8 hours to chop down a tree, I would spend 6 of those hours sharpening my axe.

I think the last quote is the right one only because i heard it first this way but his words of the Gettysburg Address might be more close to his quote about sharpening the axe. Four score (4 times 20 *years)….etc I thought it was six, 16, or 60 but says 7 under wikipedia’s Gettysburg address information. I’m getting mixed up but nevertheless it is something one might ask Mark Levin. It’s probably is 16 because of the context of the statement unless it is 60 in a historical context. I wish I was more historically inclined in history class when I was a kid (but I hated it at the time and wasn’t taught well or I probably would have loved it) about our own country however he is a proponent of faith more than he should be so I lack trust in his expertise to some degree because of his cleaving to faith rather than to truth.

North Korea destroyed a nuclear plant that was already destroyed because of a nuclear accident of some kind for the press to be invited to watch but to not see. We have nukes and I think North Korea doesn’t trust or have faith we will be a fair broker if he doesn’t have nukes as his ace in the hole.

A Catch -22 he was born into in a way because of lack of trust – faith – because of the evidence of faith is not good partially because of those who wield it are not trustworthy as proven in the past and the basis of it is not good whereas the Ten Commnandments are a better basis and a better foundation to unite religions under one tent than faith. Some rules to build trust upon based on performance.

The Korean Summit upset at this time probably has to do with China and the press and the Jesuit connection between the two but doesn’t mean it can’t be resumed when the time is right and build trust in the meanwhile….small steps on both sides. Getting back the prisoners if true was a good starting point. Maybe some family reunions from both the North and the South might help and the freedom to choose where the family wants to live after the reunion. Of course we all know soooooo and then you have to worry about spies and how they are treated as prisoners and/or hostage taking which in my opinion is not something one should trust and of course North Korea is a hostage as well as South Korea. Very hard dilemma.

A bind of a bind we are in worldwide which is the reason for revelation to get to the bottom of things, I think. To find out the truth.

So how did it start?


I think it helps to see a map to see what is at stake: What is weird is that the indonesia area is inundated with the Islamic sphere of influence and probably making things difficult. Why does this fact go unmentioned?  ASEAN are the ten nations I think referred to as the ten toes in prophecy. ASEAN are most of the countries and  islands beneath CHINA. So it isn’t just a CHINESE RUSSIAN AMERICAN dilemma is it? I don’t think KIM JUN UN killed his half brother but I do think it was done by a cult using the same stuff as it did on a tokyo subway station (a nerve agent) and was to make KIM JUNG UN look worse than he already looked because of the uncle incident. I think Obama had something to do with the death of the half brother having visited the area, etc and found a new weapon besides sarin gas and taunted it as well. ISLAM epidemic is occurring world wide like a pestilence and I think the Jesuits are involved as well for the Vatican’s sake. It’s complex but I know a sure way to change it and decrease the influence of Islam by attacking it’s nerve center which spreads it’s ideology. I think it would make a big difference. Saudi Arabia is asserting itself in the South China Seas as it tried to do in Syria and the USA on 9-11 and Yemen and other places as well otherwise Islam wouldn’t have spread to the nations comprising Indonesia and the area around Indonesia nor attacked the USA in New York City and across EUROPE but took advantage of the opportunities presented to control the world and we shouldn’t let them. I read a long while ago about the trademark of ASEAN which sure sounded beastly. I wouldn’t ignore the implications of the spread of Islam to the area. About ten or more years ago the Vatican was trying to romanize the Chinese catholics and the Jesuit pope recently visited China and Saudi Arabia for some reason but not taken seriously enough or the possibility the Vatican, a state, would sponsor terrorism. There is a lot the powers of the world aren’t telling you such as the Mother Teresa cult  sainted by the Jesuit pope of the Vatican using every trick in it’s evil maniacal maneuvering managing mess it helped to create

to quell the truth…

“The Mongols were highly tolerant of most religions during the early Mongol Empire, but the main religion of all time was Shamanism. At the time of Genghis Khan in the 13th century, virtually every religion had found converts, from Buddhism to Eastern Christianity and Manichaeanism

 to Islam.”

Which is why China built the Great Wall of CHINA

I think Mother Teresa was kind of mongoloidish. LOL I really do… check out the picture above of her and you have to admit she seems to take on some aspects of a mongoloid idiot. NO OFFENSE, BUT TRUE. I don’t think it is a coincidence, because her ideology was ridiculous and mongolian idiotic evil.

*****Press Conferences********

I think are a good thing but not necessarily fair. I think every news outlet or press person should get two questions a day to be given beforehand (a day before) to Sarah Sanders to answer the ones she wants to answer or can answer after conferring with the President and a list of the questions asked that were not answered listed for all to see until they are answered in some form or fashion for all to see. A daily briefing for Americans who are interested. But the entertainment of it might not be as interesting so have to figure out a way to make it entertaining as well to interest Americans to watch because she is entertaining in her job. Maybe a monologue starring Sara Sanders recounting the minutes of the day before like a Secretary of a club would do adding more questions to be answered each day live from each outlet of the press for the entertainments sake unless it can be answered immediately to deduct from the next days activities. Organize the questions by the press outlet and press person for all to see and the build up of questions of each answered or not answered. Make it a race of who gets more answers than the next press person or press outlet. Award the winners a night out with Laura InGraham.

James Taylor Steamroller [studio version]

Noticed on Fox News Irish Catholics accepting abortion up to 12 weeks. I think it’s a bit short and possibly a little too little too late. It should be up to the parents who have to raise the child.

“Genetic amniocentesis is usually done between week 15 and 20 of pregnancy. Amniocentesis done before week 15 of pregnancy has been associated with a higher rate of complications. You might consider genetic amniocentesis if: You had positive results from a prenatal screening test.Jan 9, 2018″

12 weeks to 15 or 20 weeks is a big difference. So why have tests at all?

I didn’t have amniocentesis for either child and took the chance (even after having aborted when I was a teenager) even though I was of the age to have it or suggested to have it because I was mentally prepared and married at the time and though surprised of my pregnancy wanted to try. I was 39 the first time I had a kid but some people have genetic DNA problems and need more time to decide if they can raise a child with genetic disorders. We had pretty good genetics in our family DNA history as far as I know except for *my brother. JUST KIDDING. I hear some people like Sarah Palin have loved their child with needs but not all people do. Not all people are capable financially, mentally, physically, emotionally, and other reasons too numerous to include, etc. As a teenager I visited a place where those who didn’t left their kids and it was kind of an eye opener. It was kind of sad. Just depends on the severity of the disorders. I had a friend who who had major trouble with her kid who had special needs and the schools treated her terribly and excluded her and her kid in weird ways public, private and even Montessorial schools. She was a cute kid but very, very hard to handle. She had a miscarriage of her first attempt at about 6 months but she was catholic and in-between marriages and had her first marriage annulled via the catholic church and I have no idea if the miscarriage was a miscarriage or an accidental abortion but I suspect not necessarily her but a forced situation perhaps without her knowing, I don’t know. A catholic act of kindness because she went along the catholic way?  I doubt she would admit it if it were. I also went to a mental fathiility on a school outing with a CATHOLIC friend who invited me to go with her class to see what it is like in these places and it was the time when I gave a poet a quarter (he was mentally messed up somehow amongst many others though I have no idea of the specifics of his mental disability but was left in a place) and I was kind of reprimanded on the way home for the donation even though there was a vending machine in the middle of the room because he might be the type to swallow money. No one told me not to succumb to his begging for change. I was only a kid and he was a poet.

I had a family member sort of distant who had two very smart kids but were socially different and the schools gave her a hard time and suggested medication for being different even a christian church did the same. I guess her kids didn’t quite fit in. I had another family member kind of close and one son was given medication for being overactive suggested by the schools he attended,a many boys are especially and the faculties don’t want to handle it but want the salaries. So it’s about control. Population control and the best people to make the decisions and distinctions about having a kid is the mom, then the dad. Some young ladies use pregnancy to entrap and some young men kill them. It really is best to leave it to the mom to decide if it is wise to have a child based on her situation, intuition about her partner, which can be sometimes very critical. My aunt i never met fell off a two story building and had two kids already but sometime or other either before she ever had a child or on her third pregnancy her husband drove her down bumpy road so she would abort. She was hanging laundry when she broke her neck in the San Francisco area off a two story building  and there was bleach in her system for some reason found during the autopsy and he took the kids and remarried pretty soon after. Wars and droughts and floods and hurricanes and tsunamis and earthquakes and joblessness and stress can also affect child rearing and pregnancies. Bad marriages can do the same harm so divorce is very helpful sometimes and should be respected. Should be only up to the couple the individuals involved.  I have seen a lot of bad stuff in the last ten years more than any other time because of the NEW WORLD ORDER’s MENTAL DISORDERs but I learned a lot before it as well via experience.

It is not wise to come between God and parents and their kids because the Ten Commandments tells me so.

*My brother told me I was adopted from the jungle and was why I had hair on my back as a baby (baby fuzz) and other tales like if I went overseas I was gonna have to have a shot through my wrist. So he deserves a bit of my ribbing. He watched a lot of TARZAN movies as a kid. So did I but the shows were sometimes funny but definitely racist however you have to have a sense of humor sometimes. The worst ever torture I can think of was done in a Tarzan movie using two trees, a rope, and a slave. The sound effects made it funny sort of like The Three Stooges mentality of humor. We need more of it for sure, more cartoons, more happiness and joy and less news and not take some things too seriously like jokes and silly stuff but because of my mission I have to try to keep up and sort through the shit, evaluate the response and try to elicit the truth in-between the deceptions which are many and it is stressful luckily already had my kids but not so for other people who are younger living in a very stressed and distressed world because of politics and religion/population controlists of other people’s business and interests.

Getting kind of Mad Maxish out there if the news is to be believed and Hannity’s heart ought to be troubled and I think because of the war against the Ten Commandments and the decline of truth as being important obviously in context of the situation. I know spies aren’t gonna be truthful nor are peeping toms but somehow we need to get a grip and I think the Ten Commandments is a good start and value system and a good standard to at least ponder and to weigh ourselves against other opinions not based on the same measuring device using indulgences and other fiendish mechanisms and schemes to feel morally superior.

Just watched a snipped of Lee Greenwood on the Intrepid singing his patriotic song LIVE on Fox News and I recognized a man in the group in uniform. It’s old footage. Real old. Kind of interesting. in a deceptive way. Working hard at Fox! The reporters are watching your back on vacation giving the news to you straight and in a timely fashion. It’s so nice to know fox cares about truth and honesty in the press. Let’s call Fox  PRAVDA instead. I don’t think Fox thinks it’s deceptive, but it is a part of deception kind of in advertising, timing, age, and other subtle things like patriotism. It’s almost as bad as watching Sheppard Smith live in the Ukraine while Russian tanks were threatening the Ukraine. ANKH (It was so realistic) Funny thing is his posture and position when doing the show about the russian invasion of the Ukraine and the way he did it he looked just like Jack Ready a Secret Service agent looking at the School Book Depository as the shots rang out killing JFK. A diversion planned ahead of time. Maybe I was meant to see it and I saw it. UNCANNY because I have been given a lot to see for some reason.


And then I found this story on Huffington Post about Ireland, the catholic vote about abortion:

Ireland’s Historic Vote On Legalizing Abortion Is Haunted By Trump And Brexit

HOW WEIRD but Ireland is where NOK is located isn’t it?



Talks about the twins gestational age which is: “Gestational age is the common term used during pregnancy to describe how far along the pregnancy is. It is measured in weeks, from the first day of the woman’s last menstrual cycle to the current date. A normal pregnancy can range from 38 to 42 weeks. Infants born before 37 weeks are considered premature.Oct 18, 2017″

So when abortion is legalized up to a certain point there is a lot of guessing as to the age of the fetus up to 4 weeks since 4 weeks last I heard was a month. 28 – 32 days in between periods and even some girls go 3 months between periods and believe it or not sometimes  people get pregnant in their period.

Maybe needed some lip enhancement fluid or some other beauty or aging treatment for the skin. No telling because truth is not very well respected anymore and ought to be or we would not be having to read shit like this and then railed against by the likes of Laura InGraham. I wonder maybe she could investigate this story and see if it is true and get to the bottom of it if she is what she claims to be. She has the utilities and the tools being in the press she ought to check it out with her weird lips asking for donations. She’s probably too busy stalking Hannity and his son.

*sometimes lip injections look good and are helpful like clothes. It’s just her lips are kind of obnoxious depending on what she is up to….her motivation or what is driving her or whether she is trying to get on Trumps wagon or Pence’s. I think it’s Pence’s wagon she prefers but then again maybe it’s Hannity’s wagon or whatever get’s her through the night without light.

I think she is after him after hearing about his assets via the lawyer. A gold digger.

That’s what I think.

(They are probably married in real life, LOL)

Fox talking about rebuilding the military and paying back our vets. You will never be able to pay back my parents. GOOD TRY.  You are gonna have to do something else like accept the truth. Your allies are amiss. Hospicing our vets isn’t nice under false pretenses and it will haunt you into armageddon.

Still not telling the truth about hospice, are ya? Gonna have to pretty soon. It has not been forgotten.

Not only did my dad fight in Vietnam twice but also Korea.

Yea you have to show up and work and discuss what Fox wants you to discuss but your religion has fooled you into thinking it is okay not to tackle and expose not even a hint the church of Rome’s idea of population control of those men and women who served our country for your safety and you fucked them over. It is not forgotten and you will have to face it probably head on when you least expect it and to your detriment if you don’t accede to the truth. Your problem. I have done what I can to inform you and I KNOW YOU KNOW and GOD KNOWS TOO which is who you need to worry about and it is your turn to respond hopefully the way you should. I have no idea how much time you have and nor do you. It might be today, tomorrow, next week a month from now, I have no idea but it is a precarious spot to be in and not one I would envy.


especially…. well, you know who you are and I know who you are and God knows who you are;)

Martha McCullum boasting on Fox news about Havrey Weinstein yet I don’t think Fox had anything to do with it, do you? More like adding on. I sure don’t recall any articles on Fox News pertaining to the women Weinstein raped or harassed.

What about O’reilly?

He looks scared, but I never saw O’reilly even act afraid because he had so much support.

I think there is more hope for Weinstein than O’reilly. IMO

Did you boast about O’reilly? Did Fox film him going to court? In court? HIs lawyers? Report about his settlements on line or on tv?

(Martha McCullum wasn’t there when O’reilly sexually harassed women on the job at least not visibly.)

It would have been better for Fox if it had had some shows about O’reilly and the women on the job that were harassed but you had to see the women elsewhere on other stations but probably silenced to some degree because of the settlements about the particulars so I’m not impressed by Fox and it’s slaves and it’s coverage of Weinstein and others or it’s silence about Hospice and the Roman Catholic Church, Mother Teresa, and the Jesuit Pope who awarded her and made her a saint. You should not be proud.

I’m extra hard on Fox than any other news station. I rarely watch the news anywhere else but I resent the silence. I hate even worse made up collusion shit about Russia and people who act as if they already turned the bend (like Rachel Maddow and a few other weirdos on MSNBC Joe and his cheerleader/sidekick who used to have her own opinion) kissing Obama’s ass who IMO almost destroyed our country and still is attempting to ….of course he was propped by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican to mess with our country to protect itself from the accusations of child abuse and sexual child abuse and installed a Jesuit as a pope to make matters worse worldwide. and then tempting people with hospice and free medicare/medicade without doctors care. EVIL, underhanded, ought to make people hate him yet because Obama acts like Gen Kelly calm and collected he somehow makes him good. Sociopaths are the same because sociopaths don’t give a shit. I take it personally because of my mom and dad and the family I grew up with. I’m pissed off about it and I have a right to be pissed off about it and from what I can tell I don’t think I’m the only one who is pissed off about it.

Found the picture on Fox News

Paul said “Eye hath not seen nor ear heard neither entered the heart of man the things which God Hath prepared for them that love him.” But I don’t think it is our love that makes the difference, but God’s love so whether we believe or not God loves us at least some of the time. I think the  reason for the “them” pronoun vs the “they” pronoun is because of the verse or the statement made by Jesus saying “they are they that testify of me.” I think truth matters the most but takes a long time to find to see and to hear and to enter our hearts because of a number of factors depending on where you live or were raised, how you were raised, when you were raised, what you were taught, what you saw and heard etc. each of us having our own experience.

Melanie – A hard rain’s gonna fall

At the beginning of Gospel of John talks about everything that was made was made by God. MADE …when I make something it’s a process and I don’t finish a lot of things I have attempted to make but plan to for the most part however there are things I will never complete because I do not not having enough time or desire to finish. Melanie sings a song about something special about each person and I think she is right even though it is only a song. There are songs and there are songs. Even the worst of people have moments that make them special. I sort of got to this point listening to other songs and when I heard about Grand Central Station and how one corner of it you can whisper and at another corner you can hear the person whisper unless you are deaf I suppose. I think it is not the design of the place which makes it possible but an invention which made it possible. A hearing device like an ear drum makes it possible to hear but is fun for people who go to Grand Central Station and makes them wonder. Like the Museum of the Bible in Washington DC has contraptions to knew where you are at any given moment in the museum.  The reason I wondered about it is because of the invention of the telephone and it’s inventor Alexander Graham Bell. I watched someone who toured  the museum and thought it funny the reaction of the woman with the person showing the museum to someone from Fox and she was very touchy about something having to do with this kind of knowledge or technology which I noticed because of her lack of composure. The museum is Steve Green of Hobby Lobby’s response. A $500 million dollar response right in the capital of the USA. Pretty close to the White House the Senate and the other branches which I thought was kind of a big response. I don’t know what it means though but I have a big imagination. I think he is against abortion but he is not a a female who needed one and nor are the other people who are against abortion. Makes a difference.

Melanie – Alexander Beetle (Original Album Version)

To wonder is not a bad thing and most people don’t have time to wonder because of the pace of life having to grow up fast (some to raise a kid when they are kids themselves and should not have to or are not able to or don’t want to) and some of the things that happen so the traditions sometimes make people wonder especially kids depending on the tradition like the ones we grew up enjoying but got out of control as well because of the pace of living having to keep up and the amount of people having to earn a living and robots who take over our jobs making it hard and a bit too much, perhaps. I noticed Toys R’ Us going out of business and other toy stores which is too bad because of computer technology. Some really cool toys, contraptions, inventions, and games which are good for kids and adults…hands on stuff and helps kids to learn physics and other types of learning. I think abortion is allowable in God’s mind and between God and the person involved and their body because the fetus was not made (completed and born) into a baby not finished doesn’t mean it won’t be somewhere else in someone else someday or very similar. So I think there is hope still but I think we need to accept some truths when we receive some truths as soon as we can accept some truths and it takes more time for some than others for various reasons stubbornness and other things listed above. Kind of a conundrum because of the factors and seems to be a collision in a way so hopefully one side will cede a little to the other side to allow truth to be learned and maybe we will be able to enjoy those contraptions, toys, inventions, and wonder again and bring back toy stores for kids and adults and not depend on computers for entertainment and of course enjoy the world God made: the Great Outdoors though some places are dangerous as well but the beauty and the laws of physics and the little critters and plants, etc should make people wonder especially about God. Our imaginations are kind of amazing and our perspectives which are part of the problem and part of the fix. I think we should allow God to develop us. People like to force upon other people their version of God, man woman and child and It think it is where we got in trouble sometimes which is understandable to some degree. Forcing people to see and hear and forcing God to enter someone’s heart should be between God and the person and the parents and not the church except for some precepts like The Ten Commandments as a standard but life would not be the same without imaginations and creativity of people and persons and a great way to inspire wonder without force but the problem is the force doesn’t see it that way and forces us to force each other like an ultimatum. I don’t know which song of Melanies of the ones she performed  to put here because there are about three or four that would be perfect. So I will think about it and listen to her music more because I think she is inspiring to the nth degree but not everyone feels the way I do and there are others who also make a difference in their talents and their presentation to express their feelings though some are in it purely for money which is not pure but a factor we have to contend with “making money.” which isn’t always evil. Finding our space to grow helps but there sure are a lot of things which try to stunt our growth and competition is only a part of the problem but I don’t think it is a problem until we are born and out of the womb depending on mom and dad and God. I could write a ton more on the subject at hand but I don’t think I have experienced it yet. People used to live for 900 or so years and if everyone did there would not be enough room which is another reason why a female should be the decider of whether or not to have a kid and when to have a kid and not the church to decide how long we are allowed to live to make room for each other. The church doesn’t care and didn’t care about my mom and dad who made it possible though we don’t know to what degree for the church to exist by defending freedom and may be why the church ends up without freedom. MOTHER TERESA SHOULD BE exterminated and she was though I don’t know how. Her form of madness should be stopped and should not have been allowed to progress SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABORTED or at least her ideals should have been put down which I’m doing and I think it will be put down with the church who lifted her up to sainthood which helped her to grow using deception and many other bad things thinking she and her church were “ALLTHAT.” and It isn’t. The New World Order Church. I think it was permutable to have small pockets of different churches because you can always walk away from one to a different one or to go it alone but I think the NWO church blew it for the small pockets and I think the NEW WORLD ORDER pocket is gonna destroy itself which may be God’s plan because it doesn’t work obviously forcing itself on everyone else.

You don’t have to read my blog, by the way.

Venezuela is giving up a hostage named Joshua Bolt a missionary from Utah made into a hostage on weapons charges (trumped up charges?)I don’t know) married to a mormon and Orrin Hatch was involved who is mormon, I think. I never even heard of him till today, Is our government gonna have a Venezuelan SUMMIT as well? What is Venezuela doing taking hostages? We could call the Summit VENE like NOKO. Was his penis cut off like the woman in Africa who had a baby in prison whose clitoris was cut off for the RCC to be a spokesperson or the woman whose face was shot by the Taliban for going to school in Afghanistan to be a spokes person in favor of education for females for the RCC? My the RCC has really given up so much. The hostage looked good and may not have been in prison very long. Kind of soft, but nevertheless should not have been taken hostage. I have no idea and if it is true its a good thing he was released. Kind of soft. Of course if he was running weapons who knows. Utah is kind of a place of it’s own, in a way though I have never been just my impression seeing videos of families fighting it out with the feds and stuff a few years back. OF course anytime one wins against the feds the feds don’t like it especially if it is for a woman as my brother (winning a lawsuit against the feds for a woman) because there are two sides to the Feds and no in-between. The two party system is partly the problem. You are gonna piss off one side or the other or in the case of the rights of women, both sides sometimes retroactively, sometimes during, and sometimes before depending on which way the political winds are blown’ which is why the

no vote

is like a third or fourth party. Some try to tell us it is our responsibility to vote but sometimes it is our responsibility to not vote if the choices are hazy and if the press tends to lie on a regular basis and if your vote will be held against you 4 to 8 years later and sometimes the very next year like the IRS did which means it would probably better not to have a designation of party and paper ballots without computers to avoid outside influence held for 7 years by each voting site for recounts video taping each count of each counter to be sure it is secure and fair and beforehand checking to see if the civilian voter has a license and a birth certificate. In my opinion the only two documents a person should have is a driver’s license and a birth certificate. I think the military personnel should also have a license as well for each branch of the military. I don’t think Social Security numbers are safe or are trustworthy and puts the person at risk than if he or she did not have to have a social security number. The Birth Certificate could actually be more detail oriented if need be. I think it would be more informative about sociological stuff as well. Only those who collect taxes should have to pay those taxes and have a state driver’s license to do it. lf sustaining federal GOvernment and sustaining a healthy military which is the reason for the Federal Government to protect our country while at the same time promoting small business and the middle class which supports our country.. I don’t know how the math would work but It think it would be safer and fairer and go to consumption tax as our tax system to pay for the Federal Government (mostly the military) and state taxes for state governments.  It’s tough these days to know if something is legit or not so when I say kind of soft – (a soft target or not a target at all) I don’t mean to be disparaging I just have a hard time with trusting the news. Is it group mind alteration going on? Probably because of the wealth of oil in Venezuela and not wanting to handle the state who attacked us. Oh well. It’s only a couple of buildings and over 2000 people. Ever hear the expression “all roads lead to Rome?” I have. LIke a virtual yard sale of hostages lately. As it turns out he was on vacation and I guess got nabbed and has been a hostage for a couple of years and representatives of the State Department and a few senators were on the other couch and is responsible because the family and Trump are thanking the State Department.

Which one? The deep one or the shallow one or the one in-between. Is this a rehabilitation of the State Departments reputation?

I wish I knew.

The Pompeo affect?

Joshua Bolt has been through something for sure because he was choking up unless he is under duress which is also bad? I don’t know anymore. I asked family if they had ever heard of Joshua Bolt and one family member said “not until today.” and the others didn’t say. Is this the art of the deal…?????? Forgive me for my distrust. Sure seems like a time loop of hostage swapping and making euros of people who aren’t heroes for the sake of politics to gain religious sector votes. As I recall the Mormon church and the RCC colluded in regards to Billy Graham who once said the mormon church was a cult during the Obama administration early on probably trying to free themselves from his claws (Like the US Constitution) without a clue in regards to truth in some ways especially in regards to females and unwanted pregnancy because males can only get caught if a female catches them by getting pregnant not appreciating “catch and release” because of a coup of religions who use pregnancy and kids for their own gain and then turn around and rend us by hospice and an invention of a mongoloid idiot. It ain’t gonna work. If the church was truthful and teaching the truth it might help but refuses the truth instead yet it’s way isn’t working very well anymore because it got caught in a lie. Not the smallest of lies but a very big lie. A lie which was in the book called the bible for a long long time and could have been corrected but instead altered to make it even more of a bigger lie because it does;t care so much about kids, females, the truth, the elderly and our veterans but about themselves and their lifestyles at the Vatican – a POLITICAL STATE WHICH SPONSORS TERRORISM DIRTLY AND INDIRECTLY in a multitude of ways. It is about sustaining themselves which matters to them at a big cost mostly to Americans and the American families especially since WWll. I like the European countries having seen few as a kid but the European countries are not willing to stand up against it’s real foes because of oil and have an enemy within their own coalition: themselves because of The Vatican, mostly the Jesuits of the Vatican and the secret societies making problems for everyone who use the Saudis and the Saudis use them – a partnership from hell. IMO

With a tot who puts his hand on the stove while it’s hot teaches them not to put their hand on the stove while it’s hot but the tot ends up needing a bandaid and some antiseptic creme or burn medication. I still think it’s better to warn them ahead of time and get stove top covers and plug outlet covers, drawer locks for drawers with sharp knives, and not leave choking parts around for tots. Like rubbers and the pill for birth control but the pill causes health problems blood clots etc I think the males need to take the responsibility to not impregnate someone who is not of the mind to be a mom however males can or don’t ejaculate into a female but at the same time females need to try to protect themselves as well because of irresponsible males. Obviously abortion is here and a good invention in my mind to settle the matter as much as the pill or any other birth control preventative measures like a wall or a fence or a door or a lock on a door and a gun or weapon to eject someone who deides to live in your abode since life actually begins in the semen, the smallest of seed or at least smaller than the mustard seed. I have no idea how big bugs semen is or the semen of a butterfly it might be smaller than the millions of lively and active units of life in a teaspoon of male semen and I’m sure God loves them all but the real question as far as people go is does the person who is pregnant love the fetus which can sometimes be eerily similar to encroachment.

Definition of encroach

1to enter by gradual steps or by stealth into the possessions or rights of another

2to advance beyond the usual or proper limits 

  • the gradually encroaching sea

Adverse Possession: When Trespassers Become Property Owners

Like a mission in the armed forces sometimes get aborted because of lack of preparation, the weather, lack of resources of some kind such as bullets, guns, new information, INTEL good and bad, etc and many other factors. THIS IS CALLED LOGICAL ADVICE and COMMON SENSE.

Hospice does not make sense and is not logical because when someone raises you they deserve honor for their contribution teaching you, driving you, and time spent on you and with you, and love given and the sacrifice to the woman’s body birthing a child, skin discoloration, structure of bones change, stretch marks, weight gain, stress levels, sometimes advancement of diseases or underlying health problems or more, and the ball and chain affect because once you have kids it’s a new kind of lifestyle, friendships, work to afford kids, school, even trips change, and honoring those attributes and qualities in your parents is a commandment of the Ten Commandments, the second commandment otherwise you would not live a day without your parents care more than likely unless you are getting some kind of outside perks or benefit to birth and raise a child or some kind of reimbursement like foster parents get. Stealing tax dollars (RCC) to raise adoptees shouldn’t precede the rights of the free female and her body.  There is no commandment that says honor your priest, cardinal, bishop, pope, deacons, pastor, preacher, itinerant preacher, parson, chaplain, archbishops, or any church patriarch, not even your fellow pew sitter or layman and is why our world is in the trouble it is in. Its a struggle between the forces who want to own you and your body for their own benefit somehow or another such as getting donations and pledges and making a business of adoptees using shoe boxes full of shit sold by the forces friends via donations bought by the VERY NAIVE and the abundant populate of MORAL LAURELS often sent to those children of countries invaded by another state and then forgotten, etc. to make the giver feel good and sometimes often times to feel superior to the

benefactee and those who made the right choice for themselves

because of people like them such as Laura InGraham.


Franklin Graham and the Samaritans Purse was someone else’s idea

and Franklin Graham befriended the someone

who died soon after whom he supplanted so it’s not just the RCC

but I think are being supplanted themselves by ISLAMIC FORCES

physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.



I found  the truth and they found the truth who testify of me

as Jesus says in the Gospel of John.

And the Force is standing where it should not taken from the Book of Daniel to the Gospel of Matthew and against the Gospel of John and against the truth about the mustard seed a very small seed but not the smallest however maybe in the area it was prevalent and maybe where it originally grew, possibly. It might help to find out where but I doubt history is gonna shine a good light on the matter though science has and history should too because it’s the truth and affects a big and good company of people.

From Wikipedia: “An archaic name for the seed is eye of newt. Often misunderstood for an actual eye of a newt, this name has been popularly associated with witchcraft ever since it was mentioned as an ingredient to a witch’s brew in Shakespeare‘s famous play Macbeth.[1][2][better “source needed]

I think MacBeth kind of sums it up.

and from Wikipedia: Regional use:

These mustard seeds are known in Hindi, Urdu, and Punjabi as sarson (Indian colzaBrassica rapa subsp. trilocularis, syn. Brassica campestris var. sarson),[3] inBengali as shorshe. These are used as a spice in Pakistan, Northern India, Nepal, and Bangladesh. The seeds are usually roasted until they pop. They are also planted to grow saag (greens) which are stir-fried and eaten as a vegetable preparation, called sarson ka saag in Urdu and Hindi (sarron da saag in Punjabi).

In Maharashtra, it is called as mohari, and is used frequently in Marathi recipes. Sarson ka tel (mustard oil) is used for body massage during extreme winters, as it is assumed to keep the body warm. In Bengali cuisine mustard oil or shorsher tel is the predominant cooking medium. Mustard seeds are also essential ingredients in spicy fish dishes like jhaal and paturi.

Raai (Gujarati), Mohari (Marathi: मोहरी ), aavalu (Telugu: ఆవాలు), kadugu (Tamil: கடுகு), or sasive (Kannada:ಸಾಸಿವೆ), kadugu (Malayalam: കടുക്) variety of Indianpickle consisting mainly of mangoes, red chilli powder, and aavaa pindi (powdered mustard seed) preserved in mustard oil, is popular in southern India with its origin in Andhra Pradesh.

Looked up URDU which is in Pakistan (capital of DELHI)

I think these countries have nuclear weapons.

So probably Joshua Bolt a mormon was trying to Mormonize India and Pakistan?

India brought forth a mongolian idiot to bring hospice via the religion of the Roman Catholic persuasion to teach about abortion via hospice in a back-handed way and how India handles abortion which makes no sense but was essentially what Mother Teresa  implied. I think it was Mother Teresa who brought it to India (and many other places over 153 countries, I mean, 135 countries and over 500 parishes she bragged and gloated being a Dr. Kevorkian fiend) the idea of hospice in reality because of her religion being a Roman Catholic nun sainted by the Jesuit Pope used to control population numbers because of lack of access to abortion and other birth control methods to cover up the Jesuit Roman Catholic dogma’s failures and supreme stupid logic trying to supersede female and family rights coming between God and people to be insidiously relevant without reason. Jealous because it wasn’t mentioned in the Ten Commandments making it irrelevant in God’s eyes because the RCC didn’t create the Universe. 

The mustard seed is easy to grow and is like a weed and can take over gardens easily and the derivative of it is misused as mustard gas and poisons and the like which was used in WWl for some reason and in other types of poisons and gases and used in other places and times.


The Vatican for the Jesuits of the Vatican in collusion with Islam.

I heard Gen. Kelly attended a meeting he wasn’t invited to. I guess checking out who was attending to see his adversaries? I don’t know. Like walking in on my family on the toilet because we didn’t lock the bathroom door in our own home. Very similar.

RFK Jr. Seeking New Investigation Into His Father’s Assassination

Probably a good idea as well as his brother since now we have new information on

Merangue’s Blog.

Might get more Han-sirs to the questions most of us (who lived through it and witnessed it on tv) have wondered about for quite a while.

 IF you care so much about the heroes who are not fallen heroes then don’t hospice their wives and show it by investigating it and be truthful about the RCC, Mother Teresa, the Pope, and what it did with the help of Obama and the BGEA and other religious institutions. PROVE you care about the men and women who have died and defended our way of life in the USA being hospiced under suspicious circumstances. A moment of silence is momentously a frivolous honor because they trusted you and shouldn’t have. It is called a betrayal because you did not want the truth and I think you are gonna have to take it now and you should relish it. The truth is a gift. Just because everyone is a hypocrite is no excuse. Vicious circle of bullshit. Fox bringing up Monica Lewinski again and again and again etc, and I think she has suffered enough but it’s an inquisition that just can’t seem to stop itself. SHOW SOME GRACE! She may have made the best of it but doesn’t mean she enjoyed it. It’s how Fox News got started sort of a christening of it’s news. Obviously the independent server Hillary used was an attempt not to be controlled by someone or something. It’s a mess in Washington DC a swamp which needs to be drained or cordoned off. Still no one knows why she had a private server of her own. I’m not sure she even knows but I think she saw something she doesn’t understand and attempting to figure it out, possibly. That’s what I think. The Vatican has a lot to do with it. Something to do with Benghazi when things went crazy. I think I have explained it well enough the problems our country is having to deal with and is gonna take some guts and glory to fix, and I don’t mean Greg Gutfeld or GUTFIELD whatever his real name is. Gonna take more than gibberish to get it ACCOMPLISHED. Sometimes gibberish is fun sometimes, but it doesn’t get the job done!

But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened till it be accomplished!

Even better thanGerbilling or the Pepsi Challenge.

There is a prophecy or a time loop (repeatable chunk of something) in the bible about beauty and bond in one day. Staffs being broken or destroyed…the staff of beauty and the staff of bond. Don’t know the meaning entirely, but I think I should warn you and so I have. I think it has to do with a convent/covenant. I don’t know which one but I bet it involves the trickery of hospice used against good people and good families, like mine and the abortion excuse for hospice. I don’t think God likes deception used against good families like mine. IMO. We were not perfect by any means but we were attacked while trying to get better which is IMO a thing that God likes and we were trying but way laid in a way by some ambushes. Anyway I hope my families (the one I grew up with and the one I made) keeps this probability and possiblity in their hearts and minds. There is a good chance we are gonna succeed soon. I think my mom and dad were special to God is why. I know we aren’t the only ones but still it’s good news. I think a lot of America has been hoodwinked and deserved better. It’s our heritage in a way. It’s not our fault Obama was evil and propped by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican because of their abuse of kids and not our fault that Billy Graham was evil and a shill for the RCC. I think all of them worked hand in hand to subdue the truth and probably many more but the fact that no one even questions what those entities did is a sign to me but not accepting truth you gotta wonder as to whether something is wrong with them. Treated as above the fray when all of them are not above the fray, whatsoever. The silence is amazing about hospice when it was introduced into 135 countries and over 500 parishes and sainted by the pope and yet silence except by an atheist Christopher Hitchens and a few good witnesses. It’s a lot countries. Isn’t it amazing? Think about it. There are only 195 countries in the world and the number of countries hospice has been introduced into may be more now. I don’t know. So many news stations and not a word about it. To me, it’s quite revealing.

If you divide 195 by 135 you get 1.4444444444444444444

which I think is kind of unusual as well.

Of course, the numbers have changed since the video was originally made about Mother Teresa dubbed in new numbers and supposedly there are less but the problem is assisted murder suicide is now rampant in kid’s minds and hearts as well because of the initial inspiration by Mother Teresa and the RCC an it’s influence. I bet more suicides occurred to kids during the Obama Administration than any other. I think she even received a Nobel Peace Prize and so did he. A lot of people receive it. Not a good prize if you ask me and not worth losing one’s soul. I think our country needs to talk about it and stop hospice. We are supposed to be more than a banana republic so we should start acting like it and oust it from our land and set an example that is good. Tucker Carlson had a show about the declining life span in the US in the last few years  but I can’t remember the statistics sited but it’s probably worse than reported. 5 states have implemented some form of hospice in our country under the guise of kindness disguising it with pain medication overdose the supposed OPIOID CRISIS actually is the HOSPICE/MURDER/SUICIDE CRISIS and I think we ought to outlaw it (not pain medication but OUTLAW HOSPICE) as dirty tricks by the RCC and degrading and mocking life, people, and families


and instead require it of

the priests, nuns, cardinals, bishops and the pope

without pain medication (opioids)

no matter the age or health of the RCC clergymen and clergywomen 

for pushing it on us to set an example

(starting with Father Jonathan of Fox News and televise it on Watter’s World without a green screen.

Both men meeting by accident and happenstance in Colorado at a marijuana festival before the flood in Colorado at the time


Yesterday, Laura InGraham thanked the “fallen heroes” and the veterans who made her life have meaning. Sort of a passive aggressive gesture so she could hammer other females and families for having an abortion and for family planning because she doesn’t believe in families making decisions and thinks the RC church should be the arbitrator of every persons actions and in favor of a church cult micromanaging everyone and so she could remain silent about Mother Teresa and the others involved in regards to hospice and make a good salary lying to everyone about the news and disregard the truth to have those monthly lip injections. She is so patriotic for the RCC and the Vatican and those succulent lips even though she knows better not having put her own body through the vending machine of life to have her own kids and ultimately hoping and jostling for Sean HANNITY and those lucrative investments he made publicized of late. I think she is what is called an OPPORTUNIST and happens to have situated herself into the same social arena/scene to ACCOMPLISH her goals otherwise her journalism is dog shit as far as I can surmise if she didn”t have other wornen to polish what would Laura InGaraham do to elevate herself without actually having to use an elevator? A common fear of the Grahams. (Billy Graham wouldn’t get on an elevator with a woman alone and Pence wouldn’t go to lunch alone with a woman like Kate Steinle’s dad did but would produce an advertisement of Haitian kids on a huge garbage dump about to collapse of kids eating a decade old burrito for donations shown on Fox News stations which most of us have seen kind of like reality tv UNREAL.)


Zechariah 11:10

And I took my staff, even Beauty, and cut it asunder, that I might break my covenant which I had made with all the people.

Zechariah 11:14

Then I cut asunder mine other staff, even Bands, that I might break the brotherhood between Judah and Israel.

One way is to change the meaning and the words of the bible in order to cut the staffs.

By the way Bands was Bond as in bondage not bandage. Could be favor but can’t remember for sure on this point. This is the problem we have with something or other. How ridiculous it was changed to bands. INSANE! As insane as the prophecy of Daniel being moved to the Gospel of Matthew a prophecy within itself but a sign as well standing where it should not

in the Gospel of Matthew.

I can’t wait for the end of ISLAM and the RCC. I was gonna write some stuff and did but erased it in regards to Roseanne because I don’t care what she said which was classified as racist by a bunch of unmanly racists who should; be sent back to Africa

and live under the rule of IDI AMIN as his enemy or the rest of these assholes and tell me who is the racist

Oh that’s right you already have been compromised by Obama himself and are afraid of your own shadow.

There is a word for people like you:

FOOLS, Flotsams & Jetsams, bullshitters, and trash.

What about Louis Farrakhan? It’s okay for him to lie to ya? Double standards don’t work and won’t work. What about the jokes about the chinese by african americans. Though funny, but are still racist. And what about chinese humor. EVERYONE IS A RACIST to some degree whether you marry interracially or not. It’s there under the skin somewhere and under the right circumstances will arise out of thin air. Remember OJ Simpson? I remember what he did to his ex and how it didn’t matter to most African Americans who celebrated his release and everyone knows he probably cut her throat and left his kids and her kids in a house with candles burning a huge fire hazard and could have killed the kids which was not right and to wake up to their mom on a sidewalk and should have given a crap about his ex and her boyfriend who was jewish. Not to mention the biggest prejudice of all against women. You sure can tell who the racistest of them all is by how women are treated and I don’t think Africa fares very well in this regard nor does Saudi Arabia, China, and many places. It is kind of a sign a big sign of how far down the totem pole some of some races are in regards to prejudice especially when the women get older or get a divorce especially from the Roman Catholic Church or Islam and it’s brethren.

Women are more likely to wait longer for a health diagnosis and to be told it’s ‘all in their heads’.

Remember Chicago and the amount of black on black crime and many other places and didn’t improve the situation by disarming the city but did the opposite. Jesus said do no harm and the mayor of Chicago is Rahm Emanuel. If you unscramble Rahm you get Harm. Is it a sign? I think so. He is missing a thumb or a finger somehow and I’m sure he has his excuse but is it true? It is a mob thing to cut someone’s finger. A torture kind of thing and so is breaking bones a torture thing. Anyway racism is the diversion for the bad treatment of women and has been used so much it’s ridiculous it’s getting old and most people see through it. Obama is gonna end up in a helluva a prison with a few others for his crap a prison he will have to stay in forever for his part. And how the males treat their teenage daughters and female relatives. It’s MAL. His daughter’s name is probably a coincidence…..or is it? I don’t know. I truly don’t. Is it a sign?…I think so. Maybe he forgot and maybe she did too. Only God knows the circumstances if there are any. I sure don’t know but I know it’s a sign. I remember a lot of broken bones in the Obama Administration breaking his bread and was a sign as well because I was watching. Saw him chiding Trump quite a bit recently about his administration comparing the two. I wouldnt if I were he. But he does it anyway. He has a lot to hyde:  PERHAPS he suffers a twin personality like the girl in the movie who had multiple personalities SYBIL, I don’t know but something ain’t right about Obama especially trying to disarm his countrymen and women, or are we? I think his countrymen live in Saudi Arabia. LOVE is all you need. So don’t count your chickens before they hatch. I wrote a post about the difference of breaking bread and multiplying bread and the differences between the Jesus who broke his break and the Jesus who multiplied his bread. It’s been while but it’s probably can be found on Merangue’s Blog. Breaking bread is what one does after fasting or with an enemy making a false peace. Jesus never said anyone had to fast in order to get close to God but if you believe

Jesus went without food in the desert for 40 days well all I can say is it’s ridiculous and proved nothing since the only person who was with him was tempting him which would be the devil. So how did it get recorded in the Gospel of Matthew? Did Jesus relay the story or did the devil? I wrote about it also in one of my posts and why would Jesus say Feed my sheep if he were into fasting until you get to the Book of Acts when Peter was living with a tanner and fasted and had a vision about eating some kind of animals he wasn’t supposed to eat with cloven feet. Jesus before him warned him about the tanner. When thou gets old another will gird thee and carry thee, etc and said Follow me. So hopefully he did. It’s hard to tell anymore because of the changes occurring in the bible. The another was the tanner or Ananias who visited him one of a few Ananiases in the New Testament. If there are more than one Ananiases could there be more than one Jesus? One against the real one? I know he did not want to go to Rome but I have no idea if France existed then where General Rattan lived for a while and got lost in the Congo and Bugliosi very smiler voices and attitudes and looks wrote a book about Manson about the same time of the disappearance of the General and he got to write a book about the one bullet theory in regards to the assassination of the JFK giving it credence it did not deserve. You would have to be an idiot to believe it but he was a pretty good lawyer (but did not win every case as he claimed) and helped to convince people for Jackie his imaginary lover and had some kids who kind of took after her and looked like her but not as pretty. It’s crazy but so is the one bullet theory which is even crazier. Probably physically impossible. Was the Congo a french colony? I know Viet Nam was. Was he brainwashed in the Congo or in Paris? Something happened but I doubt he even remembers. I recognized his voice and hers which I already have written about in this post and I know brainwashing is possible. Its’ in the bible the 13th apostle was chosen using a straw and his name was Barnabas which means to forget and also means the son of consolation.

“Our thoughts and our prayers are with you.”

for about a minute and if you are lucky a moment of silence like on Memorial Day

because you gave an extra day of vacation.

Hey Rainbow – Melanie

Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted….by forgetful, unappreciative ass holes who say these things like the Pillsbury dough boy when it says huh,,,hmmm when you press it. Most who are comforted are comforted not by those comments above but knowing someday we won’t have to hear those words of meaningless pity or have to watch those who say it on a regular basis and don’t mean it mocking in a way those whom it is said to and everyone else and exemplifying the Beatitudes of the Gospel of Matthews spirit in the most hospicable way and will learn how to cuss on that day the cuss words said in their minds and hearts and under their breath and will be gnashing their teeth having ignored the warnings and denied and silenced the truth about hospice purposefully to deceive being IHS thinking it will help them and it won’t having allowed the hardening of their own hearts thinking they do God’s a service.

Hey, I think I’ll get on Amazon and buy some stuff. I have never had trouble with Amazon.

Africa’s top 10 dictators and warlords, body count included

I forgot one good word for those against freedom of speech:


97 Best Black Jokes About Black People That are Just Funny

(anyway tweets can be compromised as well.)

BUT DO YOUR BEST and only God knows what it means for each of us. Sometimes it’s hard but my best advice would be get rid of Twitter which can be done for the good of our country because it is too tempting even for the President and because he has no other outlet to get his message out being squeezed by the Jesuits and all those swampy creatures in Washington DC. Problem is which tweets are really his and which are someone else tweeting

in his service.

What does IHS mean?

Jesuit symbol and excuse for tyranny

The reason I think she was fired from ABC is because she cussed, but it was bleeped, I think and not because of a racist tweet and may have been about Obama, I don’t know because it was bleeped and I wasn’t paying attention too much because I expect her to be the way she is naturally. She has always been kind of rough around the edges but Fox took her in momentarily and then tossed her out the proverbial window and were probably advised by O’reilly to do so to stand with ABC or whatever the channel for Obama because neither like Trump because his name scares them: IT SHOULD and doesn’t mean he even understands being a mere human being.

There are 7 trumpets in the Book of Revelation.

Roseanne probably grew up in the military. She was Foxes and Hannities newest trophy which I’m sure Laura InGraham noticed and being kind of jealous of either Hannity or Roseanne…probably both undermined using computer technology because LAURA INGRAHAM loves Trump and Hannity and all the boys. The news (especially Fox) is funny because it likes to set traps with a story and takes a lot of twists and turns kind of like a snake a Leviathonish type Moray EEL the story to fit their narrative which changes every day. I hope Fox gets it’s just rewards soon. The story about Roseanne changed quite a bit and laying her low for cussing but saying she was a racist because she supported Trump in her show but not necessarily in real life at least in every aspect (WHO KNEW) and the news of Fox is against Trump IN REALITY and for the most part acting as if they are for him. He must have pissed them off somehow. I think Fox is nuts and getting nuttier. So much coverage about the Roseanne show. It’s amazing. A comedy having so much influence only to be axed by ABC and with all the news anchors and hosts freaking out about a tweet? It really pissed off some people and I know it wasn’t her tweet which pissed them off. Like fire ants. I guess trying to flex their muscles about the media and controlling the media which controls them, in a way. Today Rick Levanthall reporting about the 9-11 grounds and the memorial going to be assembled. How many years later? I don’t really know but I think the Fox station is crazy and crazier by the minute with Laura InGraham as their new HOST.

I think it is best not to to vote because of the TERRIBLE things going on

which I think Fox may be responsible for.

Stay out of the politics and don’t send money to the campaigns

because it is why Fox is here as well as the other news stations.

Keep it pithy for a while until the press goes broke

Don’t buy the products advertised on tv on the stations running the news

because none of them care about the American people nor about the elderly

neither our veterans and their wives and should,

but only pander to get your vote or your money.

and don’t tweet but try to discern who is tweeting

Trump or someone IHS.

Saying by the denuclearization of North Korea we might build North Korea’s economy as a carrot to entice North Korea to denuclearize because China whom we owe money to :

(America owes China $1tn. That’s a problem for Beijing, and Trump knows it)

China can’t build up the economy of North Korea? Does it make sense? NOT REALLY. It was on Fox News and sounded like Jim Baker of the administrations of the Bushes or Reagan, but could have been someone else. INSANITY  Problem with the article about the card in Trump’s hand is the murder-suicide tendency of some countries in the past which might be a problem.

THE ELEPHANT IN THE MIX which no one wants to talk about.

Believe it or not the no vote is a good vote and don’t go to the polls but I don’t think it matters if you watch Fox. LOL

That way you can’t be pigeonholed. Which just goes to show the President isn’t running the show and doesn’t matter who is the president. He can’t fire Mueller proves it. I wonder what REALLY happened on the trip to North Korea the first time when there was a problem. Then changing Secretary of States over a comment not long after from a guy who tweets. His signature sure looks familiar. I think I’ve seen it before. What made me suspicious was the pardoning/indulgence of the Sheriff and the Trump alter egos fighting each other in some ways and not making sense and the plethora of campaign rallys.  A BIT MUCH . I think there is more than one. Weinstein sure resembles Pompeo in some ways but much harder as if he was on the Orka in the movie Jaws.

It does say in one of the gospels of the bible even the elect shall be fooled yet in the same gospel it says whoever calls his brother a fool (RAAQQA/raca) is in danger of hellfire and damnation. The gospel is the Gospel of Matthew. What does be fooled mean? Could mean a lot things. Both administrations of Obama and Trump involved in the middle east and TURKEY AND SYRIA (the burdensome stone and Raqqa is between the two countries and is disputed territory of the two countries and one country borders Israel with a mountain range called the Golan Heights) are especially and often discussed on the news more than any other presidents. So maybe both administrations have been dealing with being fooled. I don’t know. Only talking about the USA. I’ll bet a lot of other countries as well especially the EU because of the country of Turkey being kind of controversial as part of the EU which would be a mistake IMO but the election cycle seems to have expanded in both administrations and kind of become a mock of the american system because we won WWll. LOL

Mocked, copied, tricked, made into an idiot, impersonated on line, lots of possibilities in regards to the elect being fooled, etc and I think computers play a role themselves and false news stories in the press ignoring truthers which is a mistake on the part of the press and O think often are involved in the mixup on purpose. Propaganda.

Have you noticed the film clips of Trump yelling into the camera as if he doesn’t know if he is being heard and his eyes look funny as well kind of like Martha and he is reading rob lay what has been suggested by the Secret Service. During the Obama Administration I read the Secret Service gives the President his daily briefing of what he should talk about. He looks like he is being controlled and without expression or animation like a hostage would speak. He doesn’t do it any other times.

It really doesn’t matter who you vote for.  I use them for my blog posts is all, however I love the songs by Melanie because I think her music is relevant.

I believe each of us are seeing different things one computer sees one thing and the other computers sees something else to deceive and to mix up everyone and stir up problems. It would be a really good way to do it, wouldn’t it? Anyway I guess I did not see what my ex saw in regards to Roseanne and some chick named Samantha Bee It would cause problems so believe what you see on the news. It is purposeful crap, I mean, shit. It is an age old tactic DIVIDE and CONQUER which is why truth helps a bunch.

The deception is mostly from the press,

a game. Edit shit so some people see edited news stories and others get the full picture, etc and many other devious things.

It also works on the stock market. Not everyone is seeing the same thing to sift some of their savings. Believe me, it is happening! To get people under their wing or to control, control, control and to rob and to steal. Turn people against each other, etc. It is evil. Make some people think everything is better when it’s not for some. Trickery.

It’s a mob thing. A hood thing. AN RCC THING.

I don’t think God likes it. The ring of fire is getting active,

but don’t blame me!

SO don’t give up your guns because you may need them sooner than you think.

Pretty wild. Listened and watched a bit about the volcano in Hawaii and how it could cause a tsunami on the west coast: a slow moving disaster may be in the making having to do with some kind of slump falling into the ocean and could cause a 1000 foot tsunami. I recall about 6 months ago or more sirens going off in Hawaii for no reason. I think it was on the island of Oahu. This article says it was Hawaii in January 2018 

Hawaii Missile Alert Was Caused by Human Error, Officials Say 

It may be more of a geological event than a volcanic event. Some interesting videos about it and how the sun storms might be affecting it as well. My mom lived for quite a while in Hawaii but I think on the island of Oahu and don’t forget it was the place we were attacked first and ended up in WWll and she saw the surprise attack occur from a rooftop like my niece watched from a roof top in Brooklyn the surprise attack on NYC on 9-11. Pretty strange coincidence, What is really weird is my nieces last name (and an ankh tattoo on her arm in red) and my mom’s grandmothers last name very familiar because my mom wanted to live to 105 to outlive her grandmother white (the life expectancy is in decline as Tucker Carlson said) and she was hospiced instead without my consent or knowledge and i knew she didn’t want to be hospiced when I found out she had been hospiced the day she died for two weeks before hand because she had told me she wanted to outlive her grandmother and obviously she was murdered. Not talking about it isn’t gonna help anyone just because hospice is a slow moving disaster. She was born in Pananma and we gave the Panama Canal away via Carter via Iran. Let’s hope and pray if there is a tsunami it heads south towards Mexico and continues on to the east coast of Eu to Rome or goes the other way towards the place where it originated (hospice) LOL. It isn’t nice of me but hey what happened to my mom wasn’t nice. I’m not happy about it. I have a right to feel the way I feel. Everyone acting like hospice isn’t happening. I guess it depends on which way the slump falls where it will go if it falls which it probably will because of the times we are in. It has as much chance of going east to the west coast as it does going west to the other places on the other side of the world because it is right in the middle and I think some of those places are kind of low sea level like Venice and some other low lying cities like Rome. The earthquake/tsunami in the Indian Ocean was felt all the way to the Caribbean so it is possible.


“How high was the Indian Ocean tsunami?”
“The maximum runup height of the tsunami was measured at a hill between Lhoknga and Leupung, located on the west coast of the northern tip of Sumatra, near Banda Aceh, and reached more than 30 m (100 ft). The tsunami heights in Sumatra: 15–30 m (49 ft–98 ft) on the west coast of Aceh.”

A 1000 foot tsunami is lots bigger than a 100 feet tsunami by ten fold.

Maybe white has something to do with the slow moving disaster? Certainly white had a lot to do with Hospice: What color does the pope wear most of the time? white; Who sainted Mother Teresa based on her contribution of hospice: The pope

Maybe there is some other connections but I know what I know. The ankh is a sign also. REVENGE of the NURDS because of ignorance the popes favorite condition having said so in the past. I have been trying to teach against ignoramuses like the pope. He should be put down like a dog who has lived too long. I think he deserves the death penalty! I think he is gonna get it, too, by GOD.

I bet Fox would do the same to those who fought wars for their freedoms only for them to give it away to political correctness and bowing to a false god KNOWINGLY with no remorse by hospicing and not saying a word of warning WHICH IS PART OF THE TERRIBLENESS and does not go unnoticed by me and others. My dad cussed sometimes but he is so much more worthy than anyone on Fox News or at ABC or in Washington DC. He had a lot of heart unlike Dana Perino and others who don’t mind their freedoms squeezed and will worship a false god counting on the military to save them but what happens if the military doesn’t save them because of the betrayal and that is why the RCC and Islam get destroyed in Revelation being one and the same and not because of me or my family but because of them. Hospice is the sign in the Gospel of John. God puts it into the heart of some military people to destroy the RCC. I think it is the army which is why there is the movement called Armageddon and of course the attempt by Obama to disarm americans. Could be other parts of the military join the onslaught.  So you have the Apostacy, Revelation revealing the betrayal, and Armageddon: Lots going on at the same time and the RCC won’t be able to keep up. The last warning by Jesus was when he said feed my sheep (not starve them using hospice.) The RCC is a front of lace doily’s on their heads, false virginity, false pretenses, and basically the same attire as each other ISLAM AND THE RCC, beads to remember the Hail Mary’s to be repeated as a sin offering. GIBBERISH. Indulgences and false sacraments. The seven mountains is referring to the Roman Catholic Church in Revelation on which the woman sits, talking about the WHORE OF BABY-LON to the seven sacraments, the seven deadly sins, the seven gifts of the holy spirit etc. and what is funny is it fulfills them all. LOL (I hope she gets a better gig on a better station with people who have some courage. I don’t think she wrote the tweets. I think she was banned for cussing. Those complaining about her are a bunch of dingle-berries, brown-nosers for Obama and the most prejudiced persons on the planet earth. Race is his banner…his standard and it works for the time being

except for Diamond and Silk who said one racist joke doesn’t make you a racist. How many racist jokes make you a racist? 

Probably just depends, doesn’t it?

Both a Fox phenomenon telling us, teaching us the depth of political correctness and what is allowable within Foxes opinion setting it’s perimeters and WHAT is permutable for everyone else. Pretty sneaky! Does Fox control ABC?


proving Fox isn’t a News station but merely a propaganda station for the RCC and ISLAM while remaining silent about Hospice murder/suicide and  the truth about the mustard seed.


Why are deaths among U.S. kids, teens on the rise?

“The total death rate for those aged 10 to 19 rose 12 percent between 2013 and 2016, mostly due to an increase in deaths from accidental injury, homicide and suicide, researchers from the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention found.” Which coincides with the timing of Obama statement below of more flexibility with MEDVEDEV and the timing of the rise in deaths of kids and teens and suicide.

Anyway Tucker Calrson’s contribution again is to say in the last three years life expectancy has declined without any information to go with it. Has he looked to see if most of the decline are women??? I think the decline happened 9 years ago and he isn’t getting the right information because it is hiding under a multitude of lies. Kind of like many are on different planes of reality! Go ask Karl Rove!


I was born a poor black child


Below is a picture I think looks like Obama in spiritual way. Notice the ears? Hard to miss those ears. HIs facade is phoniness. The worst president in the world. There is a prize we could award him for the worst contribution to mankind and to the world. Himself.

This may be his future. We could send him Mother Teresa and perhaps both could start a new race. Call the new race The Akbaroids.  Every aspect of the Roseanne debacle seems like a bunch of lies and seems to me Laura InGraham enjoyed herself in regards to the tweets and putting down Roseanne and trying to switch the subject thinking racism works to steer the conversation away from those goals she has in her mind as it worked for Obama in regards to Iran, IMO so I made the picture bigger. I didn’t see her say what was tweeted so I reserve judgment of her in my eyes and when I was told or saw a comment about it. I don’t really know what it means what was tweeted and frankly I don’t give a damn. I happen to think she is humorous sometimes. A lot funnier than Laura InGraham and much less insidious and far more talented. Honestly Laura InGraham shouldn’t even have a show. Total turnoff. What else could Laura do? Maybe a shoe shine girl or peel potatoes for the navy. Anyway maybe Roseanne was complimenting the couple whoever it is.

From calling rape ‘bad sex’ to Roseanne’s vitriol, this was a jaw-dropping week

This picture is a compliment as well. LOL

Now Roseanne is feigning a sleeping pill rant kind of like Marilyn Monroe without the suspicious death following. Maybe she miskeyed on her keyboard. I think it is a better shot at it. Say your fingers didn’t know what they were doing like misdialing on a phone. Do fingers have brains? I think Trey Gowdy should investigate. Gowdy just turned yellow again. He did such a good job on Benghazi so to hear him say Trump’s suspicions of being spied upon during his campaign are not founded are ridiculous. Of course, he was spied upon. LOL  The FBI were involved at Benghazi as well, the question is if it was before or after it occurred or both and who did the FBI report to? Trey Gowdy? Maybe Gowdy is trying to protect his position and his job and isn’t really gonna quit. I didn’t really watch Roseanne much when it was really big but she had her moments and was the mainstay of the show. Then when it was cancelled recently I never saw it except what Fox showed of it. But she had a bad tweet and everyone made a big deal about it and seemed very over the top. Mel Gibson had some bad moments too. A lot of people do and probably will be remembered for the bad tweet and most of us don’t understand it not knowing who it was about LEVERT or something like it or what it meant. All I saw was her cussing and being bleeped on some talk show, Anyway she didn’t quite look like the same person as the person on the shows vs Foxes degradation of her later after ABC went Obama on her.

Did the press ask Trump about Roseanne? I missed it if it did yet it was all the press could talk about for a few days. He also held her up in high esteem in his speeches on the campaign trail as progress which though I only saw snippets it was progress. Not her views or her tweets but her freedom. Now people are apologizing all over themselves for her tweets saying she didn’t know the person she was tweeting about were black drinking whatever Chris Matthews expelled in a drip like fashion as an air conditioner condenser does in my tub while getting a thrill up his leg for Obama. drip drip drip drip drip drip drip drip drip four four time at an andante tempo. I think I’ll go and practice and watch Fox expand on the subject of a letter not read by Trump. Nope “the Five” were talking about Samantha Bee rising above the fray while still remaining silent about Hospice and the RCC and defending Ivanka Trump because of her poise as if she needs defending. I don’t know what was said about her but I would not have taken it seriously while Geraldo is trying to make peace with all parties involved at all costs especially at the cost of freedom of tweets regardless of race, creed, color, gender, age and condition of the tweeter at the time of the tweet. Can we get more petty? He must have drunk a lot. INSANE

I think it might be a good idea to exclude African American males from the military after what I have witnessed of African American males freaking out over the smallest of things to be politically correct. I don’t think they have strong enough characters I guess over pampering has hurt their stamina or something. I don’t think African American males could even make it through training. African American males are getting kInd of spooked acting. No wonder Islam flourished in Africa. Overcompensating has weakened their constitutions. Is it what happens when you overdo it but in a way it is deserved by using women which African American males have leaned on for too long. I think African American women have surpassed their male counterparts.by a mile or two. The Obama affect may have actually destroyed or is destroying the 

African American male psyche. A sociological misstep of some kind and the miming link between the ape and man.


Of course, following evil does it and especially when truth is ignored.


Remember the story of Peter and the Wolf which occurred to me after hearing the ex tell me the story of the cop and the black guy in Athens, Georgia in the news today and it sounds like a put-on. He thinks it was real because of the webcam but it doesn’t sound like it. Told me to watch it and I said I think it’s a put on. Too many suspicious variables to be real and I didn’t even watch it and don’t plan to. He urged me and I’m not gonna waste my time because I know the game and it’s a rotten game. DRIP DRIP SRIP Like when Palestinians make up stories. Same kind of shit. African Americans stepping on female rights using the race.card. Roman Catholics using the abortion card to hospice. Makes perfect sense in a way in retaliation for hospicing our veterans and their wives african americans who served Obama receiving their reward.  Lots of black men are probably gonna die because of the lies of Obama and his minions and his alliance with the BGEA and already have. This is where it is headed, I think. Thank the RCC, the Jesuits, Pope Francis, Mother Teresa, Islam, the NEW WORLD ORDER and the BGEA and some others.


In truth I think Martin Luther King would be ashamed of his brothers.

In my estimation very few of you matter as a whole race and as individuals (parts) because most of the parts are alike. Hard to tell you apart. LOL

The thing which helped you hurt you because you didn’t appreciate it from a normal perspective  and stood for OBAMA based solely on his skin color and not on his substance which he lacks using others for the substance he lacks to get by with a ton of murders and a ton of deceptions and never questioned or confronted about anything. Barely anyone mentions his name when dealing with the Russian conspiracy theories  of interfering with our elections with a ton of evidence against him for the intent to flex himself after the election caught on the live microphone which was kind of dumb mistake on his part and so he is not infallible.

He can be had and taken down town and tried and probably hung for plenity of stuff he did in office misusing his power to fuck over the USA with the help of the Vatican. He isn’t that smart or he would not have been caught off guard with Medvedev.


ABC reportedly looking to reboot ‘Roseanne’ with focus on Sara Gilbert

From the movie 2001 Space Odysssey

Go ahead make my day and stick with them and watch what happens to those sevens. Luck isn’t gonna save the RCC.

Trump mentioned 70 years Korea has been in a bind though not in those words but not sure of the point except he wants to try to fix it as an example unto Iran. I think relating it to the bible maybe (a week of years or hours?) Not sure it will work. All leading up to the obvious….. ISRAEL. (A race of some kind having to do with embassy and right now I think the feckless stuff has to do with the picture on Twitter of Ivanka with her baby and her sensibilities? Thank goodness her last name isn’t Lindbergh. I think an embassy is jumping the gun a bit but maybe it’s a good time to move the embassy because so many nice things happen because of the State Department and it’s true colors. I think it’s a mistake because of the reasons stated earlier on this post and other posts especially when it comes to the three holiest sites of Islam, the RCC, and hospice . WE SHALL SEE, WON’T WE? A lot of ulterior motives in the affairs of Israel. Her dad was the first President to recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel vocally but a lot of people recognized it as the capital of Israel a long time ago. It was kind of obvious. Anyway Fox is having a hay day with Watter’s World today as if it won the race but I don’t think it’s over the rainbow, yet mentioning the second trimester from some kind of lack of spiritual discernment and possibly some kind of possession since the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and needs to recognize it as a lie included in the first three gospels.

It’s only a matter of time and you will.

After you have been exorcized which takes a well but I do know Jesse knows it’s a lie so maybe he will be the next exorcism.

He needs one for not taking things a little more seriously and for caring so much about others (hospice by the RCC) with his eye on himself. He likes to look at himself on camera to see if he looks like he hopes he looks an irritating habit of a habitual narcissist. Does his pose. He isn’t as smart as he thinks he is which is how he got his fame playing his game on the streets asking the unaware questions he looked up beforehand. I would love to see him on the other end of the schtick and I think he already is and hasn’t recognized it yet because he is too busy looking at himself as being the “ADONIS” of Fox News to see how he appears. How did he and Father Jonathan end up at a marijuana festival without knowing the other was gonna be there in Colorado. It was like looking in a mirror, wasn’t it, sort of like meeting his alter ego. Think about it. I saw it. and then came the floods in Colorado. It’s only a matter of time so you might want to look behind you every once and while and contemplate the TRUTH and the meaning of life. Hard to do being an ass. How many more Trump years in this administration? It is always fun to be on top but not as much fun when you aren’t which will come. There is a song Melanie sings you should listen to about the nasty habit of self delusion. He has bad taste in music so I know he can’t be very astute. Warning, warning, warning. I’ll keep trying to warn him for awhile because of his


even if he is irritating to watch himself pose and I’m surprised he hasn’t noticed it himself a constant reminder. Sickening.

Inept are those who cross the line.

Father Jonathan did.

I have heard chickens can drown in a shallow dish of water or in the rain looking up

and I think Jesse Watters may be at risk of the same demise.

I know Russia affected the election not necessarily by votes but information. I’m pretty positive the RCC affected the elections by votes and false INTEL. Starting with the FOX election questions asked of the candidates about abortion, a Fox litmus test. Anyway it didn’t work out, did it the way Fox thought it would. Most things don’t turn out the way Fox thinks it will. Russia came in handy during WWll whether Fox mostly a catholic run and catholic mindset likes to admit it or not. Fox is pretty mixed up ignoring hospice, Mother Teresa, Pope and his sainting her etc and I think it’s gonna hurt you one day for ignoring it and in a way it already has being tossed back and forth like a boat about to be capsized in a perfect storm he brewing .

Greg Gutfeld needs better writers. He isn’t very funny anymore. I think nightly shows might be the problem and perhaps his delivery as well and losing his value. Overconfidence can be bewildering and cause one to lose their talents drip by drip. Cackle cackle is what he reminds me of, a cackle progressively getting more so, and it’s getting old and is not helpful like a sore winner. What happens when you lose it WILL be far worse for having cackled too much while winning. Luckily he has a few on his show who keep it going. It certainly isn’t him these days anyway. Didn’t he also use Roseanne quite a bit before her fall from grace?

I think the term which fits Fox for the most part is a fair weather friend.

Imagine someone you LOVE is hospiced without your knowledge and against their will for 2 weeks

and you hear about it after that person has died



and it happens to be your mom, a mother of four and an army wife

whose husband fought in two wars for freedom three times, a year at a time,


you and your religion fuck away.

(not my religion, not her religion, but your religion)

I hope you are fucked for your silence because it is complicity and collusion

 I know you know and God does know you know

which might help the people who are unaware or who think what’s going on is normal election dirty tricks more so than a surprise history quiz on the streets of New York.

So I think you ought to excuse-moi my french sometimes when I go off and others do too and more importantly thou ought to investigate the RCC if thou really truly care about thou soul. Put some effort into it and stop ignoring it and maybe sacrifice your job but use your fame to help out and try to make a difference instead of what thou are doing which is kissing the koran and it’s contributions to the bible for one which I think I have explained or tried to sometimes venting my righteous anger in order to show the truth as best I can and instead of bowing to another’s god by remaining silent. like a big fart. Silent but deadly! Otherwise it appears thou art a nazi in disguise. Do not forget about 9-11. It can happen again and this time it might be you jumping out of a building where the temperature rose to about 2000 degrees F to avoid being burned to death. 1000 PEANUT BUTTER SANDWICHES might be made the night before the next big attack for the fire fighters like happened the night before 9-11 by the Reverend David Wilkerson who tried to help having been given a tip and he also exposed the BGEA in his last blog post WHO KNEW. Why not expound on the subject because it is MIGHTY INTERESTING much more interesting than your image. TERRORISTS DON’T CARE WHO GETS CAUGHT IN THEIR FIRES whether it is a handsome FOX employee or an investment firm because their religion brainwashed them about murder suicide which you can read about on Merangue’s Blog in one or more of my posts. The woman married to a doctor who plays a democrat on Fox News as a guest commentator thinks no votes don’t help anyone and loves the young vote. SHE’S WRONG or she is lying but she is married to a doctor for the money IMO. Leslie something or other. PRobably something to do with demographics and the less the better also someone gets elected regardless so it helps someone if you don’t vote.Most young votes are college aged and are college educated and depending on where you go to college affects you whether you will be attacked because of your vote immediately or later. Voting has turned into a trap. My mom and dad voted but were not involved in politics or religion very little and both were treated badly by politics and religion. Served our country and were betrayed by our country. I even heard someone insinuate my mom was a spy which is out there in left field. She wasn’t a spy. She was my mom and she was an artist. She did nothing wrong to have been treated the way she was treated. It was to get to me, I think. But I wouldn’t have written the things I wrote had it not been for the what happened to my family. She and my dad stood up for me when I was young and pregnant. Leslie ls a liar and an agent for FOX. Sorry I don’t buy it, LESLIE. Did Leslie ever speak up or warn about hospice being married to the health industry on Fox News? I remember her talking about the industry and what mattered to her was the money from what I was able to glean from her guest appearances. She is obviously very political or wouldn’t be on Fox having made a reputation of her politics. Was she against the IRS punishing those who were of a different political bent than the reigning political party at the time? I doubt she said anything about it or probably denied it because of her political bent and it was proven. Maybe she’s just ignorant since it doesn’t affect her much YET! Her last name is Marshall, Marshall, Marshall. My sister who was in the BGEA and indoctrinated into the BGEA early in her life which seemed unpolitical and safe not a threat and yet it was deadly it was her friend she hung out with I heard it from who I think may have been indoctrinated and lied to about my mom. I don’t know who told her but someone did and I heard about it in a weird way. THE BGEA IS TRICKY and a cult. Did the BGEA warn about hospice? NO because it is part of the RCC and Bully Graham was an agent of the RCC (a shill) as is his son and both are very political though Billy Graham said he regretted being political.having advised all the Presidents since WWll and we haven’t won a war since. Are we done in Iraq? Afghanistan? Syria? Protecting Islam? She lied a bunch about the things she did. Very strange deal. Because not only do you have Bully Graham and his son but then you have Obama on top of it the RCC and Islam and the NWO. A lot of twists and turns. For now i wouldn’t vote until this onslaught occurring is over and I don’t see it over when you have some trying to disarm the citizens and school shootings, false reports and lots of alterations of those reports and all the other things hurting Americans not to mention false news stories and a lot of propaganda. We are at war. The propaganda is immense which is a sign. It won’t end till the ideology ends of the two most powerful religions in the world causing extreme stress on the nations and it’s people.

Moving the embassy is only a first step as far as the embassy goes. There is more to go. Defending it for one thing. Choosing sides for another. 

Countries to move embassies to Jerusalem after Trump’s decision

“CAIRO – 21 April 2018: Backing Trump’s move to recognize Jerusalem as Israel’s capital, Guatemala, Honduras and Romania announced their willingness to move their embassies to Jerusalem. ”


Romania abstains at UN vote on Jerusalem status


The Religious Right’s True Colors

I think (I HOPE) in a genuine way Trump does what he does but not by those around him and amid him and those impersonating him which is hard to trust anyone I would imagine.

How To Truss A Turkey Like A Thanksgiving Boss | HuffPost

a lot riding on it….faith and all.

(not talking about comedians which is obvious..)

Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers –

I Won’t Back Down

YOU DON’T FUCK WITH THE MILITARY. (excuse my french)

General Kelly looks as if he is about to get married waiting for the North Korean top diplomat Kim something or other. Kind of funny how nervous Gen Kelly was actually it was ridiculous but to him a great honor being the Chief of Staff but which staff? Beauty or Bond, lol.

Another historial event: a messenger comes to the white house with a letter but will President Trump recognize the letter?

Couldn’t he have just sent the letter via the POWs?

We have a volcano erupting so how long is this gonna take?

I don’t think Trump even knows there is a volcano erupting. He’s kind of insulated. He had a meeting for two hours and didn’t even read the letter. Is it because he didn’t recognize it or isn’t gonna say till he can find a place in the white house he can read it without Gen. Kelly breathing down his neck. Don’t count on bathrooms. Hopefully Melania can read the letter to him with him under a blanket in their bedroom. Even the elect will be fooled?

Serving the President at his pleasure

I got kind of tired of hearing Trumps appointees saying “I serve at his pleasure” crap. Kind of a new sensation. Never heard the expression till he became President as far as I can remember so wondering which Trump they’re talking about and what it means. I wish the press would ask him because it is kind of obnoxious. Does General Kelly serve at his pleasure or displeasure? I wish the press would ask. Does Pompeo serve at his pleasure? I wish the press would ask and ask him what it means to serve at his pleasure. We know Meuller doesn’t serve at his pleasure so why not fire him. Or does Trump serve Mueller at his pleasure? Sounds to me like an Obama meal eating servants. Are these guys on a tennis team like for Georg Ganswein of the Vatican?

Could be he is being fooled, hard to say. Haven’t heard a peep about the volcano from Trump. When the messenger doesn’t want you to read the letter while attending the two hour meeting there could be a problem with the message. “By the way the big island of Hawaii has a volcano spewing lava” could be the message (which might have been caused by Fracking the core of the earth) General Kelly seemed contrived acting like his actors were late. I think he just wanted to be noticed but it was still very odd display of impatience (MR COOL, CALM, and COLLECTED ignoring the truth of when.)

The Police – Every Breath You Take

Do your best with warning.

Why? Probably because of the sevens of the RCC and because of the end of the RCC and ISLAM is coming and a few others betwixt them who don’t leave the RCC and ISLAM though have been warned so many times. THERE IS ALOT OF IRONY IN THE BIBLE, OKAY? like the winepress of God there is a lot of them too. Drunk on their own petard.


None of us fully understand but GEEEEEEEEEEZ it is hard not to understand the imagery/description in the Book of Revelation about the RCC, but not you Bret.

Ace – How Long (Has This Been Going On) – Live

Oh I’d say for over two thousand years, maybe 4.

Finally President Trump opened the envelope to read the letter and headed for Camp David which is kind of an interesting reaction.

Camp David

Bannon predicts government shutdown over border wall

Muellers or the insistence of election meddling by the Russians is kind of funny in light of this. isn’t it? I think it speaks volumes:

Obama tells Russia’s Medvedev more flexibility after election

Kissinger was hired by the Vatican to fix their reputation for child abuse (sexual and non sexual) and bank fraud and money laundering who propped Obama because of Kissinger’s reputation, blah blah blah as a talking head involved in many miscarriages of political and religious turnovers. Time to get a grip of who meddles in the elections the most WORLDWIDE which would be

the Vatican (JESUITS)

using the winepress of God.

Trump vented about Disney which changed hands sometime or other who went after Roseanne Barr about a tweet or for cussing or for supporting Trump not sure which and it hasn’t been explained sufficiently but kind of similar to what occurred in Hollywood called blacklisting having to do with WORLD WAR ll and extreme resentment for having won the war against Nazis and Fascism. Making examples of people to instill fear of free expression trying to make a New World Order as is occurring now and Pope Benedict XVl warned about it and was dismissed (retired), and replaced by a Jesuit pope. Jesuits are bad news and have been for a long, long time. EVIL MOTHER FUCKERS. O’reilllty revered the Jesuits and their form of discipline and was told by God to write his killing books. He said so himself in regards to the book and about Jesuit style discipline and he wrote a book I have not read nor intend to called Killing Jesus which is propaganda to be sure. Jesse Watters was his pro·té·gé and still is. WWll ended and some of the people who persecuted some people ended up on the other end of the schtick. Some committed suicide. Some were hunted down. Some went into hiding. Some were sued. Some were tried and imprisoned. Some were hung. Some were a lot of things too unpleasant to repeat and some we don’t know what happened to them or their families.

“Hollywood Blacklist. The Hollywood Blacklist came into being in 1947 when the House Committee on Un-American Activities (HUAC) began to summon certain Hollywood entertainment professionals on the suspicion that their work was communist-inspired.”

Actually blacklisting came into being before 1947

“The Hollywood Blacklist”–by Dan Georgakas

I know it must be hard to realize Jesus in the Synoptic Gospels written by Quell (the Q Source) lied. It was hard for me too when comparing the gospels to realize it was a maniac making claims about the mustard seed and other comparisons which were not true and did not make sense. But there must be a reason for the truth to have come out now instead of 50 years ago. It must be important for now. I think we are supposed to DEAL with it now or during the Trump administrations being the author of THE ART OF THE DEAL and because we have the means to deal with it succinctly with the evidence we have and the arms we have. It is a good sign besides the trumpets of revelation being a sign and the end of the RCC written about in the book of revelation.

He should fire Mueller and seal the deal. Make a statement to the world he won’t be controlled. Screw Mueller out of his pension etc and humiliate him like he deserves for being a pawn of Obama and the Vatican.

He ought to and others ought to spread the rumor that Meuller is fired is probably the best way to handle it. It would be kind of funny. Send some fortune cookies out to everyone in the press and others that Mueller is gonna be fired at a Gala or some kind of event he is attending and see what is reported or do a Deep Throat kind of deal. Someone should but

If the President doesn’t fire Mueller, he isn’t TRUMP. That is my opinion.

A pretty good and logical assessment.

Having a meeting with those who serve at his pleasure, his wife, and his mission for the vets a bit late and without mentioning hospice.

I don’t think it will work or is unnoticed  by God. I guarantee it isn’t so 

Sorry but keep trying to take it seriously and maybe mention it once in a while to remind yourself because you need to or


and I will keep trying to spark your memory of what you know.

Maybe read the Gospel of John if you want to help yourself a bit more and more.

I do believe Trump was spied on but maybe not the current one. Of course he was. Goudy and all the others know it and were spied upon as well.

My parents were special to GOD and I don’t know how to convince you, but it’s true. If you knew my parents, you would understand.

If you knew GOD you would DEFINITELY understand.

OBVIOUSLY YOU DON’T or you would accept the truth with grace.

How hard can it be? I guess it’s gonna be harder every day for you as long as you don’t.

(Don’t let fear stop you like those who were afraid on Fox peeing all over themselves in regards to Roseanne acting ridiculous

and remember the kids and the Vatican pornography and the Vatican child sex abuse because it should inspire you to be fearless for the children

because you care, isn’t it so?)


Marcus Vipsanius Agrippa (/əˈɡrɪpə/; 64/62 BC – 12 BC) was a Roman consul, statesman, general and architect.[2]He was a close friend, son-in-law, and lieutenant to Gaius Julius Caesar Octavianus and was responsible for the construction of some of the most notable buildings in the history of Rome and for important military victories, most notably at the Battle of Actium in 31 BC against the forces of Mark Antony and Cleopatra. As a result of these victories, Octavianus became the first Roman Emperor, adopting the name of Augustus. Agrippa assisted Augustus in making Rome ‘a city of marble”[3] and renovating aqueducts to give all Romans, from every social class, access to the highest quality public services. He was responsible for the creation of many baths, porticoes and gardens, as well as the original Pantheon. Agrippa was also father-in-law to the second Emperor Tiberius, maternal grandfather to Caligula, and maternal great-grandfather to the Emperor Nero.

Sort of a viscous circle.

Instead of getting North Korea to join other nations of the world why not invite him or adopt North Korea to be the 50th or 51st state of the United States depending on what happens to Hawaii. As far as his safety buy him some property in Switzerland to live in being very neutral and where he was educated. Buy him some blond wigs, put him on a regiment of a diet so he can slim down to help with his identity change and some protection. There you go.  Voila.

Now everyone and their mother’s uncle wants to socialize with Kim Jung Un.

At Least 25 People Killed In Guatemala Volcano Eruption

This after the decision to move an embassy to Jerusalem? I don’t think God wants the Guatamalan embassy in Jerusalem not because of the race card but then again it might be but I think because of other reasons? .

Could be a sign. Let’s think of the possibilities:

Since the Hawaiian volcano erupted first could mean God doesn’t want our embassy in Jerusalem, however the thermal plant might have caused the eruption by fracking and intentionally started up a volcano using fracking of lava for energy purposes and maybe some other purpose unbeknownst to us as a man made phenomenon. Hard to tell especially knowing what we know about Obama (THE THERMAL PLANT WASN’T BUILT OVERNIGHT). Our country has always voted at the UN with Israel whose capital is Jerusalem, I think. So this one is up in the air as far as the origination of the volcanic activity in Hawaii. Might have to wait to see what it does entirely if the slump falls or doesn’t fall and in which direction it falls if it falls and what area the resulting tsunami hits because of the states who have instituted hospice and assisted murder/suicide and used abortion (a females right) the RCC’s excuse to murder.

If you combine both volcano eruptions of Guatamala and Kilauea you might get the expression:

What a sick killer whale

using the race card every time someone tries to uplift women to an equal place and would rather degrade women

because Obama couldn’t shoot a basketball into a hoop a few feet away. LOL

Could be a sign to Honduras and to Romania as well not to move their embassies to Jerusalem.

Japan sits on a volcano or two and have been into suicide for a long time. Kamikazis etc falling on their swords when humiliated and attacked us on Dec 7th and may be controlled by the RCC having had a tsunami/earthquake after wanting a delay of the Neo-Catechumenal way a Roman Catholic dogma (possibly Jesuit) of some kind to force its will upon Japans catholics who resisted because of a rise in suicides of younger japanese citizens and said they were already the mother of all martyrs (WWll-hiroshima and nagasaki) and then the earthquake came and a tsunami and caused a nuclear accident spreading nuclear junk on to the shores of the west coast of the USA and Japan having to periodically let off some nuclear junk but not without notice as far as the food chain is concerned. This might have been a man made disaster. Hard to say. Possibly by some faction of the RCC to force it’s way and it’s will upon Japan and with the apologetics of O’reilly.

The Indian Ocean tsunami from an ocean volcano/fault which actually altered the earth’s axis physically and politically. Hardest hit was a place which was infamous for child pornography and child sex abuse offenders as was true of the Vatican which I’m sure Jesuit Pope Francis is well aware “of.” and why Kissinger was hired and Obama was elected and the Jesuit Pope Francis was elected

and of course the Vatican sits on some as well.

A possibility of two forces fighting each other sign wise: God and Religion (RCC AND ISLAM)

Could be a coincidence, but I don’t think so.


The ex tried to incite me into adding some information he offered and I decided not to and today under my breath said “write your own blog’ to him though he was elsewhere. i’m still not going to include his offering but just now because of what i wrote he excitedly said the Guatamala volcano has been erupting since 2002 to dismiss and to undermine my observations/witness of what I wrote just now about it, I said “it’s a new eruption. ” Just because it happens to be an active volcano does not make the new eruption insignificant.

Guatemala volcano: Dozens die as Fuego volcano erupts – BBC News

1.7 million people affected. A Monday photo shows ongoing volcanic activity at Fuego. More than 3,100 people have been evacuated and 1.7 million people have been affected by the eruption, according to CONRED.3 hours ago

The news says the last MAJOR eruption was in 1974.

But I asked him why are you making such a big deal about it because he seemed quite UPSET and he retorted something about the ring of fire.

YEA YEA YEA, so what?

So i immediately yelled back at him after he reached his room and shut the door: The Vatican has been killing innocent people for thousands of years.

but not by hospicing our USA veterans and their wives a new phenomenon he partook of for his mom

and tried to make me and MY daughters partake of for his sake.

The reason I won’t include his little story (actually two stories) is because it was an obvious put on and while he may be a bird in hand sometimes (not by choice), I’m not dumb.

You have to distinguish and discern the bull shit from the dog shit and his little story was a little of both. I do ask him each day what he notices in the news to see his perspective and to gauge why I see but the story he trying to sell me was inane and even if it was true it was inane and a true put-on which is not the meaning of truth. It is still propaganda.

Kind of VERY VERY Interesting to see him act the way he acted and I knew he would be upset i didn’t include his little story.

He yawned three times after wards because it matters to him, I think, or it doesn’t matter to him either way but so I could hear him yawn.


It matters to me.

He won’t be yanking when THAT day comes.

He won’t be able to.

(obviously he’s in denial about the signs, though it seems very intentional thinking he can pull a fast one but I don’t think this time it’s gonna work.)

Fox is playing the race card on Hannity



We did our part for the African American race and he didn’t appreciate it, in fact, he Exploited it.

The more you play it the less it rings true and pretty soon no one will care.

Recently Eric Leventhals sister on Fox reported that the site in Syria which was bombed wasn’t actually a poisonous gas site bombed by Israel (and before Israel bombed it France, Britain and the USA bombed the same place about a week before when France delivered its proof later to Trump and Russia said stand down to Israel and the message was given to Trump about the sarin gas production on his visit and French President who gave his speech and then Israel provided proof as well to someone) but was also a nuclear site. Kind of new exaggeration and out in left field. Like a total coverup of a coverup of possibly a mistake. Hard to tell but it was kind of an interesting twist. Trying to figure out where the Leventhals get their information: SATAN?

Things aren’t always the way things seem to be or are reported to be. In fact, most of the time things aren’t what is shown. This Trump is playing the patriot card about the National Anthem which I do respect but I don’t respect the unarbitrary misuse of the military and it’s real heroes and this Trump and a few others will have to face the consequences of the misuse of some of those people in the military by Hospice and other traps unless he talks about it and opens up an investigation about it and how it came about via the RCC and the same goes with Fox and all the other news stations playing hide and seek. who will have to face the truth about the mustard seed and about faith regardless how things seem to be. If he does he will be truly a successful presidency if he doesn’t he won’t. Anyway the eagles didn’t show up and he had a celebration instead which is silly. Mike Pence was there if that tells you anything. I would have been impressed if he took it like a man but he didn’t. Many of the people who came back from serving in Viet Nam were not treated well and they took it like a man. I loved growing up in the military. I learned a lot and there are some good people in the military but not all because of politics mostly and because of FALSE religion hiding beneath and within screwing it up.


When the life expectancy of a country goes the wrong direction it is a pretty good sign things aren’t as good as it seems and some shenanigans are occurring. When the suicide rate increases it s not a good sign. When thousands are lying on the streets homeless in the richest part of the nation isn’t a good sign either. Instead of falling on your sword you might take an interest in the dilemma. I know everyone knows I hope that numbers don’t lie but people do lie about those numbers and use all kinds of charts to glaze over it’s audience. SUGAR COATING. If things were so great no one would need to come out with charts or a dry erase board, etc. It would be self evident. It should be a few interesting years ahead and we will see if Trump can accomplish some things regardless and in lieu of the swamp. I do not discount the fact he was given a mess to deal with and a good attitude helps but you have to have substance to back it up and numbers don’t cut it nor does a good stock market make the difference though some people think it is the marker of a happy world. Sometimes it’s an omen and a false measure even though we have figured out ways to offset a breakdown of the market for the most part. When if fell in the thirties rich people were falling out of buildings. It can happen again. I don’t mean to be a bearer of bad news but don’t believe the propaganda and face the truth like a man. Most sane people could care less what a football team does in regards to the National Anthem. Did any of them serve in the military?

I bet if the USA goes to war and institutes the draft 


without the exclusion of the national teams and it’s players in the draft

I bet  those teams would be showing a whole lot more respect for the National Anthem, don’t you?

And I bet if the same goes for the press the press might be more interested in the truth.


We’ll see how many more drips come.

It’s pier/peer pressure is all they are up to because one guy did it and got some attention. Why doesn’t the football players confront the cops who misuse their power and confront the police station? Afraid to cross their lines? Like Fox ingratiates themselves even when there is obvious abuse of power because Fox likes the protection regardless of the abuse of power. Just trying to get noticed as if they have any cares outside their little arena of football and splendid vacations but not willing to deal with it in the places it matters. What’s his face who started it wants everyone else to do it. It’s like watching members of congress with a team of lawyers with them every time they are in front of a camera when in the Senate or in the House of Representatives. Little gangs of little men.

As far as pardoning himself is silly but figuring out a way to fire Mueller isn’t silly. He crossed the line, didn’t he for political reasons and probably religious reasons as well. Obviously the world has been dealing with something evil and most of it occurred during the Obama Administration and it should be exposed. Do your best.

Jesse Watters is at the White House lawn or in front of a green screen of the White House putting his spin on it saying “what mess?”

The mess Trump talked about when he was IN THE WHITE HOUSE.

His inheritance from Obama who got elected because of Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican to make us heel to it’s wishes because the RCC

got caught abusing kids, money laundering, bank fraud etc

and in alliance with ISLAM to destroy our country because we beat fascism in WWll and Israel rose up from the ashes and we had some treaties but it didn’t stop the incursion and resentment for the win and isn’t something which lasts without common sense and diligence and knowing the enemy which we have learned an awful lot about who didn’t really mean it as far as those treaties are occulted and is sneaky using Hospice to murder and kill and should be annihilated, IMO. so it never does it again and destroy the ideology to help in the endeavor. IT WOULD BE A HUGE ADVANTAGE AND A HUGE IMPACT. Ignoring it won’t help and appeasing it won’t help because some cultures don’t understand weakness and take advantage of the malady. To them it means YES YES take our freedom, take our rights, take our children, take our families, take our homes, take our lands, take our businesses, take our guns and inspire ignorance on the streets of New York or at a beach with teenagers.

Hopefully Trump can handle it and if not we’ll see.

Jesse likes Mueller’s power over the president, doesn’t he. It works for him.





I don’t think there is any hope for FOX but a few definitely not Jesse. He is doomed to be an eternal loser when he dies because i think he signed a deal with the devil in order to be a protege of O’reilly. Though he could beg for mercy and expose himself for making the deal to help others who may think it isn’t something that cannot be UNDONE. We’ll see. However it would require courage which I doubt he has any. So it might require something else.

Hmmmmmm I wonder what would work for him? Hmmmmmmm.

Losing his good looks?

Noticed Robert Kennedy’s son whose dad died about 50 years ago by a person called SIRHAN SIRHAN ( message in dis skies HANNAH CYRIS? could be the girl who played a character called Hannah Montana whose real name was Miley Cyrus. Not sure why but it probably is some kind of Islamic thing.) Robert Kennedy’s son sure looks like the guy who was killed in North Korea as a tourist whose mom said she would think about him when she was at the opera, something similar. He died of some kind of food poisoning:/botulism, supposedly. Of course no mom in their right mind would say something like it about her son unless it wasn’t true. It was a message. Perhaps a Taj Mahal kind of message or code. I don’t know why but I’m not gonna ignore signs even if the signs are kind of weird. I think Roman Catholicism, Hinduism, and Islam are way out in a spatial kind of way in regards to their faiths. Very mixed up and I am sorry about their problems but it might help someone somehow to have noticed it other than the ones who assassinated Robert Kennedy because I doubt it was only one person. I have admitted my dad was born in Montana. It is no secret. He sure didn’t assassinate Robert Kennedy. Sirhan Sirhan is a Palestinian with Jordanian citizenship. May have something to do with Sri Lanka, an island nation south of India in the Indian Ocean. It’s not a bible code but it is some kind of code. A MAL CODE and in my opinion you don’t need a bible code to understand a lot of the bible. Precept by precept but as I have found out a lot of the bible has been altered for the faith.s ) I don’t think he is his son but only from a DNA perspective….traits, no way is he his son. And the very little I saw of him talking about his dad was pitiful. PATHETIC! The guy I saw was not the guy on Tucker Carlson who has cancer and wrote a book and wants the information released about his uncle John F. Kennedy which Trump said he would and now is not going to even though it occurred 55 years ago so he must be a different Trump. There is no reason to hide the information other than to cover up Vatican and the BGEA influence in the affairs of our country and our leaders.

During the sixties was the start of a new science and having to do with youthfulness and genetic design. Not sure but abortion might be involved somehow without permission of the people involved and farming of fertilized eggs for those into beauty to the extreme or other type stuff like in India buying kidneys from the poor or stealing them from a few people as well using drugs. A person would wake up without a kidney. Has nothing to do with the President’s wife and I  don’t think she had plastic surgery either, but I thought it because of my older sister having surgery and the surgeon made an obvious mistake and then she gets plastic surgery as a reward after suing the german doctor (Is it racist to say german?) for sniping her ureter Yea she wore a bag for about a month or so and then came her reward and more money to put into the stock market for her husband who lost his butt before hand. Melania might need plastic surgery 5 years from now but at the present she looks pretty much the same as she did a year ago unless she had a tummy tuck. LOL I don’t think she needs it yet but some people are perfectionists. I do know Michelle Obama had plastic surgery in a big way. It was self evident between terms and the picture of her swollen face from surgery without her wig in front of some burning building with a rifle in a hand and a syringe in the other in heeled sandals and rolled up jeans like most terrorist wear when on a terrorist mission at supposedly Benghazi however the burning compound sure looked similar to places in Las Vegas and the surrounding area and the Obamas were there the day after Benghazi or was it the day before. Time changes around the globe can sometimes be confusing for witnesses etc. I guess she got more flexible as well. SOOOOOOOOO…. “No one has the right to bear arms but Michelle” Obama said at a correspondent’s dinner,jokingly. (Is it racist for him to say she is the only one who has a right to hold a gun?) So it’s not like he didn’t know of the picture of MIchelle. He knew.

The lady who once was the richest person in Africa a former model who wanted to look like a cat I have heard has lost all of her money somehow. She had a multitude of surgeries on her face, She was the person my little sister and I made jokes about and faces on the night Gary my brother in law exposed his penis while we watched The Last of the Mohicans and I nudged my sister so she would be a witness and she saw it. He was on the floor and we were on the couch. Many family members around and kids and grandparents. Anyway this is the night my sister – Gary’s wife went into the kitchen of my little sister’s home and drank some Calomine lotion on mistake from the bottle thinking it was Kaopectate because she had tummy troubles (an allergy to corn products which caused gas and stuff) which was why she had the operation in the first place. So we couldn’t believe what she had done and I think it was a purposeful diversion because my  little sister saw Gary exposing his penis above his shorts posing it harassing me. I explained it in another post and we were making faces like the cat woman drinking Kaopectate a face we had learned to be silly about. (no offense). Little did we know what was ahead. My dad went upstairs to help my sister because she was throwing up and having diarrhea at the same time and he loved her. Gary came down to tell us so we would feel bad and guilty for making jokes about it but it was hard not to because of the face she made when she came in to tell me and the utter stupidity of it however I called the poison control to find out if she would be okay right after it occurred and they said yes because even though she swigged it it wasn’t enough to go to the hospital but to work it out and she did. Gary didn’t help her. My dad helped her. I did not want my sister to feel bad. It was a family vacation together at my little sisters’ home. It was a spiritual diversion of some kind because I don’t think she would drink Calomine lotion on purpose for anyone, even her husband . What was weird is usually Calomine lotion is in a squirt bottle and not a bottle that pours. I never saw the bottle so it might have been staged for some reason and she did it in a totally dark kitchen she was unfamiliar with. She could not have had much. Her lips had the pink on them and looked like a little bow on her lips. In the past my older sister lost a bunch of weight Bolemic style which is to eat andy then throw up. So she knew how to stage a throw up  act. I don’t know if she used it then but wouldn’t surprise me. Setting my dad against me, maybe? Probably. Or at least trying to while saving Gary’s ass but then it would mean she was in on it i.e. the harassment. (Is this my breakfast of did I throw this up?) She wanted to be the most loved and respected of the kids and lied to do it and other weird things. The next day we woke up to the news about OJ Simpson who was riding around in his white van running from the police in California because he or someone had killed his ex-wife and her boyfriend. Strange weekend. Anyway it seemed like it might also be a diversion but a very bad and evil one. His harassment was a lifetime thing for me. HE didn’t do it all the time but when drinking and I guess when he wanted to harass me and make his wife feel bad. Totally random shit to cause trouble. He was a nut case in some ways and then other times he was okay. He had some other strange quirks as well which I have written about.  He liked to put people in jeopardy for fun. I do not know how she handled it and it must have been hard for her and I tried to help as best I could because I loved her too. I think sometimes some of the synapses of his brain missed and some of it was spiritual because he was not the brightest person on the planet or even in a group of 3 or 4 people but we dealt with it the best we could. He misunderstood cues quite a bit. Maybe over sexed as well. A mixture of things gone awry. I don’t think he was raised well, very spoiled, and sometimes he would put on a cap and he looked ridiculous. He never grew up. He was funny sometimes especially in the game of Balderdash. He saw things through a different lens than everyone else( pinhole vision), In front of his kids he did shit he shouldn’t do leering at women on the beach or anywhere and even to them he did things he shouldn’t do so it was a spiritual manifestation he could not control then he got belligerent later and spiteful. Like he had a multitude of personalities inside him and couldn’t control them sometimes. His kids loved him and he learned a skill in advertising  and tried to overcome but spiritually it was hurting him, his wife, his kids, his in-laws and probably his mom and dad, their friends though they ignored it for their benefit and his dad who made him jealous of his other brother who was a doctor. There is so much more but not now in this post. Later.

How to solve a problem like Garia?

Isaiah 28:10 For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little:

Problem is Catholics are taught not to read the bible and don’t like it when people learn and prefer the dick head Jesse Watters

a protege of O’reilly.

I’m trying to help believe it or not. I don’t like the things that have happened and I’m standing up against the crap since most men won’t.

Melanie – Some Day I’ll Be a Farmer [1971] – YouTube



last night though I won’t go into it because it was perverted:

(I suffer from PTSD and haven’t quite overcome my problems and I think it may never go away but have come a long way nevertheless. I have no idea if there is such a thing as dream manipulation but could have been caused by some kind of manipulation however it doesn’t matter since it is only a dream. I tend to like to sleep a bunch when I am depressed about the state of the world and the things that happened to my family in the last ten years especially. Some people drink, some people take opioids, some people over eat because of their frustrations and I have them all and it has been about the same amount of time since I have had a thing called a vacation the kind I like. I had a chance to go with my immediate family with the ex a few years ago and because of how he treated me I decided not to and so I made a choice but he isn’t good for me IMO though I live with him out of necessity because of the persecution going on by the RCC and Islam and others.  A pernicious kind of abuse a staple of the RCC and Islam for even their own followers being control freaks and for the NWO to mold the world the way it wants it to train us (disregarding the Ten Commandments and themselves as well) in how it thinks we should behave all of a sudden when it was caught abusing their powers as retribution using the race card most of all. I don’t think it is working well or ever will and it won’t end well for anyone unless Hospice is stopped admitted to and not used against the people it deems invaluable and the RCC ought to be held accountable for it and whether we do it as a county or not it will face it’s demise and it might be ours as well as a country if we do not do something about it and DEAL with it but in the mean while it is getting away with murder and abusing women and females and their families for their own purposes, but not all. So I am going to try not to include the race card in my future posts because of the fakery going on using the race card which imo has Maxed itself out. It gets old. VERY OLD. Woof woof)

As a country we have some major troubles and we need to tackle them even so.

Hawaii’s volcano (Kilauea) erupted again and destroyed more than 100 homes. I read somewhere the geo thermal plant on the island which may be the cause of the volcano activity was a Harry Reid thermal plant and was suggested by a tweet or two but I have no idea who started up the idea but might be using his name because I thought Harry Reid was into wind energy which has its own set of problems killing eagles for one and is an eye soar and Hawaii is not his or was not his state as a Senator. The Obamas visited Hawaii quite often as their vacation preference with Oprah and honored Sen. Inouye who died during the first Obama Administration and made Hawaii their detonation during the Hurricane Sandy which ravaged the east coast andI think used Sen. Inouye (Japanese american hero) as an excuse to vacation during a tough time for the east coast so I think his death may have been rigged for the sake of the Obamas preplanned vacation before the hurricane Sandy and possibly the Geo thermal plant and trying to move a mountain but I don’t think it was the meaning of moving a mountain in the bible because it actually is not a mountain but a volcano. Obama is said to have said that some mountain should be a volcano. Now why would he say it should be a volcano if he wasn’t a volcano and why was he so interested in volcanic activity. Is Obama who prayed at the wailing wall in Jerusalem an israelite or was he just hoping to be an israelite. Pope Francis did the same thing and so did Trump, It is kind of ridiculous. (Pope Francis looked like he was taking a catnap. If I ever went to Israel I would not be praying at their wailing wall. I might photo it but I wouldn’t try to act like I was an Israelite because I’m not and neither are the three of them. Would the three of them get in an oven at one of the labor camps in Poland? Did any of them wear the hairstyle of the Hasidic jews with sidelocks just to look jewish? The three of them might if it was advantageous to do so. It’s not the same thing as going to Williamsburg and get in some shackles for the fun of it for photos plus we were kids when we did it.) Obama may have been talking about Mt. McKinley which he changed the name to a different name (Mt. Denali meaning Great one) which is an unusual thing to do to change a name of a mountain.

I think we ought to change the name of Mount Everest to Mount Munchkin!

To the little people please pardon me for my humor.

Pretty presumptuous to change the name and ought to be changed back again to it’s original name just to rile him and to undo him. He also visited Yellowstone so it must have been in his purview to make some noise using volcanos or manipulating volcanos under the guise of finding a different power source other than oil and fracking for oil to receive a ton of money by those who trusted him or rather those who had faith in him so I think it is a man made disaster and there ought to be an investigation of it as a possibility and have a Congressional hearing about the volcanic activity and whether the Obamas caused it and find out why Obama was IMMENSELY interested in volcanos early on.

Kate Spade latest in growing, tragic list of celebs to commit suicide by hanging

included Robin Williams who actually was strangled and I don’t believe he committed suicide and I bet she didn’t either. In fact it sounded as if the male counterpart might be hiding something. DID SHE HAVE LIFE INSURANCE? OR DID HE HAVE LIFE INSURANCE ON HER? I didn’t look into the specifics but what I read about Robin Williams did not fit a description of suicide, IMO What I had read was he was tied at the neck between two doors and usually one hangs oneself on something from the ceiling, don’t they? More like a mob hit to scare Hollywood and to try to keep them in Line by line the Jesuit way. Then the comedian Joan Rivers was killed during a surgery for having said Michelle Obama was a transvestite. Which she might have been and probably  told the truth but should not have been killed for it. If Michelle was a transvestite she doesn’t need to kill to save her reputation. She looks great and should have stood up for it. Not saying she had anything to do with the death of Joan Rivers but I don’t think it is coincidence Joan Rivers was a jew and said what she said and died during cosmetic surgery. I don’t think it was an act of God, the true one. I think it was more like a ying and yang kind of a god one like the hindu god and what happened to her was more like an act of the devil. Michelle if she was a transvestite was born as a transvestite and had a right to fix what she felt about herself was not right for her. I recall a very famous model who had a sex change and was beautiful. I think the truth would have been more appropriate and more helpful. IF it is true Michelle was a transvestite she blew it because she was in a position to make a difference and misspent it on herself. She could always try to change her tune even after the fact for the sake of others. She might even try to dissuade people of her former status if she wasn’t. I don’t know, of course whether she was or wasn’t but I have my suspicions because of some things she said in the past about children and things others have said. I think America is more open and would forgive her if she was and then maybe we can figure out what happened to Joan Rivers besides the excuses given for the sake of others. Until she does I don’t think she ought to think about running for the office of the presidency and she ight also try to explain the picture of her in front of a burning building whether it was manipulated to make her look like she was at Benghazi or she was drugged and was there under some kind of trick or she was there and involved because I don’t really know but have seen and posted the pictures. Franklin Graham has been active in Hollywood area lately and I hear the Obama’s are going to or have bought into NETFLIX TO PRODUCE THEIR WAY OF DEATH. OBAMA TOOK BILLY GRAHAM AND FRANKLIN GRAHAM UNDER HIS WINGS BECAUSE HE THOUGHT THE MORMONS WERE A CULT AND THE CATHOLIC CHURCH TOOK THE MORMONS UNDER THEIR WINGS. PROBABLY BECAUSE OF THE NSA IN UTAH? SOMETHING HAPPENED DURING THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION BETWEEN CATHOLICS, THE MORMONS, THE BGEA, AND OBAMA (ISLAM) SOME KIND OF RELIGIOUS SWAP. REMEMBER? WHEN OBAMA WAS RUNNING AGAINST MITT ROMNEY. I REMEMBER IT. REMEMBER WHAT BILL CLINTON SAID MITT ROMNEY HAD HIS HAND IN THE COOKIE JAR while Bill Clinton was thumping for OBAMA in the snow. It was all in the same time period as Benghazi and the coups in Egypt and the rise of the Muslim Brotherhood which Lindsay Graham was super interested in trying to control what the muslim Brotherhood was doing because it was not intended to go the way it did. It is what I recall was occurring at the time. Oh yea FAST AND FURIOUS as well. Some kind of ILLEGAL arms sale to some country who wasn’t supposed to get them and the astronauts wife getting shot in the head paraded around by her husband for Obama’s political AND RELIGIOUS (she was jewish) ideals and his. A district attorney was killed at the same place in Arizona and he was investigating Fast and Furious involving DOJ of the Obama Administration (ERIC HOLDER) was involved in.

As far as Kate Spade is concerned and others in diverse places who commit suicide don’t necessarily want to and are pushed into it and from what i could tell on Fox News in regards to her the husband might have helped it along. I’m not the only one who noticed the cues. Like in Guyana with the Jonestown massacre was mostly suicides of people forced to drink cyannide:

Jonestown survivor recalls cult’s mass suicide: ‘This was murder’

Anthony Bourdain died. The news says he committed suicide. I saw his show a few times here and there dining in style. Kind of when in rome do as the romans do kind of style dining around the world and one of the clips aired on Fox was him saying, “When you get old what are you gonna do? Putter around?” chatting to some man over a meal which is kind of a strange comment to pick up on because he had a ton of shows. I think it was Fox. I think he died in Paris, France? My ex said he was a heroin addict which I did not know. Anyway supposedly he used his belt to commit suicide. WEIRD! I bet it wasn’t his idea because he sure didn’t seem suicidal on his shows. I remember when John Lennon said something about being more popular than Jesus and pissed off a bunch of people and was shot and killed in NYC by a lunatic. I would be an idiot if I didn’t think it was related somehow, and I’m not an idiot. He didn’t seem like the suicidal type nor a heroin addict but I didn’t pay that close attention to his personal innuendo. Was it because of a budget cut or something? A contract dispute? To hold something (such as his comment in a conversation, publicly of course otherwise we wouldn’t know him from adam) so slight against someone seems kind of insane. Were the two men talking about suicide? I don’t know, but I doubt it. Sometimes people say a bunch of stuff just to hold a conversation together. IT SEEMS SUSPICIOUS TO ME the mode of his death, the mode of his living, and the comment picked up on and aired. I don’t think God is this way but I think someone who thinks he is god might get some kind of a thrill out of his death. Reminds me of when I was asked if I ever thought about suicide by a hospital clerk and I said yes and ended up in a mental ward for only a few hours but it was disconcerting to say the least. I was there to get medication for my angsts. Everyone thinks about it during depression or some other malady everyone experiences sometime or other. Geeez women go through it once a month or during and after child birth. LOL Plus I write about it because of my parents and what happened to them and the family I grew up with and other reasons besides the Mother Teresa phenomenon. I’m sure his friends and family are grieving so I don’t want to make too little of it, but if you love him try to find out if it was really suicide.

Don’t just accept the excuse like lambs to a slaughter.

I think his fame was used to support suicide. I just saw a show a 4 or 5 minutes about Berlin. Pretty low show about who ever the guest star was he was interviewing he did not seem to enjoy him but he did expose him.  It’s too easy and in a way perverse to accept his death as a suicide. HELLISH.


Like giving up your guns or not building a wall. it’s stupid.

Another good one is “do you feel threatened etc” being asked of a patient when she walks in to the ER with her ex in front of the ex after having complained about the ex at the same hospital. (It’s fiendish, IMO) What a dumb thing to ask? THough I have thought about ti it help to keep  him in line in a weird way but also gives him exoneration for past events which I don’t appreciate. hazy kind of a question. If I really had choices I wouldn’t be here. It’s as sick as our marriage was. (I wanted to bury you or you to bury me crap. Not a good reason to stay together.) Of course I have learned how to handle the ex but there were times he was deviant enough and crazy acting and influenced by something other worldly and I felt threatened. I think somehow it helps him for it to be asked to make him look like a prince charming and make me look like a bitch, when actually I’m the nicer one of the two, IMO since I have tried to rise above his shit but I do post it on MY BLOG POSTS! It’s like a diary and it helps to me to remember and to put an order to the things that have happened to me and others. He doesn’t read it but I’m sure he doesn’t appreciate it, spiritually. I don’t appreciate him supporting the RCC solution by starving his mom to death by hospice because it hurt my family and I have let it be known to him my feelings about it and he doesn’t like it when I do but maybe someday he will understand. IT ISN’T THAT HARD and he is trying to forget like rinsing off a plate after dinner. I guess it’s called compartmentalizing but leads to some other mental illnesses, IMO. I don’t think it is a good thing for the life span of humans to be shrinking in the USA. and the reasons are written in this post. NOT GOOD REASONS. The life span should be rising in a country such as ours so something must be VERY wrong with a lot of things in this country however people are getting prettier. Young people tend to be pretty naturally as a rule but I think we are lauding it too much over wisdom, personality, honor, love, and family. I hope we can stop the nonsense for our kids and their kids. I’m not anti beauty though looking at me you might think I’m against it but I enjoy seeing it in my kids and other women. But I also like personality and lines of experience however I don’t think my family could have ever imagined the things that happened to us in the last ten years. If we had known we would have changed it. WE were ATTACKED FEROSIOUSLY and RAVAGED by evil and we did not deserve it but is the result of the NWO and it’s fantasy by some fanatics but not all. Please don’t buy the Obama shit on his show or any other because he is the classic psychopath, IMO. By the way sometimes you do make peace with your friends and not your enemies. He is so full of crap! WHO SENT A TON OF MONEY TO IRAN? I guess he was trying to make peace or to buy it and you can’t buy it just like you can’t buy love. He is slicker than slick willie. Much slicker, sicker, and much more dangerous and you can read about him in the gospel of Luke which sheds some light on his thinking though it may have changed since the last time I read it. Talks about the ABOMINATION OF DESOLATION and the person who is talking enjoyed it.



The elderly are at often times at old folks homes or retirement centers trapped and at a greater risk. Best to stay away from the retirement centers and group places and spread out thinly to make it less feasible for those who would like to cull the population or punish non catholics/muslims/islams unless you are in it to really help the elderly. Most aren’t.  Make it harder for them or for those cults and other cults to mess with you and there are a lot of them cropping up all the time. I heard of a new one recently though it has been around a long time but a very dangerous group of people especially to women and kids. Two by twos kind of like thrones that go door to door with their little pamphlets.  Retirement business was a new kind of business but the wrong people got into the business because of the baby boomer generation and because of the RCC and Islams desire to ruin the world and the NWO and many of their proselyties who are deceived thinking they are doing God a service and some for inheritance money or insurance money and some because of divorce like I suspect of the woman above in the article. I don’t know her but I certainly saw the cues and it wasn’t for my eyes only what was shown on Fox News. Others noticed so Fox ought to be a little more careful or it might have to be responsible for more than it’s share of false news or falsifying the news. If Fox were really into true news it would discuss Mother Teresa at length and her cult of death of the military but Fox isn’t and instead the female of OUTNUMBERED with the cat eyes is doing the opposite with intense fervor and I know she knows.


(Her last name is kind of famous in the Dallas area but of a different color. It think she is quite rich not because of the military but in lieu of the military.)

She thinks she is pretty smart. Just a head’s up from me.

I did a post on Nellie called Nellie and the Assassination of JFK and many others on the subject of the assassination. I found some interesting stuff which you can find out on Merangue’s Blog. 

Check it out if you are interested.

Hard Ball Chris Matthews had a special on about Robert Kennedy’s assassination and in the mix of the documentary/fantasy said Robert Kennedy said to his wife (Ethyl) after he had been shot in the head: “Oh Ethyl.” Hard to imagine he was able to speak. Maybe it was a spiritual language she heard (if she heard it) but I doubt he was able to physically talk. Chris Matthews isn’t known for his truthfulness. He is totally defunct of truth. His show started off well years ago and he went somewheres else after a while. i think he was under the impression the faster you talk the smarter you are, which is not true. Relying on his style (no nonsense-conversation bully) and not giving a shit about the truth and degraded his style. Undermined himself into total nonsense. Probably happened when he got a thrill up his leg for Obama. Why? Who knows? White guilt? Obama’s race card went up his leg? Like Hitler who hated jews even though he was supposedly part jewish. I have no idea if it is true but being a fast talker doesn’t make you right in the head. I don’t think he was ever a prosecutor but even so you have to have some substance to win a case unless the jury is preselected to make you win


Some people will do anything to be famous and I think he is one of THEM.

CDC says suicide is up by 25 percent since 1999. Is it because of the Y2K? Not including Hospice. Obama became a senator in 1997, I think. or was it two years later?I know Obama is involved. I know it in my heart with the Vatican’s blessings. Having to do with his black madonna which might be Michelle. I remember her conversation about having kids and it sounded like her kids aren’t hers. It was early in the first administration of Obama. It’s in one of my posts. He was using the race card and using her.

CDC: Suicide rates on the rise in almost every state

The ex and I had another tiff about hospice and he got upset and left the room called me a name which I let roll off my back. NO BIG DEAL I know it’s how he truly feels. So it is getting to him. He tries to act like it isn’t but it is. I was asking him have you noticed the amount of ads on Fox of pregnant women? and the conversation/argument lead to the hospice argument. The ads are a bit numerous to the nth degree and are intended to be propaganda and a form of harassment. I have noticed because of the stations persecution and it’s litmus test for presidential candidates trying to pidgeon-hole the REPUBLICAN candidates (NOT DEMOCRATS) and it was a roman catholic intimidation. IT didn’t really succeed in it’s endeavor to make abortion illegal but only to harass the population. WHY NOT HARASS ABOUT HOSPICE ON THE NEXT REPUBLICAN RACE? SEE WHAT HAPPENS. ASK “DO YOU BELIEVE STARVATION OF AN ELDERLY VETERAN AND SPOUSE USING PAIN MEDICATION IS APPROPRIATE FOR THE BUDGET CUTS OF THE MILITARY MEN AND WOMEN TO OFFSET MILITARY SPENDING IN OTHER AREAS? And Ask WON’T IT UNDERMINE THE MILITARY OF IT’S FORCES IF ITS FORCES FIND OUT THE GOVERNMENT LIED TO THEM ABOUT THEIR RETIREMENT PENSIONS? AND ASK DID IRAN RECEIVE THE PENSIONS IN DISGUISE VIA THE VETERANS ADMINISTRATION BECAUSE OF THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION? Of course he hasn’t noticed (because he really knows it’s what the station does is try to harass women but doesn’t want to admit it) but he has now.  I noticed Perrino and her nonsense at the time of the tiff, however I discarded the memory of what she did but it was related because she is so full of shiiiiiiiiiii and I think she is possessed or she would be able to talk about hospice and yet doesn’t. (and then he bought groceries for dinner.)

Donald Trump says Iran got $150 billion and $1.8 billion in cash. That’s Half True


We had our infamous argument about god, hospice, his mom, and all the ways I was railroaded and maneuvered out of house and home and family and also about lava because all of a sudden he is interested in lava. I asked him who he thought God was and he said Yahweh supposedly a hebrew name of God but God said his name was I am that I am when he set free the Hebrews and told Moses to tell the people he set free and he didn’t say his name was Yahweh.. I said (because it came to the top of my head about Yahweh because of the Augean Stables – Greek mythology). I think the name of Yahweh is a greek name of God and it is not working so well. I finally went to the door and said “Hey why didn’t you just shoot your mom in the head?” He didn’t like it, but THEY SHOOT HORSES, DON’T THEY? I didn’t say it but thought it. The reason is because it would look like murder because it is murder. This way it looks like kindness (Coup de grace) even when someone doesn’t want to be Hospiced (like my mom) who wanted to live to 105 and could have if it wasn’t for the RCC and it’s kindness which is not kind at all. The mustard seed was a greek condiment and poison derivative and derivative of mustard gas and sarin gas and wasn’t the smallest of seed nor is the smallest of seed neither will it EVER BE the smallest of seed.

The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

“The Lamb of God, or Lion of Judah, (Jesus Christ) opens the first four of the seven seals, which summons forth four beings that ride out on white, red, black, and pale horses. Although some interpretations differ, in most accounts, the four riders are seen as symbolizing Conquest, War, Famine, and Death, respectively.”

To classify and sort or rather DISTORT the truth.

Not sure which is it the lamb or is it the lion?

So we are in the apocalypse, the apostasy, and revelation and Laura InGraham is a fine example of those lips and so is Mecca.

We are also in Revelation and Armaggedon as well because of the betrayal of the army using Hospice on those who did not desire it and twisting the meaning of do not resuscitate by implementing ways to get a person to the point of needing to be resuscitated in the attempt of murder in various ways to in essence: murder. NOt all people understand precisely the way the next person understands so it is not a good idea to sign a do not resuscitate paperwork often offered to patients before operations or when sick especially in this day and age when there are few trustworthy enough to trust or placing your life in the hands of someone who has ulterior motives because of religion or politics, inheritance, insurance, and other enticements or temptations using trickery, entrapments, and even sometimes hostage type tactics as Mother Teresa’s hospice demonstrates the RCC’s  religious proclivity to find any reason to kill and murder depending on which way the political and religious wind is blowing.  I guess the Pentagon and the world doesn’t need an army because we have drones and other military branches. I bet you are wrong because of armageddon. God puts it into the heart of an army to destroy the Vatican, is this the reason?

You can’t win a war without an army! 

Which God? The one that matters.

The Vatican is going down and when it does it’s gonna be PAINFUL for a lot of people who put their faith in it like those at Fox News and others who betrayed the army and my parents because they are special to me and to God. IMO having served to protect our country and others and lied to and mistreated in favor of the NWO which is also going down because it’s a mess. ONE BIG FUCKING MESS. (Pardon my french)


Laura InGraham ought to TRY to teach about it. Tell us what she knows. NOT MUCH because she is a whore of Babylon.

Is is racist to say the obvious? Sexist? Not politically correct even if it is true?

Back to Dana Perino

(You’re just too goo to be true, can’t take my eyes off of you. You’re like heaven to touch I want to hold you so much. At long last love has arrived. I thank God I’m alive. You’re just too goo to be true, can’t take my eyes off of you. Da da, da da, da da, da da, da da, da da, da daaaaaa…..Trust in me when I say…Oh pretty baby, LOL) ….

In the next post I’m going to try to show where I think things went really sour in the OT and what may be one of the first false covenants.

The ARK of the Covenant

May have to do with the Ark of the Covenant. I’m gonna try to do it from memory but other writings to help jog my memory. Reminds me of the feelings I got after reading the Gospel of John and then reading the Book of Acts when things go awry A total let down and like a total betrayal and when I think the Israelites got into trouble in a similar loop. IMO I could be wrong but it gets kind of weird and very scary. Twisted and evil. Replacement theology in a way and a curse. Luckily I don’t remember a lot of it but some things did not sit well with me which I do remember and made me think god was totally unfair and sadistic (a god I would not want nor cherish nor respect and very Islamic/Jesuit. A Fascist god.) about what I read and some similar impressions of the things in our time, eerily similar and with the subject of this post as well. ABJECT EVIL GOD, a jealous god, and not one anyone should want under any circumstances. DEVILISH and SATANIC all rolled up into one. A real bad dude and very insane. a mother fucker of a god and false god. (excuse my french). Can’t get much worse but then again, it could. The Roseanne debacle was extremely interesting and the reaction on Fox News even more so. What happened to my parents coincided with the changing of hands (ownership) at the ARC (Army Retirement Center) and I think the curse about the ARK is it changed hands and may end up being a curse to those who have it somewhere. I remember during the Pope-ship of Benedict XVl when the Euphrates dried up which is a prophecy about making a way for the Kings of the East something kind of strange happened having to do with the ARK of the covenant. Not Noah’s ark but the one which claimed to be the seat of God. I wrote about it in another post a much earlier post as if God needs one and seemed to be a threat at the time to Pope Benedict’s stewardship. I think it was located in Northern Africa. And then the Great tsunami it in the Indian Ocean ad changed a lot of things including the axis of the earth physically and politically. NOt sure if it was before or after but it hit hard. And then we ended up with a Jesuit pope who sainted Mother Teresa. In the bible Old Testament there were 10 evil kings. (I think there were ten but would coincide possibly with ASEAN. ASEAN is islamic. Pope Francis making a last ditch effort towards kids as if he cares and would rather kiss a porcelain Jesus than change a diaper. He’s a fruitcake.

THOU SHALT NOT CUSS is not a commandment. There are plenty of reasons people cuss, even catholics and Fox employees. LOL

I wonder what she would say when she stubs her toes, or has an accident, slips on some ice, or a close call, or falls on some stairs, or walks out of a restroom with toilet paper on her shoe, or is embarrassed, gets a paper cut, or on an elevator which is acting up, or if someone is aiming their gun on her in a war arena, or when a plane she is riding on makes steep dive, or or when someone calls her a name, or hurts her kid even under her breath or in her head or many other instances or situations. Many in the military cuss and if in the situations many have had to endure you might be cussing to or taking the lords name in vain like Paul did on the island of Malta and allowed the people to think he was god, like the pope does impersonating God as if he sits with God  sainting mass murderers like Mother Teresa, etc There are many false gods so when someone says the GD word does not mean the meaning of the commandment of taking the lords name in vain/vane because it appears most people don’t know Gods name. Lots of people call their sons Jesus. Is it the meaning? Or many names of famous religious people and in the bible. I am that I am is kind of an unusual name/title and I haven’t heard anyone taking it as their own name which imo tosses the commandment about the Lord’s name in vain out the kazoo.

I woke up early early in the morning before I was planning to wake up to some noises of my cat who normally sleeps under my bed but got on to my bed and was throwing up on my bed and said “Git, Git” trying to shew the cat off the bed and then I said “God, Shit” as the cat threw up and as it was occurring because the cat didn’t get off the bed in time. Is it taking the Lord’s Name in Vain? So I got up and took some medicine and went for a bathroom excursion and while doing so the ex woke up and wanted to pee so I told him about the cat and to clean it up and he cleaned it up (because it is his job otherwise I’m liable to throw up adding to the grief because I have a weak stomach especially now after my operation and my deep 14-inch scar which was supposed to be 6 besides my Caecarian scar holding it up like an upside down tee) and he did and he still wanted to pee and was pacing because he really needed to pee. I said maybe you could go outside and pee because I was on the potty still doing my business and eventually he did. Real life stuff. Is it taking the Lord’s name in vain? I have no choice as far as the cats sleeping in my room otherwise the cats will meow very loudly and scratch my door if I close my door destroying the door till I allow them in even though I’m allergic to cats though I love the cats. They won’t sleep in the ex’s room because he keeps the door closed, just my room and even if I keep the door closed  the ex will open it so the cats come into my room and therefore are trained to mine.

Common Sense and Prescription Drugs

Maybe Trump can fix this problem for those who are on prescription drugs shouldn’t have to pay a tariff to a doctor (the cost and the hassle of an office visit) for a renewal of prescription drugs (not an opioid or medication which is addictive) if no change has occurred, Can the President of the USA the most powerful country in the world handle it? What does it have to do with the subject matter at hand. Nothing, but it is a major problem for many people because it crops up from time to time in between everyday events for ordinary citizens and is a small request. If not it is probably why people get addicted to opioids because of the nonsense going on in the medical field and in politics when it should be simple economics and a good business practice using his intellectual superiority written about in the ART OF THE DEAL for a citizen of the USA. Maybe it is too small a thing for the President to worry about the ordinary citizen  compared to trying to make world peace and wheeling and dealing in world economics to favor our steel industry and the other industries involved. It is an ordinary citizen request. It won’t make news though it might and it won’t get a lot of traction for political gain though it could but it would be good for the USA, it’s citizens and for me (I’m a citizen as well). Sometimes, it’s the little things that make a big difference. I did not vote for Trump or anyone because I could not trust the news and the false news but it might actually get you some votes and you might not have to thump for those votes as frequently. 

Life of the Party? Owner Discovers What Pets Do in Her Absence

The Roman Catholic Church has been caught changing the commandments for their own purposes making one commandment two is but one example. I think the RCC is up the creek and in big trouble with God. IF all of us have said the saying sometime or other “I am going to the store, do you want me to get you something? is it taking the Lord’s name in vain? In the OT God says I Am the Lord thy God is part of the first Commandment The next part of the commandment is Thou shalt have no other gods before me.. Even if we use the word God we might have messed up. If we use the word Lord we might have messed up. So I think by deducing it might be true we are all guilty or the commandment about taking the lords name in vain or the commandment is a lie about taking the Lord”s name in vain. What about this saying: LORDY LORDY SO AND SO IS FORTY.  Jesus in the Gospel of John says “I am the way the truth and the life.” The other gospels don’t say it at all or thesis a trick often used in the gospel “I who is talking to you am he” putting words in-between I AM. the quote is not a precise one but you get the drift. I may be wrong about the name Yahweh but sure sounds greek to me. But if it means hay way hospice by starvation isn’t haying, is it?. There are about 7 names mentioned as descriptions of God and I think one of those is the word Yahweh which is a description and not necessarily God’s title of himself or herself. I think if the commandment is a commandment using gods name to profit might be what is meant by the commandment which many preachers and religions/faiths do making the word faith untrustworthy and yet defend the idea of faith based on a lie about the mustard seed which isn’t the smallest of seed but I think an attempt to catholicize or islamicize the other. There is no mention of faith in the Ten Commandments, nor priests, nor religions, neither popes, not even all the other positions in religions but who is mentioned is to honor your mother your father (mom and dad) and your children.

Ignoring hospice by starvation is evil.

Hospice is the death knell

of the RCC.

In the catholic religion priests like to impersonate fathers and nuns like to impersonate mothers and neither can if these titles aren’t even allowed to marry or have sex and have families. It’s a mockery of a family and a mockery of God. The RCC is a mess of a religion. Very mixed up and deceptive.

While Doubting Thomas puts his spin on Irish women’s choice.  He is of the old dinosaur faction who still has faith in men who have kind of screwed up the world and the women in it in a multitude of ways and I bet he will never admit the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed which is okay by me because he will lose his reward IMO I only read the first two paragraphs of his opinion him not being a female but effeminate nevertheless and don’t really need to read anymore but wanted to include it because it seems to me things are turning around  and against those of the false faith like in Ireland in regards to abortion which he is against. A little here and a little there.

Did Cal Thomas serve in the military or did he just serve himself? He kind of looks like he served himself, like a priest. He should know better being a bible scholar. So either he is lying or he is lying.

GET OVER YOURSELF. You are not that goo. You are but a delicate flower of little substance and little consequence even though you are on the news entertainment show daily harassing for the RCC. I see right through your RCC shit because you are so transparent.

What are you gonna do when it is gone? wilt?

Melanie Safka – Do You Believe

Anyway I decided to check out my bible I have a few but one I used to read but not all and then checked on line about the ten commandments and there sure are a lot of choices in regards to the Ten Commandments between the faiths/religions and between the online sources even within the catholic church. It is rather confusing to say the least and I was taken aback by no mention of children in the Ten Commandments because as i recall children were mentioned in the Ten Commandments to honor the children and not to overly antagonize children (remember? not the exact words but it was a part of the Ten commandments right after honoring your parents like is done in Islam when a teenager is caught in a relationship and is put to death because of honor) and I was thinking maybe it is because of hospice (dishonoring our parents). It is said the bible is a living bible possibly meaning it changes like people do. Anyway I think as far as taking the Lords name in vain I think I hit the nail on the head about the guilt of everyone (including myself) and it even mentions the word guilt (with a less on the end of it and with a not on the front of it, meaning not guiltless) in the commandment which I had not realized and tend to use my memory but it came to me when writing about taking the Lord’s name in vain in reaction to my ex and his assertions argued yesterday. By hitting the nail on the head I did it with a big hammer head. Also noticed some versions say Thou shalt not kill and some say Thou shalt not murder. I have my own interpretation and I think it means murder obviously because the hebrews and the Israelites and all the others (peoples) mentioned in the Old Testament and New did a lot of killing even of Jesus because of war of the faiths and defending oneself as I did when I got pregnant because the time was inappropriate.

I have heard and I think I have read or both that if you are guilty of one commandment you are guilty of all.

We are dealing with something big and evil worldwide. I remember but so many people feign they don’t or don’t remember for real and has something to do with the son of consolation (13 apostle)  in the book of acts and his name means to forget. Barnabus chosen by a straw (called lots) as in hay way.

Also I have written in this post and others theTen Commandments are a standard and a guide to a better living since the Ten Commandments

have established we are all guilty in the eyes of God

and I will try my best to honor my parents and my children because they deserve it and I will continue to defend us because to me both are a blessing.

However, I think the commandments are in a specific order for a reason.

As I recall honoring our parents and our children were the 2nd and 3rd commandments the second is now taking the Lords name in vain but have switched positions from what I remember to a new place like the prophecy in Daniel moved to the gospel of Matthew standing where it should not and the change occurred in the time frame of the Obama Administration like when he stood in front of the Lincoln Memorial on Martin Luther King Day.

The Sabbath Day

The Sabbath day rules I think were written so it would be noticeable (everything from the slaves to the family pet having a day off) and points to the Gospel of John whether someone added stuff to make it seem unreal or ridiculous or not, the commandment still made people notice and to take a day off for the sake of time off and not to be a scrooge. LOL It’s good to take time off. Even for crops and land rest is good for the top soil and underneath which was a problem in the Grapes of Wrath dust bowl time besides not having enough trees for a wind breaker. The arguments between whether Sunday or Saturday was the real sabbath is what got me to study and to compare the gospels and when the RCC at one time was trying to or intending to enforce Sunday worship during the Popeship of John Paul, though not sure if it was before or after he kissed the Koran and before or after he Mother Teresa latched on to him. It’s been a controversy for a very long time and the excuses about Sunday worship by apologists vs Saturday were ridiculous which also peaked my interest and many others even some Catholics didn’t like it. So the antagonists also had a lot to do with people noticing the controversy and the commandments. In this day and time we really can’t be sure it is Sunday or Monday….. or Saturday and because of Leap year every four years and time changes throughout the earth so I think the message was work 6 days and take the 7th off but doesn’t say which day is the 7th day but is referring to the God who intervened when the earth was void and in our day and age void of reason. (Leap is mentioned when John the Baptist is leaping in Elizabeth’s tummy when meeting Jesus in Mary’s tummy which is what happens to every woman who has a baby, its a sensation which feels like a flutter. John the Baptist ate locusts in the desert. Something wasn’t quite right with him, I don’t think and then he meets Jesus and Jesus suffers it to be so to get baptized by John the Baptist. Did John the Baptist impersonate Jesus in the desert being tempted by the Devil acting like he fasted for 40 days when he actually ate locusts? i.e. pulling a fast one on his piers? Was it an alibi of some kind? I’m not saying he did or didn’t but it is rather suspicious.) God supposedly told O’reilly to write a book in his killing book series called Killing Jesus.

Even Saturn the planet has three rings around it. Kind of an outer space sign. An astronomical sign. Three ring circus….My older sister who was taken in by the BGEA and went to the ladies excursions (retreats) in North Carolina told me on the elevator going up to see my mom at the hospital told me that she had learned that three was the number of perfection which might have something to do with Gary attempting to manage-trois us. It isn’t the number of perfection, but was very harmful to the whole family. A sociopath used to be defined as a person (3M’s) who maneuvers, manages and manipulates others but there are more m’s than those and I have no idea about psychopaths but probably someone like Obama who uses sociopaths to get his master plan in motion for a malevolent way like ISLAM using and abusing the substance of women both physically and in a biblical way ( the Jesuits priests like Federiko Lombardii?the present Jesuit pope’s side kick, the pope, Leon Panetta Al Gore, etc nd not to mention but I will I think Gen, Kelly is a Jesuit) like he did with Susan Rice, his wife, his daughter and others, many others.


Take that to the bank and chew on it.

Now the prophecy of Daniel is in the Gospel of Matthew referring to the Book of Daniel so I suppose the Prophecy in the Gospel of Matthew is standing where it should not in the Book of Daniel? VERY SLICK but not slimy enough because I have a good memory. Why then was it called the prophecy of Daniel?Because it is where the prohecy was in the first place. It should be referenced as the Prophecy of Matthew now that it has changed. IT DOZEN MAKE SENSE since no one hardly reads the Old Testament. It’s a sign. What difference would it make if the Prophecy of Daniel were standing where it should not in the Book of Daniel. NONE. Book of Daniel is about false worship for the most part …the sign was it moved to the Gospel of Matthew giving the Gospel of Matthew preeminence even though it is the first of the gospels in the bible. Upholding Matthew’s rendition of Jesus or rather Q’s rendition of Jesus. CRAZY as a loon.

WHICH WAS WRITTEN FIRST? THE GOSPEL OF MATTHEW OR THE BOOK OF DANIEL? WHICH OF THE TWO BOOKS IS IN THE OLD TESTAMENT? THE BOOK OF DANIEL IS IN THE OLD TESTAMENT AND THE GOSPEL OF MATTHEW IS IN THE NEW TESTAMENT. Its called the Prophecy of Daniel because it was originally in the Book of Daniel given as a sign if it moved to anywhere else and it did move during the Obama Administration. It moved to the Gospel of Matthew and in parentheses it said let the reader understand so you had to have read it to notice. I did read it and I did notice because it was such a weird thing to read and I wondered about it for a long time (YEARS) though I didn’t make it my bone of contention till it moved which to me was astounding and occurred after Obama was made President without a LEGITIMATE birth certificate on the wings of the RCC and Kissinger to save RCC face (faith) and after it moved and after he said what he said at the UN about the prophet of islam and the future must not belong to those who insult the prophet of islam….which is probably himself who married a virgin, Michelle, a possible transvestite. I don’t mind her sex change at all, but she ain’t no virgin because of it or in spite of it. NO OFFENSE.



The change of the prophecy of Daniel is a sign of Revelation and the end of the RCC nearing.

To me it was a sign about hospice which Obama helped to implement for the RCC which was and is devastating and evil. Deceptive and dereliction of our military and our parents and me. Jesus said Feed my sheep which was also a sign. The RCC crossed the line and will have to face it’s end which I think is the meaning of Armaggedon.

The prophecies in the Gospel of Matthew are deliberately unspecific because he didn’t know about specifics. airplanes, space travel, computers, nuclear weapons, E = mc 2, not even the big bang theory, or that the earth was round.

Rumors and rumors of war, hmmmmmm nothing new there. Earthquakes in diverse places, hmmmmm nothing new there. two women will be grinding at the mill one will be take and one will be left, hmmmmm still nothing new there. (ISLAM AND THE RCC)  Nothing about electricity, airplanes, space travel and all the other things in our day and time and the gospel of Matthew did not have the prophecy of Daniel within it’s purview. In fact probably whoever wrote it didn’t even know about the Book of Daniel and sure didn’t know the mustard seed was not the smallest of seed (in both the Koran and New Testament synoptic gospels of the bible) however Jesus in the Gospel of John had an idea it wasn’t the smallest of seed setting it apart from the synoptic gospels of Matthew Mark and Luke because he knew what was in man (SPERM). Doesn’t mean there aren’t a few odd parts of theGospel of John such as the secret followers.

Regardless when and how the prophecy was moved…it was moved and the prophecy of Daniel is standing where it should not: in the Gospel of Matthew. Like the Ten Commandments get shifted about by the RCC which is not hard to understand why because it is deceitful. Similar to moving the goal lines in the middle of a game though it isn’t a mountain. LOL and also probably why in Revelation it warns those who change the book will receive a curse of some kind because obviously there have been deliberate changes made in the bible to deceive. So I think the false prophet is in trouble. The one Obama talked about at the UN.

Duh…. Duh Duh, Duh…… DUH…. 

Anyway it may be the tipping point. which probably is along with a lot of other signs and his dark sentences about his prophet which is not Daniel.

(I think there have been changes to the Book of Revelation but I couldn’t tell you what those changes are but I bet it’s a whole bunch. I bet during the 2nd and maybe more Vatican Councils. ONe of which occurred in 1963 called the 2nd Vatican Council but I guarantee more have happened without announcing it.)

Un-specifics is usually a sign of a false prophet. More like getting your palm read or looking through a crystal ball. My older sister took me to see a woman who told us our future when we were young adults. The woman was an african american soothsayer I guess you might say. Said I was gonna have a lot of men in my life about the time my mom went to some woman who told her one of her daughters was gonna be a writer and one who had a red car to slow down. Stupid stuff and I think both did it as a lark kind of thing. I sure didn’t believe in it and I don’t think either of them did either. My brother-in-law had his palm read one late night at his place of business with a young woman and an employee of his for a short time and got caught by my sister and I (I was with her at the time). It was an uncomfortable situation near the time she left him for a few months. I kept my mouth shut while it was occurring. Her name was Jeanine. Anyway it’s my blog and I get to write what I want and it’s true. Course he was already going to the Baptist church at the time and befriended a man who was a leader in the church heading and teaching kids (a youth director and directing my little sister at the time, a teenager who had been already indoctrinated by the BGEA) at the Baptist church of Ferguson who fell in love with my little sister while he was married and had a kid and divorced his wife and he became his manager before my brother in law owned the business at this location when he was caught fooling around with an employee. (This was quite a while after the molestation and before I was married and before I had a meeting with her about him, the first meeting). So my brother in law was not a virgin in his marriage and I wasn’t the only one and I was not attracted to him but i took the brunt of it in many ways (oh boy did i) and didn’t deserve it and my parents took the brunt of it and didn’t deserve it. Guilt by association: I was my older sister’s younger sister and they were my parents. Blamed us for their loss on the stock market of a ton of money of their own and my uncle’s money (actually his wifes money) and expected me to lie about it when asked a few months later. It was unreal. He was an investment agent in a firm and the rules are you tell your client and he didn’t, (i’m sure those are the rules) but he BS’d him so somehow or for some reason he called me to ask me about it and I told him what I knew which was very little. “He lost your money and is trying to get it back”. He had a right to know but I wish I had been left out of the deal. (This was sometime after, quite a ways in time after, the tether ball incident. Obviously my sister and her husband wanted us to know it. The question is why did my sister and my brother-in-law want us to know? To mislead? In regards to the premise he never told me how much he made but he told my ex and both were not close. I find it interesting my ex knew because it was not my brother’s habit to tell things like how much he made on a case. I knew it was a lot but I didn’t have any specifics about it or how much he lost on gambling. Not sure the reasons but someday I’m sure I think I will find out.  I wish he had not called and asked. He should have asked my brother- in-law but my brother- in- law must have avoided his calls or something and for quite a while. It was up to him not us and because it was in the family became a ridiculous dilemma. My mom was totally in the middle and did not want to be in the middle of it. Her brother and her daughter’s husband. I didn’t want to be there either. I think it was a rumor which spread in the family via suspicions and behavior but when I heard about it was at a family visit to my parent’s house and Gary was totally freaked out and my sister was pissed off and I asked my mom what’s going on with them and she whispered Gary lost a bunch of money on the stock market and lost her brother’s money as well. It’s all we knew. His face was ashen and I guess it happened in a matter of minutes on a Tuesday in October when the stock market caught a lot of people off guard, but the visit was on a weekend so it was kind of weird the timing of his reaction. A delayed reaction  Some kind of test. I think my sister and her husband were hoping my mom could smooth it over with my uncle for them. She had nothing to do with the arrangements to begin with, or the schmoozing, or the big ideas, or anything to do with it other than be related to both parties. There might have been some untimely deaths because of it. I think he was with the company of Merrill Lynch and then he moved to a different company. or vice versa. Touche Ross was the other company. I think one of those companies were in one of the buildings destroyed on 9-11 a big part of the company a branch of the company (cant be sure of it but I think so). 9-11 occurred on a Tuesday. Islam is into signatures often times in their crimes against humanity. The reason I’m suspicious of the them is because of their ties to the Bushes and to Saudi oil via Conoco and even more so because lately because of the incessant replay about Mrs. Bush who died recently of how she died on Fox. Ramming hospice down our throats for weeks. My uncle’s money meant more to my aunt married to his brother than it meant to us the one I thought looked the nurse at The ARC (The Army Retirement Center) who slopped up the blood with her feet of an elderly woman who had fallen out of her chair while my sister’s and I were visiting my mom. The woman was the woman my mom said THANK YOU to me about when I said she reminded me of Patsy. She looked like my aunt and looked like my fairy godmother. No doubt about it she looked like her and she looked like her to my mom as well. So we were seeing the same thing but I didn’t realize the scope of what was happening. For years my uncle was a total loser to her (because she was a tea totaler and he was an alcoholic AND HE DID NOT HAVE MONEY) and then when he got money he was her best friend. She called me when I was going through some perils at the office with my sister’s blessing and her husband when everything went haywire. She never called me any other time and I didn’t take her call because I knew she was up to something. I knew she didn’t like my mom and she didn’t like me. Whenever there was a family gathering at her home she called my sister who called everyone on our side of the family for invites. She never called me. But later my sister and her got into some troubles over some china of my grandmother who had died and an elephant from Hong Kong. I didn’t care about it but my sister did and it was a fiasco one of which I really didn’t want to get involved in but my sister was doing it for me. I didn’t ask for it. Inheritance shit. I think she was trying to impress my dad somehow so she could be trusted to be the executor and wanted to give my little sister the good stuff: the minten china of my parents thinking ahead like the diamond ring of my mom which she got everyone to go in on as a gift to my mom for mother’s day so she could either get it later or give it to someone she favored after my mom died. I have no idea who got it. SHE WAS CALCULATING. My aunt was in the title company business working for her husband and I guess may have corrupted her or something, I don’t know. It was very weird. I feed my cats with the china bowls I got that I didn’t need nor want for. The nurse who slopped up the blood also went through my mom things at The ARC and things went missing…shoes new ones which my little sister bought for my mom but this woman was searching for something, I think or she was just pillaging the elderly. My older sister thought ahead and she got what she got and hospiced my mom without telling me. It is a sign a big sign as are the other signs of something big ahead like a train wreck but I think more on a cosmic level.

DID you notice the upper hand Trump got with the hand on the back of Kim Jung Un

very much like Obama and the press noticed at the time his maneuver (in adoration of Obama) on Putin

(I think it was before things went sour before he tricked him)

between the USA and Russia

and I heard from the ex Dennis Rodman cried about the talks.

As long as the Jesuit General was there I think you can count on the supposition this ain’t what it is cracked up to be.

In the book of Daniel says Through peace he shall destroy many by deceit and craft and in the Beatitudes in the Gospel of Matthew says “Blessed are the peace makers……”. and then in a different gospel possibly the Gospel of Luke says “Blessed are the Barren.” So it’s kind of confusing. Jerusalem is the goal, IMO, but not really sure why it’s the goal but was said by someone in the news lately for Iran to watch what happens in Korea. Seeing the three at the wailing wall might be a sign. Trump, Obama, and the Pope. I have tried to explain throughout this post there may be more than one Trump. So my suggestion is keep your eyes open. Not much we can do about it as ordinary citizens but be aware and still no one in the news talks about hospice which in my opinion was deceitful at least in my mom’s case.

It was like one trap after another for them as well but blamed us. We knew Gary was full of shi…. but he had discovered a new way of investing/trading options some kind of trick he had devised and would endlessly discuss it with us and we had no idea what he was talking about and knew he didn’t either even though we didn’t know the first thing about options but you could tell he was not on the right track because he wasn’t, OBVIOUSLY. Why was he trying to sell us on the idea since we didn’t have any intention of getting into the options trading business and because WE KNEW he was a nut (but he didn’t know it). If I ever came into money believe me I wouldn’t invest with him but my uncle did. My uncle was a singer and a good one but knew nothing about business or trading on the stock market and also was an alcoholic as was Gary but came into money via his wife (also an alcoholic) who owned some land with some kind of oil or something on her land she inherited. He broke them and even their daughter was kind of weird towards me later on when I saw her at a grocery store one day as if I had screwed her out of her possible future inheritance. I had nothing to do with it. INSANE but at the time I didn’t realize what was ahead and it was not looking good and if I had known I would have warned everyone. Like the movie: A Series of Unfortunate Events. Besides in my opinion the stock market is a trap for the unwary and most people lose. A lot of deception and insider trading such as a few days before 9-11.

I don’t think my dad is impressed anymore which I have learned through the messages and signs i have received.

But I have warned via my blogs as best I can

so take it or leave it. 

I learned about the world and it isn’t nice.

Between the G-7 Summit and the Korean Summit not sure which to believe and seems to be going on at the same time.

Probably wise to believe neither. It’s only the activities of the press, politicians, and the faiths trying to find order

kind of like Gary telling us about options trading;)

sexual abuse/jealousy/a chevron on a butt crack/an ankh on an arm/ A mohawk hairstyle, cutting oneself , tattoos all over the body of bible verses, a levite marriage/murder-suicide hospice

are not good signs to me


based on lies.

I call it misplaced vengeance and highly suspicious.

A travesty



and did not go unnoticed!

I noticed.

I think it will be straitened soon enough.

This was on Alex Jones site:


“Yes… that seems fair”

It’s funny because when I was a young girl 7 or 8 years old I went to a boys private school for a year or so overseas and won the race even with mostly boys in the race since it was a boys school and won a motorcycle toy which was a let down. Then some years later playing dodge ball at school recess the boys used to get really upset with me for staying in the game and tried to make me give up using all kinds of intimidations because I was able to dodge the ball so well and of course the boys wanted to win the game. I DID. The boys also wanted to end the game sooner in order to play a new game but I kept it going by staying in the game and dodging the ball regardless of the intimidations and though the boys didn’t like me too much at the time


Then the game became unpopular like tether ball which I loved playing. I was good at it. But my brother ran into the pole as a kid and split his head open. The only pole in a huge field and then tether ball became a thing of the past because it was a danger to himself. Actually I think it was a sign of running into a POLE. (Saul, Paul?) Great game. Probably the only time I got a spanking involving a tether ball play area because i said some girl was going to hell to my friend (in secret) at the time because this other girl said a cuss word and I think the word was hell. I think I was set up. Entrapped. My first encounter. I was able to outrun most if not all spankings frustrating my parents except then.  Kind of a weird story, but true. Whoever it was she was older.  It was probably Nancy Pelosi.

The word could have been the gd word or the d word she said, ( I was only a first grader so it’s been quite a while) I felt like I was spanked before the whole neighborhood.

However, I did get restricted from time to time which I deserved though the restriction for a month was shortened because of good behavior commuting my sentence, but as a teenager it felt like eternity. Going out in the world is more difficult than being at home. But Gary made even being in my parent’s home difficult and more difficult for everyone else indirectly. I think there are remedies for his condition. One might have been tying off (binding) the blood supply to his testicles probably would have helped and is relatively painless for the person. Some guys do it for birth control. Not many but the smart ones. At least some guys did in the recent past. There are drugs for it as well, I’m sure. I think it would help sex offenders to control their abhorrent (repugnant) behavior. Give them a fighting chance to overcome the sexual aspect of sex abuse. Some say its about power but not always. Probably both, half and half. Then over time do a gradual lifting of sanctions to see how the person behaves. I think the power aspect is after they have offended in retaliation when belligerence comes into play because of the wife and how she reacts to her offender and to his offences towards him, sort of a downward spiral affecting everyone in their path creating classic sociopaths which is very destructive in this world. Honestly, a person should be able to watch The Last of the Mohicans with your family without being sexually harassed and going through what our family experienced because of belligerence.

Peer pressure is what occurred at the Tony Awards with Robert DeNiro. SILLY. I bet most of the people stood up not knowing why. Didn’t this same thing occur recently? It seems familiar. A loop. He might be suffering from Tourette’s Syndrome.

“a neurological disorder characterized by involuntary tics and vocalizations and often the compulsive utterance of obscenities.”

Funny he didn’t say anything about North Korea Summit, did he? only about the G-7 convention, hmmmmmm. If it is true he didn’t say anything about North Korea, is it because of the Jesuit General or because he didn’t know about it? All I saw was the two words highlighted a bunch on Fox.

(seems like three different things going on at once at least from my perspective.)

De NIro, Denali, Denial, Dinar, Shinar, Denarius, or Daniel 

Denali is denial if you unmix it or Denari which is money table. Denali is supposed to mean the tall one…also means the great one. Hannity calls Mark Levin the great one. I read it is taller in some spots than Mt. Everest depending on where you start to measure. I don’t know if it is true.

Denarius – WikipediaThe word dēnārius is derived from the Latin dēnī “containing ten”, as its value was originally of 10 assēs. The word for “money” descends from it in Italian (denaro), Slovene (denar), Portuguese (dinheiro), and Spanish (dinero). Its name also survives in the dinar currency.”

that is if you switch the l to an r. (lamb vs ram)

Ten asses could be referring to the Ten Commandments. Misunderstanding the Ten Commandments because of money???? Deni could mean deny.

ASEAN 10 member nations/states in the INDONESIA 

Dinar -“The dinar is the principal currency unit in several countries which were formerly territories of the Ottoman Empire, and was used historically in several more.”…

Shinar is the term used in the Hebrew Bible for the general region of Mesopotamia (Babylon)

“The Ottoman Empire, also historically known in Western Europe as the Turkish Empire or simply Turkey, was a state that controlled much of Southeast Europe, Western Asia and North Africa between the 14th and early 20th centuries.”

“The English word “dinar” is the transliteration of the Arabic دينار (dīnār), which was borrowed via the Syriac dīnarā from the Greek δηνάριον (denárion), itself from the Latin dēnārius.”

and then there is

Daniel: In other words The prophecy of Daniel

In some religions vowels are left out of the name for God like gd etc I wonder why. I don’t know. Supposedly out of respect but I’m not sos sure. I think there is a lot of confusion in religions and I think we ought to try to recognize the confusion but I don’t know if we will. Sure are a lot of bad signs. Politics is a religion also. Like Gore followers is a religion based off of the RCC using weather and other type weaponry and as far as illegal immigration is concerned is brought on because of the RCC’ failures  and sending kids ahead to get citizenship or separating kids from their parents and some people are pretty mad about it and to cause havoc at the border to stress our country. Nobody seemed to care about the separation from me and my mom by hospice. Families should be together but doesn’t mean you get citizenship because of it. Not necessarily sure illegal immigrants should want citizenship. Not sure it’a a good deal anymore not because of Trump but because of the RCC, Islam, and the NWO and people in the press for the MOST part. I thought I had problems but the NWO is really dysfunctional. Having a kid, then blaming the kid for being a kid.

Someone needs to get Pope Francis and suck out his brains, cut him up in four pieces and hang each piece from the four corners of Rome as a warning to other dumb asses. Who is he to compare the two? AN IDIOT. IF only his mom had been barren. Since she wasn’t and since he isn’t a descendent of Peter this is a good alternative.

Pope Francis Likens Abortion to Nazi Eugenics

Why doesn’t someone do a test of the Pope’s blood and find out his source of stupidity using the science of eugenics and DNA type science so we can avoid it in the future, but then it would make Bret fatherless. Sounds like a good deal to me.

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,

I think the Republicans care more about kids.  I think the Democrats care more about kids, NO I think Catholics care more about kids,



“It’s harder for those who had money to lose it then those that never had it.”

Quote from my sister’s friend married to a banker.

We might not get nuked by North Korea but screwed up the ass by THE ROMAN CATHOLIC REPUBLIC SOUTH OF THE USA


(excuse my french)

Does it occur to anyone in Congress and the WHITE HOUSE that by not vetting the people on the border to find out WHY the kids and caretakers

are seeking asylum we might be missing the point and possibly missing


Unlike the press the Department of Homeland Security Secretary Kirstjen Nielsen did a good job today during the press conference in clearing up the confusion about how the immigration and the separation of kids from their chaperones/parents/roman catholic sex traffickers problem arose and it isn’t new. It might be best if Melania Trump (with Kirstjen Nielsen) being multi-lingual could get some answers and help with the kids kept in cages on the border to reassure them and set up some good programs to keep the kids busy until the kids are reunited with their REAL parents which would be the best thing for the kids. Send some tutors so the kids might have a chance to merit some points with the Republicans and could help get to the bottom of the troubles in Mexico and Central America as to why they are hiking a great distance through Mexico to get to the USA (Nazi Germany) at someone’s expense when these kids could go to some of Mexico’s famous beach resorts and get a job in one of the hotels or head south and go to Rio de Janeiro. and hang out on the streets for fun. Film a documentary as you go to document the whys and what fors. Whatever you do don’t let Michelle Obama plan their lunches. One of the kids shown in photos looked like she was a kid recently photographed from Syria so it might be wise to get involved. Could be the press using stock photos of traumatized kids. Saw these two stories on Huffington just now. HMMMM

What is wrong with this picture?

Gayle King shown on Tucker Carlson show said “the Statue of Liberty is weeping right now” but I suppose the statues of Mary are joyful? I wonder if the Statue of Liverty was weeping when she interviewed the sister and brother of the female teacher gunned down during the false news story in the Catholic town of Newtown Connecticutt school shooting, although the boy seemed ashamed, but even through her psychological interview she didn’t seem to notice. I noticed. I think he was ashamed because he was having to go along with a great deal of lies. I don’t think Gayle cared but maybe she did and was documenting the families. Looks eerily similar to the woman who got in the car with Sarah T. Hughes before she swore (taking the lord’s name in vain) in LBJ on a plane after the assassination of JFK. EIther she gets around or someone who looks similar to her. But I do recall her interview of the kids, sister and brother to some teacher who was supposedly shot and killed at Sandy Hook Elementary in Newtown so I think there is a connection and I think the connection is catholic. The girl was elated which is an unusual reaction to the attention she received because of the death of her older sister. It was a bit strange and so were the other interviews as well having to do with the mass murder at an elementary school during the Obama Administration.

I think the Statue of Liberty is seeping, not weeping. Statues don’t weep, they seep.

She used to be white kind of like my mother in law. Don’t know why so don’t take offense at least when she got in the car with Sarah T. Hughes, if it was her and she looks very similar. Maybe the connection is catholic islamic. So is this story about the kids on the border a ruse as well?

The priest Jonathan whom was called Father Jonathan previously on Fox News and is also Jesuit Pope Francis’s young acolyte/disciple/groupie and probably a junkie of some kind of powerful stuff and in disguise was on Fox and said umpteen times HOW DARE YOU about the kids on the border this after trying to get the parents of a young girl in a coma to put their daughter down to kill her even though the mom felt her hand move in her hand. He went on a few stations and programs trying to pressure the parents and the doctors for the church of Rome. I guess he is trying to make up for what he did for a couple of weeks against a young girl? (she was african american) and he is a roman catholic freak of nature. The border dilemma is a roman catholic/Obama setup. I think Trump ought to think about my advice but probably won’t take it or can’t take it. It would solve a lot of problems. Father Jonathan probably is possessed but he is starting to look an awful lot like the images of the person who was at the Safeway in Arizona when Gabrielle Giffords was shot in the head and a district attorney investigating Fast and Furious was killed and a few other people. It was his voice but his appearance has taken on the appearance of an animal (he looks sick, very sick with a wild look in his eyes) which is evidence of a major severe demonic possession. He probably took an oath to the devil. Big Time Stuff!  He was irate and not acting normal. The Roman Catholic Church and Obama are trying to force it’s way upon the USA.


using kids

like the Palestinians do in Israel using kids as their human shields

(The RCC is responsible and have declared war on our country without telling us like 9-11 attack in New York CIty with the help of a catholic n Florida at the time. however Pope Benedict XVl very clandestinely talked about a world without borders like he warned us about the NWO with teeth, etc and Obama is using the RCC (jesuits), the NWO and the evangelical masons. He is the destroyer (because he didn’t build the world because he wasn’t smart enough) spoken about in lots of places in the bible and these groups are his pawns. You can read about him in the Gospel of Luke – quite a bit about him in this gospel but not all )

President Trump is right about this inane process of illegal immigration (The Border War POWs) going on for a long time and in the previous administrations and is going to sign an executive order for the reunification of families but in the meanwhile give the kids and adults a deck of cards each and maybe some coloring books and crayons to have something to do so you aren’t rewarding them for illegally entering the USA but being merciful and at least the prisoners of the border war are getting fed food and water unlike what must be going on in the countries they came from. It’s a ridiculous situation but thank the RCC for their failures in those countries from the top down on how to run a country, govern people, and inspire good leadership but what can you expect from Jesuit pope who deceives himself. Even the elect shall be fooled. Bring in a few people who are in charge of legal immigration to put the illegal immigrants on a list and start the process while incarcerated and DNA tested for parental rights and get specifics about the reasons for their illegal entry and document it for the sake of being informed and what is motivating their departure from their countries besides gangland/mob intimidation. Who paid for their travel expenses etc, who their priest was and is located, who clothed them because most look very casually dressed but nice, what they did for a living, who their employer was, etc. WIth information you might be able to follow the money and figure out who in this country is behind the illegal immigration and chances are we won’t be surprised but will have evidence and testimony; a PLEthora of it and doubt we will need to read the testimony to know but have the evidence to prosecute. It’s the President’s job to protect our country and it’s citizens first. 

Has anyone read WINDSWEPT HOUSE A Vatican Novel written by Malachi Martin?

I read most of it but got bored with the content however I got the general idea. She reminds me of a character in it. SHE meaning you know the lady who said you have to sign it to read it in regards to ObamaCare. Chuck Shumer didn’t say it,

Nancy Pelosi said it for Obama while Chuck Shumer was too busy admiring her boobs and she has many.

There is a way that seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death.

It was one of those kind of books.

Pope Francis added his dinero about the dignity of life in regards to illegal immigration (because it’s his idea to foil the USA in order to lord over us (the roman catholic way which leads to death so the pope should not be considered of any value because whether he knows it or not he has no dignity. HE IS NAKED in the eyes of God. He is naked as a jail bird!) When he sainted Mother Teresa he lost his clothes because he had no courage.

with the exception of the dignity of the USA and it’s borders

and the exception of woman and her family

in regards to her body and her timing, to be mature enough, able, in the right circumstances and inclined and circumspect enough

to make the decisions whether or not to have or to raise a child.

Trump is wrong about the merit system. Immigration should be done in order as they come legally considering urgency of the individuals but we have to have ports/stations of legal entry for them to come to in order to become citizens. Anyway I feel like our government and the world government and the religions who deny the truth are going to go the way of the dodo birds. Immigration is not salvation which you cannot earn by a career or fortune. For some illegal and legal immigration is attempting to escape the onslaught and for some others to create the onslaught and we have to differentiate between them. I think it would help if the immigrants were denied voting rights for a few generations so they aren’t used as pawns for either party and to create havoc for the USA and to laden the USA with the RCC’s failures and overpopulation problems. Also grandparents are essential. They are part of the family and should be included. In some places grandmothers actually give suck to babies of their children so the mom can work or go out and find a husband to work for her or cook, etc. The point is grandparents should be part of the deal in legal immigration and it should take two years at the most to complete. They could teach spanish to those who desire it in the military and teach their culture from their origins which would also be useful for good relations and could do yard work, clean up work, painting, pressing uniforms, golf caddy, sewing, mending, peel potatoes or help with the mess halls, baby sit, deliveries and other miscellaneous things that need to be done for the military to make the military stronger and receive a military recommendation depending on their dedication and work habits to go out in to the civilian market for a job. They could be very useful for the army and it’s bases on the border and free up some of the military personal by taking over their work details. It could be mutually advantageous. In the war 2nd world war Indians came in handy for certain kind of talents such as codes but they were in the military. It might also inspire some to join the military and dedication to the protection of the USA and it’s ideals (which are waning lately in the last 18 years) if treated correctly and with a certain amount of respect with reservations as well because of their origin while determining if they are trustworthy and not agents of the RCC and others who would love to wreck our country and it’s military prowess. It’s not like we don’t have mexican americans in our ranks already but many of them were born in the USA and things change and have changed rather quickly in those countries having population problems because of the NWO and many problems have arisen that might be worked out possibly. Probably would build up the border with towns and population centers that might generate more business both ways that could benefit both countries if Mexico would act decent and discard it’s corruption for a better way for it’s people, otherwise it might not end well. Some of the border towns are kind of corrupt and it might help to change it and make the area much safer for everyone. Many parts of Mexico and South Texas are kind of barren and could be less so and more productive, safer and more accessible to enjoy places like Big Bend National Park: Very pretty, yet dangerous in parts but worth the opportunity. I’m sure there are some similar places south of the border as well. Some pretty pictures in the link of Big Bend which I hope you take the time to see. I’m sure the military personnel would enjoy it for many reasons such as training.

Definitely worth protecting

but also to make use of for travel and for tourism with some nice places nearby to make it more welcoming to the average person.

A lot of unused land areas that could be developed with limitations and for the military on the border. Military brings commerce and a lot of ocean on either side of the huge peninsula leading towards Central America which would be nice to be more accessible as well. I love the ocean. I’m sure there are some rules as far as the Panama canal is concerned for the transfer made by Carter but what are those rules and has Panama been faithful to those rules? I don’t know. I know China seemed to be a threat to the area at one time and hence a threat to us because of middle ranged weaponry being used from the location but I haven’t heard much about it in the last 20 years or so. Got kind of quiet. I didn’t make the deal but the Dems did and having to do with Iran and yet there is an exorbitant amount of illegal immigration from Central America through Mexico to the USA and not to Mexico nor to South America which is vastly significant in size and spanish speaking and much closer. Doesn’t make sense to me other than overpopulation and a conspiracy to overtax the USA and possibly some kind of influence hurting the average citizens of those countries. I know immigration increased to the USA because of the reputation of the medical field in the USA being the best IN THE WORLD and then came OBAMA to bring chaos to the field of medicine and to make more accessible the idea of hospice (murder suicide) of the RCC’s imagination of a Romanian nun or whatever part of hell raised he/she. I think it is not fair by any means but I know many of the illegals are caught in the middle of something even they don’t understand and are getting pushed around as are the citizens of the USA often times because of the plight of the illegals and unreasonable bureaucracy which I believe is intentional for the citizens of the USA and our veterans favoring illegals and foreign nationals and possibly replacement of those promises given to the wrong people or to be sifted and siphoned for the RCC/Vatican to be used to strengthen its influence worldwide which is amiss having Jesuitized itself and corrupted many people which demonstrates it’s intent isn’t good and closer to the ties of Islam more than ever yet putting on a show of something else and using females as their scapegoats which is very sleazy and cowardice and hurting our strengths as a nation which are females and hurting our military and our medical field and our sense of freedom. Drug prices for some Roman Catholic nations are far cheaper than for us as is oil yet our men and women defended them. NOT VERY APPRECIATIVE and should be REMEMBERED. There would not be a EUROPE without the USA so it’s tariffs in response and other responses detrimental to our country and trade and in reaction to Trump’s attempt to make things more fair for the USA isn’t nice especially after helping to build it up after it was devastated by Fascism and war so I think Europe ought to reconsider their reactions and work with Trump and not against him as much as possible and the same with the Democrats and some Republicans. He may be a bit course in some ways but he is brilliant in other ways which might benefit free nations which hopefully will increase and not make the same mistakes of the past which is why remembering is important. The pledge to the USA is important and shows a lack of respect for freedom which many have died or have been injured physically and mentally and many have been tricked and we can’t allow it. I don’t think anyone should be forced to pledge themselves to freedom but I think it shows a underpinning of false intentions and taking advantage of our freedoms to overcome our country. Obama refused and he is not a friend to the USA. How much was given to Iran by Obama? HMMMMMM. Something ain’t right and needs to be straitened, IMO. I know we have some faults as a nation but we need to clean it up and Trump might be our last chance or at least one of the Trumps might be our last chance because the signs are significant and signs are meant for a warning. Maxine Waters I think got rich because of Obama and so did many others but do you think she will stand up for the USA in it’s time of troubles. NO. She will fall because she lacks honor, though she may be entertaining she should not be in any type of powerful position after inciting people to attack some people representing our interests while getting dinner or at a gas station. It’s dumb. Sure she may have reacted to my game show idea or as she said to trump tweeting but he has been attacked more than any other president or leader in the history of the USA (other than the Kennedys) but like I said Pope Francis and the Jesuits deserve to be outed, dishonored, disdained, and disbanded. NO DOUBT ABOUT IT. I hope Trump can straiten things out and make life better for the citizens and strengthen the military and the middle class which is our strength as a country and the weakness of other countries especially Roman Catholic countries and Islamic countries and not pull some needless coups as was done in Egypt when things were kind of going well for the country and was stable compared to the way things seem to be now though I know it is a strong nation and was kind of progressive compared to many nations nearby. Some coups are necessary, IMO but not by the Jesuits for the RCC but for the citizens. Anyway we shall see.

Perhaps Jim Carey could be hired to paint directions to the locations of those legal entry sites on the wall at the border and put his artistic talent to good use. I guarantee most of the people migrating don’t know where to go or who to talk to in order to enter legally which might help everyone. The border is about 2000 miles across. It should not take five years for legal immigration. It’s absurd bureaucracy more like people not doing their jobs and getting paid for not doing their jobs. I feel like if it is an urgent immigration because of persecution or some other reason having to do with the country the immigrant is from I think the family or person could be housed on an army base on the border in the interim to keep them safe with precautions just in case they are lying or coming as terrorism or for the RCC/Islamic church to cause havoc etc while the process of legal immigration occurs, sort of a house arrest with freedom to learn the language and laws, shop, play, schooling/tutoring maybe with oversight of some person assigned to them in the military, play and learn, live, etc to be able when the person(s) are deemed not to be a threat to USA society or it’s government to immigrate. They could also work for the military doing odd jobs that need to be done while they wait to immigrate legally.  Times are different and we are under attack by terrorism and at war on the border but there are innocents (not just kids) as well trying to get to a safe harbor amongst the assholes who have screwed up their country to screw up ours and inundate our country with their problems of overpopulation and criminal elements probably because of overpopulation and the mob but can be redeemed if we have the proper oversight with some brains and brawn which I think the Army could handle while protecting our borders at the same time so I think some bases on the border would be wise at the sites of immigration and close down the sanctuary cities and send those people to those bases for theirs and our protection and for their training to be citizens and not pawns of some foreign antagonistic governments (such as the vatican) or victims of mobsters and its businesses or to be used politically for an election


if we took back control of the Panama Canal it would be easy for the process to occur in a small area and if we manifested Mexico and Central America which is causing some pretty bad problems for our country because of the RCC. We would have to worry about a 50 mile border vs the humongous border we have which is not easily defendable. Even so we should have border walls to defend the cultures and retaining the cultures and not dilute ours unless the individual wants to be diluted via marriage by choice. The RCC should not have the right to dilute anyone. for their purposes, itself. We have buildings and buildings have walls to protect and separate businesses and  homes have walls to separate families and should be respected as borders of countries and should be respected. It’s logical but seems to be ignored what was done to throw our country into disarray many years ago by a nut farmer influenced by the BGEA (Carter’s spiritual advisor, Billy Graham and a shill for the RCC) and IRAN hostages at the time and long gas lines so I suppose the Arab Emirates/Saudi Arabia oil access, OUr country is being attacked on the borders some intentionally to create chaos because of the chaos of the other countries or because of a class system which doesn’t allow a middle class and to their own destruction IMO. I think legal immigration can help build our middle class and help with production and manufacturing in our country and should be considered as a positive byproduct of a faster and more fair immigration not based on merit but on desire for a better way of life to live and not a lawlessness. I think the marijuana industry in our country has caused dissention in the mob and RCC to control our youth introducing other drugs because it is supposedly the gateway drug but if we control the marijuana market legally as we do wine and beer and alcohol we could change it’s access to our kids and adults and help with the opioid crisis because of lawlessness and RCC?ISLAM persecution of our citizens and our leaders as well who want to control our leaders and citizens and illegal immigrants. I know marijuana is safer than alcohol depending on the additives of course but if legalize it  and control it we could help with our financial woes country wide in each state and have less drunken driving accidents and deadly brawls less rapes by a mile and less unwanted pregnancies and more cost effective and isolate the mobsters and terrorists much more effectively especially with a 50 mile wide border vs a 2000 mile border and possibly have more access to oil on our side of the hemisphere because of it and less dependent on Arab oil.

As far as people getting attacked verbally in theaters, restaurants and wedding cake bakeries. It’s too bad. Sort of Salem witch hunt shit and won’t help anyone. Two wrongs don’t make a right.  My mom would never treat people even with some biases as everyone has sometimes for legitimate reasons and sometimes out of fear and sometimes out of hatred or distrust but she would have baked a cake for a gay couple and never tried to make a person in some restaurant feel unwelcome because of politics or religion or race or sexuality. There are limits as well. A person should have the right to serve who they want in their business constitutionally and hire and fire employees in their business including in government even at the Federal level but it is stupid business wise to be biased to the degree of not serving them your product or services. Go elsewhere and give someone else your business because freedom helps option wise but being excluded can be taken out of perspective and to the point of ridiculousness. My mom befriended a woman who was blind and a woman who had been gang raped at the Pentagon after her husband was killed in Vietnam and defended a Japanese woman for her talent the church ladies were jealous of ( though she didn’t know) and was very progressive and tried to be fair minded but was hospiced without my knowledge for two weeks. I’m pissed about it because she was my mom and I believe the mustard seed debacle and the church being unwilling to accept the truth about it may be responsible directly and indirectly. The reason it came out now is because of the persecution of the RCC and Islam against women who have aborted to make itself more holier than thou. There is a rhyme and reason for the debacle to be discovered at this time in civilization and for the lie to have persisted for so long through the dark ages. My mom did a lot of good things for others not because she wanted to earn salvation but because she had heart. A heart for God. She also had anger at times against injustices and was for the rights of women and because it’s human sometimes to be angry about things. Jesus had anger as well turning over the tables. My dad had anger as well and so do his kids. We are often right to be angry but have to learn to control it which takes experience. Did you ever see Obama have anger? He hid it well like a good sociopath or psychopath. I hope Kirstjen Nielson Secretary of Home land security got an apology from the business owner (mexican restaurant) because it seems to me the owner would not like one of his/her patrons to be attacked at his business but the DOJ was involved and should have stopped it. We ought to find out what was in the mindset of the DOJ employee to have egged on the crowd. I think it is important since separation of children from illegal aliens was occurring during the Obama Administration and even before.

There ought to be a hearing on it about who else might have been involved in the press story and why it was filmed and who filmed it, who sent the film to the press, who made the decision to air it, and what is behind it. While it might be an interesting hearing it would also be absurd however most congressional hearings are absurd so why not.

I’m sorry Sarah Sanders was not served at the Red Hen (Italian restaurant) but people have got to get some perspective and not allow the press to control us. Funny it wasn’t filmed, isn’t it? 

Yet both incidents occurred within a day or so of each other

so something fishy is going on

and ought to be investigated.

Does it have to do with immigration?

 It makes great fodder for the press and so I’m suspicious of the press being involved.

I think the press and dirty politics is involved to make heroines of people who didn’t need it. Sarah Sanders does a good job and Kirsjen Neilson is not responsible for the separation of kids from parents on the border. THE VATICAN IS RESPONSIBLE FOR MOST OF OUR TROUBLES and I think Obama has his hand in these incidents somehow because he has a lot to hide in his administration entrapping people into being his pawns to disarm our country and to degrade it using african americans often unto their deaths and others as well because he has a very destructive mindset.  He spoke in dark sentences not because he was african american (Not sure about his heritage)  but because he is an extremist ISLAMIC playing everyone and playing even his wife. She is not the only one. The dark sentence was at the UN about the prophet of Islam. It was the dark sentence spoken of by Daniel. As far as I can tell everyone insults the prophet of Islam unless they commit suicide killing others for lies and or walk around the box at Mecca because I think he is the false prophet and the destroyer. He acts like a sociopath and a psychopath (has all the earmarks of both) and is very deceptive. He bribed people for votes and broke a lot of bones of people (his bread) He is a deceiver and was propped up by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican to help their bad reputation but he played them as well as both played him. He tricked Putin in the deal he made with him. He tricked the USA in regards to Iran and probably tricked Iran as well. He is bad news. What occurred at Benghazi is a lot more than anyone realizes and most people are in denial about the ramifications of what occurred. The Vatican was involved (Italian) in the excuse given to Susan Rice by Jesuit Frederiko Lombardi the side kick of Jesuit Pope Francis about a video tape while having a riot in a city nearby set up and catholics were involved as well as islamic people and around the time of the 2 coups in Egypt for the Muslim Brotherhood and against President Hosni Mubarak and then another coup and both coups involved some Senators in our government and probably others such as Obama and his pawns, the RCC as well as does Benghazi and of course the State Department at the time headed by Hillary Clinton replaced by Senator John Kerry/Mr. Heinz and about 30 or so witnesses who disappeared INTO GERMANY. Germany taped the Syrian military man in Syria in regards to the first sarin gas attack which turned out to be a myth and looked more like food poisoning of the rice shipped to a neighborhood may have been ethnic poisoning by a competing sect in the area but was from China and sent through India to Syria. HMMMMMMM INTERESTING. I wonder if there is a conspiracy involved. The UN got involved. Of course there is a conspiracy. Who had their ears? OBAMA?  I”M NOT FOOLED and it was a sign. There are 7 trumpets of Revelation and we have a President named Trump. So just be aware of it. He may not even be aware of it or is and is fulfilling prophecy as in self fulfillment. I don’t know. Nevertheless keep your eyes open and try as Melania said try to “be best” in the circumstances you find yourself in till I BE STRAITENED (in the bible). Not me, but I. I think it does happen, but I don’t know when. I think the statement is referring to involves the straits on either side of Saudi Arabia and possibly the Sundai strait (krakatoa volcano or it’s son) as well which happened quite a while ago and even caused quite a few deaths in Portugal and was heard in Europe when it erupted. I think krakatoa is in the indonesian area which is also part of the ten toes of bible prophecy and Islamic as well not to mention the indian ocean tsunami which altered the axis of the planet earth.

Anyway Maxine Waters (represents 43rd district of California) is having a strange reaction to something, but not sure what but is inciting nuts to harass people, I guess. Is there a limit to a her power or responsibility as a representative in government? Should she be held accountable for inciting evil and insurrection? Mobbing someone at a gas station? For what? Odd command. Was she responsible for the shooting at the baseball field? Sure acting like she might be. What can be gained by harassing people? I know the adage about the squeaky wheel gets the grease but that is plain ole mean and ugly to follow someone to a restaurant to harass them. DOJ obviously is behind it. Maybe she needs to be harassed instead. It’s not worth it. As Trump said she has a low IQ and i think for her contribution to our government and to the USA. No rhyme or reason for her incitement. Someone in the press should ask her what she hopes to gain from harassment of someone at a gas station. Sounds insane. I think she needs to be exorcised. Is she being coerced into what she is proposing…possessed? Maybe she is reading my post about the yearly In the Year of the Pope reality show/contest idea below so I wonder who does she represent? the Pope? He sainted a person who put people to death via suicide and may not have been in their right minds because of drugs, medicine, senility, illness, comas, and many other ailments or understood what she was doing and for the reason of overpopulation promoted by his church as a solution to their own demands and has pushed an evil concept upon many societies and deserves my scorn of a reality game show in his honor for his poisonous, obscene, hideous, nefarious, and wicked stamp of approval and perverted sensibility. IMO he should be annihilated. I think Maxine Waters and Pope Francis have a brain the size of a mustard seed. Does anyone actually live in the 43rd district of California and if so is it a mental facility? She explained herself on some other news channel, and she is still full of shit but it was better shit than her other comments about mobbing people at a gas station comparing her rhetoric with Trumps rhetoric but I am bothered by the fact women are being harassed and not the male counterparts and who is organizing it. During the Clinton years some people died such as Vince Foster and Ron Brown and others and I don’t believe Vince Foster killed himself and I don’t believe the plane crash with Ron Brown was an accident so it’s a dirty business in Washington DC and sometimes deadly. What about the unarmed woman shot and killed with a baby in her car at the gates of the White House during the Obama Administration. She looked scared and acted scared (evidenced by her driving) trying to drive away and was shot at by Secret Service and Park Police who were also involved in the investigation of Vince Foster years before. She was said to have been fr